prod: @kvvader

shawty scream
i mean
i invade her dreams
make her bleed
she's all i see
all i need
black fucking heart
work of art
wake up with a scar
that's me
bite her fucking throat
she can't breathe
wake up in a sweat
she feel dead
buckets full of vomit
vomit lead
do you remember what i said
about your head
i'm inside it now
am i loud
can you feel it pound
take me out
i dare you now
to take me out

oh
take me out

TAKEMEOUT! (prod. KVader)

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lyrics

you've been lost and i've been cold
lost in my dreams let me know
lost in the white lost in snow
i fell so hard i can't glo

i told you i'd find myself
i might need some fucking help
don't think i can do this by myself
x3

but i still believe in you
even though you fucking hurt me
i still think of you
even though you fucking burned me

now im fucking cursed
gonna see me in a hearse
drugs up in your purse
didn't even say a word

Lost (prod. Macky)

i'm just dyin and ur on my mind and

when im passing out
ur the only one on my mind
when im feeling down
ur the only one that can change my mind
tonight
every night
i hear you in my dreams
callin out
for me

and i can't ignore them
you're way too important
kiss u in the forest
maybe in a foreign

so
why don't you just take my hand i'll show you
that im not normal dude
i'll do anything for you
anything for you

ur on my mind (prod. saint mike)

ive been telling u lies
sometimes i think that its fine
but then i get tangled up
in a web of all my stupid bluffs
sometimes i think its too much
thats why im so out of touch

if i go far away i cant hurt u no more
but then one day youll find me on the floor
with a letter i wrote to u
dont let her see it but i hope you do
x2

dont even know why i do it
guess thats just me feeling useless
so i buy drugs just to use em
but you will never catch me abuse me
high asf watching youtube
thinking and wondering if i should text u
because i really miss u
but i dont wanna let u down
thats not what im about
its just that sometimes my mind gets filled with doubt
like
do u still luv me
will u ever leave me

believe me
x4

so take my hand and help me fix myself
i cant do this by myself
think im ready to calm down like right now

if i go far away i cant hurt u no more
but then one day youll find me on the floor
with a letter i wrote to u
dont let her see it but i hope you do
x4

hope u understand me
cuz i cant stand me
kick me when im not standing
i cant stand it
cuz im a luv addict
i need healing
give me a luv bandage

a letter for u (prod. saint mike)

doing white cocaine
cuz im pro-pain
i dont wanna die
wanna live another day
take the knife cut my face
kill my fucking shame
im the one to blame for your lack of fucking faith

take a ride
i dont wanna die 
but i will if i have to
anything to save me from myself
anything to go behind your back and fuck someone else
swear im telling the truth cant you tell
these drugs make me pour out my feelings
god they give me so many feelings

when i pass out
your the only one on my mind
see you dancing up in my room
my nose bleeds
high at night feel a cold breeze
god its getting chilly
you know its gonna be a cold week
you can hear the ghouls in the forest
im so cold and alone
my eyes are pouring

doing white cocaine
cuz im pro-pain
i dont wanna die
wanna live another day
take the knife cut my face
kill my fucking shame
im the one to blame for your lack of fucking faith

baby run from me
i dont wanna see you die
baby run from me
i dont wanna see you cry
baby run
baby run
your our last hope you gotta do it for us
baby run
baby run
but i know i am so hard to trust

blame.

unlovable (prod. puhf)

Lyrics

Take me to the stars
I don't wanna drive no stupid car
Fly in a spaceship
No I'll go so very far
I don't need you there
Just need myself and my heart
Crash this fucking bitch straight into a dying star

In space without you
Losing my oxygen
I know I shout at you
Cuz I know where you been
I don't see this as a plus
Your face is hung up on my bunk
I miss you way too much
But this string I gotta cut
In space without you
Losing my oxygen
I know I shout at you
Cuz I know where you been
I don't see this as a plus
Your face is hung up on my bunk
I miss you way too much
But this string I gotta cut

Take my life away from me
Way too dark and I can't see
Can't be what I need to be
So I'll dive into my screen
Stay in my room for hours
I won't come out (Let it devour)
This space is getting to me
Do some drugs to maybe soothe me
Someone please just help
I can't do this by myself
I was so dead wrong
So I guess I'll write a song

I remember the smell of you perfume you wore
Now it's causing my brain to have a big ass war
With itself
I can't help
Strap a belt, around my neck
Shut it up, no more sad

