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Gardella & Dewmba - Jawbreaker [Headbang Society Premiere]

Mac DeMarco - Salad Days

avian love with a dope beat by https://soundcloud.com/mavrickdlp
feedback is more than welcome! 

bubba - 2 birds [prod. De La Mav]

Producers soundclouds:
@EngelwoodMusic
@astral_beats
@Willhouse
@OMFGCoreyAlexie

Features soundclouds:
@iamfaceless
@ADP
@TheRealReeG
@BernardWillis


Quiet feat. Samsa (prod. Astral)

Thank you Chet Baker

MERCH: https://caleb-belkins-store.myshopify.com/

I fall in love, too easily (Merch available, link in description)

Cool Breeze

Prod. Shimmy Twice

Inspired by my childhood anime!

Lyrics:
Hold up hold up, I just wanna be noticed
just like a young shojo next to senpai, hai sou desu
ya’ll know this, I’ma rap with that flow so cold, call me tsundere, man I’m so bold, I’ma own it
Chilling with my kouhais after school, I know guys get jealous cause they know I’m cool
I’m too kakkoii on these streets, on beats, a slice of life makes my cypher complete
HOOK: 
I just want a Slice of life
Can a guy get his mind right, slice of life 
you know I need a break sometimes
flip the TV on when it's late at night
I just want a slice of life
Keep my rhyming tight with a side of rice
Sound nice don’t it 
come and join me let's enjoy a fresh slice of life
Now once upon a time, I was just a little shonen
Reading my manga and Rocking pokemon clothing
Heroes taught me who was good from who was evil
 Goku versus freiza in the DBZ Reruns
I needed something to believe in my teenage years and I was leaning towards the stories on my tv screen
Real life was kinda boring so I chose another 
Journey, quick spoiler warning I became a weeb
Fast forward and your boy’s back at it,
watching these anime shooooows like an addict
recorded my first rap when I was 19
now I keep the flow renai circulating 
Rap's golden boy, I already told you boys
Anime everything just like a young soulja boy
I keep it real even when it’s 2d
This is not cosplay, I just do me
(HOOK) 
Running with toast in my mouth I’m coming,
top spot on your rapper list, I’m gunning  
been pretty busy growing up is kinda shitty
Less time to be killing watching anime series
….But I’ll never outgrow this
let me finish up this marathon real quick 
see real life isn’t going anywhere 
this is my story and I play the main character
(Hook)
That was pretty fun!

Slice of Life

for the girl I just fell for.

I only met her yesterday. 
She said it was nice to meet me. 
And I would've said the same 
if the floor was still underneath me, 
but I left it with that greeting. 
Though fleeting, I would’ve fallen there
if I didn't notice that I responded 
with an awkward stare.
I said, “Hi.” 
But I wanted to say, 
“Your eyes are amazing,
a maze I want to get lost in until I die. 
Like I'm sure the angels join you when you cry, 
and I'm sure they rejoice again when you smile.” 
But I'll save that for another time.
She laughs. And I can't tell if it's at me, 
or 'cause I'm actually making her happy. 
Exactly thirty seconds have past me, 
and I'm already at the flower shop,
thinkin’ if I should take these roses out or not. 
Like I've been thinkin’ way too hard about this.
I don't even need to write a song about this.
I don't wanna always have you on my mind 
but I know deep down inside

I'd walk five hundred miles 
to fall down at your doorstep.
Can't explain the feeling that you give me.
But all I know is I just want some more.

Saw her for the second time. 
She said she hopes that she sees me soon.
And I don't know what that means to you. 
But it seems to me that we've 
got something up both our sleeves 
and I think I catch a glimpse of it 
every time that you leave. 
Both of the times that you left, 
I wanted you to come back. 
And I just hope you feel the same. 
I don't mean to have you all inside my brain. 
But you've really got me chained. 
I even saw you in my dream. 
Tell me have I gone insane 
or am I just in lucky situations? 
Seein’ a girl like you 
two times two days in a row.
If you're ready to ride, 
then I'm rarin’ to go.
But let's take it slow. 
'Cause I've been thinkin’ way too hard about you.
I don't even need to write a song about you.
I don't wanna always have you on my mind 
but I know deep down inside

500 miles [prod. by mr. master]

Thankful for every single person that listens to my music. I hope you like this song. If not there is more coming and coming and coming....

Also, for the person that asks lyrics i'll make sure to do this for every song.

