not the one

take me out (feat. @bmurphxo)

HALO

more music hope it blesses ur ears 
♪♪＼(^ω^＼)( /^ω^)/♪♪

NOTHING AT ALL (feat. Lony)

happy holidays ( ・・)つ!!!
(/￣ー￣)/~~☆’.･.･:★’.･.･:☆
prod. novakk! x bailey
IG's:
@byekento
@1novakk_
@prodbailey

#GET TO IT

prod. me [byekento] x greg beats ٩(× ×)۶
enjoy (─‿‿─)♡
IG's:
@byekento
@gregbeats__

@byekento - RECKLESS

kentowaters ☆ｏ(＞＜；)○
Prod. @kkquickbrakes

@byekento - enemy (feat. ninewaters)

sum different hope u ppl like it ☆ (─‿‿─)

[Lyrics]: 

(intro)
hey hey hey
look into my- 
look into my eyes, hey
oh-oh oh-oh
where you looking for me?
where you looking for me?

so the tears inside my eyes and the things i should've said aren't enough
(woah-oh-oh)
and i look inside your eyes and finaly see what you running from
*byekento*
(running from me, your running from me)
fuck

(hook)
so the pain and all the misery 
i fall inside of my grave there's nothing left for me
cuz im so imperfect, im never worth it 
you see me hurtin, but you just 
look and stare
its like im never there 
its fucking cold in the darkness but im still here
and i'm so tired of losses its time to win
and i'm so tired of fallin its time to get up 
and go make it happen, skipping school fuck all my classes 
i'm so fucking done with acting 
i know that it's fucking madness
to you
but there's a part of me i can't escape 
feel it flowing in my vains 
fuck it, i'll go MIA cuz

(verse)
i, don't, give a fuck anymore
it shakes me down to my core i think that imma just
die, and cry uh
throw my feelings away
so fucking done with the days
i think that you should just
stay away 
it's clear i'm not the same 
it's clear that nobody else could ever the same
stay away
(whatchu running from? think your from me, think your running from me- me)

(hook)
so the pain and all the misery 
i fall inside of my grave there's nothing left for me
cuz im so imperfect, im never worth it 
you see me hurtin, but you just 
look and stare
its like im never there 
its fucking cold in the darkness but im still here
and i'm so tired of losses its time to win
and i'm so tired of fallin its time to get up 
and go make it happen, skipping school fuck all my classes 
i'm so fucking done with acting 
i know that it's fucking madness
to you
but there's a part of me i can't escape 
feel it flowing in my vains 
fuck it, i'll go MIA cuz

*super vibey drums*

note from kento ☆: 
i actually love this music shit and i've decided this is all i want my life to be, i'm excited to see what i can do in the future and hope everyone will stick around to see it. much love to everyone and thank you for reading this ♡

running from me?

CUZ IM NOT WHATCHU NEEDED  ｡ﾟ･ (>﹏<) ･ﾟ｡  
produced by byekento ☆

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/byekento/tell-me-when-you-figure-things-out-3

i really enjoyed making this one hope everyone likes it as much as i do :D

Lyrics:

(intro)
whoa 
no this ain't for me. this just for you
this just for you oh

(verse)
tell me why you never mean a single word  
that comes out of your mouth

I can't ever seem to get my point across to you
tell me why your wasting all this time I know we're through

'cause i'm not whatchu needed yeah yeah
tell me what your feeling yeah yeah

(hook)
'cause I don't wanna waste no time with a treesha
'member back then, hello, nice to meet ya
she just wanna have fun, but I need her
but she wanna go everywhere can't keep her

but back when you were next to me 
I find it really hard to sleep now 
tell me when you figure things out
tell me when your figure things out, oh-out, yeah

(verse)
she don't ever wanna see me unless its past five 
guess I was happy 'cause i just wanted to pass time
I don't know better, materialistic too, she just want a louis sweater
she so fragile, think she made of feathers 
and all the things she ever wanted wouldn't make her better, nah

but I hope you can see the best in me whoa
and i'm hoping that you will never leave 
'cause I don't wanna drift apart 
haven't felt like this forever
so tell me when you figure things out, whoa whoa oh

(hook)
'cause I don't wanna waste no time with a treesha
'member back then, hello, nice to meet ya
she just wanna have fun, but I need her
but she wanna go everywhere can't keep her

but back when you were next to me 
I find it really hard to sleep now 
tell me when you figure things out
tell me when your figure things out, oh-out, yeah

