Chords: Em, C, G, Bm

Verse 1:
I have this dream about you
Every single day

You're supposed to be there for me
In every single way

I have pieces of peace
But they never stay

They never stay

Chorus:
I can't stop
I will sing
Everything
Inside of me

Inside of me
Inside of me

In my heart 
In the ground
In the sky
Inside of me

Inside of me
Inside of me

Verse 2:
I search I find
Small parts
I can't find you
Always

And I will fight
And I will try
All alone
Always

I am alone
I search in the light
And in the dark
Always

You're not found
I can't see
I can't breathe
Always

Chorus:
I can't stop
I will sing
Everything
Inside of me

Inside of me
Inside of me

In my heart 
In the ground
In the sky
Inside of me

Inside of me

Verse 3:
Where were you?
When I was crushed
And I was bound
Searching

When you were gone
And I was alone
Was that for me
Or was that for you?

Was that for you?
Was that for you?
Am I for you?
Am I for you?

Are we for you?

Dream

Chords: C, G, Dm, F, Am, F

Verse 1:
Natural intelligence is the enemy
Group think, hive mind
Those are simply the worst

Tribal and unfortunate
There must be better ways 
To cooperate, collaborate

Chorus: 
To be 
Together
Is the way
To be 
Together
Is the way
To be 
Together
Is the way
To be
Together

Verse 2:
Logic, superstition, these are just words
We don't know what to do 
With each other

Are you tribe
Are you family
We can be 
Together
Together

Chorus: 
To be 
Together
Is the way
To be 
Together
Is the way
To be 
Together
Is the way
To be
Together

Verse 3: 
Artificial division is a clever way
To separate, to generate
Negativity

Face to face and arm in arm
We'll face the world we'll face the sky
We'll face the sky

Face to face and arm in arm
We'll face the world we'll face the sky
We'll face the sky

We'll face the sky
We'll face the sky
We'll face the sky

Chorus: 
To be 
Together
Is the way
To be 
Together
Is the way
To be 
Together
Is the way
To be
Together

Fight The Sky

Chords: C, Em, Am, F

Verse 1: 
(C) You want my (Em) opinion,
But you (Am) don't.
But, you (F) don't, you don't, you (C) don't.

(C) You want my (Em) confusion,
But you can't have it. (Am)
No, you (F) can't, you can't, you (C) can't.

(C) My (Em) understanding,
That no one (Am) else does.
And there’s (F) no provocation.

Chorus:
(C) I don't (Em) know.
I don't (Am) know. 
I don't (F) know. 
I don't (C) know.

(C) What can you (Em) do,
What can I (Am) say?
I don't (F) know.
I don't (C) know.

(C) I can't (Em) leave.
I can't (Am) go.
I can't (F) stay.
(G) I can't do anything at (C) all.

Verse 2:
(C) The (Em) encapsulation
of all of your (Am) feelings,
And all of your (F) emotions,

Cannot be (C) carried,
By (Em) myself,
And a (Am) handful of other (F) folks.

(C) The (Em) exasperation,
And the (Am) realization,
In the (F) humanity in us (C) all.
The (F) insanity (C) downfall.
(F) Purgatory (C) stonewall.
(Am) Mandatory (F) wherewithal.
And the (G) eventual (C) uninstall.

Chorus:
(C) I don't (Em) know.
I don't (Am) know. 
I don't (F) know. 
I don't (C) know.

(C) What can you (Em) do,
What can I (Am) say?
I don't (F) know.
I don't (C) know.

(C) I can't (Em) leave.
I can't (Am) go.
I can't (F) stay.
(G) I can't do anything at (C) all.

Verse 3:
(C) The (Em) hegemony
Of your (Am) affinity,
To (F) be the victim. (C)

(C) The crazed (Em) insanity,
Against (Am) profanity,
When your (F) words were untrue. (C)

(C) There is a (Em) violence,
To your (Am) kindness,
(F) That you should think through (C) 

(C) Absolutely (Em) criminal,
To be (Am) subliminal-ly,
(F) Poor in Judgement. (C)

Chorus:
(C) I don't (Em) know.
I don't (Am) know. 
I don't (F) know. 
I don't (C) know.

