Happy Holidays & Happy Anniversary to the legendary track getting on the top of the dubstep playlist with my lovely face on it: https://soundcloud.com/syzymusic/syzy2-is-goin-ham-into-2022-now-on-main-check-desc. 
This one has been in the vault since way earlier in the year hope you guys enjoy <3 DL is on!
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https://soundcloud.com/syzymusic/medium-rare-milk?in=syzymusic/sets/plz-enjoy-music-ep-never-say

Syzy - Medium Rare Milk (Elxnce Remix)

(i stare at the moon)

prod/written by me @prodmusa
additional guitars & composition by @soupandreas
mixed & mastered by me & @soupandreas

free acapella for soundcloud remixes :] https://hypeddit.com/prodmusa
stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1ERplxBPVXEUusM4NQnTRl?si=c4f439c2fb9d4fd6

lyrics:
oh Luna 
if you were here to see how dark it is around me you’d shine until the world went blind 
oh luna 
i’ll always think of you
and every consequence of words i said can only be defended by my actions now
(we’ll be just fine!)

it’s okay to cry oh Luna, baby
when you called me from your car parked at the lot your parents wanted you home in 5
so we kept it brief
(when I needed time!)
 
to sort through all the possibilities of moving on from a relationship that was, come to think of it, not deep
from the streets to the country
& when you came back for a week couldn’t we have talked it out by then?
i promise i am there
(i’m there!)

it’s okay to cry oh Luna baby, i’ll catch the tears right from your eyes 
yeah shit is different than it was last June, i like to romanticize 
we can take a u-haul to a park by Brooklyn Bridge and sit & waste our lives
just to end up disappointing each-other, by the time you left it was colder in July 

(i stare at the moon)

if you were here to see how dark it is around me you’d shine until the world went blind 
oh luna 
i’ll always think of you
and every consequence of words i said can only be defended

it’s okay to cry oh Luna baby, I’ll catch the tears right from your eyes 
yeah shit is different than it was last June, i like to romanticize 
we can take a u-haul to a park by Brooklyn Bridge and sit & waste our lives
just to end up disappointing each-other, by the time you left it was colder in July 

if you were here to see how dark it is around me you’d shine until the world went blind 
oh luna 
i’ll always think of you
and every consequence of words i said can only be defended by my actions now

it’s okay to cry oh Luna baby, I’ll catch the tears right from your eyes 
yeah shit is different than it was last June, i like to romanticize 
we can take a u-haul to a park by Brooklyn Bridge and sit & waste our lives
just to end up disappointing each-other, by the time you left it was colder in July 

& shit is different 
yeah I’m colder now

luna

free acapella <3

luna (prod. musa)

amazing cover art by @musictravels (jacob travels)
thank you Jacob for all the encouragement, advice, and painting.

thank you Christian and Paddy for feedback.

sifting through the worst of it, I know it shouldn't hurt
sifting through the worst of the words

Quit it with the philosopher pose
Just start singing some words and record
It doesn't need to make sense right now
and you know it I'm not built like a poet, baby

United States of America Centric Chart-Topping Lyrical Miracle 2022
I look up to you, I know it's a sin but I feel like it's my only escape

hide the fact that I am writing something pretty bad but it's okay,
hiding terrible songs that you'll never hear
but you know it I'm not built like a poet baby

Can't I stop making it hard, there is nothing to write
I know all of the words and they're just trying to hide

Plan is to bring my folks over to the show, to show them that I could do it
And in good time oh how much I'd grow, I'll tell them that they knew it

I wish I could write like Phoebe, Matty, You, Justin, Tracy, and you

Can't I stop making it hard, there is nothing to write
I know all of the words and they're just trying to hide

Just stop making it hard, there is nothing to write
You know all of the words in your heart and your mind

Lyrics 2022

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camoufly - Kaleidoscope feat. Alexander Lewis (takecare04 remix)

dropping this one early on soundcloud for my birthday! (31/12) hope y'all enjoy and please presave on the link below to know when it officially drops on 10/1 <3

