NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS <3

prod. october ;)
made this in texas luv to houston

lyrics

bite bite the medicine huh 
jus like the taste of letting go 

its too late to wake up
the fires burning down the door

dont forget the paper
we got the stacks to make it gold

but that shit dont faze her
well cop house away from roads

were boneless
running out of roses
dead soldiers waiting till its overr
been told ya brother i dont know ya
all of these ditches
alll to mean nothing

4:45 u think u doomed but u just dead inside
room prep for your valentine is soon
back up cause the party starting move
pull up roll up smoke all my dope and smoke all my dope
what's new 
i see the fog through the smoke 
the burn in your throat 
im flying a jet to see u

PARIS - I'VE SEEN STRANGER THING'S

it goes to show that i want u
but i cant open up to u
and idk if i trust u
i hope u know that i want 2
and if i could i would heal u
an empty cup cannot fill u
u cant make love w no feelings
so i hope u know that i feel u

i wrote u a song, idk if you'll listen tho...(prod. 7even! + uglybu6)

WORLD WENT BLACK - <3GUTS X WAVYLOUII (PROD.SOLOFT)

Death Energy

Dark Fantasies

Nova Bleu invites listeners into her most intimate realm with Dark Fantasies — a cyber-noir soundtrack of lust, temptation, and emotional scars. Across eleven tracks, she blurs the line between pleasure and pain, fantasy and reality.

From the hypnotic allure of “Erotic Confessions” and “Hypnosis!”, to the velvet textures of “Silk and Smoke”, every song is a sultry vignette lit by neon glow. “Leather & Chains” and “Panties to the Side” push deeper into raw desire, while “Private Dancer” and “Seductive Sex” embrace the intimacy and danger of midnight encounters. Beneath the heat, moments like “Emotional Damage” and “The Silent Type” reveal a darker undercurrent — the quiet weight of longing and vulnerability.

Dark Fantasies is more than an album; it’s Nova Bleu’s immersive vision of sensuality in the future tense — bold, magnetic, and unapologetically sultry.

Private Dancer

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DzXEM2beb8g

You can ask me how I'm doing, I'll say fine.
Even though the pain is killing me inside.
You can Ask me how I'm feeling, I'm alright.
You want the truth then you can look me in the eyes.

You can ask me how I've been I'll say okay,
I never gave a fuck about my feelings anyways
You can ask me hows its been I'll say, it's great
I never wanted your sympathy in the first place.

And I know I really mean that in the worst way.
I'd share my side by I don't think you'd ever see it.
I turn my back on everybody even me.
I'd say I'm sorry but I don't know what It'd would mean.

Black Nails, Black Sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see.
This world was never meant for me
 
Should I stay or should I go,
I've been walkin down this road.
As of lately I've been homesick 
but I'm still so sick of home.  

I'm feelin just like a ghost 
I'm nobody, I'm alone
Got no body, Just a soul
My backs been been on these ropes.

My hearts been getting cold.
My skins been getting numb
My minds been getting dull
I see what I've become.

Black Nails, Black Sheep, 
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me

Music Video

Black Sheep (Prod. ʎpoqou & combination lock) [Music Video in Description]

prod GREAF
video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rujnQet4m0E
and they say
you get the best of yourself 
in the days of sleep 
seeing every possibility 
of what you aren’t 
going to be


waking up to the sunset 
can we hide back 
or run yet 
I’m such an upset 


but for the ones i love
i show you this as something 
no wonder 
i can feel nothing
I’m sitting on my fingers
in hopes of crumbling
ill just let you all down
I’m calm but stumbling

forgive me (prod GREAF) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER

everything is boring (prod. frander)

Prod. by @killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
And if theres a god what would he think about the wrongs Ive done,
And would he question the temptations when I called my plug,
Or when the times got rough,
Why the fuck did I go through all those long nights struggling over one time puffin a blunt,
It fucked me up,
I recollect the pain that seemed to manifest whenever shit would never feel okay but its straight,
You shouldn't worry bout it,
Nobody's worried bout it,
Doctors tryna throw some pill bottles in my cabinet

(Chorus)
It ain't slowin down life can pass you by,
But thinkin of the past as the time passes you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
No baby you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
And if I got nobody then I guess that I'll be fine,
But all the fuckin drama that we got past no wonder why the ties all broke, ay,
And they ain't worth your time no more, ay,

(Verse 2)
I have a tendency to ask my friends if they enemies,
Cuz I met alot of people who pretend to be chill with me,
Then eventually depression would have let to them dippin,
But when they see Im comin up they tellin me we should kick it,
I copped a whip its offical,
I drive to dip from the system,
I can't fit in with the people around forget it continue to put my thoughts into verses,
Who woulda thought that the person they hated on for no reasons the one that harnessed a purpose

(Chorus)
It ain't slowin down life can pass you by,
But thinkin of the past as the time passes you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
No baby you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
And if I got nobody then I guess that I'll be fine,
But all the fuckin drama that we got past no wonder why the ties all broke, ay,
And they ain't worth your time no more, ay,

flowers. (prod. killedmyself)

My socials <3
IG- @dolefuldarlin
YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin

Sid Whites socials <3
IG- @ggallinsforehead
YT- Sid White 
Soundcloud- @sidwhiteisdead
LYRICS:
do you u know my fears? (know my fears)
 do you even care ?
I don't wanna be here. 
living in my nightmare 
are you even there ? 

and I don't wanna fight 
not again tonight
I just need u in my arms tonight 
to feel alright
by my side x2

do you even care ?
are you even there ?

do you u know my fears? (know my fears)
do you even care ?
I don't wanna be here. 
living in my nightmare 
are you even there ? 

and I don't wanna fight 
not again tonight
I just need u in my arms tonight 
to feel alright
by my side x2

do you know my fears ?
living in my nightmare 
living in my nightmare (are you even there )
living in my nightmare 


Mixed & Mastered by @madimarieabel
Produced by @sidwhiteisdead

living in my nightmare

living in my nightmare (prod. Sid White)

prod by the lovely unknwn

snowflakes fly in the dark i cant catch em 
and when i try my fingers turn to ice im left with water slipping through my hands as i stand upon the mess i made
i was cold, but you're the sun burn me up like a fire
i dont melt, i just dissipate while i watch my ashes spray
but my world revolves around me
my world revolves around me around me around me 
my world revolves around me
my world revolves around me around me around me 

lost myself like a puzzle piece and i
thought it was you i was missing but it was something in me
wait til we both find the keys to the answers we seek
living a lifetime
my imperfections in the mirror filling me with doubt
this back and forth it makes it hard for me to figure out
just how i feel but i am grateful that you showed me how to be light just like you
you're the sun
now my world revolves around me
my world revolves around me around me around me 
my world revolves around me
my world revolves around me around me around me

i wrote u a song, idk if you'll listen tho...(prod. 7even! + uglybu6)

Anaca Love

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