Ur stuff sounds extremely professional man. Top tier

beat artwork and vocals by me

Have you ever been scared of yourself ?
Scared of what you can do in your nightmares 

Have you ever wished for something
That's no longer there
No longer there

I know that it gets hard to breathe
When your pure heart gets turned to one of a beast

Have you ever sacrificed everything to be free ?

They don't wish you the best

I hide my fears
I hide my feelings
I sacrifice
So why are you surprised ?

I live in hell
I hate myself
I'm feeling chained
Failure isn't an option

I had to do what it takes to survive

J'torture mon crâne car j'ai pas d'émotions
Chaque jour j'me bats avec toutes mes pulsions
J'ai plus d'conccurence donc j'déteste mon reflet
J'compte lui mettre des distances et lui même le sait

Lui c'est qu'une merde il dort alors qu'il a pas un
Moi ca fait que rentrer j'ai plus b'soin de viser
Quand j'me mets dans sa peau j'me sens comme un pantin
Nique la bourse, y'a qu'sur mon futur moi que j'peux miser

Certains gens me dégoutent car ils m'rappellent moi-même
Au fond j'sais que j'mérite que c'que je sème
J'ai jamais eu de chance, moi j'fais que la créer
Quand j'prends une pause j'veux resauter dans la mêlée

Ils te souhaitent que le pire

I hide my fears
I hide my feelings
I sacrifice
So why are you surprised ?

I live in hell
I hate myself
I'm feeling chained
Failure isn't an option

I'm fucking up my life on purpose
Comfort could turn warriors into burdens

NIGHTMARES

talk the same w/procaine (dontcrysloan)

(p. McX)
mix and mastered by me
produced by McX
cover art by me

eyelids

xlilxsabb.com
my vocals mixed by: instagram.com/doofdum

can't talk rn {feat. Swiiif}(+splashgvng)

prod iof <3

are you happy now?

[lyrics:]
i think i dont need you anymore
i think im finally over you
so many times i got ignored
and i didnt know what to do

but now im at the point
i know you werent worth the pain
i got out of the void
and finally found a better way


dont be disappointed 
you wanted it that way
you had another boyfriend
you made me go insane
was it fun to break my heart?
to see me fall apart?

MUSIC VIDEO

you wanted it that way (iof)

"see you in the morning"
that's what she wrote to me
i waited every hour
but still you never came
just one more day after
you walked up to my house
and gave me these words
"it's time we part ways"

and there i see you with someone else
you took me for granted, like a practice run
why'd i have to trust you, that's one thing i'll never know
but i can see it now, i can see it now...

the rain is pouring down
what a melancholic sight
you don't know what i feel
so just stop asking me
i'm lacking everything
that's holding me around
and now i tear apart
with so much disconnect

and there i see you with someone else
you took me for granted, like a practice run
why'd i have to trust you, that's one thing i'll never know
but i can see it now, i can see it now...

desperate measures.

i can see it now... [+ donemoney]

i glow harder than your highlight [prod. metlast x branwen]

Tempo 145 
Key G major 

This beat is free for non-profit use only. Please credit me in the title of the song. Thanks!

Purchase/ free download:
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Effervescent

Snowdrop

Avalanche [+yung rospo]

pt1 coz im a muffuckin knockoff
lot more stuff comin
also thx to @noizeyymusic for the fire ft

mæsk
i think i need closure
i rlly thought that i had known ya
tug o war all on the sofa 
a little push and we were closer and now is over

and then u gave me closure 
right guy wrong time
mind is fallin out the sky
picking up the pieces but their sharper than a knife
i got one to many problems but i just keep em to one side

pardon me coz i still see ur face
a part of me has honestly just gone to waste
20 years ive spent 8 in the darkest place
hard for me to wake with these stomach aches

baby i been fading like the white chalk
a lot more lately i been getting walked on
so i been hiding in the sewer like his knockoff

baby its hard to pretend 
i lost u again
thoughts unlikely to end
the darkest of red
painted all over my head
counting my breathes
using my last ounce of strength
to talk to my friends

but seems like i only talk to mic
used to wanna love atleast i tried
used to wanna but i had live i lied
finally closing both my eyes

noizeyy 
finally closing both my eyes
you told me everythings just fine i dont believe your lies
not a mind reader tell me when somethings not right
yeah i might leave her 
disappear into the night alright
alright alright alright

yeahhhh

but you never gave me closure
its been a while since you came over
not seen you in a year but it feels so much fucking longer

i miss crying on your shoulder 
without you here beside me my hearts so much fucking colder

you were always tryna face your past
you cant keep moving forward if you’re always looking back
but babe i loved you, and now i lost you its awful
i want you
but you dont want me too its horrible

clxsure ft dxnny (boyfifty)

they/them/he/him | @bitekivibes | ☁EST.2021☁ ur new fav nb

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byefloret (kii)

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