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Instrumental, unmastered version of a very recent composition.
Part of a small collection of songs titled The Particles Of A Safe Place

I wanted to do a screencast of this song's project file, just as a slightly informative and marginally more entertaining way to experience this song, but I can't find any freeware screen capturing programs compatible with Mac OS X 10.4 (^-^;;;



Eagle Wind (To Touch The Ice In The Clouds)

4lung Blueberry Sunshine - So Long, I'll Miss You!

lyrics + free DL -> https://rawrdcore.bandcamp.com/album/odds-ends-for-autumn

Free DL

RKWC - Reactoid (unfinished, lost project file)

i dont wanna be myself 
i wanna be someone else 
right now, i know 

i changed my mind, ill go to hell
just feed me and keep me in a cell
spend everyday needing so much fucking help
ill tell you the secret and see if you tell 

im not afraid of falling anymore 
i stare at the face 
i ignore features that look the same
theres a hook in my face
pull it out another one forms behind it
instantly cut off circulation
i feel my eyelids flutter as i struggle to sit
i just collapse to my knees in a fit
coughing, laughing, dry heave
punch my fist against the seat and the lid 

theres a message in here somewhere !
changing lanes
ill stay in mine
you stay insane
i love this crowd
dog bites man 
man drops a hydrogen bomb on the ground 
i got a sweet tooth 
i like it when i find hidden objects
i see you
underneath the grass
rubbing against me 
touch it, whats the difference?
ask me if its empty
over turn the glass and get every single last drop out 

oh god its fit right in the palm of my hand now 
rejected blessing i see the angel it shines down
im happy to have the plaque scrapped from my teeth
i added gems to my canines
im playing with them as we speak 

i lie and i steal things
try to be revealing 
off putting !!!
show me where i lost footing
lip service
cock sucking dick circus 
ill be at auction but all of this shits worthless

couldnt begin to imagine how that happened
hey, look over there! 
spit in a napkin!
are you kidding? im asking
are you shitting in my hand or wishing on black magic?
you didnt understand
sometimes its okay to match the energy of your worst man
im the dead spy, i got two red eyes
ill let you guess why i stare out my blinds paranoid
people around me notice and im afraid that theyre annoyed
or think im crazy, and maybe theyre right
backdrop: illusion of contact
age it until it tastes like a safe ride
take you home in the back of a sports car
godly intention so pure as im sure that yours are

i dont wanna be myself
i wanna be someone else

Numbing Agent

From SLANEY VS. SODASTEAL
https://sodasteal.bandcamp.com/album/slaney-vs-sodasteal

u keep it up like a promise, like a drug
so im despised by the cynical eyes above
gave u my life and let u drink all my blood
a comprimise u were fine telling me was love
u can wash ur hands of me but u'll never get em clean
my voice lingers around w the sound of the beat
(ah-ah-ah!!)
shlda noticed that it was a lie, so silly me
i shlda realized that I could never leave

so im a freak, a pariah so 2 speak
im reminded to a T, "everybody needs a thneed!"
but tell me baby, tell me how bad can i be?
im only doing wut i can 2 keep the peace
cuz lady miss, theres a war 4 every missed call
kissed girl, ever such a hypocrite
n id never give a shit or judge u 4 that
i guess i thought that u'd accept me 4 the person i am

BUT I WAS WROOOOOONG!!!
and i never meant anybody harm
no i never meant anybody harm
no i never meant anybody harm
I WAS WROOOOOOONG!!!!
and i never meant anybody harm
throw my phone away and go looking for andy's gun
tonight im gonna meet god

TUMBLR SEXYMAN

here's a hot mess for all my pegasisters out there /) 
we'd be nowhere without devi!! FREE DOWNLOAD <3
(sampling: cats millionaire - princess breath refrain)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z902PvzBWWM

2eternities ov 3qu3strian3 vocal fry (fluttershy's breakup song)

LYRICS+FREE DL: https://rawrdcore.bandcamp.com/album/put-some-new-wings-horns-on-whoever

FREE DOWNLOAD

Doobert

This song was written in '06, is something I played at most of my shows on this tour, even though it's incomplete, and is always a crowd pleaser. 
Since so many people seemed to like it, I'm just going to upload the incomplete version here so you can enjoy it until I feel like completing it

I will increase the maximum danceitude on the final version with some soulful vocals, increased kick boom, increased song duration, including the manipulations I do to the track live, and possibly even some Naoki Maeda style rapping (because this song wasn't enough of a tribute to the guy as is)

OCTOPUS OR DIE!!!

https://rawrdcore.bandcamp.com/album/barbed-wire-dragonfly

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4bidden Memory

It's supposed to sound like that. Track art by THE yogurt200 (reading HEARTLOVEPOWERTEMPLE, Precious Theatre or **certified tumblr classic** 8eyes is highly reccomended)
https://zombaewalk.bandcamp.com/
https://yogurt200.com/

lyrics
(devi:)
looking away
counting up pay
we couldn't find out a way
we couldn't save-
we couldn't wait
we couldn't get on a plane
searching but nowhere is safe
who're we to blame?
we couldn't chill for a day
when you put food on a plate it doesn't stay

in the darkness of the night
could we make the image bright?
we could walk up to its edge
is it (solace/soulless) in our minds?
could you tell us about our lives
if we're casted to the side

i can't fuck with out drugs
i don't even want to fuck without drugs
x4

spend it down
i don't have the spirit in my life
i don't have the energy or time
wear me out
hear me out--
everything i get is alright
everything you get is alright
wipe us out

