produced by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv
art by https://soundcloud.com/bydion & https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

Yonder

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKok9eWeUuY
prod https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/gregar
mix/master me

lyrics
this feels like going nowhere
but im still trynna make it
and she called me a monster :(
yea i stole her heart to break it

man i feel like just another
and i dont know how to say it
im only getting dumber
and i dont know how to take it

yea i guess its better leaving
& i guess its not so easy
but imma make it please believe me
imma take it to the ceiling

fuck man another day passes
& its all meaningless aint trynna be dramatic
nothings worth it i dont know what happened
its all crazy to u to me its so tragic

and i aint feeling, call it apathy
dont wanna meet i told her let it be
cus i aint seeing what u see in me?
(its been awhile since ive been feeling me)

another text another melody
its been awhile since ive been feeling me
man its just another day to me

apathy (Opal + GRXGVR)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
I told bro cover your face, just incase they try to take a pic
Just the thought of getting caught is enough to start to make him sick
In the car, I'm looking left and right I need to know the routes
Stop the car right here, this is the spot, this is the whereabouts
No words exchanged, just a nod then we cut
If we get caught tonight then bro we're way more than fucked
Somethings don't need to be said and tonight was the same
I hated what we did, but tonight that would change
Lighthouse from the beach it's so picturesque
Another night wasted cause I had to clean somebodies mess
Evidence is pressed, I'm not stressed, alibis are next
Threats? I think you must be confused you never got a text
The streets are clean maybe it was Mr. Sheen
Even if we had another hour you couldn't get the meaning
Bro just walked into the place & he's T'd like Christ
I know you have morals well thats perfect I have just the price

Dion - Truther (prod. Avail)

@pradaaslife @ddertbag
🍹⛱    ☁️ 1️⃣2️⃣ 3️⃣

swoopy & pradaaslife - 123 (prod. ddertbag)

@spira_me
@buffalobang
@with3rx
@sg37

You dance like the june sky (in a trance floating tonight)
Fleeting dream i feel like Tidus, do you want to be my Yuna?

Rapper (spira me/buffalobang/with3r/sg37)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion

Yeah i’m back here once again 
no surprise... nobodies surprised 
it’s not anybody it’s inside 
there’s no where to hide 
They said it gets better and they lied
but I guess that’s life 
Tryna forget what’s been on my mind 
do it all the time 
I Just copped some shit and I feel good
I should knock on wood 
she said that she hates me and she should
I misunderstood 
Still walking around in the rain 
only time i’m sane
you do what you do for some fame
we are not the same 
What did I do to deserve this 
I make money and it’s worthless 
I don’t care about the numbers 
literally in the dungeons
what can I do to make it better 
It’s here rn but not forever 
I don’t have no one to rely on
nobody knows whenever i’m gone 
I just did it again 
They told me to stop so i do it again 
That’s not how he lives he’s just playing pretend 
I said that I cared but i’m playing pretend 
Crow got it in and it’s 10/10
Don’t worry about it just know that i’m sipping 
I’m in the back of the car and we’re skidding
She wants me now yeah bro no kidding
Hate on the kid cause I keep on winning
Stepped in strath w a pacc on me 
Stepped in harrolds w a rack on me 
Line too far went slack on me
Made 5k from a  stack homie 
I’m at the lake chill with the frogs
Look at the pounds I made with the dogs 
Got discount they think imma star 
No license ghost drived the car 
I had to slow down i'm taking a...
I’m out w the crows were staying up 
Can’t hear you at all you’re breaking up 
You ain’t never done nothing you make it up 
Everything mundane so I change it 
They don’t understand so they hate it 
Why would I care bout a payment 
Everything that i’ve done is a statement

Dion - Wonder Why (prod. Avail)

https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin + https://soundcloud.com/rodmadeit

This times for us baby gon put my phone on DND
I’m at the store posted up lookin like a PNG
I want whatever you want, baby what you tellin me ?
Whatever you want 
What. ever. you. want.