Spoti

tell me when you figure things out <3

demon time kento has made a long awaited return ((╬◣﹏◢))
prod.inffabe
stream on all plats: https://ffm.to/byekento-casualty

had to show these niggas up for real
i gotta choppa he talk we gon kill him
bad bitch and she say she brazilian
need me my money i need 'bout a million
bitch i came in with that pack we drill him
choppa got him running track
i got the fire 
light that shit up we gon grill 'em

who the fuck you think you talking to 
i just came in with that pack
i gotta bag on me
who gon slide on me
slide with the k gotta casualty
don't even know why they mad at me
got no friends just enemies 
walk in the function we starting shit up
he tryna talk on the gang what the fuck
he talkin crazy he thought that he tuff
if i pull up to the block then whats up
if i pull up to yo hood then whats good
money comming in just like it should 
and if it don't i hit me a jugg
im really smoking niggas like this wood

its only 10am but i made me a hit okay
i just be counting my cash what lick am i hitting today?
they just be saying that shit they don't even mean it nah 
money my fucking revenge how i defeat 'em yeah

niggas be lackin they think its okay
till i  pull up with that choppa broad day
i pull up russian nigga with a k 
niggas be salty like they is some fries 
choppa be sending niggas to the skies 
i put his face on the news he tried
i just pulled up on that boy he cried
(i just pulled up on that boy he cried)

who the fuck you think you talking to 
i just came in with that pack
i gotta bag on me
who gon slide on me
slide with the k gotta casualty
don't even know why they mad at me
got no friends just enemies 
walk in the function we starting shit up
he tryna talk on the gang what the fuck
he talkin crazy he thought that he tuff
if i pull up to the block then whats up
if i pull up to yo hood then whats good
money comming in just like it should 
and if it don't i hit me a jugg
im really smoking niggas like this wood

slowed_reverb_shit_mp3

spotify

casualty

swag song with the very swag @ninewaters kento digicore arc 	┐(￣ヘ￣;)┌

(byekento)
yeah fuck your whole gang who you came with 
stick 'em up 
came in with that shit i got my 40 tuck
i can't fuck with them they talking down
bitch you know whats up
I can't fuck with them because they clowns 
okay, huh look

sos imma end up inna bodybag
gun 'em down
spray inside this [censored] gotta hundred rounds
bitch i took way too many pills now i'm off the ground
dump the clip if them motherfuckers ever come around
better tell them motherfuckers we don't play around 
drop dead whole lotta guns gotta tool shed
ain't no sos imma put that boy in his deathbed
ain't no fucking up imma pop that boy just like a blackhead
bitch i'm counting up my money thats my dead friends
bitch don't pull up to the side thats a dead end
talking shit what the fuck you even saying?
i just put that metal to his face now he prayin

(ninewaters)
we got him prayin, but we know he's not a christian
we kinda hate him, so you know we getting rid of him
it's like a rhapsody but it's not bohemian 
my boys are getting so high like it's helium
stacking money so high, yours is medium
numbers talk, 5mil is the median
you're so mediocre
if we pullin up then you know your life is over
i know it's cold but i cannot wait for october
he's talking shit, grab the choppa
get to fuckin, bend him over
call his mother, speed dial, then i'm gonna give her closure
he be screamin SOS so we turn him to a donor

(byekento)
sos imma end up inna bodybag
gun 'em down
spray inside this [censored] gotta hundred rounds
bitch i took way too many pills now i'm off the ground
dump the clip if they motherfuckers ever come around
better tell them motherfuckers we don't play around 
drop dead whole lotta guns gotta tool shed
ain't no sos imma put that boy in his deathbed
ain't no fucking up imma pop that boy just like a blackhead
bitch i'm counting up my money thats my dead friends
bitch don't pull up to the side thats a dead end
talking shit what the fuck you even saying?
i just put that metal to his face now he prayin

BLEH!

produced by sheepy + whymillyy

sos w/ ninewaters

find me w/ prkr blu

w/ @ninewaters
@prod_pk

lyrics:

@byekento
keep it simple
there’s a lot of shit i can’t explain 
but its okay 
when i’m screaming out i can’t complain 
cuz its okay
shit that i tell myself everyday
you don’t know me
sware i do cuz all these hoes the same

but i guess its okay (its okay)
just another day i wanna end my days ha but that shits too easy so i gotta thug it out goddamn 
how did it all get to this 
how you wonder how i’m pissed off
swear they make me wanna rip their faces off
its all fun in games until i take off
oh no its concerning 
if i put a bullet in ur face u deserve it

@ninewaters
maybe i deserve this
or maybe you’re not worth it
the sound of bodies falling on the ground is really perfect
yeah i gave out my heart, i’m not surprised they didn’t return it
now my life is a car, i went and crashed it now it’s burning
i’m forever yearning
stomach’s always churning
always stuck inside the past
i’m never returning
i’m too lazy to go to class
i’m never learning
and now i rap but you know i’m never earning
you can’t be serious
life is so mysterious
point a k to your head but you’re oblivious
whippin meth i the shed, what an experience
yeah it’s crazy
i’m the best rapper baby

deserve it w/ ninewaters

@dylaanlotus
prod. michael harrison x ayoley beats
apologies for the hiatus, take this new song (─‿‿─)♡

