[[It’s never as easy as we want it to be]] 

~track [1/5] 
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\\ featuring //
+prod from
@ntmusiclol 
+vox from
@clovehitch
+art from
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics  //

[verse] ~ @clovehitch
apparition
floating figure from the water
know it’s all in
my head

drown and detach from
the flickers
that float before my breath
I’ll close my eyes

just to hold you for the morning
trace your shadow, my mirage
and watch it slip away

so
stay with me
ten feet deep
till I come up for air
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
wake up 
you don't say much
i feel your shadow creeping over my whole place
but you're not even alive

take a look take a step back
six feet down
didn't think that you'd come back
haunting my house
feel the CO leak through
and there's no way out

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[outro] ~ @clovehitch & @jauntsen 
you'll never beat the truth of what's real inside my head
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

half awake +Clovehitch (nishith)

leave you behind

||see you soon||
just a little something to hold off till my album,,,

prod me ykyky

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
i know you're trying your way
but it's not what you planned
the mark i made on this place
that is not who i am
but who am i to say "no" to..
(i give it my all)
it's so true
but people always look saying
"do i even know you?"
no you don't
but will soon will find out
(one day)
imma lose my mind now.

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[verse 2]
but i don't wanna have to leave this all behind
but i don't know how
and you don't know when
the cycle will repeat it's self i just want it to end
but i'm stuck sitting here saying better luck next time
i just hope the next time i'll be there
until then i'll be spinning around while you stare
i got some shit i'm tryin to say i gotta prove it
instead i'm letting it die

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[outro]
its time that you look inside
you would never believe who i could find
it's coming soon i promise on my life
you just gotta believe that you're on time.

live my life

https://ffm.to/darkmoonfaire

lyrics:

Aras ~

subtlety wears titanium
protects me from your bullshit evasive love
i've suffered enough
how insane i went
had me wrapped around your finger 
like a bandage bitch 

you probably think i'm still fucked up
so what
probably think i'm in disarray 
that's okay 
cause i changed my motives
these chains ain't holding down
no i'm not broken
no matter how much you wish i was

it's all the same 
oh i have trained my soul
and i have gained control
lifted a heavy load
now i'm lighter
this fire
it consumes all this hatred 
that was built up inside of me
it's all the same 
oh i have trained my soul
and i have gained control
lifted a heavy load
now i'm lighter

47negus ~

look if she drain my soul
i cant gain control
after a heavy load
had to tell her to slow
down, keep the tempo
beat of the drums
or beating it up
i do both, its akimbo

now
ignited uh,
movements to trance, hypnotic uh
u gone bring ur friends, we frolic duh
descend, ascend, elevator on the d-i-c-k

getting my bands together like they put guns and roses on a crane bruh 
shit im calm, nirvana, we talk about it, charged up on the lithium 

crackin the bundas, they come in a dozen
ass7 word up then, 
buss it down, and it make it squirt, aint it?
im a lightyear away, give me a buzz, innit
you dont really want no smoke cuz nee puff daddies
bullets raining on, u need umbrellas 
checking it out, to do or to die, no fumbling
top or no top?, toppington in a caddy
sargeant n-e-e, u gon bet it
god bless me and aras
cat drier than nevada
when its your possession 
pass the rock, nigga scramble
jealous? let us get the lettuce
money, green ,et cetera

Aras ~

you probably think i'm still fucked up
so what
probably think i'm in disarray 
that's okay 
cause i changed my motives
these chains ain't holding down
no i'm not broken
no matter how much you wish i was

it's all the same 
oh i have trained my soul
and i have gained control
lifted a heavy load
now i'm lighter
this fire
it consumes all this hatred 
that was built up inside of me
it's all the same 
oh i have trained my soul
and i have gained control
lifted a heavy load
now i'm lighter

darkmoon faire ft. 47negus (aras moon)

* these delinquents are out of control!

