droppin demos prod me and I AINT EVEN KNOW

prod me, ft @j4mxo
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im not tryna party
i just wanna be alone
all up in my feelings
sometimes wish i had a clone
do all the shit for me
while i plug up my headphones
music helps me cope wit it 
but i still dont wanna be grown

sometimes i second guess it
is it so critical
need to stay in the present
why am i paranoid fo'?
i stay thinkin about the (what?) unimportant
all the negatives 
i absorb them

i never learn my lesson, i really have to leave. 
and i don’t wanna play these games , this ain’t monopoly.
eat sleep and then repeat , my phone won’t pick up dnd, 
she playin wit me are you kidding me , just broke up wit her are you shittin me?
feel a lot of things but i can’t feel the pain,
stayin quiet idk what to say, try to stay focus i stay in my lane. 
and who gave you the okay? emotionally damaged i’m going insane
I’m doing my best yea you see it okay, I’m tryna make you see that i’m doing good things

im doing good things good things
now why can't i appreciate appreciate
never satisfied and i never will be
but i can try to try

good things

hurtinG

Seph X Xandror2 - Background

self prod

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kxly/maskmasc
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mask it up 
then i go 
im a ghost
im a ghost
if i cried
would it show
no one knows 
who i am anymore
i look masc
but i dont feel like it 
im a ghost 
i feel emptiness
i feel femme
i dont look like it
im a ghost 
you wont see nything nymore

if i trusted you
could you trust me back
im too credulous 
discernment is all that i lack
ill just let you in 
open for attack
please dont mess me up
but i wont hurt you back

its the same as yesterday
i wake up and hate my face
some days i feel i look more femme 
the other days i look more masculine
wish i looked more like a girl
all i got is my hair
i wish i looked more like my curls
i wish i wasnt ugly today

mask it up 
then i go 
im a ghost
im a ghost
if i cried
would it show
no one knows 
who i am anymore
i look masc
but i dont feel like it 
im a ghost 
i feel emptiness
i feel femme
i dont look like it
im a ghost 
you wont see nything nymore
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extremely ambient drops soon, 3 more drops of this style to go !!
also i promise I didn't fall off after jaron remix, these songs are like 3 months old, just wanted to post them !!

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masc//mask

kurtains shows off his pottery skills

i wish you would call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free, 
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate

tlk2ul8ly [demo] (prod. swazy*)

Bobs Magnet (prod. MathWizz, PizzaWiz) feat. my bionic brothers

never enough* (w/quedronol*)

prod and vocals by me

track .01/.03
on all plats 1/25, presave here:
distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/vvv

lyrics:
i built everything for you
i built
i built all of this for you
i can tell every moments way shorter than the last
i can tell you everything when i get the chance

you know me better than anyone else
and i dont trust myself
around myself
oh my god, im in hell
ill never make it out
just keep your head down and
dont make a move
just keep the window closed so
i wont fall through
i dont know what to do
by myself im still looking for views
keep me alive with tubes
only way youll remember what i do

mmm, theres nothing left

vorticist

youre looking at me weird you can be honest
i can see your worry through my eyelids
if i could change so easily i would
but it always sounds so loud through the silence

i thought i left it in the past
and i was hoping i would never look back
but what was once my every moment
comes back in fleeting thoughts to remind me of my lowest

why dont you stay a bit for just a little longer
fuck me up and throw me in the corner
i cant tell how much ive really changed
cuz every now and then im stuck in the same old place
staring at the same old face

a place so familiar it hurts
a face so familiar it hurts

tlk2ul8ly [demo] (prod. swazy*)

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