n – green trax - part 2

Awesome God

📺 I made a music video for this, which I recommend you watch: you can find it via my profile link ( YouTube / Instagram / SugarSynthMusic.com ). 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQ0Ijd5f2CM

Dire need...

A dark, intimate spoken piece about being right there and still outside.

This track is me sitting with the questions that have been unfolding quietly across my whole life:

How much of yourself can you translate before you forget your own language? At what point does "adapting" start to feel like disappearing? Which parts of me are truly me, and which parts are just survival code running in the background? How do you ask for connection without turning yourself into a performance? How do I find acceptance while still being myself?

I don’t think it’s about villains. I think it’s about defaults. About systems that sort first and listen later. About the invisible little fees you keep paying when you don’t fit neatly into the shape that’s expected. Death by a thousand cuts.

I made this because I’m trying to close a chapter in my head so it doesn’t keep looping forever. Some days it genuinely hurts. But I’m learning myself, listening to others, and trying to find healing in this strange world: one lesson at a time.

It’s a long journey for me. I’m carrying a lot: some things I’m actively unlearning, some things I’m still trying to repair, and some things I’ll probably always have to live with instead of "solve" But I’m still here. I’m still choosing myself. I’m not giving up.

Be kind to each other. You don’t know what anyone is carrying. Stay safe, and try to love each other a little more. 💜

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