https://open.spotify.com/album/3690k7BLF049mFGmnRwsFJ?si=HHisZCFrTuqnUEh2sbTtpg
production me (@bigdog30k)
mix &master & cover art me

i know its not like it used to
but maybe it could be
maybe it could be better
i guess with time we'll see

maybe it could be (bigdog30k)

@swoopyy @buffalobang @xangang-tm

ill give you my everything
ill get you anything you want
i need your comforting
i miss the warmth inside your arms
i need you close to me
i want everything you are
i take things steadily
but every knight has got their fall

On something by the reception
i thought we had a connection
the fallen knight will find redemption 
but when he stands up it dont get mentioned

show all my imperfections
me who thought u were my bestfriend

The Fallen Knight And The Hermit

swoopy & buffalobang - Puttin In Pain (The Knights) (xangang)

@swoopyy @buffalobang @xangang-tm

dress up nicely YSL fragerancy
for you id do like anything
cant tell the truth
i cant believe i cant believe
(i cant believe)
x2

chivarly Age
new bag new love new page
cus ive been hurt plenty
thats why i need some space

hail fellow lets get drunk rn then
cus me and bro lost the fight and
i dont know how im gna come back in
(they sayin) na im done
(what u sayin) na fr im done
he make me lose all my trust at once
can’t be real this can’t be real

dress up nicely YSL fragerancy
for you id do like anything
cant tell the truth
i cant believe i cant believe
(i cant believe)
x2

swoopy & buffalobang - YSL Fragerancy (xangang)

@swoopyy @buffalobang @xangang-tm

climb to the top
i take the fall
its time to stop
its not your fault
i put my pain into this
hate that ur hard to resist

you touched me
it crushed me
it rains then its sunny
the fall of the (k)night comes
i fall then i rise up
x2

i look like its sunday because its sunday today
i want it like always, but always aint OK
come out to the garden, lets get take out i’ll pay
i wanna be honest, but be honest, will u stay

she’s gonna wait for a text back, but ion wanna text back today
but when the day is right ima text u ”i’m on my way”
i’m meeting new people, they tell me to be brave
when fear takes over,  it can go either way

swoopy & buffalobang - Elextric GuiTAR (xangang)

produced by @opal707
featuring @spira_me
cover art & master  me

i dont wanna be someone like you
(it cant get worse than this right?)
you get a bag then ill get 2
(it cant get worse than this right?)
work on myself im someone new
(it cant get worse than this right?)
i dont wanna be someone like you
if its good then its too good to be true

oh please ive heard this a million times its enough
please tell me why should i bother
its easy to take for granted
easy, but hard to manage

do what you want just keep me out of it
(you tell me to shove it then you show up again)
do what you want just keep me out of it
(you tell me to shove it then you show up again)

guess it was about that time its a sign
she want me over, to be honest girl im busy im sorry
hate to break it and im bad with goodbyes
its time to move on

leave me for someone better
philipp my pants n sweater
i want you to be happy
pree me im nothing special

made it seem like i wasnt worth mentioning
b n o tees they sold out like in 10 minutes
man i was dreaming of making it rapping 
but fuck all that dreaming its happening

someone like you + spira me (opal)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

vox prod mix by me ( @bigdog30k)
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjxgBrk4ZNI

ill get back on my feet
i know i always repeat
i have been right here before
and i cant talk i cant see
its so much worse than it seems
ive been hurt like this before
and itll happen again

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

ill be the swan by the lake
ill be the one that breaks

i cant stand
i cant stand it any longer than i have
it feels bad
grab these hands
everyday is getting longer than the last
it feels bad

everything is falling apart x3

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

today im rotting
today
ill do whatever you want me to
x2

back on my feet

music vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVZdLhRk03E
production me cover me
featuring @d1vwv

stay
right here
theres something wrong with this town

days turn to weeks
cant say a word
the way that u dive down
fly like a bird
fly til u buuuurn
cry when it hurts
cry til it huuuurts
fly til u burn

batman soundtrack

batman soundtrack ( featuring d1v )

it just doesnt have to be so hard
aug2021 . art prod & vox by me ( @bigdog30k )

