holy fucking shit jen this is beautiful man :'( i love you so much! <33

DARK THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
GO TO SLEEP
OR TAKE MY MEDS
THINK I REALLY NEED TO GET AWAY FROM MY SELF

SWITCH THE VIBE
ONE MORE TIME
TAKE A SECOND
CLEAR MY MIND
EVERY NIGHT I WANNA GET AWAY FROM MYSELF

TAKE YA TIME
DONT STRUGGLE
WHY DOES EVERYTHIN
GOTTA BE EMOTIONAL
YUH ITS YA TIME
OUT THE RUBBLE
WHY YOU GOTTA ACT LIKE IM DYSFUNCTIONAL

FEELIN LIKE
THINGS DONT CHANGE
CLOSE MY EYES
AND THINK AGAIN
I JUST REALLY NEED TO GET AWAY FROM MY SELF

YOU THINK TOO MUCH
N THATS THE TRUTH
IT AINT THAT DEEP
BUT ONLY TO YOU
GIVE YOURSELF A MOMENT 
AND GET THE HELP YOU NEED

STAND TALL
BREAK THE WALL
PURSUE YOUR DREAMS
AND STOP YA TALK

SEE YOURSELF A PROPHET
YOU BEEN ACTIN SO STRONG

YOUR NOT ALONE
PICK UP THE PHONE
CALL YA FRIENDS
N FEEL YOU BELONG
LIVE INSIDE THE MOMENT
GET THE HELP YOU NEED

self heal your projection |prod. Erlax

it'll all come back around (anticøn)

Prod.: https://www.youtube.com/c/pinkxo
mixed by: https://soundcloud.com/buckx2/tracks
Oh o oh I love you so
Please dont go
I love you so oh
Oh o oh bleeding and cold
Dont leave me alone
Im scared and cold
Oh o oh i dont know
I dont know

Recently ive lost my head
locked myself down on my bed
I dont know where id go instead, of here
I know you're repeating i just fear
Im gonna lose my mind my dear

Oh o oh i love you so
Please dont go
I love you so oh
Oh o oh bleeding and cold
Dont leave me alone
Im scared and cold oh
Oh o oh i dont know
I dont know

I know im lost in my emotions
I sit and cry out oceans
I try to fix it with potions
I lose myself in all my devotions

Im so tired of the motions
Im so tired of the motions

Oh o oh i love you so
Please dont go
I love you so oh
Oh o oh bleeding and cold
Dont leave me alone
Im scared and cold
Oh o oh i dont know
I dont know

Recently, I Lost My Head (prod.PINK)

ILL WEAR YOUR FACE FOR YOU w/ AFOURTEEN (prod. SKOTSKR)

@diklordefenil + dexavl

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

she say she love me
she aint tryna figure me out
and it hurts so bad
and it hurts so good
i know her so well
baby do you wanna change
i know she think i'm deranged
and she'd be right and that's why we keep tight 
we on the same team right?
bitch are u tryna be mine
it's just the thrill i need cuz it doesn't seem right
love what you fuck
fuck what you love yea
u either doin too much or u just remain stuck
and i'll be here if u need to remain unseen
and i'll be here every day u take over me

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

and her body takes my breath away
away
away
i think he's onto something now
"i wonder why my baby never come around"

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

oxygen (prod. diklordefenil + dexavl)

@guapsensei

Lyrics

(Yaux)

I dont remember what im running from
This point it doesn’t even matter
I still remember every time I fall
I dont learn I just keep running faster
I dont remember what im running from
This point it doesn’t even matter
I still remember every time I fall
I dont learn I just keep running faster

(Guap sensei)

they say everything gets better
but im impatient and no one helps me
everything you did was so unhealthy
why cant you change the way that you are tonight
like woah oh everybody changed up
how you upset at something that you made up?
like howd it take this long
just to see what your really made of
and i
im all for escaping
but the clock tiks
and the time im wasting
days on days and they all erasing
got the same damn face on, you know i hate it
everybody sick in the head like oh
everything i had i dont know where it go

got me bleeding out on the floor like
how do i feel i dont know at all

(Yaux)

I dont remember what im running from
This point it doesn’t even matter
I still remember every time I fall
I dont learn I just keep running faster

(Yaux and Guap Sensei)