(lyrics)
@byekento
i'm sorry i don't wanna fix it 
all these feelings i've been missing 
i've been fighting my addictions 
all alone for all this time
and i know you won't listen 
i can't say this any clearer 
but i'm done with all the visions 
that you put inside my mind
but i don't wanna lose you 
so i'll stumble back right to you
all the things that i did for you 
they were nothing in the end
and i wish i could fix it 
but these things aren't getting clearer
all the things that i hold dear all fall apart and turn to shreds

like wait how are we so opposite?
still don't know how it got like this
just leave it just the way it is
i know you don't care for shit
sorry i can't help it 
when i get so damn selfish
'cause i feel so damn helpless
i don't understand this now

@dylaanlotus
it’s like i’m stuck in prohibition
i been lost and so addicted
and i know that can’t fix it if i tried 
i been stuck in my position
i been fucked with my ambitions
and i lost all my nutrition, i’m deprived

no one can help it
i been so selfish
nobody knows my fucking life
words that i’m belting
i’m fucking melting
i’m in my pain and own demise
x2

shreds w/ dylan lotus

new song with @0arid!! c( O.O )ɔ
i like this one a lot
prod. @beaplope
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/byekento/cope-feat-arid

lyrics:

(byekento)
i've been off my shit i know
lately i don't wanna try no
it's getting harder to fight yea
it's been a lot on my mind yea
if you leave things will never be the same 
and i know that you know
you know i've been broken now i'm just trying to cope
it's alright though
you been switching sides though
i been moving psycho
i been all on my own
show me if you care
'cause i'm feeling like your not there 
show me what's the worth
'cause it's feeling like it's nonsense 

feeling like it's pretend
nothing ever makes sense
i've been off the deep end 
have a lot of regrets
i don't even need friends 
all i need are new checks 
it's not really complex
i don't wanna see you

(arid)
you know i don't wanna fight this
don't wanna try its been so bad
over again
feelin stuck in my head
i try to think that it's pretend
yea i don't love
like a dove
flying thru the air
and i know that it's done
nowhere to run
yea its not fair
you know i wont ever try to go
away from you 
away from you 

(byekento)
i've been off my shit i know
lately i don't wanna try no
it's getting harder to fight yea
it's been a lot on my mind yea
if you leave things will never be the same 
and i know that you know
you know i've been broken now i'm just trying to cope
it's alright though
you been switching sides though
i been moving psycho
i been all on my own
show me if you care
'cause i'm feeling like your not there 
show me what's the worth
'cause it's feeling like it's nonsense

cope w/ arid

(∩｀-´)⊃━☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ
prod cian
lowkey filler song until morgue drops but still enjoy 

lyrics:
its fucked up tryna listen to you
it comes off like a shot in the dark
and you say its my fault
guess that's your loss 'cause that's really fucking dumb

but you say i'm the asshole 
don't mean to be bashful i just do what im told
and its kinda hard to concentrate 
seems like everybody always wants to go away 

guess its my bad everybody's like that 
they don't want smoke but i'm tryna fight back
tryna cut ties i ain't getting sidetracked 
just know when i'm gone i ain't ever coming back

they don't ever seem to go away 
every time you'll come back just for another day
and they been tryna laugh like "ain't no fucking way"
tryna leave them behind there ain't no good escape

and you said "that's my bad, sorry that i'm like that"
couldn't do it like me so they starting to get mad
and i fucking hate that
i guess they don't like me 
that's okay 'cause fuck that

and i've been trying to solve every one of my problems
i'm getting sick of this shit its so awful
things started changing and now i'm so awesome 
if i'm being honest i think you're the asshole 

really i don't like you 
and take your friends 'cause its fuck them too
i ain't making no amends 
said its fuck you 
and everybody else who left me in the rearview
rearview, nah 

but you say i'm the asshole 
don't mean to be bashful i just do what im told
and its kinda hard to concentrate 
seems like everybody always wants to go away 

guess its my bad everybody's like that 
they don't want smoke but i'm tryna fight back
tryna cut ties i ain't getting sidetracked 
just know when i'm gone i ain't ever coming back

my bad

prod by me
all plats: https://ffm.to/byekento-morgue

(lyrics)
everybody treats me like i don't fucking know
freezing in the fucking cold 
i wish that i had a choice
fuck it i don't care no more
leaving me without a voice 
screaming out "please save me lord" 
i'm standing on your fucking grove 

i know they won't keep me close 
so i stay the fuck alone
tell me that its all my fault
i'm just tryna stay afloat 
walking down the same old path
find out where it fucking goes 
now i'm not the same as then
and i know it fucking shows

bleeding on the fucking floor
leave me at the fucking door 
take me for a fucking joke
god i hope you fucking choke 
fuck it i don't care no more 
promised me you fucking swore 
nothing but a fucking whore
take me to the fucking morgue

bleeding on the fucking floor
leave me at the fucking door 
take me for a fucking joke
god i hope you fucking choke 
fuck it i don't care no more 
promised me you fucking swore 
nothing but a fucking whore
take me to the fucking morgue

i can't even breathe your air
sware that this ain't even fair 
fucking had a heart attack
guess you had another laugh 
i can't even go outside 
wasting all our fucking time
live or die i can't decide 
i cant seem to make my mind

