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I'm such a brynncell if she dies in January I'm murdaing myself February

DEAD YAMI MADE THE INSTRUMENTAL!!
@deadyami (deadyami)

LYRICS:
Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Pre-Verse:
I can't look people in the eyes
I know that you're sad inside
But sometimes, it's better not to cry

Verse:
My friends all call me Mary Jane
And these places always stay the same
I am not the person I used to be

When things we used to do
Is a reminder of me and you
I hope someday you'll be happy too

I hope someday you'll be happy too
I hope someday you'll be happy too

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Verse 2:
My head always feels so cloudy
You would be better without me
One of those things that just don't work out

See my reflection in your eyes
The way your hand fits in mine
This is just another one of those goodbyes

This is just another one of those goodbyes
This is just another one of those goodbyes

Bridge:
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say... goodbye

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

Instrumental:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cD2MugTYAIk

/i killed myself in january/ (demo)

f4keinternetgrl

my friends they all hate my guts
and i always feel so fucked up
dont know why i even try
be better off if i would just die

lately
ive been feeling crazy
think theyve had enough of me cuz
im so fucked up
lately
everybody hates me
i should learn to just shut up cuz
im so fucked up

dont know why the things i say
always push the ones i love away
stay inside never go anywhere
get left behind cuz nobody cares

lately 
ive been feeling crazy
think theyve had enough of me cuz
im so fucked up
lately
everybody hates me 
i should learn to just shut up cuz
im so fucked up

so fucked up

follow https://soundcloud.com/dethtech

getting fucked up every day
brains in a state of decay
tried to change my ways but i said fuck that
been alive for way too long
i dont think anybody will care when im dead and gone

never getting better
ill be fucked forever
got no friends dont leave my home 
i guess that i am dying alone

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

crashed my car into a wall
no one really cares at all
life has got me by the balls i really fucked up
wake up every fucking day
dont know why its all the same 
i dont like living this way

i really fucked myself
now im stuck in hell
i fucking hate everyone
so i dont care about anything anymore

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

FOR THE HELL OF IT (ft. DethTech)

freaks

2 AM another night
kept awake by fluorescent lights
my slow decay broadcasted live
through snapshots of a cold and empty life

basking in the RGB
while snowfall coats late Autumn Leaves
find my way out eventually
to empty roads and cold concrete

the city streets dont teem with life like they used to
and when we speak we never speak like we used to
please speak like you used to speak to me

theres nothing left but awkward "how have you been"
"see you again sometime"
no one left to partake in gas station drinks
link cable battles while parking lot loitering

Bummed Out

prod. oxee

RAWRZ:
(rawr)
in the club and we gettin fucked up
i think i think shes the one
i just need some dumb luck
she says oh x2

pop tags buy it back
in the gucci fucking bag
cus its bottle after bottle and we drinking off the rack
coke give me heart attacks
never ever ever relax
never answer fucking texts
im too famous for that

pull up to the club lookin like a fuckin zombie
bitch we getting rough u could never fucking stop me
pop another pill with my main man oxee
in the back of the club with all the bitches on me

H8 M0NDAYZ:
Im going numb
Can’t feel my face
I’ll pour some more just to escape
2 more pills
Another shot
1 more hit and im so gone

poison in my brain fuck the next day
Dancing til were dead and then were getting dragged away
Living so fast money so stacked
Bitch im always going hard yeah ill never relax

SKU11B0Y:
Angel of the night
Thug in club and liquor make it right 
Cutting up my body hello kitty knife
I don't wanna get up bleedin my wrists dry

Get my stack up
Racks on racks off
Fuck these haters 
See you l8er
I'm immortal 
Angels fly high 
Sku11 forever 
We'll never die

OXEE01:
slit my wrist in the club
shawty wanna suck my blood
geeking off the fucking noz
feel it all inside my lungs
feel it all inside your guts
come on baby suck my cock
give her pills to keep her calm
baby i will rock your world

cook like walter
dress like jesse
drowning in the tub
yeah my wrists all messy
feeling fucked up
yeah i pop another benny
kissing all my cuts 
won't somebody help me

ya won't somebody help me

dumb luck - @rawrzxd @h8m0ndayz @sku11b0y @oxee01

Lyrics:

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do

When options are infinite
You're stuck in a limbo
Of stagnation and inaction
I won't forget

The times when I was
More than just another adult 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me 

Stagnation 
Kills me deep inside
It's all on me 
It's all on me 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me

They Told Me I Could Be Anything So I Became Nothing

https://open.spotify.com/album/7jsLbJhaBDuL6nJIO47x4j#login%3Fflow_id=a6de5c8a-3b42-4e66-baf8-ed0e31fe3850%3A1680259362 where i got from

Collapsing

NEET and DethTech - Collapsing

Now my bubble's bursting

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6Mx1kLPaFh5t2XIGOR99vc?si=8b1d1e2e0389476a
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/let-me-leave-you-in-yesterday/1613326864?i=1613326865

let me leave you in yesterday

I like to shoot guns and drive trucks and watch football and drink beer and eat chicken wings

reach out to me via social

/i killed myself in january/ (demo)

brynn </3

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