In space without you
Losing my oxygen
I know I shout at you
Cuz I know where you been
I don't see this as a plus
Your face is hung up on my bunk
I miss you way too much
But this string I gotta cut
In space without you
Losing my oxygen
I know I shout at you
Cuz I know where you been
I don't see this as a plus
Your face is hung up on my bunk
I miss you way too much
But this string I gotta cut

in space without you

Lyrics

I can see it in your eyes
You didn't wanna fucking stay
Now you're clouding my mind
Doesn't matter anyway

Every time you walk by
I can feel your warmth
When you're in the spotlight
It can get hard
But I will never give up
Long as you stay
I'll be by your side
All throughout the day
Every time you walk by
I can feel your warmth
When you're in the spotlight
It can get hard
But I will never give up
Long as you stay
I'll be by your side
All throughout the day

Blood red sky all over your eyes
Don't let them take over your mind
Said you wanna leave but baby you're mine
Blood red sky all over your eyes
Don't let them take over your mind
Said you wanna leave but baby you're mine

Get high with me
Take a pill with me
When I'm on the floor
That's not what I want you witnessing
Life is a game baby
I know you win this thing
Just move on but I know you'll be missing me

Every time you walk by
I can feel your warmth
When you're in the spotlight
It can get hard
But I will never give up
Long as you stay
I'll be by your side
All throughout the day
Every time you walk by
I can feel your warmth
When you're in the spotlight
It can get hard
But I will never give up
Long as you stay
I'll be by your side
All throughout the day

Blood red sky all over your eyes
Don't let them take over your mind
Said you wanna leave but baby you're mine
Blood red sky all over your eyes
Don't let them take over your mind
Said you wanna leave but baby you're mine

every time u walk by... (prod. yungdnl)

@prodjvsper @nightclub
baby u can take my life
wouldnt really care
i need you there at nite
ik im not there
i'm so scared by myself
dont wanna be here
with you were here
so you could deprive me of my fear

i see u everywhere
look in my mirror its a ghost
feel so much fear but you know i do the most
wish u were but u know im thinking bout u tho
woahh
woahhh
waohhh

take my hand and take me from this place
i know u would never cut me with ur fuckin blade
take my hand and hold it when we're out in the dark
baby i can sense ur future i know that youll go so far

take me from my life
i know youll make it right
stay with my at nite
i know youll make it

i know you can make it you can save it
trapped all your demons in ur basement
wish u were here to see how excited i was to see u off

baby you can take it slow
you dont have to let me know
what u really wanna know
u can stay with me but ill make it cold
 
freezing my heart
but its making it hard
to trust you with my heart
i cant do it anymore

take my hand and take me from this place
i know u would never cut me with ur fuckin blade
take my hand and hold it when we're out in the dark
baby i can sense ur future i know that youll go so far

take me from my life
i know youll make it right
stay with my at nite
i know youll make it

i know you can make it you can save it
trapped all your demons in ur basement
wish u were here to see how excited i was to see u off

baby you can take it slow
you dont have to let me know
what u really wanna know
u can stay with me but ill make it cold

we can take it slow

Spotify

we can take it slow (prod. Jvsper x Nightclub20xx)

@prodjones
kiss me in the moonlight
stab me inside of my bed
i wish you were feeling me
like you been inside of my head
i know what you want bitch
i ain't gonna give it
come out on top bitch
i ain't gonna give in

ripping down my chest reveals my heart
has your name on it
know you knew it
listen to what you said it's hard
hole in my chest you left a scar

i been crying alone wish you were here
but i called your phone you didn't answer
infecting me like a cancer
i know i don't have all the answers

but you were the one that brought the questions up
still talk to me like i give a fuck
already down the only way is up
but i think i ran out of luck

kiss me in the moonlight
stab me inside of my bed
i wish you were feeling me
like you been inside of my head
i know what you want bitch
i ain't gonna give it
come out on top bitch
i ain't gonna give in

watch me through the mirror as the pills set in
lay me down and give me some sedatives
i don't wanna harm you, you understand
all of this is for you, you threw it back
now i'm feeling bad can i apologize
my heart races when i see your eyes
time's running out think im gonna die
time's running out think im gonna die

yeah
yeah

kiss me in the moonlight <//3 (prod. jones)

