cesspool

concept for a song on my album (definitely unfinished)

lyrics 

kuromiii girls
always in my world
and now it feels like they will look for something better

kuromii girls
always fuck me up
you are so mean
but please don’t leave
just always kiss me after

oh
youre so mean
i cant breathe
every time you say goodbye
i try to leave
i try to be
someone im not like all the time
but its okay
youre my kuromi im melody
i need you please you make me breathe
something to make me feel so real
beacuse lately ive been fucking hating
on my own subconscious
looking out my window
i cannot see nothing
but pain inside
i wanna fucking jump sometimes
sometimes sometimes sometimes

kuromiii girls
always in my world
and now it feels like they will look for something better

kuromii girls
always fuck me up
you are so mean
but please don’t leave
just always kiss me after

i love how mean you are
it makes me smile big and wide
when you call me a retard
i wanna be your wife
if you leave me ill take my life
if i’m alone i’ll fucking die
you can fucking hit me yeah that’s fine
i just want you to hold me tight

kuromi girls (demo)

this is the worst thing ive ever made lol

lyrics:
It's time to jump up in the air
Jump up, don't be scared
Jump up and your cares will soar away
And if the dark clouds start to swirl
Don't fear, don't shed a tear 'cause
I'll be your 1-UP girl
So let's all jump up super high!
High up in the sky!
There's no power-up like dancing
You know that you're my Super Star
No one else can take me this far
I'm flipping the Switch
Get ready for this
Oh, let's do the Odyssey

1-up girl

catmother fka osquinn / p4rkr - I Didnt Want That Many Friends In The First Place (prod. Durao) Lyrics:

[Intro]
Durao

[Verse]
Bitch you oppin', flodgin', posted on my watch list
Say that you invincible, okay nigga, watch this
One phone call, and his brains we'll get to moppin'
Sorry I'm so hyped up, I'm just dumb obsessed with violence
Anxiety, I'm runnin' out of options
Cut 'em out my life, just like a photo, I just crop 'em
If they start to bother me, I cut 'em off or stop them
Why am I so ignorant? Why am I so toxic?
I don't want that many friends in the first place
Most people I wouldn't depend on the worst day
Circle small because I do not like drama
Got a problem? Then go cry to your momma
Anti-social, anti-fun 'cause I'm a reject
Life's a bitch and I'm a prick, I need to re-check
Do my best every day and I get nothing
Yeah I'm selfish, always in this bitch for somethin'
I still walk around at night lookin' for a fight
Ask me if I wanna fight, I don't know, I might
Rugrats stay still, creepin' really tight
Switchblade off rip, make 'em lose an eye
Will I come? Will I go? I don't know though
Darkroom, bright lights, like it's Hoco
Tryna snatch my shit, huh, that's a no-no
Bitch, fuck you, next up lil' hoe

osquinn / p4rkr - I Didnt Want That Many Friends In The First Place (prod. Durao)

serialkilled

BITCOIN BANDIT

produced by @afternoon

i need something stainless
to paint on my face with
bad day, my life's grey
i stay where i stay & pray i cant taste it v___v

so impatient
cant wait to tug at my bracelet
so tired of life i cant stay
settle my pay then schedule my facelift

schedule my facelift

october 1st my new birthday
dirt cheap just words what the clerk say
turncoat lerp faith in a worse way
worst case i was dirt in the first place

u might wake up in a grave but still alive : )
if i have 2stare u in ur face and tell a lie
outta patience one last chance 2 get it right
i cant bare u anyway so nevermind

they call it a deadname
cuz if u call me tht shit ima kill u
put ur blood on th floor ima spill u
everything happens i will 2

drippin wax down my back like an e-nail
but my mirror dont say female :(
got me hidden in my shell like a sea snail
wanna change it in the past feel like luka with the d-mail

face;Lift

dsyhnfakeldejicsijelvbfkaSJNEBFUwal.ebgsvdcljwenrfechmbaekgsdfchvubsgAFGKYMBC.mp3

