like inspo or shi for my ahh music

fuck december, shout out my friends
guitar by ttthou 

I fear that i’m not too good at music
and its frustrating because I have eyes on me at all times

I get a little power and I might abuse it
so I do better, at the bottom, you understand why I try?
I try too hard at everything put a camera on me
and 
watch me switch from the boy I was about 5s ago

I try too little at everything that matters
like when you put hot water on cold glass

wallflower clip

if you told me a couple things what would It be?
if I could read into your mind what would I see?
back to a time where we were doing shit that mattered 
right before I dropped the ball and then it shattered
 
and 

do you remember when you asked if I would drink?
at 5am picking your orders up from peets 
i dont think you owe like anything to me,
I just keep thinking bout shit I shouldnt think 

a big fan of your new friends and your blue hair
we didnt get a prom though call it loose ends 
like do I want a girlfriend or a bestfriend
like do I want a front seat when the world ends 

like do I want a small break or to give up
or do I wanna chest pass 
or to mean something to you
I never mean nothing to you

and would you try to stay up to see the moon fall?
i’m the biggest faker, take my mask off
I wrote a couple few songs, but they’re all wrong
I try to turn my shortcomes into someones

how I’m scared to live and both die?
I aint never brawled but i’ll go fight
something in the stars make me feel right

https://www.instagram.com/52_jd/

fighters

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where do i go?
where do i solve em?
run away from my problems
its so cold aint even December
lying to myself, like im so clever
never even got back my any sweaters
shit i try to forget i just remember
dont forget ur place u useless piece of shit
u never listen to urself ur such a hypocrite

when do i decide to quit?
decide that ive had enough of it
im so haunted by my past mistakes
countless nights of crying heart aches

where do i go?
where do i solve em?
run away from my problems
its so cold aint even December
lying to myself, like im so clever
never even got back my any sweaters
shit i try to forget i just remember
dont forget ur place u useless piece of shit
u never listen to urself ur such a hypocrite
i miss

runningawayagain?(akira3k)

lyrics:

Rot in your bed with me
Keep me company
Be my symphony
Can you?

You got me stuck on you
You got me stuck on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me tied up
I can't say it or it's up for me
Don't hit my phone up
Your attention's like a drug to me
If it ain't with me then I wish you pain and suffering
I give a fuck
But ima act like you mean nun to me

You don't like to talk it out
But you want communication
Can you make it make sense for me?
I try, but you know that it's killin' me

I want your love and your lust
I want your pain and your trust
I need your scent and your touch
I'm never getting enough of you

You got me stuck on you uh
You got me stuck on you uh

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

I'm just procrastinating

stuckk on you

"COWBOY BEBOP EPISODE 26 MINUTE 19:06"

song is by otuka, he just deleted it so i reuploaded it 😈

Lyrics:

(I'm just procrastinating)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

Do you hear me, my dear?
I'm calling for you
I'll give up my fear, and step away from my room
Step away my safe place, my comfort is you
My heart's not in the same place when it comes to you
(When it comes to you)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

darling

otuka - darling

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

it takes time to materialize your fantasies
in due time i'll find myself a remedy
or write songs, obsessing bout the melody
i'm headstrong but it's bout time that it gets to me

i shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

they don't even try to see where i'm coming from
cuz when i needed it more, i had no one
but i don't even blame em for it
yeah, i would never shame em for it
i'd hate but i can't afford it

i'm way too focused on me
i'm giving into my hopes and greed
but they try to paint like it's much worse than it seems
and they wonder why i'm tearing at the seams
i try to bear it til i

shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

break

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

I still save a seat for you
it’s just out of habit
I can’t remembered what happened

it’s like I blinked then you’re gone
it’s not the same place without you
don’t think I forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but I got to 
My words never got through
and they won’t cuz you’re gone

there’s this void inside my chest
inside my head, I can’t fill it
don’t know the last thing I said,
the last thing we did
why couldn’t I cry that day?
no tears streaming down my face

