locking myself in my room
dont care what others say
just wanna be myself
and lock myself away
making myself a socio
is what the others say
just wanna be myself
and lock myself away

prod sickboi

social

you say that im alright
cant you see that im not fine?
fucking hate when you say bye
cant you just remain this time?
no matter what you say
its always the fucking same
just make me feel alright

just make me feel alright

dont say that youre gonna be alright
fucking hate when you tell me those stupid lies
dont make me feel like a fucking dump i cry
dont say that youre gonna be alright

this time its about you

prod bowsa

ima cut myself just cus ure talking to some guys
and i wont forgive you if you come back and say i misunderstood
and i just wanted to make sure that youre going to be with me
but i wish i wasnt so selfish cus now im stuck in my thoughts
now you think im a schizo but i cannnot prove that im not
but honestly i give up and you can do whatever u want


rejection is the worst honestly

do we fw the cover

always pushed to the side
i dont know what to say
ill probably shoot my head away
ill probably keep myself away

always making me cry
i dont know what to think
you probably think youre ahead
im probably already dead

already gone 
fucked my life and moved on
ruined me without sorrow
one shot and im already gone

always pushed to the side
second options alright
i just wanna be first
can you even see that im hurt


after everything ive gone through being the second option doesnt even sound that bad

dont mean any of this btw pls dont report me

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shed thought shed get away  
i put her head away  
stabbed her fully now shes unable to fool me  
tried to steal my heart  
i protect my heart  
i protect my heart  
you dont get my heart  

and i took her away  
and i stole her away  
to an unknown place  
where i cant see her face  
she was so beautiful  
it was unbearable  
i cant stand it  
i cant stand it  

but now shes gone  
i got her heart  
wish it was beating but i guess im not the one  
shes so dismangled  
wish i could have her  
wish i could have her  
i really have her  

shes all to me  
all mine cant you see  
cant run away from me  
cant run away from me  

so motionless  
emotionless  
i cant stand it  
i cant stand it  

gotta throw her away  
as quickly as i can  
dont want them to see  
how much fun i had  

i really got her heart
i really got her heart
i really got her heart
i really got her heart

what u deserve for trying

https://soundcloud.com/leverfall/redbridge

i wish you were fucking gone
you put a scar into my heart
so seemlessly you couldnt care
im bout to pull you by your hair

fucked me up im fucking dumb
maybe i shouldve treated you wrong
left me for him without a thought
im bout to kill me with one shot

i wish you were fucking gone
you put a scar into my heart
so seemlessly you couldnt care
im bout to pull you by your hair

2 dumb

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do you think that you or him are safe
i stalk both of you when you think that im away
but when i see you with him in his car
i get so many thoughts you better cut him off

can i introduce myself to you 
im a fool ik but maybe i could be for you
dont think of him all you should see is me
but im such creep and i think u know it

first impression

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dont even say it
i wish i could face it
rejection oh i hate it
it feels like im praying

i just want to hear you saying
that you want me to stay right here
i cant pretend any longer
i need you to call me louder

i cant open up
to someone like you
its really hard to do
im so scared of the things that you might say

to tell you

weezer sweater song cover!!

u hate me i love u
this is all just a loop
u always say im wrong
ure only after my heart
you try to deceive me
u want to see me bleed
i really want ur love
but u only want me gone

u hate me i love u

fill my room up with chloroform
dont wanna hear it anymore
leave me behind with my remains
and dont miss me when im gone

fill my room up with chloroform
just wanna sleep thru the night long
cant u see how much i wanna go to sleep and never wake up

chloroform

i just wanna go but im always home alone
and im turning on my tv cus im always so bored
i just wanna go but im always home alone
and i really wanna go
and i really wanna go

she said she wants me
im a loner
this doesnt make sense
im not sober
i wanna go home
and never return
i want her
but she knows that im a loser

home

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@byearchie
everyday is always just the same
im just praying that i can go home and decay
i just see wanna my skin go away
my brain being eaten by the insects all the way
kill me already ive suffered enough
cuts on me ive already had enough
cutting off my skin just out for the fun

@schizodrawings
my reflections filled with despise
i gotta tear out both my eyes
failing after so many tries
lay on my floor until i die
i cant believe my own self portrait is the thing that makes me cry
looking at myself one last time
knife to my face and say goodbye

reflection w/ ribgore

i see u everyday at school
stalking u is what i do
why do u always hide from me
im not gonna hurt u lets not worry

thinking of u during class
dont worry its all appropriate 
i think u know how crazy i am
knowing u told ur friends ab me in the past



school is fun

tried something new have mixed feelings ab it tho 

don't leave me ima cut my brains out
put me on fire and light my face up
cut me in my heart and in my face yea

say pretty lies
i see it in ur eyes
u say excuses
u are right
i think of u all day and night
and i stalked u for half of my life

wasted

go kevin go!!

tryna hurt me and i really dont mind
u think im crazy and i wanna die
ure really not wrong but i think youre not right
but i still feel u when i close my eyes

next time u see me im dead
tryna be something than else than sad
else than rotting in my bed
screaming for help but its all in my head

next time u see me im x_x

la la la
la la la 

im so fucking blind
i treated u so right
u took advantage and just fucking left me behind
cutting all the way
and ignoring all the pain
im so fucking stupid and u saw it all the way

playing the victim and u know i hate it
all u do is call me crazy
saying all these lies and i just know it
but u know that im too fucking stupid

lying to my face
and u know its not okay
but u couldnt give a shit
u were smiling when i was in pain
but im not gonna break this time
im done with all the lies
i dont care what you say

you took my trust and set it in flames
burnt it down and just walked away
i was just a game to you
someone to blame, to break in two
oooh
ooh

la la la

theres a 50% chance i delete this
if it sounds wonky tell me what i need to change please thx

lyrics:
moved into town, looked all around
pretty new space, saw a new face
oh i was in space, all i wanted was to embrace
playing my bass and talking about this case

tying your lacessss, smiling with ur braces
looked into my eyes and i hated ur goodbyes

was too good to be true, was too dumb for u
was such a fool for u, i knew it was too good to be true

hi yes weve met once before i think

summerbreak :D

prod sickboi

why does everyone i know just leave me to rot in this pit
i feel like im getting pushed to the side like im just a piece of shit

i wish i knew how to be someone better than i am
i wish i knew how to be someone more likable than i am

why does every time i try to talk just end up in a fight
why do i have to be so cautious when i try to speak my mind

i wish i knew how to be someone better than i am
i wish i knew how to be someone more likable than i am

how can i be better

super duper cool guy

idk how to configure my spotify lmfaoo sorry 😽😽

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