DO DA WHAT

forget

if i were 2 approach ,

would i lose ,  my mind ?


youre making it up

you'll be fine .


voices that just arent ours ,

orbit my hemisphere


2 wish that i were never here

shut my eyes and disappear ,

hahahahaha fuck you man fuck you seriously im so fucking sick of you and your whining

slow pulp high remix

i really miss
when you were all over me
now you dont even look at me
i dont know what i did

you keep freezing my pulse
somethings keying my skull
rolling souls in my wood
but i am missing yours

she cuts me like i want to <333

sample: it looks sad - creature

i saw you in the window of my room
i saw you in the window of my room last night again
i screamed, "please don't go" at you
but those fragile bones still seemed to move so fast
and i know it hurts to hear
but i'm just no god damn good, my dear
i promise you i would not lie
i die to live and live to die

no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
when you're asleep in empathy
and i'm awake in entropy

i met you in the parking lot outside of the high school
breathing in the fumes from cigarettes and trying to act cool
you asked me "do you hate yourself? i can tell you fit the part"
i said "self loathing? listen, just don't even start"
can't put into words the way that you intimidated me
was fighting with a mirror over which side was the fakery
we shared our stories, showed our scars
made that promise, crashed your car

no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
when you're asleep inside a ditch
passenger seat, i lie and twich 'cause
no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
i watched you die and spoke your name
but neither of us felt the same

NO ONE EVER TOLD ME

@hellasketchy

:-)

original piece used for cover: http://iamnotsadatall.tumblr.com/post/124478460568

warped tour (prod. hella sketchy)

i just wanna buy you flowers (and also i wanna die a little bit)
cover art drawn by https://www.twitter.com/phiIotechnicaI

lyrics:
i wanna work at a flower store
and steal you all the roses that i couldn't afford
i don't know if i wanna live anymore
it all feels the same as it did before

i wanna feel like an open door
a shattered window on your bedroom floor
i don't know who i really am anymore
it all feels the same, but i'm never quite sure

i wanna wait here with bated breath
and cry in the corner while you lay and rest
i can be your shoulder when you feel upset
just lay your head down, honey, please don't fret

i wanna sleep in a stranger's bed
just to overanalyze every word you said
i don't really know if there's anything left
but i don't wanna fall in love, i wanna fall to my death

flower store

download <3

PRODUCED BY @NOSENTENCES 
ART BY TWITTER.COM/WAVELESSNY

it's banger season, come ride the wave

LYRICS:
this that laid back, cool shit, speeding past a cruise ship 
left you in the past tense, bloody, need a new lip 
cool, wrist like alaska, 'cause it's icy tho 
we could make you live a half-life like an isotope 
i've been drinking alcohol, but i ain't talking isopropyl 
feel like i'm about to fall, them bags under my eyes are purple 
woah, floor getting slicker with every shot 
woah, why you got your britches in a knot? 

it's the sicker spitter, hit a lick, and duck off in the dodge 
'cept i'm more than likely hoarding someone's blunt in a garage 
in the midwest, yeah, it's all a front or a facade 
such a bummer to be awful at the only thing you got 
but you managing it pretty well, vile with the flow 
think it's winterfell, wrist look like a pile of the snow 
i don't kiss and tell, if she wanna fly out for a show 
then i come and then i go, 'cause i'm always on the road 

don't mistake it or hate it, made my plate out of waste 
and went to the attic from basement, moving up in my placement 
from depressed and complacement to "i'ma flex 'til i change it" 
when no one knew what my name was, i still wrote page after page 
i suppose that if i make it, then that's why 
but i don't really wanna be that guy 
yeah, i don't wanna look like the bad guy 
but most my competition on standby 

so i'ma come thru and then kill and dig into beats 
i brag about nothing but make that shit heat 
they getting jealous when they listen to me 
but speaking back'll get 'em ripped into pieces 
pennsylvia to the borderline 
from east manhattan to the torrey pines 
i'm the central the topic like florida time 
and i'm passing if she only sorta fine 

and that's that... yeah... fax, no printer shit 
finally got some bands but i don't act no different 
thinking 'bout the old days... bagged no mistresses 
was listening to coldplay... yeah, don't mention it, whatever

