The Night You Gave Up

This is a track about imposter syndrome... and about how we always seem to know exactly what to say to someone when they have a problem but can never apply the same advice to ourselves. And about how it sometimes needs the person closest to you to tell you when you're being an idiot. And about being scared of fire.

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Lyrics:

She said I was her rock.
She thought that I was wise.
But I am an imposter in a badly worn disguise.

A rock is solid, hard and real.
It doesn't make a sound.
But if you sail too close, your ship will run aground.

There's a bullet in the night. I'm in the line of site. I can feel it coming.
And then your hand in mine. You pull me to the ground. And undercover.
Oh. I wonder...

She said I was her rock.
I always found the words.
But that is giving credit that I'm not sure I deserve.

A rock is solid, hard and real.
Immoveable and strong.
A rock doesn't need to communicate in a song.

There's a bullet in the night. I'm in the line of site. I can feel it coming.
And then your hand in mine. You pull me to the ground. And undercover.
Oh. I wonder...

Tell me, do you see the light? (that must mean there's a fire)
Can you smell the smoke? (that must mean there's a fire)
Do you feel the heat? (that must mean there's a fire)
Do you, do you know the drill? (that must mean there's a fire)

That must mean there's a fire...

1982

Her Rock

there’s poison in the well
you’re just a hollow shell
(i’m just a hollow shell)
there’s poison in the well 
i know it suits you well

wear your heart on your sleeve 
don’t shit where you sleep 
i feel you pour all over me 
i fear that’s all that’s left to be 

you are strong and i am weak 
but you’ll shatter like i freeze
and you’ll feel just like me 

there’s poison in the well
i swore i’d never tell
there’s poison in the well
i know this shit too well

poison

From my album, THE PLACE TO BE

THE PLACE TO BE is also available on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5s3HyFNX6pHKt0363K6dCy?si=xJZ8J9O1QJ6c403w-VTJNQ

Acoustic guitar by indigo chamber:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4RwpIdz9ILZtdzf2PJq059?si=F83Rm9NjQu2nSHG5JpVznw



Catch the Fire

you owe me

idk just got bored so i made this

baby you know i love you 
i cant do this without you
baby you know i love you
i cant do this without you

Do you hear my voice?
when you pick up the phone?
do you ever think of me?
when you lie there all alone
does it ever really last?
the thought of being alone.

baby you know i love you 
i cant do this without you
baby you know i love you
i cant do this without you

did you even wanna leave?
why do u think these things of me?
im not somone you wanna keep
god tell me why do they always leave.
maybe the problem is always me?
somehow i ruin everything
maybe ill forget with a couple drinks
till i cant feel anything

baby you know i love you 
i cant do this without you
baby you know i love you
i cant do this without you

I Cant Do This Without You [prod. die for you]

LYRICS

I don’t wanna be here tonight
This song is about my life 
time can fly too fast 
I’m not alright
Can you understand my past 
what I’ve gone through
I cannot feel without you
I don’t need heal 
Can you fuck me over for real
cause I like the way it feels
cause I like the way it feels

I enjoy the pain 
It really brings me back to when I liked to sit and relax 
in my chair
roll one up tonight now I’m gone
I use to get so high I didn’t remember my name
All these girls always make me feel insane 
Why couldn’t I just end up okay
Now I’m looking back on these better days 

Time can fly to fast
I’m not alright 
I don’t wanna be here tonight
This song is about my life 
time can fly too fast 
I’m not alright
Can you understand my past 
what I’ve gone through
I cannot feel without you
I don’t need heal 
Can you fuck me over for real
cause I like the way it feels
cause I like the way it feels

I like the feeling (prod. taymxru)

Lyrics 

Your whispers echo through my veins 
Echolalia restraints 
Wait for a god to take me home 
After your promise and high hopes 

 Your shadow always haunts my past
Still feel you all over me, you make it hard to breath 
Don’t know for how long I will last 
Through acts of men who never loved me 

Your whispers echo through my room 
A lingering sense of fatal doom
Wish that I could ask you why
But know your answer won’t satisfy 

Your shadow always haunts my past
Still feel you all over me, you make it hard to breath 
Don’t know for how long I will last 
Through acts of men who never loved me

 Will you see 
What you’ve done 
Leave me half way in the dark 
Cant believe 
What Ive become 
Taken half way in the dark 
Will you see 
What you’ve done 
Leave me half way in the dark 
Cant believe 
What Ive become 
Taken half way

Will you see 
What you’ve done 
Can’t believe 
Leave me half way in the dark 
Cant believe 
What Ive become 
Taken half way in the dark

What You’ve Done

demo from our upcoming EP

#rock #indierock

wait - demo

A time where I almost ended it all. 

Lyrics 

I gashed my skin 
I was feeling sick 
The silence roared 
And my thoughts turned thick 

I don’t feel safe 
In this head space 
If my close 
Will I leave this place 

I wrote you one liners 
I hope you read 
I’m hoping you find me 
Before I bleed 

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

My memories rot But times moves on 
I’m in a world where I don’t belong 
These lullabies they keep me calm 
But if I stay you’ll see me gone 

I can not stay they keep me here 
They cut me up it’s hard to scream 
My breath is it’s breaking I cannot speak
So save me before i fall alsleep

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

#altrock #rockartist

Asleep

i am traumatized
i dont wanna live no more because of the pain inside
i am out out places,i dont really like to hide
she dont wanna fall sleep but slowly she is dying
i dont really care about these people and this life
i was not born with this shit i had to pay a price
sometimes i be drinking while i be sad at night
smoking,couging pukin out my lies,you know that i am right

i dont wanna talk please shut the fuck up
i dont wanna go where they love to walk
i be on my own since age of nine
i be on my own i cant tell no lie

we can go on,i got nothing on my mind
we can take on,whats hidin inside
i am better anyway,than these fuckers
you cant teach me nothing,all of yall are bluffin 


IAMTRAUMATIZED [PROD.DISCENT]

BTGXXDE

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