https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Lyrics

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

Chilling outside a friend's house in the rain
Graffiti walls always stained with my name
In the overgrowth under the train tracks 
Were running from grey skies that blemish the pain

Circulation is running low all in my brain
Can't tell what's left from right as my vision fades
Waking up in a new place new face
Don't recognize a fucking thing I think the drugs ruptured my veins

Cus im running down Bradbury street
I thought if I kept running maybe the fog would clear and I would be fine
Cus you see depression doesn't work that way we numb the pain
With alcohol and drugs or anything that will fit in our veins

Another night another day wasted to my sleep, yeah but
I don't give a fuck cus then I don't control just how I think
Its easier to get lost in your dreams than deal with something  real
So if you wanna fucking talk then find me in a place where I don't exist

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

I'm on the edge
Living like I'm bouta fall
Head first, last looks up at shining stars

Thoughts sprinting through my brain like Usain go bolt
Fuck around ain't listen to talks, cuz they kinda dark

Why they fucking they judging me like they know what I've done
They see  tattoos and gold teeth and not the soul I got
What the fuck they want from me they looking in disgust
All these fucking exes but aint ever meet a family bruh

I gotta run lately
Light up from the blunt save me
Sprinting from my fucking past I know I gotta numb daily

Love a setting sun baby
Night is when I run, from these
Demons in my fucking brain that laughing at my dreams hating

Ima chase a fucking dream till the day I die
Thassa fucking fact put that on my fucking brothers lives
Boy I aint about all this pussy shit I see around
Keep it fucking real, unless I'm manic then I crumble down

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

Crumbling

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Crumbling

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master by sebastian metzner rickards
cover art by me
video shot + edited by @glxsgxw

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MUSIC VIDEO

CAST A SPELL

ON ALL PLATFORMS 
LYRICS- 
I don't like this, I don't like this no no no 
Fucked up in my head no I don't think that imma make it
fetty hit my line oh boy I think i need to take it 
faded I aint coming back my memory erase it 
this time I'll be gone for good there's no need to be patient
I know, I know that I could've looked the other way 
but where's the fun in giving up if there ain't ever hell to pay
I know, I know what my family is gonna say 
you had so much potential for a drug you threw it all away
I think I know right from wrong (right from wrong)
voices in my head won't stop
please don't cry it won't be long (please don't cry)
fuck with me and sing along
 imma cut ties to the ones I leave Imma do my thing I might go
please don't leave me hanging baby I ain't nothin like you
I can't take this anymore your blade is cutting right through
one day I'll sit back and say there ain't no way that I'll go on x2

do my thing I might go please don't leave me hanging baby I aint nothin like you I ain't nothin like you x2

Produced by LeLxx

hang me from the ballad

Channel 5 (p. grayskies)

This cover was made with NON MONETARY PURPOSES. If the creator of the song wishes for me to remove it for some reason, please let me know.
@chrisrainmusic

CHRIS RAIN - BREAK ME (COVER)

What the fuck
I'm so nervous for
Shaking like I'm withdrawal percocet
Wonder if I just spoke up would it all turn out that I was getting in my head
Been months
Well and a bunch of years attached
I was in fourth grade just to be exact
In fact by the time we graduated
I figured that I wouldn't ever say shit
Fuck no
What a cruel world its been to me
With no friends to keep
And loose ends that keep on slipping
But back then I didn't worry bout shit other than this
As a young kid
I just went to school
And had and innocent crush I guess I just refused
To go up to her and say how I felt
Because in my mind shes too perfect
Hell I doubt she even notice me
When we spoke I just fumbled
Sounded so dumb so I tried to let it go
By the end of high-school I pretend I didn't know you
Felt embarrassing
Couldn't get a grip
I ran into you in the public
So many times
And whenever I would try to talk
My brain shut down and and my eyes were caught on you

If you hate me
Can you let me know
I can't tell at all I guess I gotta crush
Think it may seem
I'ma mess I know
Should I just move on girl am I outta luck
You look at me
I'm folding
It breaks me down I think I've had enough
If you hate me
Can you let me know
If I fell in love or if I gotta crush

What the fuck
I've had many dates
Never shy when I'm met with a pretty face
But every time that you pass me by I wanna run thru the dry wall cuz I can't get it straight
She a gorgeous girl
I don't know her well
Yeah I'm sure that she got her heart broke before
And I hate that
I wish I could fix it
Going down that roads like driving stick shift
Whoa
High-school sucked
By then it was safe to say that I'd never get a chance
On top of that I was a loser making music while she going out making friends
Grew my hair out long got dreads and became a mess people always give me stares
I had a bad break up with a ex got my shit together and I started taking care
4 years had past it all crossed my mind again
I decided it was time to try again
I hit the dms like hello how you been
I had a couple things I wanna talk about
Then to my surprise I got no reply
And said fuck it its fine put it all behind me
Moving on in life
Didn't think about it
Then she joined the gym that I had been working out at
If god is real then has aligning this
Divine timing
Better call a shaman in
Some how I better get the guts to walk up and say what I wanted
For the longest time
So I breathe take second to collect myself
Light headed and I'm shaking
Just like back in the day when we met but now
I looked at her and I'm saying

