multi genre alt pop type shit

how to lie (Jane Remover cover)

https://ffm.to/n2bg7w3

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

it didn't have to be like this
_________________________________
(do you remember me?)

hold it close to you
broken bowed a new
i thought this was life
watch the thread unwind

we were in zion that summer
i was still trying to breathe
watch it corrode the isomers
everything i couldn't keep

all the nights that we spent being young
the copper rocks under our feet
the pastures never felt so wrong
up in flames your favorite evergreen

pull the needle through
laces lorn the center

i promise i wasn't crying
there was just smoke in my eyes
holding you until the morning
i'd fall in and out of the fire
wreathed in hollow ivory
christened collows bedaubing 

and i saw your body covered in roses 
and i started screaming, nobody noticed
the locket you gave me thread intertwined
tearing taut at the seams when it started unwinding 
i fell out the trunk of your dad's four wheel drive 
and we laughed it off when we called it a night
through the laurels and brushweeds we walked side by side
god you were so pretty even when we were crying 
cus' the rust started falling i ran out of time 
watch the world invert into infrared light 
lying lithe on the duff dying embers dissolving 
the smoke in my lungs couldn't stop me from calling your name
but i, (2x)

laurel

the original song is genuinely the best song ive ever heard

og: https://soundcloud.com/thatcherblackwood/laurel?si=f13daaa3f277405fba9e99da19d95ee3&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

laurel by thatcherblackwood but its just piano (first half)

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/santairl
inspired by shameless. - oh, ariel
made for FORM anv8


⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ { lyrics }⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯
oh, angelea
What went wrong?
Our flowers all died.
I think I've killed them all.

oh, What's left of it?
A pile of petals, with wilted ends.
A garden of rest,
Or what's left of it.

oh, angelea
oh, angelea
angelea, angelea
oh, angelea
oh, angelea

oh, angelea


oh, angelea
What went wrong?
I always said I loved you.  
But you never knew.

oh, What's left of it?
A pile of petals, with wilted ends.
A garden of rest,
Or what's left of it.

oh, angelea
What went wrong?
Our flowers all died.
I think I've killed them all.

oh, What's left of it?
A pile of petals, with wilted ends.
A garden of rest,
Or what's left of it.

oh, angelea {anv8}

Census Designated but it's just my voice

@whyawe
@real-mestie
@thisisanthesis
@linkedwinters
@cutewavelets
@miviasmusic
@the-big-blind

Mivias:
Stuck, tracing all your steps again
Turning all daylight into amends
You'll get tired some day
At least that's they say

So you try to stand
Try to reach your hand
Though from far you strayed
You'll have time to find your way

The Big Blind:
Stuck, with this never ending quest
When to push and when to rest?
Paradoxical clews in your chest
So you must not pass the test

But you try to stand
Even though you don’t understand
Because of low demand
The old secrets have been locked

Stuck

20🎉
link to the track on other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/starlight

cover art by: @linkedwinters & myself 

lyrics:
You’re my starlight, my waypoint to home.
You brighten my darkness, when you keep me close.
Celestial radiance, the way that we glow.
You’re my starlight, see you wherever i go.
Comfort in the night sky, as supernovas unfold.
You’re my starlight. [x5]


my website ► https://paxenimzi.com
instagram ► instagram.com/paxenimzi
spotify ► open.spotify.com/artist/0wxt3qV990HCyl6CSTh79Q
bluesky ► https://bsky.app/profile/paxenimzi.com

originally written & performed by myself for bitbird’s “create together vol. 4”

starlight ⋆｡✩

yet, as desperate as you are, you persevered, and you caught a glimpse of it, the one thing that you wanted all along ... only just for a moment.

Healing Phase

for a moment ...

This was a track on my album that I decided no longer fit what I had in mind. It was the first track I made for it.

I might private this track later on.

Handshake

We'll Make It Right

https://fanlink.tv/ifyourewithme

originally made for FORM's 'All Nighter 9'


miocene memorial garden
@cash-official @acloudyskye @viznode @suji_scared @ejtheloser @shameless_wav @jhlofficixl @gethosyne

visuals by @gethosyne, @suji_scared @viznode & https://x.com/_exaflares


I hide the words again from myself
Knowing no one else is there, to tell
And always fighting, to understand you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
(I'm still alive)
Haven't really been fine

Wait
Feeling lost, can you say we're bound to fate?
Scared of losing everything along the way
I can't change
Chasing a ghost that won't show face
Pile up these dirty leaves
Pointless things ah yeah
Convenient that
There's things I have to tell you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
Haven't really been fine
You took all the time from me
Just passing me by
Show me some life

I keep us tied to each other
Your face in all the places I've been
Still stuck around all the corners
Staring out there

Hide your words
Obscure my face
An empty place
It doesn't even matter
I throw it all away
To escape your face
It fills me with dread
Cause it doesn't even matter

Tell me now
What if we couldn't take —
Call it out
Feeling of echoes
No one knows

listen to me
How did it go
when it fell
out of my reach
Reach out to me
Hopelessly waiting
Wandering out sight

Didn't waste my time
Watering all these dead flowers

Don't go chasing this
Don't go chasing this
Cause I wanted you to know
There's a fire outside your door
Engulfing everything

Just for now
Just for now
It wouldn't matter anymore
Until the dust settles clear

Just for now
Just for a moment

So fingers crossed
Left behind

IF YOU'RE WITH ME

bonus track i made for funzies

my remix of "as I hang up a picture" by dobi

time is finite (remix of dobi)

remix of porter made in one night, if i work on this more ill replace the file
if i wake up and i hear this and i think "god this sucks" ill private it

oh, angelea {anv8}

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