@maestrodabhand:
yeah hit the club with a bad bitch
you know me 
imma do my dance 
im up in my stance 
imma get this money yeah 
everything i do is blessed 

n-n-need you like a vitamin 
bitch i cant even stand 
i dont wanna be this way
you just make me feel so dead
n-need you like a vitamin

me:
look down to my watch everything is frozen
with my digi squad yea u know we go in
water flowin down my neck
king of the cybernet
are you getting tired yet
i need u like vitamin
getting real tired of fighting it
i feel like retirin
when im not feelin quite right
i walk through the night
with a gun by my side

vitamin w/maestrothedabhand (prod. sat)

im in a 2 door w the top down
listen to this drum it hold 50 rounds
goin 20 over ima jet thru the town
vanish like a ghost guess ill see u around

yeahyeahyeahyeah
im kool
when i turn my back u treat me like a fool
wheni  turn my back u treat me like a tool
i be livin in a mansion dip in the pool
stay in ur fuckin place u know the rules

woah woah woah
im stealin it
took a perc still not feelin it
im a fuckin genius yeah im brilliant
u already know that im really it

dawg u know im feelin it
get ur bitch make her listen to this
heavy ice on my neck and on my wrist
whats ur favorite car man im chillin in it
dont fuckin enter if u cant win it
i cant stand it
something taht i cant witness
i need a bandage
descend into madness

i been gettin killstreaks
got the ability
make her say pls
all up on her knees

im in a 2 door w the top down
listen to this drum it hold 50 rounds
goin 20 over ima jet thru the town
vanish like a ghost guess ill see u around

vanish like a ghost (prod. becker)

made this song on 12/10/21
i liked it so i re-mixed my vocals cuz they were god awful

ditch (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

baby know im crazy
don't think i will come back
baby you can't save me
god my mind runs fast
feel my heart racing
my mind is pacing
feel my heart racing
my mind is pacing

mixing up some chemicals
im feeling fucking terrible
the pain it's unbearable
so take this as collateral
forget how to come down
my mind is thinking slow
im losing all the fun now
normal feelings getting old

tell me what u see
my heart
beats
beats
beats

racing/pacing (prod. Jvsper)

i dont need money to stay relevant
i got a crew in gold artisan
leave me oh leave me i dont want it
fillin my cup double cup it 

when this pain beats in my chest
god i think ur like the rest
im always trying my best
did u break my heart lets test

all this pain i count it
lost my patience
got her drippin fountain
ur so perfect
thinking am i worth it
and i dont wanna put them on you
cuz our love so true

gold artisan (prod. Issagaki)

only fall in luv when i want sumn
baby imight pop sumn
maybe hit the mall n spend some guap on sumn
foreign built like all or nun
pink stick ain't no water gun
evil gang we on the run
we never done

brain slow think i got it stuck
20 minute 20 hour plus
health juice in my sippy cup
hit the liver fuck me up
now i head out with the drugs
ya'll be lame you like bugs

had enough of you
shot like ww2
do you feel it too
baby im feelin you
heart beat fast its on the move

you are so worth it
you are so perfect

only fall in luv when i want sumn
baby imight pop sumn
maybe hit the mall n spend some guap on sumn
foreign built like all or nun
pink stick ain't no water gun
evil gang we on the run
we never done

let go
we got faygo
we got a lotta stuff
whatchu want bro
store that shit in your car
we got a's with the r's
we kick it with the stars
i know life can get hard
but remember where you start
life a work of art

all or nun (prod. Lil Biscuit)

Empathy 
You just shorten my whole life expectancy
Everything
Is colorless in these eyes but think I can see
Inside of me
Red hot void I can’t control I fire breathe
Don’t lie to me
Listen to my lyrics but you never read

Everything

I don’t think I will make it
But I’m sure that I won’t take
Drugs that I’m hating on
So don’t get in my way
I know that my words get basic
I’ll give up on everything
Just so that you can get
Get and not hate me

Everything
Diamond rings
Everything
Rip my seams

Empathy 
You just shorten my whole life expectancy
Everything
Is colorless in these eyes but think I can see
Inside of me
Red hot void I can’t control I fire breathe
Don’t lie to me
Listen to my lyrics but you never read

everything (prod. itsanorth & kanaruu)

no longer posting here
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i thank all the producers i used, and bought beats from
and especially all the people i met and worked with

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