but i guess i don't need to
all this shit is see through 
they been tryna tell me what to do 
but i don't fear you
and i sware everything's a fucking curse 
when i'm near you
and i wish that you had the fucking nerve 
to come and see it through 

everybody treats me like i don't fucking know
freezing in the fucking cold 
i wish that i had a choice
fuck it i don't care no more
leaving me without a voice 
screaming out "please save me lord"
i'm standing on your fucking grove 

bleeding on the fucking floor
leave me at the fucking door 
take me for a fucking joke
god i hope you fucking choke 
fuck it i don't care no more 
promised me you fucking swore 
nothing but a fucking whore
take me to the fucking morgue

bleeding on the fucking floor
leave me at the fucking door 
take me for a fucking joke
god i hope you fucking choke 
fuck it i don't care no more 
promised me you fucking swore 
nothing but a fucking whore
take me to the fucking morgue

(screaming out "please save me lord"
i'm standing on your fucking grove)

up on all platforms <3

morgue

@b_murph
p. yung spoiler
https://hyperfollow.com/stfu

lyrics:
(intro)

(bitch i'm too fucked up)
(byekento, haha)
(bitch i'm too fucked up)

Its 2 am you call me up to tell me i'm a bad guy
And I know you tell you're friends 
Every time I pass by
Spent the night thinkin' 'bout that time
And all I know is I don't wanna do this when I'm

(hook)

Wasted, bitch i'm too fucked up 
Imma pest, Imma prick
Imma shut the fuck up 
All my friends cut me off 
I don't think I was enough 
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

They say, that I'm too far gone 
Took a shot to the head
Do you think that was enough? 
On my last dying breath do you think I give a fuck?  
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

(verse)

(bitch i'm too fucked up)
(It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah)
(woah-oh-woah) 
(It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah)

After all this damn time you'd think I'd get my head right
Sorry baby I’m still out here telling all these lies
You still questioning my motives baby let me live my life
Uh, I promise you that I ain’t stepping outta line
Faded at the back of the club
You’re calling me oh my god, could you shut the fuck up
Uh, and I think that im over your love
The same way im over vodka when I empty my cup
I been chilling in the back living my best life
And you still coming over tryna ruin my night
Tell me whats the reason why you stuck in my mind
Cause im just out here drinking alcohol until I feel alright

(hook)

Wasted, bitch i'm too fucked up 
Imma pest, Imma prick
Imma shut the fuck up 
All my friends cut me off 
I don't think I was enough 
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

They say, that I'm too far gone 
Took a shot to the head
Do you think that was enough? 
On my last dying breath do you think I give a fuck?  
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah

stfu w/ b murph

this isn't what i typically make but i lowkey just wanted to vent and thought it was cool so i hope u guys like it to ♡

lyrics:

if you love me let me die
‘cause i just need some piece of mind 
its tryna take my soul away 
and this time i’m letting go

‘cause i had it 
i got habits and they tryna take my soul away 
and this damage to my conscious
it makes me feel like i’m nothing to nobody 
am i somebody to you?
take the smoke into my lungs hope it kills me soon
they say life is just for fun but i been suffering 
way too long now i’m too far gone

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget 

and nothing ever changes
i’m stuck inside this daydream 
and there’s no one left to save me 
and you know that the feeling’s haunting 
i’m so hollow and as the pieces fell in place i burned alive 
there’s no where left to hide
tell me do you despise me so blindly 
so blindly 
i’m trying 
i’m sick of fighting 
there’s nothing here for me 
close my eyes let me fall asleep 
‘cause honestly i’m not the person on the inside out 
i look away but i still see the things you’re telling me now 
eats away at my conscious like its nothing at all
and by the time they find my body it’ll be cold to the touch 

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget

all plats :D

if you love me let me die </3

produced by byekento

three, two, one

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need- 
 
don't try to hard you might fuck up
don't try to hard you might just fuck it all up
but i've left all my stains in the past 
all along with the jeans that i stained in the grass
could someone tell me about the point i'm missing?
i started messing around i don't know what i'm missing
but maybe it's you, you, you, yeah maybe it's you
i don't know how to tell the truth

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need help

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

CONVERSATIONS

produced by byekento

is there somewhere that you gotta go?
‘cause i just can’t take it all
i tried to keep it in my tonge but 
it just hurts less when i don’t 

and this ain’t nothing that i haven’t seen before 
take a couple steps and find my body on the floor 

bloodshot eyes and my skin’s gone cold
said it’s all my fault 
bitch i already fucking know
keep it as a witness that i can’t be stowed 
if i disappear just know i won’t be lost

is there somewhere that you gotta go? 
keep it as a witness that i can’t be stowed 
‘cause i just can’t take it all
‘cause i just can’t take it 

started thinking bout all of the flaws 
and all the things i couldn’t fix
think too much i think i’m sick 
i can’t believe i can’t resist 
copacetic synergetic that’s something i couldn’t be
and if you ever had the chance i know you’d take it all from me

