Wanted to write something that brought up deep dark feelings. How sometimes in relationships you feel like a monster, or a psycho.

Burn Brightly

This is the 3rd release from a collection of songs I have been working on with Steve. Since beginning these quests with Steve, I feel as if I have been flooded with ideas. The lyrics have just rushed to me. Just listening to some of his instrumentals they lyrics just come to me. More to come very soon, some have already been made. Please enjoy this one and leave me some comments. I love interacting with you all!

Lyrics:

I could die a million times and not forget all these awful things you did to me
You lied every single night that you went out and found someone else’s company
I can’t help but cry when I’m all alone in my strange and depressing memory
I should just move on and think of this as one of those really fucked up tragedies 

ITS NOT ME ITS YOU! ITS NOT ME ITS YOU!

It’s not me it’s you who took all of our love and just flushed it down the toilet (haha) drain
You said you would take me back but I just can’t because that would be so damn insane
Everything you did before was just a warning to stay the hell away from you
I just have one last thing to say before goodbye but I have no need to talk to you

ITS NOT ME ITS YOU!

It's Not Me It's You (Music by Steve Vercelloni)

I can’t remember when it all began
This crippling feeling, I can’t even stand
I can’t remember how to be a man
This crushing weight of all life’s demand
While sick and tired I do what I can
Could only guess that you’re not a fan
Don’t cheer me on, you just sit there and scan
With displeased eyes, was that part of your plan

Am I not enough
I gave you everything
When you ask for more
with nothing left to give
I lay broken on the floor
And I don’t even wanna live

Cuz without you, I only dream of you
But I can’t stand what you put me through
My minds in pieces, what am I to do
Wish I could say I didn’t care about you

I’ll just keep building myself back up
At least until you have had enough
Then you’ll break me down to fill your cup
Were you always my opponent, so tough
I can vaguely remember feeling loved
Was it all just an illusion, some bluff
Just so you could take all of my stuff
My heart, my soul, my children, my blood

Am I not enough
I gave you everything
When you ask for more
with nothing left to give
I lay broken on the floor
I Don’t even wanna live

Cuz without you, I only dream of you
But I can’t stand what you put me through
My minds in pieces, what am I to do
Wish I could say I didn’t care about you

BROKEN!
ON THE FLOOR!
NOTHING LEFT
Here anymore
JUST BROKEN!
BROKEN ON THE FLOOR!
There’s nothing left here anymore

Broken On The Floor

This is just Acoustic guitar, some basic drums and vocal. Might add more to it later, clean it up some. I really liked writing and recording this one, it has a lot of potential I think and is very catchy. I find it getting stuck in my head more so than a lot of my previous songs. Hopefully you will all dig it as well.

Lyrics:

I didn’t ask you to show
Up late at night, at my door
Wearing that dress, I like so much
I could tell you felt, out of touch
Your makeup smeared, on your face
Why are you over, at my place

Maybe now you know
How much I love you
Taking advantage of the fact

Now I’m standing here
mind isn’t so clear
I shouldn’t even take you back

Cuz, I know I’m just a rebound
But I can’t turn you down
So, I’m Tryin t show you now
Why you should just stick around
Stick Around

I didn’t want to know
All the things you did before
Wearing that dress, just for him
I could tell you felt, a love begin
Your makeup perfect, your eyes aglow
Then he dropped you and now your low

Stick Around

I work as a nurse in the state of Florida and I love being there for people in need. My other true passion is making music. I'm kind of an amateur but I look forward to getting better and making the best music I can.

Most the songs I do in about a day and then move on. I don't have the skill to make them radio quality yet, but I hope with collaborating with others and making my own music I will learn some skills along the way. I don't focus on perfection, I focus on emotion and try to put feeling into my music.

Also, I love to get lost in other peoples work, I will often play video games while listening to a bunch of someone else's works and commenting on the ones I like the most, not all though, don't wanna seem like a stalker, unless you like that of course.

Been feeling a little burnt out lately, so if I'm not responsive please don't take it personal. Having to work OT to keep the family afloat, so I haven't had time for music and when I do have any time I'm just too exhausted. I definitely want to make more it brings me a lot of joy to make music. At the same time it is very taxing, reaching into the depths can sometimes cause unwanted feelings to linger longer than they should. Anyway, I love all the support you have all sent my way. See ya around!

Emo

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