Where You'll Find Me

vox/production/mix/cover-art by me (@bigdog30k)

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

:FALL FALL:
:IT ALL FALLS THROUGH:

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

                   ⟳

didnt i tell you i was fine?
(did i tell you i was fine?)
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
(i think maybe you just heard wrong baby)
i cant do this one more time
(i think i do this all the time)
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady
(i learned to doubt, theres always something shady)

im still waiting

Still Waiting

vox/art/mix&prod by me (@bigdog30k)

Lyrics:
if i let you in then would you stay here for a while
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ touch me softly as you spoke on through the night
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ and i know youre lost it eats me up inside
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ this pain wasnt meant for you
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ this pain wasnt meant for you
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎

  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎let me forget
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ just for a while
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i know it hurts

Softly (as Ever)

its my turn
i just need some luck
its time to get unstuck
hurts, hurts to turn around
ill remember you

if these problems still exist, then
god ill truly miss when
youd tell me you need me to
if these problems still exist when
im old enough to reminisce
then god ill pray that you
just take me
its my turn
i just need some luck
its time to get unstuck
hurts, hurts to turn around
ill remember you

its my turn
i just need some luck
its time to get unstuck
hurts, hurts to turn around
ill remember you

Losing Streak

Whining

@d1vwv

you'll find me by your side again
break my bones and after kiss my skin
everyday is a bad one
and i cant get up
but i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-
i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

i dont want you to leave cus ur all i need
stuck in a dark place hear me scream
walk and u talk but i know that is not you
know you cry alot to
im the one that got you
breaking and my heart is aching
maybe i can fix you again if i try

you'll find me by your side again
break my bones and after kiss my skin
everyday is a bad one
and i cant get up
but i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-
i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

Wont cry

Wont cry (d1v)

@swoopyy

its just not possible, we gotta move on
suddenly im all you want
i dont know whats going on (i dont know)
but every way you made me better
everthing we did together, you made it better

i wont see your face again
for a very very long time
( a very long time a very long time )
for a very very long time

i see where this goes, i woke you up
dont seem like it fits, not what it was
thought 'bout you the most, very much
time to let you go, my times up
and i wish you the best
yea i wish you the best

Hand in hand

Hand in hand (swoopy)

stay with me tonight
stay with me tonight
dont leave til tomorrow
your presence heals this sorrow
stay with me tonight
your hands placed closed to mine
dont leave til tomorrow
your presence heals this sorrow

By the time we realized

@spira_me @with3rx @bigdog30k

*ill try to forget*
*ill try to forget*

when i fall
youll watch it all happen from afar
youll find me
tattered knocking on your front door
and you can
knock me down onto the cold floor
(i tried to stop asking why)
just tell me
you want me and ill do it once more

do you remember how you held me
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget

i tried to stop asking why- do i do this all the time
do you remember how you held me
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget
i just wish you didnt look at me with regret

break apart and build again
leave me dead into the well
i was up until i fell
connect the pieces to myself
in the fire watch you melt
what you said was never meant
tear the circuits out my face
the deepest pain ive ever felt

break apart and build again
leave me dead into the well
i was up until i fell
connect the pieces to myself
in the fire watch you melt
what you said was never meant
tear the circuits out my face
the deepest pain ive ever felt

forget

forget + spira me ( with3r &  bigdog30k)

btmi - future 86

Can I stop my life so I could just be with you?
Let's hightail to Hawaii on a plane
I'll embezzle what's left of my band fund
To take necessary action to destroy what I have made
You and I, we'll move to New York City
Where i'll get a temp job, and you'll start your career
I'm not being fickle, just realistic
The air is moist but it never gets too cold this time of year


So tell me, was it worth it?
Answer before I get in my van
To drive into the Pacific
Where I'll probably never see your face again


