How did I get my expectations so high 
When I know you’d drop me all down low 
Head fully hit the floor
And forget how to breathe again

This used to be my favorite part in the world 
But you two fucked it all up for me
It's painful
Where do I go now?
Maybe to Amsterdam or Spain?

Deep down I’ve always known 
Too numb to see you’re vain at heart 
So that’s how two best friends 
End up as "we’re just friends" now

I know you can’t stay far away 
And on a better day
You’d take my heart away 

I’ll miss the way 
We say each other’s name
But here’s to closing that page

Why did I think it is okay to lie?
Tell them I am fine when I wanted to die 
When did we come to this?  
Oh do things never really change? 

Make & break up
Everything in the way
Tried to leave out all the evil things you’d say 
Spent years being a mess
Now I just wish you all the best

I guess you never knew
Pretending ruins metal health
And that’s how two best friends
End up as "we are friends” now

I know you can’t stay far away 
And on a better day
You’d take my heart away 

I’ll miss the way 
We say each other’s name
But here’s to closing that page

Closing Page

a look into my diary through songs i write :)

zoei