Just like a rose
When I saw you my heart it un-froze
Couldn’t rewrite it if I wanted, I’m not much good at prose 
One of those?
Yeah, been there, time heals it the most 
“What if we never got to meet?”
Well I guess nobody knows 
Even if I had amnesia it would it stay on my mind 
When people ask me what I’m doing I say "Wasting my time"
Nothings surprises me when you realise we even exist 
There’s a song in my head it goes a little like this 

I hate to say goodbye so I won’t talk anymore 
Walk in the clear blue sky I don’t wanna wait anymore
Day after day I’ve tried but I think this time it’s working 
The PostLow for certain, in too deep like I’m surfing 
Cash coming in rn but I don’t care for it much 
They tried act so cool but I’m not into that stuff 
All of the words right there on my lips like a kiss 
There’s a song in my head it goes a little like this

DND (prod. recycleBin + rodmadeit)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

Ay no offence
There’s a chance this is my very best
I’ve been very stressed
Lose my head or hold onto the rest
Keep my head up, keep my chin up, keep my spirit up
There’s a difference I gave in to it, what you’ve doing’s giving up
Check the stats for me, can’t hang with me it’s blasphemy
Public execution, gave you everything then turned your back on me
They tried by hiding me, the thing they’re tryna kill inside of me
When I heard it’s bout to fall all I thought was finally

Where’s the guillotine, I’m asking all the time
Don’t need anybody can barely even feel mine
Please don’t ask me what’s really really on my mind
I know you’re waiting for it here it goes straight through my spine

Cut myself off, I know where I’m at
It’s looking up, then it starts to look bad
Warm sun good day to exist, let me get these final words off of my lips
Talk just talk lemme buy time, I don’t have forever but I have tonight
You, you know, let’s both fall, now’s the part we’ve been waiting for

Guillotine (prod. Shinjin)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

There is a truth, that’s true enough, that it’s a lie
There is a cup, that's half enough, to pour it up for you and I
The pendulum, stands on it end and makes it fate this very time
Cant live forever or at all that is a fault, that’s one of mine
That’s one of mine
Lost the way then coming back in spite of it
That’s one of mine
Climbing out then falling back inside of it
That’s one of mine
It’s really me there is no point in hiding it
That’s one of mine

What we’ve done its un-coachable, can’t approach I’m un-approachable
It’s the voice out your speaker, it gets deep but still it’s deeper
Innocent it gets saved, for the price respect is paid
No designer rock it plain, had to sacrifice my chain
In the pond or at the lake, at the club or in the rave
At the store or in the grave, always true It’s stays the same
Hate my guts but now were friends? When does truth become pretend?
View is skewed switch the lens, does the means justify ends?

Take it neat fuck the ice, what you want Crow? fuck the price
I got 1 9 or 3, variations if you need
Test your faith, take a spin
Do you think you’re free of sin?
Do you really think you’re him? Do you really think you’re him?
Got it all I don’t need much, cut em off I don’t bleed much
In the club I don’t see much, fate is sealed it won’t be much
Irony spend the savings, not again? I’ve got patience
With the Crows at the stations, at the Grove with the pagans

One Of Mine (prod. Shinjin)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

Got 10 of my Knights and 6 of my Crows all round, all round this table
Can’t switch up on the bros no cain, I’ll protect who I can who I’m able
If me and Shinjin pull up to the place real life no story no fable
Got the silver on me and it’s sterling, but the belt looking nice and hazel

If I don’t know you and you don’t know me, why you tryna get close to me?
When they ask why I’m here I reply every time “I’m not really supposed to be”
When they ask who you are and you said who you are, but it looks like a pose to me
Watch how it rolls for me, count on me baby your rosary
Got a call late night someone outside telling me Crow acts too loose
I’ve been up to my risky shit to the point where the dealers choose
New location same old circle funny how things can move
I've been watching what you do
Seen right through bro you’re not that smooth