(but it’s not like there’s anything left)

and this ain’t nothing that i haven’t seen before 
take a couple steps and find my body on the floor 

bloodshot eyes and my skin’s gone cold
said it’s all my fault 
bitch i already fucking know
keep it as a witness that i can’t be stowed 
if i disappear just know i won’t be lost bloodshot eyes and my skin’s gone cold
said it’s all my fault 
bitch i already fucking know
keep it as a witness that i can’t be stowed 
if i disappear just know i won’t be lost

TONGUE

prod. byekento + hexo

told you that i feel just fine i don’t feel alright no more
i’ve been wasting all your time with the same damn lies i know
everyday i gotta death wish 
and i don’t know what i’m doing i just guess it 
said you’re gonna stay but i really can’t accept it 
‘cause i’ve been in my head so i really can’t expect it 
‘cause i ain’t been important only ever had deception
‘cause it’s been so long since i’ve ever meant a thing to someone else
and i know when it’s over i won’t move on 
probably rid myself away just a nuance

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong? 

and if i could for a second make it all just go away
and tell you how much that you mean to me to find another way 
‘cause i don’t wanna be another cynic with a cold heart 
and i don’t wanna fall apart and tell you there’s a next time
i don’t ever wanna act like i ain't ever know ya 
i just wanna hope that you gon be there for the long ride
talking like the rest of my damn life
don’t wanna see you go i want you by my damn side 
i swear i want this shit forever not a damn time 
i wanna be the one for every single lifetime 

and every time that you hold me close 
i remember things i used to never know 
that you love me so 
didn’t ever think i’d find a place like home
but i know i never wanna let you go

for the rest of my damn life 
don’t wanna see you go the rest of my damn life
cause you’re the only thing that ever really feels right 
and you’re the only one i ever wanna be mine 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong?

rest of my life

Reach out try the best that I can
Bleed out when they leave me and scram
I know that's the way that it goes
I know that they'll leave me a ghost
Maybe I'm haunted by this misery
Crying tears inside my sleep
Deep inside my skin they'll seep
I'm just another soul to reap
So I don't wanna think about the end
Or the things that I know that I should've just said
And I still suck at going to bed
Every time I lie down i'm just laying in dread
I don't wanna panic anything good in my life it just vanished I
Just can't understand it
Can't even change 'cause I'm stuck in my habits I

Run, run, where the wind blows
I can't decide so I don't care no more
Like tell me the hell was I worried about?
'cause I don't do stressing for fun
Like tell me like what do you play me for?
I wager my life with this gun
Tell the lord take care of me
'cause I don't even trust in me
I'm only tryna find my peace

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Reach out try the best that I can
Bleed out when they leave me and scram
I know that's the way that it goes
I know that they'll leave me a ghost
Maybe I'm haunted by this misery
Crying tears inside my sleep
Deep inside my skin they'll seep
I'm just another soul to reap
So I don't wanna think about the end
Or the things that I know that I should've just said
And I still suck at going to bed
Every time I lie down i'm just laying in dread
I don't wanna panic anything good in my life it just vanished I
Just can't understand it
Can't even change 'cause I'm stuck in my habits I

soul to reap

second single of "IT WON'T MATTER WHEN I'M DEAD"

guess everything is said and done
you told me roll the dice and now i’m stuck with what i’m dealt
i didn’t have a choice 
and i know 
walking on my feelings like another tightrope
i don’t wanna talk think i’d rather stay cold
‘cause i’m MIA and i just don’t know how 

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

and i don’t wanna fuck things up
‘cause i think too much ‘cause i’m so damn in love 
just tell me everything is really neccesary 
‘cause i don’t wanna be the one you don’t need
tell me that you knew it since the day you met me 
tell me “i think you’re the one for me” 
‘cause i don’t fuck with unimportant conversations 
tell me if it’s over with or if you wanna chase it 

guess everything is said and done
you told me roll the dice and now i’m stuck with what i’m dealt
i didn’t have a choice 
and i know 
walking on my feelings like another tightrope
i don’t wanna talk think i’d rather stay cold
‘cause i’m MIA and i just don’t know how 

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

PARANOID

first singe off my upcoming project "IT WON'T MATTER WHEN I'M DEAD"

i'll do anything a thousand times before i get it right
and I feel everything without a reason why i know I'm out of time
It's hard to think that you could fuck with someone new 
(fuck with someone new)
'cuz the only thing i'd do is stand by you
(I would stand by you)
tell me that you're there, but you always do me wrong and
i don't want to talk baby i've been steady crying
if i'm being honest baby i don't wanna try it 
'cause every time i'm with you swear to god i'm fucking dying

i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 

and i've done everything more times than i can count 
fuck my life 'cause i can't tell if you're just keeping me around 
is it so goddamn hard to say?
tell me that you need me there's no other way
tell me that you're never gonna run
'cause all those times that i fucked up
still never sure if i'm ever enough oh
'cause i was never good to play my part
i always end up fucking up 
my lines, all the time
saying everything and nothing at the same time

i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 
i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 

just so sick of my self
i don't wanna, i don't wanna fall off 
say you're your wishing me well-well
we-ell-ell-ell-ell