(C) What can you (Em) do,
What can I (Am) say?
I don't (F) know.
I don't (C) know.

(C) I can't (Em) leave.
I can't (Am) go.
I can't (F) stay.
(G) I can't do anything at (C) all.

I Don't Know

F C Gm Dm C

Verse 1:
Mystical but realistic
Our minds

We are made to feel
Our lives

Efficiency and progress
You can't deny

We have an expiration
In the sky

Chorus:
Uncarved and unbroken
Satisfied

Flowing and unyielding
Purified

Transcendent and dualistic
Mystified

Verse 2:
Methodology and statistics
The paradigm

A system absent magic
Here lies

Cosmos never ending
Produce or die

But we are not truly worldly
Divine

Chorus:
Uncarved and unbroken
Satisfied

Flowing and unyielding
Purified

Transcendent and dualistic
Mystified

Chorus:
Uncarved and unbroken
Satisfied

Flowing and unyielding
Purified

Transcendent and dualistic
Mystified

Mystical

Verse 1:
(G) As I lay dead and (D) motionless
On the (Em) cold concrete
From a (C) zombie bite

(G) This is the night I became one of the (D) living dead
My (Em) life was gone
I was (C) reanimated

(G) As I wandered through the (D) countryside
Whenever I (Em) showed my face
Whenever I (C) came to a new place
Oh, they'd (D) chase me out of town

Chorus
(G) This is the sound of a crying (D) zombie
In the (Em) rain
What a (C) shame
(G) This is the sound of a crying (D) zombie
In the (Em) rain
And I'm to (C) blame

Verse 2:
(G) What is there (D) inside my soul?
Do I (Em) have a soul?
Or am I just (C) gone?

(G) These are the questions (D) inside my heart
As I (Em) climb the mountain-side
And loose the (C) rocks

(G) Is my life (D) tumbling down
With (Em) nowhere to go,
But in the (C) ground

Chorus: 
(G) This is the sound of a crying (D) zombie
In the (Em) rain
What a (C) shame
(G) This is the sound of a crying (D) zombie
In the (Em) rain
And I'm to (C) blame

Verse 3:
(G) Am I just dead, or am I (D) already gone
Was there (Em) ever anything
To (C) gain?

(G) I jump and fly, I don't (D) die, but walk instead
Cuz I'm (Em) already…
Already (C) dead

Zombie

Chords: C, G, Am, F

Verse 1:
(C) Water (G) flows on by (Am) without any (F) regret
(C) The earth, she (G) sees a kindness that (Am) she will not (F) forget
(C) The wind blows (G) freely and there is (Am) nothing to (F) do
(C) Memories (G) accrue, but (Am) presence is the (F) truth

(C) What is (G) gone is really (Am) gone
What is (F) here, is here to (C) stay
(F) Here to (C) stay

Chorus:
(C) There is (G) nothing left to (Am) do
There is (F) nothing left to (C) say
There is (G) nothing left to (Am) do
There is (F) nothing left to (C) say
There is (G) nothing left to (Am) do
There is (F) nothing left to (C) say

Verse 2:
(C) Thirty (G) thousand years from (Am) now we will not (F) be
(C) Uniquely (G) bound to this earth, (Am) we are (F) humanity
(C) I see (G) you and you see (Am) me, that is my (F) plea
(C) We are (G) just one tribe, and (Am) that's (F) finality

(C) When they (G) say they know who you (Am) are
They are (F) wrong, they are (C) wrong
(F) They are (C) wrong

Chorus:
(C) There is (G) nothing left to (Am) do
There is (F) nothing left to (C) say
There is (G) nothing left to (Am) do
There is (F) nothing left to (C) say
There is (G) nothing left to (Am) do
There is (F) nothing left to (C) say

