This piece is inspired from an older piece I wrote titled “Happy Birthday To..." - a song heavily inspired by the tragic character Alessa from Silent Hill. 

The song itself, produced by Jakob "Phrasure" Frazier, is moody and inspired by Akira Yamaoka's smooth hip-hop beats – the lyrics themselves reflecting on an individual's struggle with their mortality and morality.

DAUGHTER SISTER SELF (2013)

Hermit the Frog (Marina Cover) (2013)

HOME AND GARDEN QUEEN (2013)

Been sitting on this one for a few years, happy to finally release it. ❤️

Ruby Red Lips - BULLY POP

A cover of the Monster Ball 1.0 rendition of Paper Gangsta with full heavy pitch correction real mess.

Paper Gangsta - (Lady Gaga “Monster Ball 1.0” Cover)

"I'm in love with a zombie boy, and his heart is so cold."
My cover of Natalia Kills' "ZOMBIE". 

Zombie - (Natalia Kills Cover) (2016)

SoundCloud Exclusive (lmao) Track Three, a cover of Sevdaliza's "Marilyn Monroe", from Bully Pop's debut EP, "Holy Days".
Originally written and produced by Sevdaliza.
Produced, and recorded by me, Bully, on my shitty iPhone 6+, in GarageBand.

IT'S TRUE, in this life
I’ve never been the one
In your eyes
I’ve never been the truth
All you saw
Was a broken mirror
And they told
Me to care
I'm tryin’ to fix your heart
It’s unfair
I’m tryin’ to fix myself
And not care
Too much about you

Marilyn Monroe [SEVDALIZA Cover]

Track One, "Holy Days", from Bully Pop's debut EP, "Holy Days".
Written, produced, and recorded by me, Bully, on my shitty iPhone 6+, in GarageBand.

C H O R U S
TONIGHT, I'm lighting candles
And I hope the light reaches you
Cause even though you're with me,
We don't talk the way we used to do 

You're losing all your patience,
While I need to get myself on track
I'm growing at my own pace,
But I let my vices hold me back 

V E R S E 1
There was a hole here, it's gone now
Left me buried at the gates of the rock mound
But it's for my own good,
That's what you keep telling me,
You're trying to keep me safe
From the shit that you're selling me

There was a fount here, that's dry now
An endless opalescent spring in the sky now
It's running straight through my brain,
Makes this hell look so heavenly,
It's for my own good,
That's what you keep telling me.

P R E - C H O R U S 
Mason jars and stars
And secrets 
Go up like sage

Setting fires on Sunday
And sleeping through 
my Holy Days

C H O R U S

V E R S E 2
He's burning gold now,
Like fall trees
I'm floating aimless in the air
Like I'm dead leaves 
And I don't want to come down,
That's what you could see in me,
The ground is too cold
For the spark that carries me 

I know how he won't break this:
He's like a saint 
with the heart of a bad bitch 
And I don't care about love
Like the Lord is my lithium
He picks up his cross
And lets it swing like a pendulum 

C H O R U S 

B R I D G E
I close my eyes and shut my heart
And find myself, infinity
The candle light, the dying stars,
The ashes on my vanity
I'm moving through the year 
Like I'm at ends with my humanity
You're saying it gets better 
But I've lost my grip on sanity

Wishing on a solstice
While the days between 
Grow dead with age
Mason jars and moonlight,
Hiding secrets that go up like sage,
I love you and I hate you
And I know you hate me just the same
Setting fires on Sunday
Staying stupid through my Holy Days

C H O R U S X 2

Holy Days [Extended Mix]

Track Two, "Retrograde", from Bully Pop's debut EP, "Holy Days".
Written, produced, and recorded by me, Bully, on my shitty iPhone 6+, in GarageBand.

V E R S E 1
If I'm one step forward 
Then you three steps ahead by now
You think my head is empty
Cuz my heart is what holds me down

V E R S E 2
Every night we're getting fucked up
Then we wake up  floating on cloud nine
You're stealing more than hearts
If you place the blame, you'll do the time 

P R E - C H O R U S 
You're gonna let me down
Gonna let me fall 
Gotta let me go

There's something in your head
Making me afraid
And I just let it grow

So tell me what you want
Tell me where you've been,
Tell me where you'll go
 
Always in your car
Always going fast;
Never takes it slow  

C H O R U S
Broken pieces in the sky
You and I will never die
We could drop another bomb
But we've never been so high

Faster than I'll ever be
Drape your chains all over me 
You can be my marble
If you let me be your Mercury 

V E R S E 3
There's never any closure
Getting over what my heart's outgrown
But we've found out other lovers,
You can take your pills, I'll take my throne

P R E - C H O R U S
C H O R U S X 6

OUTRO X 2
If I'm one step forward
The you're three steps ahead by now
But I'm standing at the edge 
Just to see how far you've fallen down

Retrograde

Blueberry Kisses (Lady Gaga Cover) (2012)

Released on my birthday, September 23rd, 2018. Honestly one of my more favorite demos, it’s missing a proper bridge and the chorus synth isn’t quite there. I hope I get to revisit this one day.

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