Don’t say that you know, if you know then you know
If you don’t then you lie to yourself
In the creek with the moss and the rocks
You can knock on the wood, if you wanna open up to yourself
They just wanna be first in the line everytime
But the rooms always packed, I don’t need to react
If I said I imma do it then I just made a pact
I could show you where it is but it’s not on a map
I wanted it fast but it’s killing me slow
It’s half for the pleasure and half for the show
I love who I am but I hate what I know
The table is full but we’re building a row
The table is full but we’ll grab you a chair
Tried to be heartless, it’s hard not to care
Step in the night it’s just me and the air
Linked at the table you’ll know when I'm there

Roundtable (prod. Shinjin)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

You could read it, in my palm
I'm a city boy chilling at the farm
You’d be mad that I’m really this calm
I don’t really think that you really mean harm
You can join me, if you please
Clothes cost but memories free
Can’t take it when I’m deceased
So these new kicks are gonna get creased
I don’t think that the good gets bad
I don’t think that the bad gets good
I don’t think that you think bout me 
And I don’t really think that you think that you should

Talk... That’s all they ever seem to do
That’s enough about me, what about you?
Hand on my heart tell me what am I to do?
Your lips are like poison, lips just like poison
Carry me away, to a place I’ve never been to
I can’t lie, I don’t know all the things that you’ve been through
You love my flaws, that’s like the only time that I see you
I know that you said it but you “didn’t mean to”
Truth, is that I don’t know what to think
I can’t be bothered with the thought of thinking out the problems
I just have to move on I’ve got it

They were wrong
They said you don’t know what you have till it’s gone
I’ve never had it but part of me is still holding on
I swear the mirrors looking different, I can’t see me or you
There has to be a meaning to it but that’ll have to do
Right or wrong it’s my life, good or bad it’s highlights
Opened up the deck the card that just came outs a 10 of Knights
Checked for you it’s all me, it’s no worries All G
When I started getting money it turns out it's all free

I Don't Think (prod. Shinjin)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

Sideways
Why does everyone look at me sideways?
Is it something I said? Or it’s my face?
Are you mad that I’m doing it my way?
I’m going back to my place

Maybe it’s cause I’m gullible, maybe I’m just uncomfortable
Or maybe it’s a mix of everything and I don’t notice
It’s hard for me to focus... the hopeful and the hopeless
Both bound by mud like the worms and the roses
I can take it however I want? Oh that’s nice of you, oh that’s so very kind of you
I been up for 30 hours what’s another 10? What’s another night or two?
You’re killing me with the comparisons, don’t you have any compassion?
It’s funny how everything changed, but it’s the same cause…
I’ve been out of time and every single truth has been a lie
Been working on myself I hope it shows
No matter what I know, no matter where I go
They look at me

They treat me like I’m foolish and perhaps yeah I’m foolish
I know I could fail but my brain just said “we'll do this”
The things they’re tryna sell me, I’ll never buy it
It’s just outta my reach so ill just romanticise it
I wonder why you look at me like that
I can’t be more than I am but I am way more than that
I know it’s getting good because the nerves are kicking in
We’re more the same than different but that’s only just the start
Tell you how I feel it’s from the heart
I thought I saw the light it’s going dark
I don’t need to see to feel the mirth
It was a nice attempt for what it’s worth

Sideways (prod. Shinjin)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means someone out there starts to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
I needed something to fit in, I needed something
I don't feel like i'm skin, it looks like nothing
I'm seeing figures in the walls, seeing numbers in the floors
People that i've never met telling me we've spoken before
I put the spinners on an axis, turn the mist into a play
I use my words against myself everyday
If I said I felt like you, is that something that you'd say?
I keep changing my reflection, bad luck is on the way
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means i'm not there tryna win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
Animal skin on my hand I can't feel none
Like a fawn in the forest imma real one
So much hours that i've spent, I barely have a moment to regret
I can't think I must descent
At the top of the wall it feels like ivy, let the lichen in my life they tried to climb me
I'm at the Grove with my sins and they signed me
I been walking round for so long can you come find me, can someone come and find me
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means that I have a chance to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins

Guillotine (prod. Shinjin)

Dion

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