Verse 3:
(C) There is a (G) voice inside my (Am) head that is not (F) me
(C) One speaks (G) and one acts, that (Am) is the (F) mystery
(C) I am the (G) first alive in (Am) all of (F) history

(C) I am the (G) one that (Am) observes
That is (F) all, that is all (C)
(F) That is (C) all

Chorus:
(C) There is (G) nothing left to (Am) do
There is (F) nothing left to (C) say
There is (G) nothing left to (Am) do
There is (F) nothing left to (C) say
There is (G) nothing left to (Am) do
There is (F) nothing left to (C) say

Background of Final Chorus:
(C) A (G) genesis, our (Am) beginning, it is our (F) inauguration
(C) Time is (G) short and time is (Am) small
But it is (F) all we (C) have
It's (F) all we (C) have

Meditations

Benjamin
Chords: G D Em C

Verse 1:
Defiant into the deep
Through astral currents
In space and time

The color of the void
Is a memory
And a voice

Orb shadows and spatial gateways
Lost cities and blazing caves
And cosmic duels

Chorus: G Am C
Benjamin would defend
Any friend

Benjamin knew what was right
To the end

Benjamin was our father
In the sky

Strong and bright and true
What was he to you

Verse 2:

Godless seraphim
And then she flew
Into the stars

Jake, his only family
Except his father
In New Orleans

Preordained son of Sarah
By the prophets
Made anew

Chorus:
Benjamin would defend
Any friend

Benjamin knew what was right
To the end

Benjamin was our father
In the sky

Strong and bright and true
What was he to you

Verse 3:
His most important mission
Raising a man
And a son

Living at the end
Of civilization
At the station

The man talked to God
And the Prophets
And his son

Chorus:
Benjamin would defend
Any friend

Benjamin knew what was right
To the end

Benjamin was our father
In the sky

Strong and bright and true
What was he to you

Benjamin

Chords: C, G, Am, F

Verse 1:
I ride the elevator
In the hospital
To the basement
Where nobody goes

10-15 seconds
I have to cry
About all the people
Living in the sky

And underneath the ground
Why did they have to die?
It’s not alright
It’s not alright

Chorus:
I don't know what I'm supposed to be
I don't know if we're supposed to be free
I'm stuck inside this system
And I don’t know how to get out

We're supposed to help people
And God knows that I’ve tried
And that’s the truth
And that’s the truth

Verse 2:
The system decides
Paperwork and medication
Treatment resistant
COPD and depression

24s, nights, and presentations
System failure and publications
Do something special
Or you don't have meaning

Stress inoculation
Is a poor excuse 
For harming all our friends
Comrades in arms

Two or three classes
Graduate to the sky 
Each and every year
Why did they want to die?

We ride the elevator
With red eyes
And we don’t want to live
Every single night

Chorus (overlaps end of verse 2):
I don't know what I'm supposed to be
I don't know if we're supposed to be free
I'm stuck inside this system
And I don’t know how to get out

We're supposed to help people
And God knows that I’ve tried
And that’s the truth
And that’s the truth

Bridge (concurrent with chorus below):
Breathing your last breath
You were one phone call away
It's not alright
It's not alright

Chorus:
I don't know what I'm supposed to be
I don't know if we're supposed to be free
I'm stuck inside this system
And I don’t know how to get out

We're supposed to help people
And God knows that I’ve tried
And that’s the truth
And that’s the truth

Verse 4:
Mandatory meetings
Mindfulness meditation
Resiliency trainings
Burnout and depression

Modern medicine
Bureaucratic violence
He still died
It’s just not alright

These are just words
They are not what we are
We need to be together
We need to be human

We need to be
We need to be who we are
We need to say what is true
We need to say what is right

God, we have to die
And that's not alright
It’s not alright

Elevator Ride

Chords: F, C, Am, G

Verse 1:
Desperate and distressed 
By a cause that cannot be found.