(zombAe:)
i ain't fuck since i got sober
no ice three years still my nose hurt
my skin gets older and the earth get hotter
and the guns get bigger and my cock gets smaller
i got bills to pay bitch its build or break
when i cracked the seal, guess i sealed my fate
i just want to grill, i got krill to make
hope brumhildas waiting after all this strife
use your jokers knife, make me stepfords wife
i'm not mesmerized, i guess sex is nice
im just crashing crashin losing attraction
not fit for leo, seinfeld or brad pitt
chinks got some armor
aint tryna crack it?
could be bad bitch
no time for that shit
i'm a christmas cake, got a list of dates
and a list of dicks i done pissed away

(devi:)
spend it down
i don't have the spirit in my life
i don't have the energy or time
wear me out
hear me out--
everything i get is alright
everything you get is alright
wipe us out

Exhaustion Economics ft. zombAe

CHARLlE KlRK WAS A GUY THAT DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE TO JOIN A GANG. THAT WAS HIS FIRST CHOICE OF WHAT HE WANTED TO DO, CAREER-WISE. NO CRAP HE GOT POPPED BY SOMEONE IN HIS OWN CLIQUE. USUALLY WE DON'T MOURN THIS TYPE OF GUY UNLESS WE'RE RELATED TO THEM. I THINK IT'S ACTUALLY SO SAD THAT THIS HAD TO HAPPEN... IN THE SAME 24 HOURS THAT THE US SENATE VOTED TO CONCEAL THE E-------N FILES...

I bent my head
I bend my spine forever
You hold my hand
I know I hold your hand too hard
Curl up in a circle
So broken-skin, so raw
There was a girl who was ugly forever and ever, amen
I swear it never gets easier
I swear it never gets better
I know if I admit to pain, we'll live the pain together
Too bad
So much gets said
But what gets it done?
What gets it done?

I know I look dumb
The type of dumb you would want
I want a lot to be blunt
It’s like you’re right all along

I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I'm just not like that
I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I’m just not like that

I 
I wanted something more than you could give
I
I
I wanted something more than you could give me

I hope you get to stay the way you are
I start to lose my posture
My spine sticks out the back of my neck
My hand, hitched up on angles
So broken-skin, still so raw to the touch
A finger in the wound is never enough for me
I swear it only gets easier
I swear it only gets better
I know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together
If the road becomes the goal
We’ll ride it out to blackness
I try so hard
All fxcking day
All my efforts work backwards

My Neck

Originally written in 2005 for the Bubblegum Octopus demo, 8-Legged Dance Moves
The developer of this game asked me if it was okay to use that recording for a demo video of the game, which eventually lead to him commissioning me to do the soundtrack for the entire game.
Generally, I hate the thought of redoing anything from the demo, as I've spent the better part of my 5 or 6 years with Bubblegum Octopus being represented primarily by antiquated material, but he liked the song so much that I thought it'd be okay to make a new version. I actually ended up enjoying doing this anyway.

If you want this track and the rest of the soundtrack, check it here:
http://bubblegumoctopus.bandcamp.com/album/cheeseman-soundtrack


Acid Wash: Redux

Remix format song. All sound sources came from samples provided by the community. Remix tracks may only contain sounds from samplepacks, but may be manipulated infinitely.

Received a Bronze overall and Gold in the voting categories "Motor City Madness" and "Shit-In-Pants"

The Dowgnggy

Composed in 2011, while riding the bus to visit, my then friend, current girlfriend, whom I've lovingly been referring to as Aircraft since my T9 screwed up her name in 2006.

Many of the sounds in the song, even melodic sounds, are heavily manipulated recordings of things such as bus ambiance, or poorly and clandestinely recorded human voice.

This will be released as a part of the album Placate Dreaming.

Lyrics:

Every face you see is hollow
Everyone who looks back at you
Just a husk with no real feelings
Just a place holder to make life full
No one here could care about you
No one here could ever hurt you
All alone when you're surrounded
All alone forever, but without peace

Everything is fake
Every face is painted on an empty skull
Everything is fake
Every mind is empty (stop, no control)
Every piece of cake
Every breath of air is just imaginary
Gulp down dreamt up drinks
Talk to your non-player family

How can I talk to anyone
Knowing that they will not not hear me
Shout into a blackened cavern
Reverberant discordance, bounce back to me
Shaking bewildered unnerving
Wondering why I complained before about being lonely
Overwhelm, placatory dreaming
Curious if there is anyone like me!

Everything is fake
Every friend you have is just a damn illusion
Everything is fake
No one here is real, it's just us
Humans: simply dolls
Crafted out of pieces of organic matter
Gods are scientists
Simply programmers making large computations


Every Fucking Face

Blood Soup

REJECT IRONY
EMBRACE DISCOMFORT
LOVING BLISS AT LIGHTSPEED

SPAZZPOP FOREVER
(2005 - FOREVER)

MESSAGE ME FOR COMMISSIONS

Icon by fudo_monsuta on twitter

if you get upset about my death just know i'm happier in this place

Acid Wash: Redux

Bubblegum Octopus

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