production & vocalisation by me
additional vocals by @d1vwv & @swoopyy
mix and master by me
cover art by kyler garrison
2021-2023

Losing Streak

its my turn
i just need some luck
its time to get unstuck
hurts, hurts to turn around
ill remember you

if these problems still exist, then
god ill truly miss when
youd tell me you need me to
if these problems still exist when
im old enough to reminisce
then god ill pray that you
just take me
its my turn
i just need some luck
its time to get unstuck
hurts, hurts to turn around
ill remember you

its my turn
i just need some luck
its time to get unstuck
hurts, hurts to turn around
ill remember you

Whining

this time i can already feel it
bracing for impact
doing all i can to savour
savour something beautiful
it truly was
you were standing right here
with me beside you
it was diffrent back then..
it was diffrent back then

your teary eyes
took me by surprise
you got me on your hook again
my darling, my darling
dont let me go
i wont let you go

this time i can already feel it
bracing for impact
doing all i can to savour
savour something beautiful
it truly was
you were standing right here
with me beside you
it was diffrent back then..
it was diffrent back then

Embrace

harm me
push me out your way
tell me were okay
just feed me lies for one more day

pick me up one last time
tell me everythings all right
i know you'll aim where it truly hurts the most
friday came so you know its BNO (boys nights out)

(ill always be here, ill always be here
ill always be here for you to-)

harm me
push me out your way
tell me were okay
just feed me lies for one more day

ill be there
ill be there
ill be there for you to find
x4

(harm me
push me out your way
tell me were okay
just feed me lies for one more day)

Harm

i wish i was them
i wish i could prove you wrong
you tell me im him
then why does it feel so wrong
just say how it is
you dont even want me here
i guess you wont miss-
what you're not even looking for

i dont understand
how did it get this bad
i dont think its fair
cus im doing all i can
just say how it is
you dont even want me here
i guess you wont miss-
what you're not even looking for..

''i wish it could last forever''

i want you here
i want you here
i want you here
i want you here
i want you here
i want you here
i want you here
i want you here
x2
what do you want me to do?

Say how it is

@d1vwv

you'll find me by your side again
break my bones and after kiss my skin
everyday is a bad one
and i cant get up
but i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-
i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

i dont want you to leave cus ur all i need
stuck in a dark place hear me scream
walk and u talk but i know that is not you
know you cry alot to
im the one that got you
breaking and my heart is aching
maybe i can fix you again if i try

you'll find me by your side again
break my bones and after kiss my skin
everyday is a bad one
and i cant get up
but i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-
i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

Wont cry

Wont cry (d1v)

you deserve so much better than this

i yearn for your beautiful touch
but also scare at the very thought of it
i keep these pictures close to my heart
and they haunt me for it
i pray that you'll get better sooner or later
but hopefully not the latter
and it might not even matter to you but
i cant wrap my head around what does
for all i knew is lost and i find myself stranded in this confusion

with a firm grip i hold onto these memories
cus by now theyr the only thing left to reasure me
that things can be diffrent from what they are
and if i just push through this
then maybe the sun will feel like it used to,
and i wont cry at the thought of you

I'd tell you it gets better but im not sure it does

buffalobang♯