Aimless and wandering everywhere 
Riding the endless merry go round.

How much can one human being
Really contain?

Tired, broken, and in pain.
It's all the same 
It's all the same

Chorus:
Not every solution is medicine

Undiagnosed does not mean
Unloved
Unfulfilled
Unrealized
Undone

Undiagnosed 

Does mean
You are heard
And seen
You are mourned
For everything

Undiagnosed

Undiagnosed
Undiagnosed
Undiagnosed

Verse 2:
I'm so tired, I'm so lost
I am losing all control

The unknown, the system
It takes time, nobody knows
And I swear, that we all care

And it's okay to not be okay
And you are more anyway

And names are just names
And they're just names

CHORUS:
Not every solution is medicine

Undiagnosed does not mean
Unloved
Unfulfilled
Unrealized
Undone

Undiagnosed 

Does mean
You are heard
And seen
You are mourned
For everything

Undiagnosed

Undiagnosed

Chords: C G F

Verse 1:
Wake up in the evening
Work till the thirtieth hour
At least it's never boring
But in my life, I have no power

Baseline biology won't allow it
That's what the coffee is for
Be a good little soldier
You don’t get to win this war

At 3AM
We do our best
We're drunk on deprivation
There is coffee in the lounge

Chorus:
When you just can’t do it
When you just can’t go on
There is coffee in the lounge
There is coffee in the lounge

Verse 2:
It's unprofessional
To sleep all night long
The nights are never ending
And the days are all gone

Romantic and tragic
Martyrdom with my friends
Stop being so dramatic
And we'll see how this ends

All of the work
And owned by those that own
It's not cool to be okay
It's not okay to bargain alone

Chorus:
When you just can’t do it
When you just can’t go on
There is coffee in the lounge
There is coffee in the lounge

Coda:
Over the mountains
Through the sky
With my boy
Who refuses to die

Supposed to be a calling
Almost intubated my boy
There is coffee in the lounge
There is coffee in the lounge

Coffee In The Lounge

Verse 1: Denial

I survive
Pretending
You are still alive

On the beach
Near the surf
In the sand
Just not in the earth

Lost and found
Not in the sky
Not in the ground
You survived

Chorus: The First Plea
Don't go
Just don't go

Just stay
With me

Just don't go
Just stay with me

Just don't go 
Stay with me

Just don't go 
Stay with me

Just don't go

Verse 2: Questions and Concerns

We went through so much
Together 
Why did you go?

This is my song
This is my dirge
My plea

Chorus: The Second Plea
Don't go
Just don't go

Just stay
With me

Just don't go
Just stay with me

Just don't go 
Stay with me

Just don't go 
Stay with me

Just don't go

Verse 3: The Assessment and Plan
No more notes
And no more struggle
No more
No more

The system absent magic
It's alright
We'll make our own

Everything has so much meaning
Just don't go
Just don't go

Chorus: The Third Plea
Don't go
Just don't go

Just stay
With me

Just don't go
Just stay with me

Just don't go 
Stay with me

Just don't go 
Stay with me

Just don't go

Coda: The Final Plea

Stay with me

Just don't go 
Stay with me

Just don't go

Just Stay

Chords: Am, G, Dm, F

Verse 1:

Pupils like a sunset
At the end
Of a life

Tremor and apprehension
Piloerection
And seclusion 

COWS had scored the moon
And back
And back

Withholding medication
Is cruel
Beneath your station

Chorus: (Am G Dm)

My drugs work better
Than yours

Condition is treatable
But is ours

We have our own compulsions
We've empowered

Modern Medicine

Verse 2:

The story that we tell ourselves
Is that we have control
We are exceptional

We have our own compulsions
Biased judgement
Preconceived notions

Chorus

Verse 3:

Sunrise in your eyes
Knowing inside
Recovered a life

A life that must always go on
Hopefully and strong
With aspiration

Pink hued adulation
Rehabilitation
Reparation

Modern Medicine

Brytm

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