fuck december, shout out my friends
guitar by ttthou 

I fear that i’m not too good at music
and its frustrating because I have eyes on me at all times

I get a little power and I might abuse it
so I do better, at the bottom, you understand why I try?
I try too hard at everything put a camera on me
and 
watch me switch from the boy I was about 5s ago

I try too little at everything that matters
like when you put hot water on cold glass

wallflower clip

if you told me a couple things what would It be?
if I could read into your mind what would I see?
back to a time where we were doing shit that mattered 
right before I dropped the ball and then it shattered
 
and 

do you remember when you asked if I would drink?
at 5am picking your orders up from peets 
i dont think you owe like anything to me,
I just keep thinking bout shit I shouldnt think 

a big fan of your new friends and your blue hair
we didnt get a prom though call it loose ends 
like do I want a girlfriend or a bestfriend
like do I want a front seat when the world ends 

like do I want a small break or to give up
or do I wanna chest pass 
or to mean something to you
I never mean nothing to you

and would you try to stay up to see the moon fall?
i’m the biggest faker, take my mask off
I wrote a couple few songs, but they’re all wrong
I try to turn my shortcomes into someones

how I’m scared to live and both die?
I aint never brawled but i’ll go fight
something in the stars make me feel right

https://www.instagram.com/52_jd/

fighters

"COWBOY BEBOP EPISODE 26 MINUTE 19:06"

https://open.spotify.com/track/6PqCIIx3fFkXLjLYw3Gk4D?si=npFE7NGBQbeMvKchX67wig&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5Pst8vT1RfswaG9y4LEGPk

prod me

i'll turn into a ghost
and i'll sacrifice ur kids
it seems such a shame
but u know thats just how it is
writing poem after poem
about how im so helpless
i rlly wasnt lying u can see it on my wrists

i know nobody can help me
kick me when im down
and im so unhealthy
cut away a frown on my face
and lets see
u run away from town
without me

im a clown
im a sucker for u
like wow
who else would suffer for u
like i do

i know nobody can help me
kick me when im down
and im so unhealthy
cut away a frown on my face
and lets see
u run away from town
without me

writing poems

Lie/2-Me

oh theres a flash flood
keep bringing bad luck
thought it was mad love
but i was wrong
oh you wanna act up
but theres nothing to patch up
leave it all in the past cause
ive been thinking too long
wide awake is how i 
die and lay and rot
inside my cage
so you can smell my regret from
miles away
the air is thick and hazy
it all erased
come take me out my

barry

notes://
cover art is a painting i bought in Asheville
featuring @kurtains
he made the beat as well

lryics:
I feel like I been dumb so long
I feel like I been done so wrong
And I made my own mistakes so what
Cause even if I fall apart today
I know you’d be there all along the way
Yeah even if I lost it all today
I know you’d be the

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


I want to be honest
Because I know you’re on it
And I dont know how we got here
Dont know why you’re not here
Dont know why you’re not clear
I want to be honest
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
Na uk bitches let em in
Ah ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah
dont wanna feel this type of way
ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah

dont wanna feel this type of way
2 S 0 3 United way
2 S 0 3 the only way
It never happens if you wait
But if it happens then be safe
Ah ah ah ah
Try not to dwell on your mistakes
I want to tell you that you’re 

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


uk bitches w/ kurtains

ouu (feat. 2hollis)

think he niztopia put the bread in the couch
ALL PLATS: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/imnotvrycreative/lifeline
========================
Lyrics:
I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

I tried to let that go, I did
Yeah, but you know I couldn't
Big pet peeve, can't push my buttons
'Cause I can't trip, won't lose my footing
Damn, just gotta keep that pushing
Man, love when they think I wouldn't
Hand shaking, I just don't want it
Yeah and if I'm being honest

I need the bucks on Bunyan
I make it look like nothing
I want them sour like mustard
Wanna catch up, keep running
Sum like detective, dusted
He went pro at bluffing
It don't gotta mean much, talk shit 'cause I love it

And I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

Gotta be kidding me now
Ain't make me stronger, it's killing me, ouch
I couldn't recommend going that route
Think he Niztopia, put the bread in the couch
I got some T's to cross
Too many things I'm thinking 'bout
I honestly don't wanna talk, probably won't see me reaching out
And you think that is, it isn't, yeah
Could you please get out my business? Damn
I know you think that is, it isn't, yeah
Could you tell me if I'm tripping

Cause I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

(I-I, can't be in my right mind)
(Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline)
(And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time)
(Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying)

wake me up when its done(micheal rose)

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