I wish I could say goodbye- bye- bye 
would I feel the same?
or would I get peace of mind? - mind - mind
wish we could go back frame by frame
take it all away
one more time

but we don’t get what we ask for

why am I breaking down
I’m feeling it now
there’s no use in hiding when no one's around
I’ll figure it out
I won’t make a sound
I’ll keep it to myself like it’s all I’m allowed
I still save a seat for you
Only if I knew 
We’d be stuck like glue
Til the end

it’s like I blinked then you’re gone
it’s not the same place without you
don’t think I forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but I got to 
My words never got through
and they won’t cuz you’re gone

still save a seat for you / don't worry about me

still save a seat for you

https://open.spotify.com/track/6PqCIIx3fFkXLjLYw3Gk4D?si=npFE7NGBQbeMvKchX67wig&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5Pst8vT1RfswaG9y4LEGPk

prod me

i'll turn into a ghost
and i'll sacrifice ur kids
it seems such a shame
but u know thats just how it is
writing poem after poem
about how im so helpless
i rlly wasnt lying u can see it on my wrists

i know nobody can help me
kick me when im down
and im so unhealthy
cut away a frown on my face
and lets see
u run away from town
without me

im a clown
im a sucker for u
like wow
who else would suffer for u
like i do

i know nobody can help me
kick me when im down
and im so unhealthy
cut away a frown on my face
and lets see
u run away from town
without me

writing poems

disguise prod bunii

Lie/2-Me

oh theres a flash flood
keep bringing bad luck
thought it was mad love
but i was wrong
oh you wanna act up
but theres nothing to patch up
leave it all in the past cause
ive been thinking too long
wide awake is how i 
die and lay and rot
inside my cage
so you can smell my regret from
miles away
the air is thick and hazy
it all erased
come take me out my

barry

notes://
cover art is a painting i bought in Asheville
featuring @kurtains
he made the beat as well

lryics:
I feel like I been dumb so long
I feel like I been done so wrong
And I made my own mistakes so what
Cause even if I fall apart today
I know you’d be there all along the way
Yeah even if I lost it all today
I know you’d be the

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


I want to be honest
Because I know you’re on it
And I dont know how we got here
Dont know why you’re not here
Dont know why you’re not clear
I want to be honest
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
Na uk bitches let em in
Ah ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah
dont wanna feel this type of way
ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah

dont wanna feel this type of way
2 S 0 3 United way
2 S 0 3 the only way
It never happens if you wait
But if it happens then be safe
Ah ah ah ah
Try not to dwell on your mistakes
I want to tell you that you’re 

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


uk bitches w/ kurtains

ouu (feat. 2hollis)

think he niztopia put the bread in the couch
ALL PLATS: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/imnotvrycreative/lifeline
========================
Lyrics:
I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

I tried to let that go, I did
Yeah, but you know I couldn't
Big pet peeve, can't push my buttons
'Cause I can't trip, won't lose my footing
Damn, just gotta keep that pushing
Man, love when they think I wouldn't
Hand shaking, I just don't want it
Yeah and if I'm being honest

I need the bucks on Bunyan
I make it look like nothing
I want them sour like mustard
Wanna catch up, keep running
Sum like detective, dusted
He went pro at bluffing
It don't gotta mean much, talk shit 'cause I love it

And I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

Gotta be kidding me now
Ain't make me stronger, it's killing me, ouch
I couldn't recommend going that route
Think he Niztopia, put the bread in the couch
I got some T's to cross
Too many things I'm thinking 'bout
I honestly don't wanna talk, probably won't see me reaching out
And you think that is, it isn't, yeah
Could you please get out my business? Damn
I know you think that is, it isn't, yeah
Could you tell me if I'm tripping

Cause I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

(I-I, can't be in my right mind)
(Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline)
(And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time)
(Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying)

runningawayagain?(akira3k)

buttonsforeyes

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