if you stood, where I stand, you'd see never ending blue.

Sun Damage™d

like i used to

prod @1giordan

im takin off cuz i feelin sick of it 
wings on me like pit like im kid Icarus 
lights on me they flash ya they keep flickerin 
im starin at the dash im goin 80 and i crash
keep my head up keep my head up
feelings pent up feelin pent up
im the poison im the venom yuh
flip shit down the fountain palmer 
castin spells i feel like launder
book bag im a scholar yuh
swear my problems taller yuh

peace sign up 
waste my time u waste my luck
turn it off i swear u suck
i feel like stavvy on the bucks 
throw it up woa woa
im the nominee they vote 
make it out ya ascend 
riding solo dont need friends 
decision makings hard i just want it all
limp wrist but i ball
im on pinterest dont do mall
3 stripes on my feet im tall
polar bear like im law 
pour my feelings in a song

icarus (giordan)

prod @scarletchoir

i cant see much
im blind i dont feel much
i feel ur love its sealed up
crack ur heart open  like a seal uh

60 40 this love is just not gon work
i need 100 baby
or jus give me 80 n a perc
im getting haunted lately
by my mistakes and for what its worth
 love u baby
think that it was coded since birth

know our conversations sparse
baby how r we gon last

it was over too fast
i guess that its too bad
things that i cant see past
have u ever seen that

got my heart give it back
i just wanna protect
but i keep bleeding out red
ur scratching me 
n u know it 


60 / 40

bag geta

closeureyez w/ filthy peralta

@inssekt

jamante:

i don't have no place yea
damned if i do
damned if i don't
i don't even exist
for you i can't 
ever go switch
i'm losing my shit out here
take into account 
all of these words yea
a thousand poor fables
all of it clogs 
up in my throat

inssekt:

have a lot of patience
baby i've been waiting
i need to let go
sticking on my brainwaves
no space left for my self
i lost my sense of self
every time i smell your perfume
it takes me back back back
i never meant to hurt you
this is all my bad
i will always be the burden
that you carry on your back

jamante:

panning gold out of the river
make a wedding ring
i just met you today, i wanna tell you everything
i see myself in you, can't help it I'm shivering
you ask me if I'm cold, but i think that I'm about to lie
i don't wanna wait, okay, i think I'm gonna cry
my soul extends an open hand, but now we're saying bye
now we're saying bye, get in the car, it's late at night
"we'll talk soon" okay as long as it's before i die

rosa: 
even the ghosts
huddled up for warmth
autumn has come to my hometown

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Oh2Rot3c5I

autumn ft. inssekt (jamante)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/pw4prez

Is it not? Can you tell me: is it not?
In the water when it drops, in the wood when it rots, Is it not?
If it isn’t where’s the harm? If it is I’ll take a chance
If you stood where I stand you’d see never-ending blue
In a world that wants it done, I still wonder what could be
There it is, is it gone? it’s so far away from me
Is it not? Tell me now if it isn’t
Then goodbye and good riddance
But it is, as it always ever was

My heart’s resilient, it can break and still care
Where’s the Crow? I don’t know, somewhere in the blackened air
Where’s a tulip or a rose, do you know or even care?
Does it matter if you did?
I remember what’s forgot, to forget, so someone else can remember
And the cycle goes around from December to December
From the henge back to me, is it not there as I speak?
Is it not there as we breathe, from now to eternity?
Depending? well I think everything depends
To begin there has to be something that never truly ends
Reward is nothing more then what is left when something is endured
Cold hands and warm heart, I’m still carrying the sword

Is it not? Can you tell me: is it not?
In the water when it drops, in the wood when it rots, is it not?
If it isn’t where’s the harm? If it is I’ll take a chance
If you stood where I stand you’d see never-ending blue
In a world that wants it done, I still wonder what could be
There it is, is it gone? it’s so far away from me
Is it not? Tell me now if it isn’t
Then goodbye and good riddance
But it is, as it always ever was

The cruelest second is the first
But the good news is it doesn’t get much better or much worse
Jacaranda purple on the floor, is nothing to be spared?
Is there hope for someone like me who has only ever cared?
I’m not scared, but I think there is something that I will miss
And it’s this, it’s a chance to remember all the beauty of it all
Why let me even have the colours, every scent, and tenderness
Just for the destination to be emptiness?

Is it not? Can you tell me: is it not?
In the water when it drops, in the wood when it rots, is it not?
If it isn’t where’s the harm? If it is I’ll take a chance
If you stood where I stand you’d see never-ending blue
In a world that wants it done, I still wonder what could be
There it is, is it gone? it’s so far away from me
Is it not? Tell me now if it isn’t
Then goodbye and good riddance
But it is, as it always ever was


Is It Not? (prod. sochi)

moving on

Chapter III in the place under the floor
ft @prodbynox
prod @scarletchoir @1hallow

rit 
it gets hard
it gets blurry
it gets heavy
it keeps tearing me to pieces everyday im still not ready

i count money
i get fetty
i get funny everytime she said she wish she never met me

is it true u rly wish we never met
i keep clawing at the hole inside my chest

i keep tryna catch that feeling
i cant catch my breath
it keeps playing in my head
i keep thinking bout the day u fucking left

the day i prayed upon a flag
upon a crest
the day i kissed ur hand and layed my friend to rest

the day that u woke up and u decided not to see me as a friend
i could rly use a

nox
okay
i could rly use a friend rn
withdrawls from the pills i downed
im clutching on my head
i cant get out of bed man i rly need a friend rn
tell me how u do it
im at my wits end and i think im goin thru it
i reach at arms length but nobody saw me do it
im calling out for help but nobody hears me thru it

im sick if the complacency
pain is just a fallacy
running thru these thoughts i cant help but feel embarassing
ugh i dont mean to be a burden i just rly need a friend rn



Is It Not? (prod. sochi)

Dion

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