Say the word and I'll put my guitar down
I'll be sad but at least we'll both get laid
We'll start to fight when I start to resent you
And we'll both agree the thought was nice but I should not have stayed
Take the I-whatever to desolation
And now fast food's reminding me of you
So I'll write postcards and I'll forget to send them
Thanks a lot, I lost my mind, and now I'm losing you


So tell me something awesome
That can last my whole life sentence in the van 
'Cause I'm on the S.S. Stupid goals to nowhere
And I'll probably never see your face again

And I'll probably never see your face again

future86 cover

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYoEvtuKa0Y
ft @drrux
mix, prod, coverart by me (@bigdog30k)

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
I love fucking up for myself 
I’m coming down once again 
She’s Gorgeous 
Whenever I see her lose my breath 
Why am I skipping every step 
I can never figure  where we stand 
Please go easy I’m doing all i can 
Turns out I was never trying my best
I could never see it for what it is

[buffalobang]
I know you sew me up but 
Im hanging onto the last thread
Real bad day cant make out what just happend
I really fucked it up huh?
Everything is collapsing
Hold me close baby im on my last leg
I was hoping not to get close
Stayed inside my stronghold
Yea i tried not to get too close 
Made it by on bare bones

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

Stronghold

StrongHold (ft drux)

( MV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8lBM0yzRrPc )
featuring: @swoopyy
prod: @opal707 & @daaneelr
mixed and mastered by @opal707

lyrics
how i met your mother, i swear she so perfect
all i really want is loyalty & respect
i see how it is i feel like an architect
baglife aint bout bands, its a mindset

norwegian's pulling up we goin ham tonite
fendi on my purse, old ladies are my type
watchout how u speak cus my dawg might bite
henny & gas pourin up pourin ice

im not built for commitment, not even close
reffain my lungs, i got blow in my nose
stats off the charts, thats the way with my bros

im feelin risky might risk it
i blow a bag with the boys on some nice shit
we hit the crib kick it back living life shit
swear we going crazy bno lifestyle shit

i keep my lips sealed dont wanna cause no harm man
i move lowkey feeling like a target
2 bands i head straight to the mall man
ur suspicious ur acting like a fraud man
ion trust you thats my only problem
ion like u thats why i dont solve em

bno throw a show, legen.. wait for it.. dary
swoopy suited up bring the sandwich now im ready
shorty we jus met already talking bout some marriage 
can't she just relise what we have is temporary
yeah i be on some shit
if you know me you know im up to shit
mclaren thats my car n shit
mclaren after 12 thats it

i had rough day dont wanna talk about it
and i remember what u said its sumn bout it
yeah it stuck with me
baby ur all i need
i swear ur all i see

i get the bag like monopoly
now we up so dont talk to me
u want a feature gotta pay the fee
its like pay to win
but please dont play with me
bno we win

swoopy & buffalobang - HIMYM (prod opal & daaneel)

produced by @prodscary
mix by me

alotta bags here we in the cashmere man
i cop a monster i thank the cashier man
booked a flight there now we all here
split the price up now we all clear man

i wanna be on good terms
4 clover want some luck please its my turn
havent slept yet and my eyes burn
i did my part i did my best and now its your turn
the other kids think im nerdy
was on the bench all the time never dirty
ill retire when im 30
i hit the shot homerun with my buddies

alotta bags here we in the cashmere man
i cop a monster i thank the cashier man
booked a flight there now we all here man
split the price up now we all clear man

Cashmere (prod scary)

featuring @sglily
produced by @bigdog30k
cover art by me

lyrics:
(buffalobang)
ill work my ass off
ill buy a gift with my earnings
i hit bottom
i feel like im tyler durden
no im not sturdy
i need a shoulder to lean on
if you got me, then i got u dont worry

im with the boys going crazy in the BNO BNB 
you barely talk to me i know how u feel bout me 
in copenhagen throwin shows catch me in the V.I.P
ill get u in for free get u a drink or three

im alone in the store am i dreaming
felt like winter spring and fall under one evening
i wanna see you baby i dont need a reason
ill give u warmth for the season

