The Upload

ONE YEAR + joeyy - toyota (prod. maknae)

10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

@prodpatient
@noklaf11
@glassxhotel
@spazzteamonline

mix me & patient
track arrangement patient
master patient
gfx me

(patient)
you told me one
and you told them two
your heart was numb
i wasnt numb with you
well now im done
i just want the truth
it wasn’t you
who fucking broke the news
to me
i don’t believe
a thing you’re saying now
i wanted you to be
the one for me
but now im doubting
if you’re real

(syringe angel)
solitude is selling my soul l
i plant grave flowers but they’re  choke by a stroke
 this city doesn't know  it just stands like a stone
but i wanna know...

u know i'd like to tell you smth
 i have a gun to my head and u can’t stop me 
you left me like that... :(
 In hotel of glass ... :)

im bright (??) im fine (?!!!)
these lies quite hard
my heart is dust 
tears drugs wtf

(patient)
under moonlight
high tide
this is how i grow
teardrops
hang from my eyes
u tell me that you know
everything inside of my mind
i tell u that u don’t
well it turns out
u dont give a fuck
and now im on my own

leaving doubt

Spotify

leaving doubt + patient (noklaf11 yggd patient)

Denial (prod. Avail)

@mental

see me, i might go see u out the door
bby tell me whats wrong n then tell me what this for
ahhh girl teach me how u do it
i swear u make me lose it
lights out watch your whole movement

yeah i know ur toxic i can deal with it
tell me are u feeling it
no no im not feeling it
yeah that boy a dog chase his tail in a circle
we not friends get out my circle
choppa turn that boy purple

no i'm not done
number nine jeans on me
wait,, hold on
i can sense something bads gonna happen
i got eyes on the back of my head
you aint ever gonna catch me lacking
and yo team be switchin n switchin its side
turn it to a fraction

what do u wanna do
it's never working out
last night i called you stupid
sorry i think out loud

i'm sorry girl i havent been the person i used to be
and honestly please just tell me what you see in me
i'll see what's in you too
just believe in me

feel your aura, girl i like it way TOO much
and i feel so warm when i feel ur touch
*and i feel so warm when i feel your t-*

and i will honestly do anything to make you smile
and i will honestly do anything just give me a while i-

out loud (mental)

cover of one of my favorite songs <3
https://soundcloud.com/osno1/gone-with-a-knife-given-all-wrong

cover art by @godsintrees on twt
~

holding me tight, rolled around my bones
you were holding me tight, feeling like a lie
you were gone with a knife; given all wrong
you said baby don't you know that i need u

gone with a knife; given all wrong (cover)

Better Than I Do (prod. Avail)

@spira_me
@buffalobang
@with3rx
@sg37

You dance like the june sky (in a trance floating tonight)
Fleeting dream i feel like Tidus, do you want to be my Yuna?

Rapper (spira me/buffalobang/with3r/sg37)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion

Yeah i’m back here once again 
no surprise... nobodies surprised 
it’s not anybody it’s inside 
there’s no where to hide 
They said it gets better and they lied
but I guess that’s life 
Tryna forget what’s been on my mind 
do it all the time 
I Just copped some shit and I feel good
I should knock on wood 
she said that she hates me and she should
I misunderstood 
Still walking around in the rain 
only time i’m sane
you do what you do for some fame
we are not the same 
What did I do to deserve this 
I make money and it’s worthless 
I don’t care about the numbers 
literally in the dungeons
what can I do to make it better 
It’s here rn but not forever 
I don’t have no one to rely on
nobody knows whenever i’m gone 
I just did it again 
They told me to stop so i do it again 
That’s not how he lives he’s just playing pretend 
I said that I cared but i’m playing pretend 
Crow got it in and it’s 10/10
Don’t worry about it just know that i’m sipping 
I’m in the back of the car and we’re skidding
She wants me now yeah bro no kidding
Hate on the kid cause I keep on winning
Stepped in strath w a pacc on me 
Stepped in harrolds w a rack on me 
Line too far went slack on me
Made 5k from a  stack homie 
I’m at the lake chill with the frogs
Look at the pounds I made with the dogs 
Got discount they think imma star 
No license ghost drived the car 
I had to slow down i'm taking a...
I’m out w the crows were staying up 
Can’t hear you at all you’re breaking up 
You ain’t never done nothing you make it up 
Everything mundane so I change it 
They don’t understand so they hate it 
Why would I care bout a payment 
Everything that i’ve done is a statement

Dion - Wonder Why (prod. Avail)

https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin + https://soundcloud.com/rodmadeit

This times for us baby gon put my phone on DND
I’m at the store posted up lookin like a PNG
I want whatever you want, baby what you tellin me ?
Whatever you want 
What. ever. you. want.

Just like a rose
When I saw you my heart it un-froze
Couldn’t rewrite it if I wanted, I’m not much good at prose 
One of those?
Yeah, been there, time heals it the most 
“What if we never got to meet?”
Well I guess nobody knows 
Even if I had amnesia it would it stay on my mind 
When people ask me what I’m doing I say "Wasting my time"
Nothings surprises me when you realise we even exist 
There’s a song in my head it goes a little like this 

I hate to say goodbye so I won’t talk anymore 
Walk in the clear blue sky I don’t wanna wait anymore
Day after day I’ve tried but I think this time it’s working 
The PostLow for certain, in too deep like I’m surfing 
Cash coming in rn but I don’t care for it much 
They tried act so cool but I’m not into that stuff 
All of the words right there on my lips like a kiss 
There’s a song in my head it goes a little like this

DND (prod. recycleBin + rodmadeit)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYoEvtuKa0Y
ft @drrux
mix, prod, coverart by me (@bigdog30k)

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
I love fucking up for myself 
I’m coming down once again 
She’s Gorgeous 
Whenever I see her lose my breath 
Why am I skipping every step 
I can never figure  where we stand 
Please go easy I’m doing all i can 
Turns out I was never trying my best
I could never see it for what it is

[buffalobang]
I know you sew me up but 
Im hanging onto the last thread
Real bad day cant make out what just happend
I really fucked it up huh?
Everything is collapsing
Hold me close baby im on my last leg
I was hoping not to get close
Stayed inside my stronghold
Yea i tried not to get too close 
Made it by on bare bones

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

Stronghold

StrongHold (ft drux)

hate picking up calls (prod. lucison)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/rprezo1
Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/eruesudi

Better Than I Do (prod. Avail)

Dion

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