LYRICS

I’ve been falling down
I’ve been falling falling down
I’ve been I’ve been

I’ve been falling down a rabbit hole
chasing my goals
closer I get
the further that they seem to go
it doesn’t make sense
Win big then blow it all in Vegas
I’m the new language
one you wanna hang with
if you believe in god can you please start praying
better yet just start playing
my shit / I’ve been listening to the radio
heard you only need one hit
(One hit)
Well fuck that
I got a catalogue
of dialogue
to blast of like an astronaut
 
uh, that’s wasn’t shot                       
if it was you would of saw a body drop
anyways I’d do it by hand with uh molliwop
Plop, there goes another
Never fought for myself only for my brothers
hands all covered in blood
i’m a pacifist
well at least I thought that I was
puffing on some bud
so I don’t really wanna fight
just want to dive deeper in this rabbit hole tonight
so this is uh invitation
for a little bit of salvation
no obligation
just exploration
only thing better then  education
better hurry up though
cause the train is leaving the station
yah it’s leaving station

(Train Sound Effects)


I’ve been falling down a rabbit hole
chasing my goals
closer I get
the further that they seem to go
it doesn’t make sense
Win big then blow it all in Vegas
I’m the new language
one you wanna hang with
if you believe in god can you please start praying
better yet just start playing
my shit / I’ve been listening to the radio
heard you only need one hit
(one hit, one hit)




I’ve been falling down
I’ve been falling falling down
I’ve been I’ve been

I’ve been falling down a rabbit hole
chasing my goals
closer I get
the further that they seem to go
it doesn’t make sense
Win big then blow it all in Vegas
I’m the new language
one you wanna hang with
if you believe in god can you please start praying
better yet just start playing
my shit / I’ve been listening to the radio
heard you only need one hit
(One hit)
Well fuck that
I got a catalogue
of dialogue
to blast of like an astronaut
 
uh, that’s wasn’t shot                      
if it was you would of saw a body drop
anyways I’d do it by hand with uh molliwop
Plop, there goes another
Never fought for myself only for my brothers
hands all covered in blood
i’m a pacifist
well at least I thought that I was
puffing on some bud
so I don’t really wanna fight
just want to dive deeper in this rabbit hole tonight
so this is uh invitation
for a little bit of salvation
no obligation
just exploration
only thing better then formal education
better hurry up though
cause the train is leaving the station
yah it’s leaving station

(Train Sound Effects)


I’ve been falling down a rabbit hole
chasing my goals
closer I get
the further that they seem to go
it doesn’t make sense
Win big then blow it all in Vegas
I’m the new language
one you wanna hang with
if you believe in god can you please start praying
better yet just start playing
my shit / I’ve been listening to the radio
heard you only need one hit
(one hit, one hit)

Rabbit Hole

Upside Down Frowns (feat. Atlas)

3rd track off my debut EP Brown Eyed Blues


We brought this entire EP to life in my bedroom :)


Vocals by Mari Gail
Back-up vocals by @guyclaude
Produced by @guyclaude
Mixed & Mastered by @guyclaude
Artwork by Dawn Savagi


Lyrics <3


[Verse 1]


When we first met I couldn’t believe
That I was falling for you just like the leaves
I prayed every night, god please
Just once, let em notice me


[1st Chorus]


Then you saw me at my locker
And you came closer
I’m sweating in a panic
Cause you are coming over
Shoulda saw the signs but there was no poster
That we were messy from the start
There’s no hope here


[Verse 2]


But still I chased after you
I chased you down every avenue
You got me singing my brown eyed blues
I said this was way too good to be true


[2nd Chorus]


We were messy from the start
(It’s mid autumn)
Our love crumbled like
Granola Bars
(Should of caught the)
Pieces as they were flippin and floppin’
But you got sticky hands and
Oh that is a problem


[Verse 3]


A few months passed our way
And I was still into you what a shame
A few years and you don’t know my name
I pray to god, can’t we just feel the same?


[Hook]
Because my heart keeps on breaking
And this flame is slowly fading
But my heart cannot take anymore
It just cannot take anymore


[Verse 2]


But still I chased after you
I chased you down every avenue
You got me singing my brown eyed blues
I said this was way too good to be true


[1st Chorus]


Then you saw me at my locker
And you came closer
I’m sweating in a panic
Cause you are coming over
Shoulda saw the signs but there was no poster
That we were messy from the start
There’s no hope here


[Outro]


Because my heart keeps on breaking
And this flame is slowly fading
But my heart cannot take anymore
It just cannot take anymore

Brown Eyed Blues

Free Download!

Granola Bars

Young Life (prod by venxm)

Lyrics: 

Most nights I spend alone staring at Orion's belt 
Crooked constellation tell the future 
Try to find myself 
I wonder why God waits until I fail so he can try to help 
Anxiety has plagued me with debates 
The mind unwinds itself 
Denies that health is fading faster 
Always happens just right after
Laughter dies away and burning pain begins to take its place 
Always when I'm bound to sleep 
Awake to sounds of busy streets and screams from neighbors fighting 
Please just take me far from apathy 
What's happening? 
Demons grab my feet they're dragging me 
Down to depths unknown I float there ain't no gravity 
Wake up in the dusk I just leave my room a mess 
Empty 40s hoarding absent space around my desk 
Exploring horrid stories I've buried in my head 
Ignoring pouring morning coffee with a little gin 
Absent of a grin 
Absent of smile 
I think I'm gonna feel this for a while 
Hear me singing

Hook: ladadadadadadadadada x2

So heres how all my days are spent:
Wide awake at 4am
Cigarettes for breakfast then
I go to work same shit again
Fake a smile so no asks
How I pass the hour glass
I say "I don’t, I pass the bottle." 
dad thinks that I’ve got a problem
Ex said that im just an addict
Manic thoughts they make me panic 
Attacks are random, didn't plan it 
Can't escape intrusive thoughts or 
Break away from Luci's locks 
Until no put some music on and 
Drift away to space a place so far away displaced are all my demons 
Breathing settles down 
My hands no longer shaking 
Steps toward recovery might be the thing that breaks me 
So I crack a beer and light a joint another night of thinking. 
Headphones on I'm all alone 
Listen closely, 
Hear me singing: 

