xX_i'm tired But i cant Sleep_Xx [prod. yungspoiler]

alt title: sadly ever after

lyrics:

(chorus)
ain’t it funny how the years go by, 
now i’m just another memory
and how you said you hate goodbyes, 
either way you were the first to leave

i guess it never meant a thing, 
all those promises u gave to me
ever after what’s the point of that
when i’ll never live it happily

now that you’re out of reach

(verse)
everyday feels like a nightmare, don't know how i
am getting by with all these people tryna feed me lies

and for a while, invested all i had in you and i
you ran away, stole my everything to watch me die

oh
waitin' on your phone call
thought you’d come back, what did i know

breathing but nothing’s alright now
cryin' it out until i choke

never felt so alone as i do tonight
guess you never had a heart, so u needed mine

(pre)
and i know why you waste your time
sitting all alone, in the bottom of your home
just tryna get away from the outside life
cus you could never love just right

(chorus)
ain’t it funny how the years go by, 
now i’m just another memory
and how you said you hate goodbyes, 
either way you were the first to leave

i guess it never meant a thing, 
all those promises u gave to me
ever after what’s the point of that
when i’ll never live it happily

now that you’re out of reach

thank u for listening <3 love u

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out of reach

Thank you so much for @sinxi & @Laelandd for making this song with me.
Their both really talented and deserve all good in the world! <3
give them some support

Lyrics:
(Sinxi) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Sinxi) (Verse)
Save me your heart
and save me the light
I don't feel very well
I just don't feel it at night
you say it's all in your head
so ill perceive it as fine
when I'm dead inside or living
not my days on the other side
on the mirror I don't feel alive
and say you travel on your own
to a better life
Save me the way
you want me to stay
right by your side
is my ideal of a perfect place

(Sinxi) (hook)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Laeland's verse)
i love and hate this shit at the same time
I never took you for a person
who could I at all
of their emotions
but I guess we live life
not knowing what goes on
I tried and tried to be the same in your eyes
but tough I changed for the worse
and then you tell me your tired
I'm just hope you'll love me
even when I am wrong
got put the one above you
baby you in my song

(Sinxi & Laeland) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

oc & Sinxi & Laeland - the way you make my heart believe

prod deadfish 
love you all <3

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/heylog
socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

lyrics:

(I've kept on fucking up
and that's why
I can't keep it up
But now
I'm left here with no one
I gotta manage here on my own)

it's been so cold now
that I've been on my own now
I never want to wake up
these thought in my mind forever

No, I don't wanna hang out now
cause, too busy hating on myself
Just digging my grave deeper
til I meet the reaper
death to me is peace

I hate myself, all my cuts to prove that
I need a break, isolate from all of that
damn, it causes my mind to break
can you say that you relate?

So I've been
tryna find
anything that could help me
and therapy
isn't really perfect
I'm so close to pull the plug
I'm on my own
I'm on the edge

I'm so scared
nowhere to run
But I'm still sitting on my own
well, that's how
my day goes

[heylog]
you don't know
how much u mean to me
i stumble up on my feet
text u and never sleep
i'm happy, this can't be me
cut
me
off
write a song about us
oh numb
i'm hoping ur gone
u caught me a break
recover from loss
but still feel the same

[deadfish]
So I've been
tryna find
anything that could help me
and therapy
isn't really perfect
I'm so close to pull the plug
I'm on my own
I'm on the edge

I'm so scared
nowhere to run
But I'm still sitting on my own
well, that's how
my day goes

on my own

on my own (feat. heylog)

~ about beginning ~

written by: Monto & Bryce Bishop
produced by: Bryce Bishop & Monto
mixed by: Bryce Bishop
mastered by: Ty Lorenzo
artwork by: @ve9etable0831 on twitter

DREAMS w/ Monto

New single with Indii G. , cutdeep, and sadgods

(Lyrics)
-Indii G.-
A conversation but I’m talking to your silhouette 
I’m thinking bout you while I’m smoking on a cigarette 
I’m falling down a pit I’m fucking over it
It’s been the same old bullshit
But it goes on and on and on in my head
Yeah it goes on and on and on in my head
Baby now im calling your phone 
Fucked up now i'm all alone 
Baby now I’m calling your phone

-cutdeep-
I smoke too much 
I’ve been fucked up
In my head I’m feeling locked up 
Fucked up in the backseat 
Calling your phone 
So hard on me I don’t wanna let go

-Killing Art-
Faded and I know you know to
Cause that’s just what I do
With a broken heart nothing left to lose 
I gave my all, and it’s all for you
Cause I’m broken but I know you like that 
Everytime i call don’t get a call back 
Now I’m fucked up baby in the back seat 
Parked in our spot you said you liked me 
Baby now im calling your phone 
Fucked up now all alone 
Baby now I’m calling your phone

-Sadgods-
I don't ever run I dont ever want 
Anything from you Oh well 
I don't ever front I don't ever love 
Everything Cus I'm broken Oh
I'm running out of love 
They don't want to know 
Nothings ever fun 
It just always gets old

Mix by sadgods and all artists on song
Master by kanashi
Prod by ZebraTiger

Faded (feat. Indii G. X cutdeep X sadgods)

i'm really trying not to quit

i'm really trying not to quit (MUSIC VID OUT NOW)

i hate myself. 

original artwork by @astrosux

Prod. Heydium

Mix/Master - Me duh.

i hate myself [+heydium]

stream "useless"
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listen to my music :)
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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
This isn’t typical (I’m fine)
To be so cynical (I lied)
Maybe I’m just difficult (this time)
Chasing different gold for my whole life

[Chorus 1]
I don’t feel the same
Got shit inside my brain that escapes me
‘Cause I don’t know the way
I’m on display
But that’s okay when you’re right here
I don’t feel no shame
Guess I should take the blame
Don’t wanna feel this pain
I’m on display
But that’s okay ‘cause you’re right here

[Verse 2]
Yeah I’m okay when you’re right here
‘Cause I’m living off the way you been staring at me I
I promise you I’m not gonna die here
Because I really hate who I’ve been trying to be oh
Well maybe I don’t wanna follow the trends
Maybe I never wanna love you again
So tell me what i need
Promise I’ll listen
‘Cause I can’t fuckin see
All that I’m missing
No I can’t guarantee
That this’ll work
Lift me up or leave me in the dirt
Yeah lift me up or leave me in the dirt
They wanna fall in love but just to feel the hurt
And then they’ll find a way for feelings to convert
To poetry they’ll let you hear it first
(fuck)

[Chorus 2]
I don’t feel the same
Got shit inside my brain that escapes me
‘Cause I don’t know the way
I’m on display
But that’s okay when you’re right here
I don’t feel no shame
Guess I should take the blame
Don’t wanna feel this pain
I’m on display
But that’s okay ‘cause you’re right here

useless 2.0

I wrote this and I recorded it and I liked it so uploaded it and I love you for listening

Buried Alive

happy valentines day <3
prod. lean teen
mix/master : wethher
cover art : melmige

lyrics:

So scared to think once we were so sweet
There you were with me lying dead
Playing pretend
Don't tread on me with those words honey
Though I might believe you instead
Playing pretend

You grabbed me by the wrist I couldn't help it
Nothing seems the same it was so reckless
Drifting far away from our senses

So scared to think you were one with me
Couldn't help but see the truth you said
Playing pretend
Don't rest on me no more words to speak
All the worth you see is out of my hands
Playing pretend

what are you afraid of?

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what are you afraid of? (prod. lean teen)

~ marinating in nostalgia ~

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other songs in @dishonest-backpack <3

DREAMS w/ Monto

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