track 6/7

produced by eris mirror
written by eris mirror, @julycancelled and @47negus

[lyrics]
[Verse 1: eris mirror]
I think I’m getting better
At anger management
I used to keep it inside
But now I handle it
They told us, “Be the change
That you want to see”
So we took their advice
And now it’s getting hard to breathe
Because the smoke is filling my lungs
I guess you get what you wish for
They’ll say I should’ve thought twice
But I already did
Can you blame me?
I’m just a kid

I need a vacation
I feel like Fraxiom because I’m out of patience
You conjure demons from your own imagination
Then act surprise when they take manifestation
And we don’t need no water, let the whole joint burn
We smokin’ on that pack until you frickin fricks learn
That your actions got consequences
Boule kay, no second chances
Vandalize your pickett fences
Till you come to your senses
You want a scapegoat
You want somebody to blame
You want a scapegoat
I’ll make it easy for ya

[Verse 2: july.]
Just a kid just a kid still
I'm fuckin yo bitch with a big dill
Got bands on my head in a pigtail
Got bands on my head like a big deal
Propane in your house with a big seal
And I rip that shit off like a Beyblade 
See your life going bad like you're Meek Mill
I been stalking your shit like I'm retail

In your factory like 2 and 8
Are you ready to meet your fate
Are you ready to hear your name
Get screamed by your wife all day
Your kid is seven but my aiming ate
Your kid in heaven while I annotate
Old bitch there's no lemonade
"Chill out"
I incinerate, bitch

You were too busy beating off to realize you're a worm like master bait oh geez
Only took 5 seconds to realize that your shit the floor now its gone oh please
Oh please
Let me say some something serious 
I'm in the cut like a tampon
Period
Bitch

[Verse 3: eris mirror]
On my way to the corner store, I can’t help but see
A strange man lookin’ at me
I haven’t seen him around, he doesn’t look like he belongs
His shiny suit’s a telltale sign 
That something’s wrong
And nothing’s been the same
Since that fateful night
‘Cause daddy’s pissed
And mom won’t even look me in the eye
What am I to do besides
Admit that I have no regrets and
If I had the chance
I would do it all again

[Verse 4: 47negus)
Louder make it louder
If it aint loud enough then clap ya cheeks and make the sound go far away
The beast woke up its me and folks needed something thats rowdier 
If the market crash its cuz we really eally shittin on dollar bills

We switchin to pesos
Better not be "no no" its what i say so
Nee back with weight bruh
Why do white people adore mayo?
Feel the love for the paper
Indulge in the money 'fore i give u a halo
Reload reload
Bilo bilo
You know we know
Bout ya deal hoe

Intercept overdid counterfeit lyric sets
Conversate with reflection cuz im the best
On the net, miss, in the net biz
Contemplating my own shit, 
Bitch who you is, im 47
Wouldn’t ya guess, honey the guests came
To put us to test
Thankfully none of them strong as my bruddanem
So they jest
I’m talking to eris and july and they say yall put em to rest
Hakuna matata, word to my baba, what’s set is set

kadigan

painted lady

Painted Lady, or "How to Blow up a Pipeline" (Revenge of Genesis Johnson) - {with 47negus and july.}

||you just gotta wait||

~track [7/10]

🦋 \\ credits // 🦋
+vox from
@corefish
+ co writing credits 
@insertsonghere

art by me and @insertsonghere

prod me.
mix + master by me :3

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[intro] ~ @jauntsen
I’ve been looking at the countdown
hoping it’ll be better by tomorrow
their words I’ll have to drown out
It will be better by tomorrow

{{tts}}
you are now listening to butterfly effect.

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
you said that you got it, i want it, be honest
the answer, i found out, i think that, i lost it 
i'm spinning, i'm nauseous, there's no way, to stop
your airways, are toxic, quit breathing, quit talking
i can't wait for sudden changes
or ill fuck up my life throw it all away
just give me a time and place
a period of grace

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
just give me a week
give me a month
maybe I’ll find out what I want
just give me a break
there is no escape
I’ve lived my whole just to rinse and repeat

[post hook] ~ @jauntsen
things will all be be better by tomorrow
It will be better by tomorrow
you just gotta wait

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen
If you want time to yourself
don't abuse it and turn into waste
cos lifes not a game
so why are we playing with me
as society plays with your brain
you talk all the same
run in a circle the rules are to blame 
you don't even know my name

