Songs to vibe to

catchin fire in the middle of ocean
sum nights yea I really wish you’d notice
leave my body on ice it’s alright, know u always cut me open
left 4 dead know a motherfucker homesick
pessimist always waitin for the worlds end
drunk as fuck know I think I’m boutta hurl man
I be thinkin way 2 much take a couple see the world end

Bitch I’m in the cut with my boys on some fuck shit
Tol her run it up so much in my system I can’t function
foot up 2 ur neck hold ur breath I’m boutta stomp shit
vans all bloody got me nauseous
I just want a check blowin bands on a pop bitch
odst muthrfucker ima drop ship
lil boy a grunt confetti blowin when my shots hit x2

all things burn tryna set that shit alight,
yeah my head still hurts but i'm still gon fight it
ahhh you're the worst but i don't mind it
take the tape out, burn it don't rewind it
you said, if i want it i could find it
i'm  dead, and no care can be provided
i'll fucking burn it all down yeah i don't like it
and all i need is a match to light it
wrong place wrong time
going insane losing my mind
i'm not fine
love me don't try lyin
i don't mind, i guess i could live this lie,
everything we built expired
and everyday i get more tired

ember w/ rouri404, raegun (prod. piscesfry, Plxce)

https://open.spotify.com/track/63l4KSQVYZGhrtYSqC6SHd?si=d26bbeaaa92f480e

prod by @buginfestedfloorboards <3
featuring the lovely @starfall and @zzzkyr
sad stitch cover. can i get 1 like :(

there's so many things in the world you can fuck up
and somehow I managed to fuck them all up

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

to make you okay
I promise i'll stay
You won't leave my brain
you're stuck like a stain
And I'm not enough
My heart can't be touched
Youre ruthless enough
You call out my bluff
and If I had the chance
how could I find you almost
everyday and I get to see your smile
oh wow at least
once in a while
I get to you

Wake up to the smell of coffee and make up
and I want you lately I
don't let you go
don't let you go
I just wanted to be loved
I just wanted to be loved
and I feel alive again
and I just wanna feel okay
every step I take
every move I make
don't want it to fade

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

wow that was so deep

spotify

make u okay ft. starfall, kyra (soju)

produced by @rpsu & John Roseboro

cover art by me

//lyrics

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter
i dont deserve it at all
look at me learning n all
i wouldnt purposely call
baby come my way
i can see your essence
dont know what to say
i got the message
baby just stay

(kaido)
would it hurt you to smile more
im hurting,
i want you,
and im fucking nervous
I act like an asshole
its like i deserve
i need your emotions
cus why cant i feel a damn thing

(scruff)
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

(kaido)
i think its funny you loathe 
i think im falling in luv 
and youre sewing me up
if u wanted me down , then you got it
(scruff)
its good to be honest
baby you dont even want it oh
if you need some confidence then im fucking on it oh
you dropped your heart a mile away and i caught it oh
(kaido)
why the fuck im face down 
think i lost it all
you dropped your heart a mile away and i lost it
i dont give a fuck about the price or what the cost is
ive been laying in my bed im feeling heartless

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter-
we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

ty for all the support i love u all :)))

also with @1kaido

sdfgdsfg

liar w/ kaido [p. adrien + john roseboro]

حبار
presave link: https://t.co/zcilna2wz3
SPOTIFY!!!! https://open.spotify.com/track/6P113H5hoHNycRRxaFsMRK?si=1EmmqW-QSk2yovh_JwysEA
i didnt name this after squid game lol
wanted to name a song squid for like 3 months
sorry for the wait if u care haha
everything by me

ur not my buddy
my nose is bloody
stakes raised like someone is conducting
like a freight train u know i keep chugging
reflection polluted its murky and mucky
bobbing my head up
punching and ducking
the way that its set up
im feeling quite lucky
spent like 3 years on a pipe dream
idc if u dont like me

it's all bruised up its unsightly
stretch their hands out
then they bite me
gon be a man down if they try me
they better stay back for the time being
they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

corny ass verse: 
right now they wanna talk down
breeze past them like a top down
u assume the worst what is that abt?
idk why ur talking now
idk why ur talking now

time is running its course
im beaten down to the core
i hate the sound of my voice
wish i could rip

too corny so censored

they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

lyrics for funny song :)

squid

hope you're happy :) 
@prodbyjoshwa
soundcloud exclusive (this cap its on streaming soon)

get up out my mentions
i dont want, nothing to do with u anymore
broke it all, and its all ur fault
dont give me a text, dont give me a call

what am i supposed to do with the shit u told me?
suck it up, believe that u wanna hold me?
fuck that u just wanna get with ur homies
fuck that, i’d rather get back to being lonely

wanna tell me that it aint like that
too bad i can see through it like that
get back with em, idec
i dont want a word with u, not a spare

that’s a lie i still kinda love you
but at the same time im feeling fucked in the gut uh
uh i need to work on myself
i cant blame anybody else

and i always was the wrong one, and i know im not a strong one
shit aside, im still pissed off
im sure u know what u did wrong.

life's a bitch (joshwa)

The Lonesome Knight

@saiwai
@1spoder
@rywrrd
@redhxrse

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i cant drown
if you got me then i got you there's no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

@rywrrd:
we just walked in
yea pulled up to the party and we sparkin
i got no options
i told that bitch i'm pullin up but that is not it
bitch i'm posted up w roah and spoder
when i'm down feel like sosa cuz i hate bein sober
fucked it up when we talked like over and over 
bet u wanna talk now cause i skrt in tha rover
got me fucked up 
tried to hmu last week
but idgaf i'm not ur bestie
left me
in the dirt like last year
but idgaf cause this is my year!

@redhxrse:
ooh
yea i'm going thru the works
can’t believe it's getting worse
when i'm with u it's like a curse
ooh
problems that u need to fix
and u keep venting about shit
like i'm a fucking therapist
all them fucking parties where i'm standing in the corner
minding my own business but u couldn't be more forward
yuh this broken man is tryna give out all these hints
but u give no shits with u there ain't no subtlety
subtlety subtlety like look at all these bands on me
money ain't a problem when ur clinginess is all i see
put another k on the dash but ur still here
try n make it make sense cos i don't want u anywhere near

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i can't drown
if you got me then i got you theres no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

fight

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

EPISODE 3/5!!!!!!!!
featuring the frakin GOAT @t1gerstar!!!!
everything produced by me
inspired by tsubi club and internet girl

purple shampoo! (feat. tigerstar)

prod(@jongards+ @prodnomu)

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

I was locked
 in my room cuz i thought i was fine
I was rotting
A lot cuz the thoughts in my mind
And ive lost And ive learned 
Now i see thru ur eyes
when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright

i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright
But u stare
For too long and you slowly go blind
And i’ll spread all my wings when i know im alive
But i burned in the sun now i’ll never go fly
Again  

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

Realm

spotify <3

realm

//Lyrics
Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
you're like a shell of your former self, bae
And you wont tell off nobody else, yet
I dont think id ever
make you feel welcome
this just cant happen
but, you keep sticking in my mind
You're like a shell of your former self bae
You just wont tell off nobody else, yet

Well you know too well
that it cant be helped
take, one look at your body and im falling down
through the depths of hell
Where i wont be found
Im a mess and you can tell cus its just part of your spell

Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
you're like a shell of your former self, bae
And you wont tell off nobody else, yet
I dont think id ever
make you feel welcome
this just cant happen
but, you keep sticking in my mind

candlelight [p. sai]

prod_will - wanna be popping bottles

(prodheavn)
@blackwinterwells
https://app.matter.online/tracks/67750

Stream

end it +blackwinterwells

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

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