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emotional distance

STREAM

inspired by bon iver the goat <3
hope you guys like

lyrics:
i feel the sun shining on my face
cause my days are no longer hazed
by your games
that you played
on me
on me
on meeeee

theres no more clouds above my head
raining down on me cause youre dead
to me
to me
to me
to me

my lifes full of joy and light
i dont miss our irrelevant fights
cause youuu
are gone
for good
for gooood

i can talk to people again
cause my heads no longer filled with dread
from youu
its trueee
you hurt
and broke meeeee

i just want to expose ya
so turn up the exposure
on the camera
whats the matter
dont run
let this sink in

thefundamentalsofhumanemotions

PRESAVE

thefundamentalsofhumanemotions (live)

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

~~~

to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

spotlight
coming in hot
a yellow flash is all it takes I see you when i meditate ’til you beeline
you always do
there’s no rational for you staying
so irrational for you to think I wouldn’t

go for all the second dates the morning after
I wonder what the fuq i said
to make you get up and leave

take my place
for now i need a minute

take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away

well I’m not gonna force it
telling horror stories
i couldn’t show you love in a purgatory now i see it
it’s all transitory
if its a yellow-white flash, it’s an allegory i wonder what it takes
i’ll settle for my fate
but i wouldn’t let you wait
you sighed from my mistakes


i wonder what i would be doing if it wasn’t for you
hiding from the truth is all i’ll ever do
ah fuq! i wish i said to you
‘no please don’t get up and leave’

take my place
for now i need a minute
take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away
yeah

and i stay lit
just a little bit
too long cause i wanna catch a glimpse of it you said you didn’t know me anymore no you said you didn’t know me
it’s my fault you let me go

It's my fault you let me go

its been some days since ive tried
to clean up my mind
its been some days since i find
some way to decide
will i ever see the light
maybe if i really try
dont think i really might but
recently ive caught up with the system now

late light coming through
since i dont think i know what happend now
it slowly had me been for now
since i tried for you

thats cause i like you
nevermind i dont think you do too

maybe i shouldve done my best
maybe i shouldve just listened
it wasnt as easy as they said
got to catch up so i fit in with the rest
i didnt stutter in a minute now
i didnt put it into question now
got to blend in but i dont know how
recently ive caught up with the system now

late light coming through
since i dont think i know what happend now
it slowly had me been for now
since i tried for you
thats cause i like you
nevermind i dont think you do too
scared to be lied to
its pure bliss

everytime i think its over
it just keeps coming back
i wish that life could go slower
but it keeps speeding up
i really want to get to know her
i think i need to catch up
do i really want to grow up

ive been in this room for way too long
all i have to do is work and give it some time
soon ill move on with a clearer mind
will be

(but it just keeps coming back
thats cause i like you
but if i were you i would not know if i would too
cause i didnt even try to)

its pure bliss

all my love

thats cause i like you
nevermind i dont think you do too

3/11/2022  - 29/1/2023

recently

lil pop song for yall <3

go stream https://open.spotify.com/album/1FL9TvHJNRP5uFI1Mynl3L?si=8nbdSSW5QzeyEV-l8gcWbQ

(u should make me ur accessory)
(u should make me ur accessor-)

can i crash at ur place, i swear it’s only for the night
i know i said we’re done, but ill keep crawling back into ur life
codependence at its finest, in the back of my mind
ill keep pushing it back and reassure that im fine

driving to ur place despite the things u said to me
i know i shouldn’t but u have the only thing i need
u think it’s complacency, but i know it’s necessity 
so show me off around the town and make me ur accessory

off a tab and i said something that took it too far 
think i took too much, don’t wanna vomit in ur car
that’s what i get for trusting someone that i met at the bar
i think that im coming down, but idk where u are

oh, i guess im walking home alone tonight
oh, pale reflections echo in the dead of night
oh, ur reactions playing in the back of my mind
ill keep living out of spite, till my body’s out of life

driving to ur place despite the things u said to me
i know i shouldn’t but u have the only thing i need
u think it’s complacency, but i know it’s necessity 
so show me off around the town and make me ur accessory
driving to ur place despite the things u said to me
i know i shouldn’t but u have the only thing i need
u think it’s complacency, but i know it’s necessity 
so show me off around the town and make me ur accessory

accessory

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