(sglily)
ill get mine so im working
make me feel uncertain
im so tide im surfing
off these pills im perc-ing
u could leave wont stop u
if u stay i got u
if u stay i got u
know i got a lot to lose
concert, bno gotta go
louis v ona floor ur a joke
got pills in my coat idk
BNB drinking coke with the bros

tough evening + sglily (bigdog30k)

prod @eera0
featuring @spira_me

I need daycare so take care of me
yea im sick give me something like a remedy
i cant sleep gotta know if youll remember me
i might be wierd but i swear u got a friend in me
yea ill care for you if you care for me
I dont wanna be a dick cus being nice is free
i cant sleep gotta know if youll remember me
just let me know if you ever need some help from me

(Hook)
its what im used to
its kinda normal to me
i understand that you dont mean it but its hurting me
i know how you feel, im tired and ill
I know you think that everything i do is so wierd
X2

Dont tell me im distant 
I dont see the difference
Yeah when u are texting
I dont know how to feel
Buy u a jacket from Ssense
Still i dont feel no presence
Get no love in ur message
I can tell that its real

And All i care bout is her but she dont care at all
Got bno round my neck at night it keep me warm
I swear they all gonna hate they wanna see us fall
Im making moves with my bros ill see u at the top
 
And All i care bout is her i wish she cared at all
Got bno round ur neck i swear ill keep u warm
I swear they all wanna play they wanna catch the ball
Im making moves with my bros ill see u at the top

friend + spira me (prod eera)

produced by @opal707
featuring @d1vwv
mix/master/cover-art by me

ok lets do this
i never knew shit
always getting treated like the new kid
i swear im just human
theres nothing to it
i wake up eat my breakfast and get to it

everything been diffrent for a while
it changed for the better
ever since i met her
id hate to be the one that waste ur time
ngl find it hard to maintain a smile

i hate when it happends, tragic on tragic
i love it when i get to be with you i feel fantastic
touch feel like magic, better then imagined
remember how it felt to be alone i  cant go back there

i cant do it again
(i dont think this shit is fun i wont do it again)
ill do better this time

im just trynna sleep away the days babe
wanted u to stay so i made place
calling out names like i was never there
i cant seem to cope i disappear
one last try can i just love myself thats all i need
will i hide all of the things we kept underneath
idk what to call it im lost for words
the way that i forget it thats all its worth

maintain + d1v (opal)

production by @xangang-tm
featuring @sglily
cover by felix.hyper

i been holding on for too long
can only go for so long, i look like such a moron
i swear i tried my best to move on
its hard to let go of the only thing im sure of

baby i been working on it
im totally honest
i dont got a lot but i got love to give
i bring this on myself i promise
problems on problems
i dont keep a grudge so im quick to forgive

only for this one time
this one time x4

(i cant recall what it was
i guess i already lost
i cant let go cant hold on
i dont wanna move on)

its BNO but they gon treat us like we're BTS
im with taher smoking carts like its a cigarette
would you stay w me forever i want nothing left
i get a bag and then i spend it til theres nothing left
really get bands so ima buy shit like fuck a price
amilli depxan when i was in stockholm w the guys
really got fans thats tryna be us when they're online
really get too far gone to tell you im alright

this one time + sglily ( xangang )

the foreseen downfall

oasis of serenity

featuring @swoopyy
produced by @adioboy
mix/cover art by me

i- i change my mind like all the time
i yoloed twice i changed my life
i cant decide cant make it right
im so tired im so tired all the time

rent out the bnb, ok lets do it again
ill show you decency, ill treat you like a good friend
i dont wanna sound pretentious im really not that special
i dont have alot maybe you like the imperfection

(i cant make sense of it)

im 18 & shes 25
i roll up while she drives
we argue alot
but she’s too hot to pick side

the lifestyle i live
just fried in the crib

im not paranoid i just check the window alot
not insecure im just rlly scared of ur thoughts
not the man i wanna b that stuff cant b bought
i need new reason’s for me to wake up

decency

decency + swoopy ( facy )

ft @sglily
cover art mix prod me (@bigdog30k)

walk around for fun theres not that much that excites me
swoopy and the bunch they going nuts off some nice weed

i-ill do anything for you
ill walk a thousand miles in my shoes
ill show the beauty in the truth
i will do anything for you
x2

i was in my thoughts and i was worried for you
i was staying in and i was hurting for you
its the uncertainty
brings out the worst in me