RUNNN

i don’t despise your words no more
i know things arn’t the same 
i watch your smile decay
it pulls until it breaks 
just stay don’t you fade 
i’ll wait till you come home 
don’t think that you’re alone 
i watch the way you go 
so low 
it’s so cold 
touch still warm
don’t hold on
don’t say much just hold your ground
stay around don’t get so lonely 
lies so phoney kills me slowly 
save myself i killed the old me 
burn my flesh i’m decomposing 
save my breath don’t leave me holding on 
holding on 
don’t hold on

remember that one time on the rooftop when i really wanted to throw myself off it but never could

it hurts in a certain way i could never really get across

fear is one of the number one motivators we see in human psychology 
i mean happiness is important,
anger is important,
but fear is probably the biggest 
because fear is irrational, you can’t make sense of it
so when people are scared,
one of the number one responses you see is “i don’t wanna be scared anymore, somebody fix it!” 
so when people say “don’t worry i’ll help you, you don’t need to be scared anymore” 
people will trust that

treat me like the enemy
the best you get is rid of me 
nothing left for me to be 
nothing left for me to stick around and see 
i’ve been dying in my bed all week 
five pills down but i still can’t sleep
tell me what you want ‘cause i still can’t see 
tell me what you need ‘cause i still can’t be, that 
and i know that they’ll be someone else who can better play my role 
and i don’t really care no more 
‘cause i felt so damn alone 
those times when you let me down
swear its better now everytime that your not around
i don’t wanna dread everytime that you see me now 
didn’t wanna leave but i’m thinking that it’s better now 
swear it’s better now
those times when you let me down
swear its better now every time that your not around
i don’t wanna dread every time that you see me now 
didn’t wanna leave but i’m thinking that it’s better now 

and you don’t wanna be the one to blame
but you’re running everytime that i call out your name 
read between the lines but i’m caught in disarray 
just tell me that its fine but i’ll never be okay 
i don’t wanna die but i don’t think i should stay 
and you tell me that its fine but i feel like i’m insane i
i wanted to try but you didn’t wanna change no 
got you out my life so i feel like i’m okay now

those times when you let me down
swear its better now every time that your not around
i don’t wanna dread every time that you see me now 
didn’t wanna leave but i’m thinking that it’s better now 
swear it’s better now
those times when you let me down
swear its better now every time that your not around
i don’t wanna dread every time that you see me now 
didn’t wanna leave but i’m thinking that it’s better now 
swear it’s better now

better now

you say i'm always on your left
i swear i never know what's next 
it's always everything you said verses everything you meant
i swear i am going fucking insane i need closure 
but i know nothing will change so it's over
i tried to tell you so many fucking times 
that i could never be the one you needed 
'cause i can't even tell you why i tried 
when we both know in the end that i am
fine by myself and you'll find someone better
I can't reminisce about your scent in my sweaters
and i am past tense but i cannot forget her so i
just crash out and everything starts falling on me
falling on me 
falling on me 
falling on me
you say i'm always on your left
i swear i never know what's next 
it's always everything you said verses everything you meant
i swear i am going fucking insane i need closure 
but i know nothing will change so it's over
i tried to tell you so many fucking times 
that i could never be the one you needed 
'cause i can't even tell you why i tried 
when we both know in the end that i am
fine by myself and you'll find someone better
I can't reminisce about your scent in my sweaters
and i am past tense but i cannot forget her so i
just crash out and everything starts falling on me
falling on me 
falling on me 
falling on me

falling on me

i tried so hard so many times i i really tried to do it well i swear to god i’m not the same as i was i am just a shell you said somethings you didn’t mean sometimes i really couldn’t tell if everything is just a dream or am i really stuck in hell i pray to god they cut me off when they don’t need me anymore i pray to god to take me with him when i’m not needed anymore i’ve always had this intuition they’ll find my body on the floor and i could i last my whole damn life and still not be a thing at all and thats what they can’t comprehend just wait till no one else is left they’ll cut me off i know they will so i don’t really give a fuck if they care or they don’t ‘cause i don’t really care at all i can’t be saved when my time is up no i just can’t be saved at all ‘cause i’ve seen me bleed every time this time i’ve crossed the line i’ve been the issue this whole damn time there ain’t no point tryna save my live ‘cause it can’t be helped i won’t help myself i swear there ain’t a thing i’m afraid of now ‘cause i’ve seen it all ‘cause i’ve seen it all don’t save me just save yourself ‘cause i can’t be helped ‘cause i can’t be helped oh

good at helping, not being helped

prod. me 

'cause i got that rush, rush, rush
i'm tryna fuck, thrust, yeah
i'm tryna smoke the whole blunt and get faded
i'm tryna down this cup and get naked
i'm tryna fuck shit up
i'm tryna take some shots 
i could give up on us 
i just need all my drugs

