lyrics:

they gave me my name before I ever took my very first breath
i gave it away got a new one i think i've worn this one to death
call me what you want i won't protest
the award goes to the ones who know me best
see me like you would a tree. are the roots strong? is there life in the leaves?
yeah i never needed much just sunlight and room to breath (like the trees)
i seek refuge, then I steal it, it leaves me weak, but i promise that 
i'm healing
but if the process takes too long
fuck it i'll shut up start singing anybody else's song
maybe it's better to be unoriginal than it is to be originally wrong
but I guess that I knew that that was a lie all along.
so what do i do now with all this information i've been given
do i build a castle or do i build a prison
am i driving or am i being driven
if i step through the gates will i need someone's permission?
i seek refuge then i feel it
inside i leap
in tune with this vision~

Like A Tree

disenchanted with no chance to prove it
guru-pilled and still going through it 
headphones on
he go walkin wit he head down
body aches with the change of the seasons 
always blame it on those myofascial adhesions 
she go walkin wit she head down
what am i doing today? how will i dig my own grave?
right through the tunnel to the other side
of the wall
to sigh, recognize and admire the beauty of it all
but he talks so pretty when he says my name idk if this is real or if it's all just a game
but i am suffering
from a condition
i cant 
leave my house or wash the dishes in my kitchen
and i can't pay attention when it's time to react
anytime anyone does something i see points of attack
i don't think that anybody is listening 
well maybe you are
you look so close but feel
so goddamn far

Guru Pilled Myofascial Adhesions

Cheetos and c4 
lyrics...

Cheeto dust got rust on my fingers
swear I'm a singer
I'm just jaded
mostly faded
got a guitar never learned how to play it so I
clock in clock out
it's the only way I know how to get paid
make it work
til the day I've got it made
four chords more words
not sure if it works
but this is what I do
to make it hurt less
convince myself that I'm not worthless
learn to breathe below the surface 

budie