Lately I been mixed up 
fuck BNO I switched up
You make me wish I never did drugs
Call a Uber get u picked up
I need u more than ever I can feel it in my heart
I wanna stay together but we’re better off apart
I’d walk 1000miles just to see your face just to hear your voice again
After all this time I been waiting for you, I just can’t forget

thousand miles

thousand miles + sglily (bigdog30k)

produced by @opal707
mix/cover art by me

i can never do shit first try ill get it next time
second chance and i promise imma give it all i have
hopefully ill get it next time
ill get it next time- (ill get it next time dw)

its the best feeling
i cant believe it
ur the best person
im not worth it

bnb theres bottles on the floor
(got a bad review)
all i need is you and nothing more
(i swear its true)
spend it but ill get it back for sure
(get a bag for u)
ill do whatever u want me too

i did my best but i still came in second place
( came in second place )
i dont want to speak my mind if its not my place
( if its not my place )
always last choice i cant rejoice
im not trynna seem obsessed i just love ur voice
never outdoors love when it pours
i cant focus when i think cus theres to much noise
(too much noise)

first try (opal)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wWFx5UBlDQ
produced by @with3rx & @bigdog30k
featuring @spira_me

i take my time i see the change in weather
im not well but you make me better
and i swear i would do anything i would do anything
if it meant i could be close to you
(i wanted to be close to you)
(i wanted to be close to you)

maybe im acting crazy im sorry again
everythings just hurting lately and i cant pretend
(i cant pretend)
(im sorry again)
i been feeling weak let it get to my head
talking and talking but nobody listens
go out for walking and id walk the distance
im feeling the bliss and baby im so thankful for your existence

gotta start believing, stop pretending
ever since i took your hand i been thinking and thinking
yea is it gonna work out like i dreamt it
and i love the way you smile just like i dreamt it
and you think that i dont love you but i meant it
and that text confessed my love for you i sent it

i take my time i see the change in weather
im not well but you make me better
and i swear i would do anything i would do anything
if it meant i could be close to you
talking and talking but nobody listens
go out for walking and id walk the distance
im feeling the bliss and baby im so thankful for your existence

close to you + spira me (with3r & bigdog30k)

featuring @d1vwv
produced @opal707 & @sg37
cover art, mix and master by me

who does that? i never got that
when i look at you id like it if u looked back
but tbh i dont blame u if u dont like what u see
if i acted really bad would u go and leave me be

youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me
its not that i dont want you cus i really want u here
in my head i start comparing makes me wanna dissapear
youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me

i stay awake all night just to get a sign from you
and i know i never try i could try with you 
baby i know that im wasting time so many things that i want to try
all day all night i just stay awake something bout u baby i dont wanna stay away
but i had to let u go cus
it was getting to my head
u didnt listen to a single thing i said
u say i overthink but i dont wanna sleep alone in my bed
the only thing i really care bout now is my bread

it just doesnt have to be so hard
i know that im overcomplicated
what i do u seem to disregard
i just think that it was me u hated
i cant get over it, i cant get over it no matter how bad i want to
i cant get over it, i cant get over it no matter how bad i want to
i cant get over it, i cant get over it no matter how bad i want you

who does that + d1v (opal & sg37)

featuring @sglily
production by me (@bigdog30k) & @djcathexis
vocal mix by @sglily
master by me

me and big dog drinking soda
fake weed lets roll up
fake lean lets pour up
we gon go so nuts
hoes be like on gang
i dont do talking
christian louboutin on me
watch where you're walking
drugs got me coughing
lets go out shopping
i pop theyre flocking
clean up, im mopping

i cant believe i thought you wanted me
id do it all put that on everything
i thought, i thought,
i thought that it would get better
my fault, my fault
my fault im worse now than ever

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