[verse 2] ~ @corefish
I'm far gone enough just to suffer again
hold on to love but I cannot defend 
obvious things aren't the same as they could have been 
now I rinse this body clean 
I'm always afraid of what I couldn't sense
it's all in the plan and the pain heaven sent 
now I've been thinking bout you with cold feet just hold me 
pockets heavy and you told me
"just give me a week"

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
just give me a week
give me a month
maybe I’ll find out what I want
just give me a break
there is no escape
I’ve lived my whole just to rinse and repeat

[post hook] ~ @jauntsen
things will all be be better by tomorrow
it will be better by tomorrow
you just gotta wait.

spotify !

rinse & repeat +corefish

cover art by https://twitter.com/ukon3333

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/47negus an absolute honor to work with. such a talented artist and someone I'm glad to call a friend -


lyrics

you best the pay the man
i get sentimental for the bag
we dont play with that 
they gon send em in
agreed settlement 
in my elemento
trap and bando
fill him in tho
with the info
if he dont know
he not kinfolk 
in the bin bro
va cayendo
zip that boy up with the velcro

know ya limits cuz we get specific with the chicken
chippi chippi mississipi river if you differ with the vision
choppa with braids so im getting extensions 
fire 808 oh its hot potato

you and ya partners stick together like glue
aint no wonder i could just break the whole crew
aint you dizzy ridin on my wave?
bruh u need a cruise ship
cool whip, car white so i get in with no shoes
all my dogs wild, must think that you entering a zoo
when you come around, trust barking aint just what they do
semi emi rounds, foolish but im still the coolest dude
check the supra, it go vroom

too much lip from you like jay z talking to much im not hating i just want u to stay silent so my nigga cala a boca
woke up felt amazing so i stayed in time to go crazy opened daw up just to say things i had to call up okah
no question i dont stress it, once in session get to crackin 47 47 if you hear that then its over
fresh like cola, come aboard the nene boat ah aint no hold up, hold up

art from the earth (w/47negus)

prod. by: thms.
drums by: @chrislolz
written by: thms.
-------------------------
And I think
that its funny that you're open
because you know im so broken
accosted
and left on the floor

oh no
oh no
oh no

I know
That we're running out of options
So you'll just steal it again
yeah i know

oh yeah baby I know

And if we wait for the answer
It won't come our way
We'll wash and fade  
Is that okay? 

Its not hard when
you don’t hide
your face
and those eyes tell me that there's
   
//they tell me everything


no time for reckless truths and
We'll find the only proof is
behind the curtains moved and  
this time I'll fight for you but

Next time you'll bite the bullet
rewind there's still time to move and
Realize there's nothing to this

Just say it
Please say it

peace be with you
I just won't go

are you gonna steal my heart again 
oh no

//put your hands up and 
//type in your snapchat right now 
//type your snapchat right now
//do it come on

Those brown curls showing gold and
Its bout the way it flows and
You know just where this goes
and you know I'll follow you

Endless I won't be holding
Something you know is stolen
Sometimes silence will fold and
I said I wont hold

//i can't handle this

The peace inside
You'll tear the line
Know we won't find it again

Petrified
Can't reside
I won't lose this again

Think of my
Endless nights
Waiting for that face to walk in

How will I
Dream tonight
Well I won't cause I fear

//they tell me everything

That you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

//no time for reckless truths and
//We'll find the only proof is
//behind the curtains moved and
//this time I'll fight for you but

//Next time you'll bite the bullet
//rewind there's still time to move and
//Realize there's nothing to this

//Just say it
//Please say it

I love you.

one day you wont be a kleptomaniac and im praying for it to come

cover shot by me :)

a lil lullaby i wrote in december

lyrics

i'll hold u so close
and i'll never let u go
lying still
just holding your quilt

the fireplace warms me on a cold day
this big estate, but our love fills the whole place

i'll hold u so close
and i'll never let u go
lying still
just holding your quilt

quilt

made a few minutes before work. thanks for the stems, beardy <3
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