WAVES

happy valentine's day uwu
art by https://twitter.com/KELMIKICo

lyrics:
you hit my line
and say it's alright
i don't ask no questions
just hold on tight

don't wanna know
what keeps you close
what changed your mind
what hurt you most

i'm in your bed
i'm wearing your clothes
it doesn't matter
it's not like you know

that i'm in love
and you're okay
it's way too boring
in this place i stay

change my mind in the morning
break my heart by the time the night ends
said, "it's alright, then?"

i've been waiting for way too long
trying not to break my 0wn heart
break my 0wn heart </3
uwo

right now, i'm so anxious, i'm lightheaded
with my eyes red
it's so cold in my bedroom
i froze solid in my bed
i'm so anxious, i'm lightheaded
can't see straight
i fell out of your headspace
and fell asleep with my knees scraped

i'm so anxious, i'm lightheaded
with my eyes red
it's so cold in my bedroom
i froze solid in my bed
i'm so anxious, i'm lightheaded
i'm lightheaded
i'm lightheaded
i'm so anxious, i'm lightheaded

change my mind in the morning
break my heart by the time the night ends
said, "it's alright, then?"

i've been waiting for way too long
trying not to break my 0wn heart
break my 0wn heart </3
uwo

spotify/apple music <3

break my 0wn heart </3

007 (song)

vampalooza set n shit

@kasimr

new pack, smell like fruit snaxx
put a price on your head, it was two stacks 💵💵
tried to put a price on my head, need a few more
hands sticky cuz i'm walkin out the glue store

triple s but it's really not a flex now ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
u step out gucci belt w ur head down, shady >.>
i know u paaaaaaranoid o_0
but nobody want that shit boy it's last year's flex now :o

HahAha!!!!

alyx got em reachin for my neck now
so i've learned not to rly stick my neck out
sorry what'd u say? i checked out
plug hit me up im about 2 pull a check out 🤑

now im rly gone 
king palm mango w the filter popped
this aint mids this is rly top⬆️
i know u think ur smoking gas but ur rly not... :/

HahAha!!!!

new pack, smell like fruit snaxx
put a price on your head, it was two stacks 💵💵
tried to put a price on my head, need a few more
hands sticky cuz i'm walkin out the glue store

glUe store (prod. kasim rizvi)

glUe store {kas}

blxame it oxn ths weathger

i just wanna disappear
prod @notlieu

lyrics if u care:
all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

i don't like this place anymore
it's the same way it was before, i don't like that
i thought things would get a little bit better
but they never got better

fuck this
and fuck all of this bullshit
you talk a lot for somebody who is a hypocrite
maybe that's a little personal but i don't give a shit
these pathetic fucking people wanna take me like a bitch

but i'm not that, if anything i'm far from it
i'm a little bit emotional i cry and then they love it
i just want it all to stop, all of the stigma against me
if i shut all down then maybe they will love me

i don't care though, i don't like how they think
they all go after a person if they fuck up anything
nobody's perfect, so why the fuck do we have standards
it just causes lots of stress and causes people to get slandered

why the fuck are we like this
why the fuck are they so pissed
i thought that we addressed the empathy that people wanna give
so why the fuck are they still trying, i just wanna fucking live

all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

(i don't know what i did wrong)
(and i don't know where to start)
(if i can fix it can you tell me)
(cuz i don't want you to hurt, let me know if it's worse)

fuck this
and fuck all of this bullshit
you talk a lot for somebody who is a hypocrite
maybe that's a little personal but i don't give a shit
these pathetic fucking people wanna take me like a bitch

all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

why the fuck are we like this
why the fuck are they so pissed
i thought that we addressed the empathy that people wanna give
so why the fuck are they still trying, i just wanna fucking live

spotify

hatred [lieu]

account used for discovering and enjoying music

my likes are equivalent to a watch later playlist

cesspool

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