'cause i got that rush, rush
no i cannot get enough, -nough
'cause i got that rush, rush
no i cannot get enough, -nough
'cause i got that rush, rush
no i cannot get enough, -nough
'cause i got that rush, rush
no i cannot get enough, -nough

still i can't save myself 
still can't fix my health, nah
can't get out of here 
i just want myself and another fucking beer
and i can't trust no one so, please do not come near 
'cause one time i said i loved you and that shit was too sincere 

yeah now i don't see myself when i look into the mirror 
and now i just smoke my blunt every time i'm close to tears
yeah now i don't see myself when i look into the mirror 
and now i just smoke my blunt every time i'm close to tears 

'cause i got that rush, rush, rush
i'm tryna fuck, thrust, yeah
i'm tryna smoke the whole blunt and get faded
i'm tryna down this cup and get naked
i'm tryna fuck shit up
i'm tryna take some shots 
i could give up on us 
i just need all my drugs
'cause i got that rush, rush, rush
i'm tryna fuck, thrust, yeah
i'm tryna smoke the whole blunt and get faded
i'm tryna down this cup and get naked
i'm tryna fuck shit up
i'm tryna take some shots 
i could give up on us 
i just need all my drugs
'cause i got that rush, rush, rush
i'm tryna fuck, thrust, yeah
i'm tryna smoke the whole blunt and get faded
i'm tryna down this cup and get naked
i'm tryna fuck shit up
i'm tryna take some shots 
i could give up on us 
i just need all my drugs

'cause i got that rush, rush
no i cannot get enough, -nough
'cause i got that rush, rush
no i cannot get enough, -nough
'cause i got that rush, rush
no i cannot get enough, -nough
'cause i got that rush, rush
no i cannot get enough, -nough

rush

produced by me

lyrics:
i know you don't trust me anymore
not the same way you did before 
it's all my fault i should've known 
and i can't stand the way you look at me like i'm so cold
it's hard to feel the same when all i am to you is a ghost
and nothing seems to change

the patterns on the walls all come alive and spell your name
and i can't move along the way that everybody claims i should
there's nothing that i wouldn't do for you
and i know that's a lot but it's the truth 

i can't deny i feel like your another part of me 
i feel alive only the times that you were next to me
caught by surprise i never want to be your enemy 
and nothing's right, i'm not the person who i choose to be

could you say?
that it's true
i'm the blame of it all, i'm the fool
tear me to pieces and put me back together 
call me back whenever 

i know you don't trust me anymore
not the same way you did before 
it's all my fault i should've known 
and i can't stand the way you look at me like i'm so cold
it's hard to feel the same when all i am to you is a ghost
and nothing seems to change

i know you don't trust me anymore
not the same way you did before 
it's all my fault i should've known 
and i can't stand the way you look at me like i'm so cold
it's hard to feel the same when all i am to you is a ghost

the patterns on the walls all come alive and spell your name
and i can't move along the way that everybody claims i should
there's nothing that i wouldn't do for you
and i know that's a lot but it's the truth 
and nothing seems to change

patterns on the wall

prod me

if i'm being honest i can't tell you where i've been
if i'm being honest i can't tell you who i am
if i'm being honest i've been up all night
with my screen of light just Infront my sight

if i'm being honest i can't tell the truth
all i ever wanted was to shelter you but 
honestly i'm not enough to care for you
'cause i'm fucked up and it scares me too 'cause
i'm the type of guy to bring issues in your life
can't see you eye to eye 
don't know where i'm at tonight
and you're the type who just knows exactly what you need 
but i can't be what you need swear i can't be what you need
same dumb moves gotta watch myself
i can't take no goddamn help
i am just an empty shell i swear 
you should love your own damn self

if i'm being honest i can't tell you where i've been
if i'm being honest i can't tell you who i am
if i'm being honest i've been up all night
with my screen of light just Infront my sight
if i'm being honest i can't tell you where i've been
if i'm being honest i can't tell you who i am
if i'm being honest i've been up all night
with my screen of light just Infront my sight

and i know that it's hard to say goodbye 
but honestly it's hard to see you by my side
'cause i am not the one to save your life
but could you ever blame me if i said i tried?

i'm not that guy, see you in another life
promise you it'll be alright 
but swear that it just don't feel right
so i can't decide, honestly i think i died
panic at the speed of light
tell me i'm the reason why it died
tell me there's a reason that it's right 
save me from another sleepless night
'cause honestly i never get it right

if i'm being honest

prod. me

and i’ve been trying really hard i watch my body melt 
you took my heart and then you put that shit right on the shelf 
i drink too much, i smoke too much ‘cause i’m not feeling well 
‘cause you said you would never leave but now you wish me well
and i’ve been trying really hard i watch my body melt 
you took my heart and then you put that shit right on the shelf 
i drink too much, i smoke too much ‘cause i’m not feeling well 
‘cause you said you would never leave but now you wish me well

now she likes to say that i talk too much
i take drugs everyday bitch i’m off of one 
tried to bluff in my face bitch i’m not the one 
lay six feet in my grave bitch i’m not the one 
and i’ve been up you tryna dial up my cellphone
bitch i’ve been the one i cannot love these bitches hell nah
i can’t give no fucks you know i’ve been the fucking man
only tell you once so listen up this who i am
bitch you already know i’m toxic why the fuck you telling me?
left me with no options but to let the phone ring
please don’t be a dumb bitch ‘cause i know you know things 
please don’t try to talk shit ‘cause i know you know me