Hook 
Ladadadadadadada

As Days Pass(prod. Ibrahim)

produced by 9TAILS

lyrics:

just let me be
problem starter its in my ways
thats all on me
nobody wanna talk to the dude
its ok ill let you hide from me
ion really ever talk much
people bitching bout my new stuff
said i flaunt a little too much
whole game is wacky im gassed up

fuck it up again
no ink is on my pen
on notepad on my desktop
imma make a hit again
girl is perfect like im ken
sometimes she bring a friend
the good life can come any moment
but real life never ends

woo
she too fancy with it
i can barely be her man
look to kill in denim jacket
diamonds on her hand
she dont got a boyfriend
she just view all of them as fans
packing by the ounce she going ham on green like sam i am

sam i am
make the money
in advance
thats the plan
she tell me
thats the plan
that girl the man
that girl the man

mad people dont listen
im arguing with these children
ill push em back like a piston
its fuck you for the mission

im too focused
i stay focused
straight through every summer night
shit, not even taking adderall
its only downers bout every night
im feeling right
im feeling good
that pussy tight
this a perfect woods
its understood
im living life just the way i want
like i said i would

take a look at the brain matter
these trash boys make me die of laughter
little miles shoot shots so much im like
cj miles for toronto raptors

demon smile
guess i see the cycle
looks like miles caught on that its all recycled
espestus tiles and a moldy basement
thats my life every day you know i had to change it

sam i am
make the money
in advance
thats the plan
she tell me
thats the plan
that girl the man

sam i am
make the money
in advance
thats the plan
she tell me
thats the plan
that girl the man
that girl the man

sam i am

life is a journey.. don't take it alone

https://okaywill.lnk.to/FallingForYouEP

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The Journey

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ＧＥＴ　Ａ　ＣＡＬＬ　ＢＡＣＫ

//誰も長く滞在しない//

i keep looking for love in all the wrong places. maybe one day things will be different.

lyrics
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and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think imma waste

more time scrollin' down my timeline
wish that i could hop up in my whip and go to five guys
somethings gotta give when i'm sky high
i'm not something super in the uber playin' i spy
disappear from everybody for a while
cause the air is getting thick within the radius of miles
suicide is on my mind & i can't bare to even smile
i can only get a taste cause happiness is versatile

and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think that i

probably could've tried harder
i tend to fall in love too quick with everybody's daughter
take my heart and they begin to slaughter
i'm a fuckin' wreck and my neck is lookin' like every other
boy that they've been bruisin' for a bit
i've been smooth cruisin' catalytic tendencies are in
love is just a four letter word that don't mean shit
cause i open up a bit too much & they just wanna dip

they just always fall back
i don't think i'll ever get a call back
why the fuck i go through all that
just for what we had to fuckin' fall flat

in my sleep

free download: https://steezyprime.bandcamp.com/album/summer-breeze-ep

tracklist:
i. submerge
ii. harmony (ft. @goosetaf)
iii. home (ft. @skypierr)
iv. always (ft. @oatmello)
v. delicate (ft. @karmarhythm)
vi. intentions (ft. @speechlesss)
vii. closure

twitter.com/steezyprime

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summer breeze [ep]

🖤💕Wat3r💕🖤~Thoughts Of You [Prod. by Wellfed] (NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS!!!)

Do you want to find yourself?
Or think about everything else?

So long
I was wrong
Oh lord
So sorry

Is this what you want?
What you need?
What you are?
What you are?

What you want?
What you need?
What you are?
What you are?

I think that I will stay
I never wanted to leave anyway
I don’t know what to say
Im feeling better than yesterday
Something inside me changed
I never thought I could feel this way
No longer in my cage
Im feeling better than yesterday

Spotify

I'm Depressed And That's Ok

Now available on Spotify! Here is the link: https://open.spotify.com/track/0wj7gOxByVqU1MEBftPVwI?si=3sOSSRTNRvq0d04HkvVyzQ

Lyrics:
I wanna be your THC
breathe me into your body
in your arms I taste the sweetness of love
but the aftertaste ruins my tastebuds

I want you to feel the autumn colors in your veins
You want to drink the spring showers 'til they dry away
Floating down the river on words you built for me 
We are passionate together but all i feel are

February Clouds on your face
Separate by a million miles when you turn away
I can pick these petals off the ground for you
I can put out all these candles if your want me to

Let me in under your skin
Expel all the secrets you try to keep in
push me under your fingernails
reading the bumps on my back like it's Braille

I want you to feel the autumn colors in your veins
You want to drink the spring showers 'til they dry away
Floating down the river on words you built for me 
We are passionate together but all i feel are

February Clouds on your face
Separate by a million miles when you turn away
I can pick these petals off the ground for you
I can put out all these candles if your want me to
2x

ladahdah

Byjohn