Why do you make me so upset
Every time I feel it man I cant express
Everything hurts, bitch im pressed
I swear to god im just fucked in the head
Gaslight myself that its alright
I stare at my ceiling all night
I lied I lied, bitch im not fine
I guarantee I wont sleep tonight
To be honest prolly shoulda saw it coming
Saw a stop sign, man I shoulda just booked it
Hate the way I feel, gotta change something
Lying to myself when I say its nothing

(Together)

Everyday I feel the same and now nothing’s changed at all
Everyday I feel the same and now nothing’s changed at all

calvin and hobbes w/ craig scissorhands (prod. yungspoiler)

PROD.ME 
Featuring
@DNFJAY
@triplesixdelete
@UncleGrant
@yxuragxner
@Afourteen

TOILET BOWL CYPHER [FEAT. DNFJAY/ TRIPLESIXDELETE/ UNCLE GRANT/ GXNER/ AFOURTEEN]

buried in this hole
wish that youd come find me
lately i feel like im all 
alone in casket
harassment you'd find me

decomposing bones
do you feel at home now
do you feel at home now

buried under wishing wells you
said that you would wish me well
pennies made for promises you made while you're intoxicated

BURIED IN THIS HOLE
WISH THAT YOU'D COME FIND ME
THE WISHING WELL WAS FULL
AND IM STILL WAITING UNDERGROUND FOR YOU
WITH ALL THE EMPTY PROMISES YOU MADE
YOU CLOSE THE COFFIN DAY TO LATE
BAD ENOUGH I FOUND MY PLACE
ARE YOU GLAD YOU HAVE YOUR SPACE

buried in this hole
whish that you'd come find me..

COFFIN UNDERGROUND
SEEMS A LITTLE LESS LONELY WHEN UR AROUND
SO PLEASE 
TELL ME
WHY I
STILL INTOXICATED AS
AS THE CLOUDS BEGIN TO PASS
ILL STILL BE

waiting round for you

I BEEN RUNNIN ROUND TOWN WITH THE LIGHTS DOWN
CASKET
SKELETON MAN MAKE IT BEST WHEN HES ALL
SIN
SIN
SIN FOR ME
SIN 
SIN 
SIN FOR ME
RUNNIN ROUND TOWN WITH THE LIGHTS DOWN
CASKET
MAN
MAN
CASKET MAN

buried in this hole
wish that youd come find me
lately i feel like im all 
alone in casket
harassment you'd find me

decomposing bones
do you feel at home now
do you feel at home now...

WISH - ING ME WELL

BLINDED BY GOD (FEAT. EDDISON)(PROD. FU_CK)

prod. (???)art by @glows1de

lyric
once again i think im going insane i
watch the bullets hit the back of my brain
why do you even want me here cuz
i dont care if i end up dead

set in stone just put the knife in me
every night im always dying please
i feel so dead nothing surprises me
im on the floor now you can watch me bleed(out)

what has got inside of me
all of this anxiety
makes me feel like i am not proven
whats the deal with all of you humans

human human human human human 
im just a human human human human human human

once again i think im going insane i
watch the bullets hit the back of my brain
why do you even want me here cuz
i dont care if i end up dead

set in stone just put the knife in me
every night im always dying please
i feel so dead nothing surprises me
im on the floor now you can watch me bleed(out)

HUMAN

On the corner of fifth 
I hate to disappoint 
Save your breath from denial
Rooted in your voice
Grown into a man
I miss the confidence 
Of a boy

Im sticking to my avoidance
I wont ruminate
Im such a coward
I cant sit and wonder if you relate
Something tainted my mental
Now I cant contemplate

Im too young to feel old
Im too old you feel young
Im too smart to act dumb
But ignorance is bliss
Someone kill my ego
Im too young to feel old
Im too old you feel young
Im too smart to act dumb
But ignorance is bliss
Someone kill my ego

Kill my ego
Why don’t we go
Out to the back
And ill shoot em in the head
Like ol yeller ill get that
Bullet make it dead

I think my brain is trynna
Block out what I said
Theres a stain in the 
Bathroom where I bled
Im subject to a little evil 
Owe some red
And now your haunted
By another silhouette 

On the corner of fifth 
I hate to disappoint 
Save your breath from denial
Rooted in your voice
Grown into a man
I miss the confidence 
Of a boy

Im too young to feel old
Im too old you feel young
Im too smart to act dumb
But ignorance is bliss
Someone kill my ego
Im too young to feel old
Im too old you feel young
Im too smart to act dumb
But ignorance is bliss
Someone kill my ego

it'll all come back around (anticøn)

Jenx2 (@jenxtoo)

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