Reminisce 'bout old times since I done grown,
I was a lil' boy just having fun on the spiral slide,
Now I play different poles,
G19 with matte black slide,
Standard clip for the win, promise it's not for show.

I really gotta get my stuff together,
I'm leading my brothers down a dangerous road,
On bro, nobody gon' know how I feel.

I'm so used to not spending my money,
No food in the crib, save up bread for a meal,
Had to pick up on skills that I learned from my bros,
At fourteen had my own steel.

I was coppin' CCs back to back,
If I don't go provide, nigga who the fuck will?
I haven't had no help,
Ice took my father at a young age so I had to do it myself.

Said I would never go pick up a drug,
But I turned to the weed and it fucked up my health,
But it kinda helped me a little,
I cope with pain by rolling top shelf.

And so many problems I dealt with,
That's probably why I'm overwhelmed,
Like I don't even know how to feel anymore,
I vent my mental health right on the beat,
'Cause the ones closest to me forever gone.

I hope y'all comprehend the way I'm feeling,
I'm trying my hardest not to cry this song,
I'm just like the rest of y'all niggas,
I'm hoping y'all know that you not on your own.

I was hoping that someone would say that to me,
Everyday it's back and forth with the devil,
I think about what if I D-I-E.

Constantly fighting depression,
I'm stuck in a loop,
I'm a kid that just wanna be free.

I fell in love with music,
This the only way that a nigga could be at his peace,
'Cause I'm trying everyday to feel okay.

Only kicking it with Zay,
He only get me anyway,
I be tryna put a smile on but I cannot portray
That happy image — fuck is happy nigga?
I don't feel the same.

Wish I was the same lil' kid,
Wish I had the childhood I always wanted,
It's kinda unfair how I lived,
But I gotta be grateful for this,
My flaws turned me to a prince.

Gotta stop comparing my struggles to others,
We all got our own different type of conflicts.

Reminisce 'bout old times since I done grown,
I was a lil' boy just having fun on the spiral slide,
Now I play different poles,
G19 with matte black slide,
Standard clip for the win, promise it's not for show.

I really gotta get my stuff together,
I'm leading my brothers down a dangerous road,
On bro, nobody gon' know how I feel.

I'm so used to not spending my money,
No food in the crib, save up bread for a meal,
Had to pick up on skills that I learned from my bros,
At fourteen had my own steel.

I was coppin' CCs back to back,
If I don't go provide, nigga who the fuck will?

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