and i’ve been trying really hard i watch my body melt 
you took my heart and then you put that shit right on the shelf 
i drink too much, i smoke too much ‘cause i’m not feeling well 
‘cause you said you would never leave but now you wish me well
and i’ve been trying really hard i watch my body melt 
you took my heart and then you put that shit right on the shelf 
i drink too much, i smoke too much ‘cause i’m not feeling well 
‘cause you said you would never leave but now you wish me well

now she likes to say that i talk too much

melt

everything by me

lyrics:
and lately i've been taking everything i can't escape 
i- hope one day the drugs show me to my fucking grave, uh
she told me she love me but she never gonna change, nah
and if they really love me than i know they'll never stay, uh
'cause i know these bitches fall in love but i'll never be the one
'cause they so fucked up how they do me wrong
so i'll take another one 'till i'm too far gone
you can't hurt me now 'cause i can't feel none

bitch I've been walking on a tightrope with my eyes closed and 
i don't need love, i just need a couple hundred bands 
i don't need friends, i just need a couple more xans 
i don't need shit, i just need to get out my own head

i just need to fuck a check up with some model hoes 
put my body on a stretcher, bitch i'm bouta get higher
mixing all the drugs, situation getting dire 
only thing i need is a backwoods and a lighter 

texting her "i love you" i just wanna get inside her
drinking all this lean it made my stomach and my sides hurt
i don't wanna feel again i'd rather fucking die, uh
i can't fall in love because i know it's suicide, uh

and i learned this shit the hard way
fool me once, fool me twice that's what they all say
take it all 'till i'm dead they can't stop me
and i'm dead waking up i'm like a zombie

and lately i've been taking everything i can't escape 
i- hope one day the drugs show me to my fucking grave, uh
she told me she love me but she never gonna change, nah
and if they really love me than i know they'll never stay, uh
'cause i know these bitches fall in love but i'll never be the one
'cause they so fucked up how they do me wrong
so i'll take another one 'till i'm too far gone
you can't hurt me now 'cause i can't feel none

@byekento - CAN'T FEEL NONE

everything by me

lyrics:
its been about 2 months and i- i still can’t sleep
i’ve been trying to make sense of everything
honestly i just no matter how much i try i still cannot come to terms with anything
i’ve been doing a lot more drugs
at the end of the day i’m really just trying to find my own happiness in the little things and
honestly just trying to keep myself distracted from things that don’t make me happy
which there’s a lot more on that list than i’d like to recall
but i guess there's at least something to look forward to, even if its something small
you always gotta have something to look forward to right?

feather pens
come write my name in red
connect the dissonance
the things i should have said

come bite my tongue
until it’s nice and numb
i’m tryna waste my time away
until i can’t feel none

come bite my tongue
come bite my tongue
come bite my tongue
come bite my tongue

until it’s nice and numb
with my feather pen
with my feather pen
i’ll write my name in red
i’ll write my name in red
i’ll write my name in red

feather pens

everything done by me

lyrics: 
(call up on your phone you didn’t answer)
(honestly i wish i could forget you)
(hard to say exactly where i went wrong)

i don’t really wanna talk about it 
you know everything you did you know it well 
only wanna talk about yourself 
i wish i could say i wish you well 

falling deep into my sins 
these things i can’t forgive
fell in love with the fool and it came back to you
all those lies that you told me, you swore they were true
just to get what you wanted, it’s falling on you

don’t you get sentimental about it now
it isn’t my fault if you cry
i don’t know what to tell you now
i loved you more than i loved myself
hard to think about the times we had 
‘cause you were thinking about someone else 

now every time the days go by
i only seem to lose myself
i didn’t wanna do this i- 
just need a way to save myself

falling deep into my sins 
these things i can’t forgive
fell in love with the fool and it came back to you
all those lies that you told me, you swore they were true
just to get what you wanted, it’s falling on you

sins

everything by me

lyrics:
you say i'm out
of my mind 
you let me down
you say
i am holding you back
i never knew you like that
can you remember that time when you loved me way back then?

could you call me right back? 
love me, i need it bad 
kill me on the inside
tell me i'll never see you again
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?

could you call me right back?
love me, i need it bad
kill me on the inside
tell me i'll never see you again
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?

i spent the holidays with cigarettes in bed
with movies i'll rewatch but never 'till the end 
i only waste my time away when i'm alone
'cause nowadays this cold damn house don't feel like home

can you see me calling?
i wish i still saw your face in the morning 
you always said i'm the one that you wanted 
you always said i'm the one that you wanted 

could you call me right back? 
love me, i need it bad 
kill me on the inside
tell me i'll never see you again
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?

could you call me right back? 
love me, i need it bad 
kill me on the inside
tell me i'll never see you again
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?
how can you love like this?

byekento

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