Crush

isolated

IT ALL FALLS DOWN

Rolling Stone Interlude

It starts with me and you again,
you don't wanna be just friends
buzzing up my fucking phone
wouldn't care if i was dead

ya  coming back, ya coming back, and ya talking again
ya coming back just to watch me to suffer again

manic depression, fucked in the brain, everything you say yeah  its not okay
fucking suicidal wanna climb in my head rearrange these wires and say i'm ok but i cant cus
everything a little bit harder now, everything is on repeat for now, but their saying that i shouldn't go

darker and darker into places where I roam, 
it's from the left to the right and i'm stuck here alone, 
wanna be basic cant change it everything you say hate it, 
everything i touch break it. everything i love fake it

spinning and spinning until I fall
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it all.
will you and come pick me up when i collapsed
would you just fix me up when I relapsed

spinning and spinning until I fall
will you fix it, fix it or break it out
will you build me up out of pieces
will you help me up, I think I know what you meant.

wait;

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@lilrodger
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@dearpyrrhic
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lyrics:
in a moshpit
at a riot
making noise but i still move in silence
for the ones who be fuckin up our hearts
bitch you thought ive been broken from the start

in my black fit
with my wrists slit
yeah im sad drink a fifth just to stay lit
chew my way through the ball till my nosebleed
imma waste my life in a hole ; weak

yeah i live fast
feel the whiplash
im an outcast 
in love with the witchcraft
casting all these spells 
hittin licks on bitches who tell
you better lock me in a cell
cuz i swear imma raise this hell

drugged up blade out
got the blood up on my jeans
mask off fangs out 
everyday is halloween
throw up pass out
im the first to pop a bean
gloves off knockout 
im the first to cause a scene

in a moshpit
at a riot
making noise but i still move in silence
for the ones who be fuckin up our hearts
bitch you thought ive been broken from the start

in my black fit
with my wrists slit
yeah im sad drink a fifth just to stay lit
chew my way through the ball till my nosebleed
imma waste my life in a hole ; weak

tell me you love me
tell me you miss me
ive been going crazy
now my visions hazy

cuz im off of the shits
im deeper than six
im into the core
i swear you're the plug
im fiending for me

ill hit the line off your ass and spend the night between your thighs
in the morning hit up louis cuz we gotta look fly when we die

in a moshpit
at a riot
making noise but i still move in silence
for the ones who be fuckin up our hearts
bitch you thought ive been broken from the start

in my black fit
with my wrists slit
yeah im sad drink a fifth just to stay lit
chew my way through the ball till my nosebleed
imma waste my life in a hole ; weak

in a moshpit
at a riot
making noise but i still move in silence
for the ones who be fuckin up our hearts
bitch you thought ive been broken from the start

in my black fit
with my wrists slit
yeah im sad drink a fifth just to stay lit
chew my way through the ball till my nosebleed
imma waste my life in a hole ; weak

NOSEBLEED

🖤Goner🖤
@officialgoner
☠️https://www.instagram.com/goner/
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
I woke up in a bad mood (bad mood)
Cuz I was dreaming about you (about you)
And it’s not who you would think
Hear the whispers in the wind and the stitching of the skin
And now I’m in a bad mood (bad mood)
Cuz I was thinking about you (about you)
And it’s exactly who you’d think
It’s the stupid fucking bitch that smiles back when I grin

No one cares, no one cares
I’m the black sheep and everybody stares
Dagger cuts deep, do you wanna try it?
In the cut but I can’t stop crying
On the floor, on my own
Got Patron and Dom Pérignon (Pérignon)
Feel like drinking is my only diet
Won’t stop till my lips turn violet

As the ground opens up and begins to swallow me whole
Think about all the things that were left untold
Rise again just to dive headfirst into the
Ocean
Oh shit
Try not to get roped in
I don’t a give a damn about you
I done lost my values
Get the fuck up out my face
Cuz I woke up in a bad mood
I woke up in a bad mood (bad mood, bad mood)
Cuz I was dreaming about you (about you)
And it’s not who you would think
Hear the whispers in the wind and the stitching of the skin
And now I’m in a bad mood (bad mood)
Cuz I was thinking about you (about you)
And it’s exactly who you’d think
It’s the stupid fucking bitch that smiles back when I grin

I woke up in a bad mood
Heart stop blank face with an attitude
Cold sweats passed threats that’s what we’ve been through
Nights change closed case where it’s nothing new

How I’m feeling you can take it or leave it
We can end this tonight or is this some sort of reason
Cuz now I’m barely breathing and there’s a lot of these demons
Do we end this tonight, or do we keep on keeping y’know?

I woke up in a bad mood
Heart stop blank face with an attitude
Cold sweats passed threats that’s what we’ve been through
Nights change closed case where it’s nothing new (Goner bitch)

I woke up in a bad mood (bad mood)
Cuz I was dreaming about you (about you)
And it’s not who you would think
Hear the whispers in the wind and the stitching of the skin
And now I’m in a bad mood (bad mood)
Cuz I was thinking about you (about you)
And it’s exactly who you’d think
It’s the stupid fucking bitch that smiles back when I grin

CHRIS RAIN - BREAK ME (COVER)

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