(zoloft) i take back all my time I lied but i can't go on
Whyd u say those lies to me
i dont wanna push it so hard to go on
I swear that u were the not the one tho
U swear that u were so true
Not everythingis black or blue
($udz) i don’t really care about noth’n no more
ion really care what the day got in store
for me
cuz all i’m really do’n is selling my soul
just to sleep just to live how long can this be?
how long can this be
it’s just like a bad dream
but i can’t wake up
wake up
gotta go
sell your soul again
shit
i should have stayed in bed

check out my friend zoloft here 🤙
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/w7CLrcfkQCb4SJS5A

should've stayed in bed w/zoloft [Prod. @STARBOYROB + BROOKEBEATZ + PRODBYCOLORADO]

lyrics
($udz)bitch im the suds from the shadow realm 
out the sink gonna wash you away way
no sun can burn the clouds hang’n over my head when i’ve had a bad day day  
say all you want like twenty questions 
but  this world i cannot stay stay 
made up my mind or at least what’s left of it
 it started to decay cay

if i knew it’d be like this i would’ve stayed in the womb 
tomb
all im thinking about is doom 
soon
agitated 
ya know you instigated 
this situation 
mass devastation 
reunite pangea 
tear it apart again 
god’s hands
sudz’s will
(MOTHDUSTER)
Averted coped, 
diverted kitchen sins
That bitches whipped cream covered nippled limbs 
Stuck inna loop that runs in my head
Like my downstem 10
I’ll snap till I’m dead,
Wanna cover my face with a hatchetsen 
Gasoline, syrup matchboxes for parents heads 
A cardboard boxer and a metronome to keep my pockets safe 
I’m no fucking saint
Ask behavior health 
They’ll say I did it with a belt
Jack n’ 24 with no more 
Ask me what’s wrong and I don’t know
I do the stick n’ poke
x2 I do the inking you do the bleeding x2


https://soundcloud.com/user-606813790
https://soundcloud.com/mothdusterr

Omen ft. MOTHDUSTERR [Prod. poison pond]

i don’t know many things
but i know one thing
and that thing is death
and it’s gon’ take everything
no hard feelings
birds will still sing
you see we ain’t shit but manure for the earth to feed
yet we all got so much greed
can’t see or help the people in need
can’t even empathize to that degree
…
it’s so stinky like y’all need a stick of degree ..
enough about that
i’m tryna look past that
get a better view for a better day
focus on the good keep the bad away
keep these vicious demons at bay
for this anger i have to pay
the right answer is clear as day
but it’s constantly night
what’s that see that?
five people shot dead and the sea level’s rising?
personal peace is so small and the world keeps on dying

*interlude mumbo jumbo*

screaming
but
it’s concealed
(can’t hear me nope
wouldn’t want you to anyways
trust me it’s really better of that way)
i want to let it out but i can’t i can’t
(the energy you put out will come back to bite you and im a full plate better eat up don’t choke)
just another poke so it seems
butit's cutting at the seams cutting thin ropes in my sanity
unsanitary thoughts make me dreary think'n bout the day got me weary
survival instincts involuntary
the world is scary
is this hell or purgatory 
caught in the midsts of a fucked up story
footnotes left at the cemetery

occular suffering [prod. poison pond]

[Lil Wes] Im all on my forbes shit
Goin hard in my focus
I'm inside of my fort
Inside my emotions
When I pull up with smoke
You bitches better be tokin you already know this
I'm running away from everything you say it's in the back of my rear view
All of this dope that I smoke
I can't stay awake it has me chokin
I'm running away from every thing you say it's in the back of my rear view
And all of this dope I smoke I can't stay awake it has me think imma die soon

[$udz] i think ima die here
how’d it get so cold in here
my mind is off limits
beware we don’t want you here
baren wasteland
grasp the sands of time
always trickling through my fingers
cant hold on to it no more

wanna throw it down
watch it bleed
i cannot be
the one who smiles with glee
tactically i’ll hang from a tree
save me the time of this played out life

hanging from a tree i’ll be food for the birds and the bees
it’ll be my contribution
i want out this fucked up constitution
i get so mad i think i need institution
staying away from these fakes i trust my intuition
stay away from me don’t get my message diluted
in the end death is a duty and im eager to serve

[Lil Wes] I'm running away from everything you say it's in the back of my rear view and all of this dope I can't stay awake it's got me choking

Sittin in my ride stuck in my head
Thinking of the days when I was down bad
Bitch I'm still there
But you know I ain't broke
Snap over on this beat so I can make a buck
Getting hella faded and crashing my truck
Big homie telling me to start giving a fuck
But I can't stop
Making these bands
Shawty callin my name
And throw up her hands up

 I'm running away from every thing you say it's in the back of my rear view
I'm all on my forbes bitch
I can't loose my focus
Do not come touch me
I'm high off a potion



check out puhf here! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnStaNO2wpV1tfx5GBpDpWA

Hourglass ft. Lil Wes [Prod. puhf]

[zoloft] Pullin up I fucked your hoe I got 3 belts not flexing tho I dont need this Im sober whoa
Like everybody hates me tho I dont need you
It's cold its blue like why the fuck would this b true im spitting fire dragon ghost blowin out og smoke

[chxngii] i 'm thinking about all the words im about to say
to put you down into the grave
voice  silver clean but back stage mean
its been a dream
im feeling you yo
ive got norhing to say to you hoe
i know your mental is accidental
same shit as crashing a hyundai rental

[$udz] it’s your choice
don’t be a fool
play it cool
better not rat ya lil tool
when i be casting magic know i got tabs on you
netherwart potions now im bring’n gloom
raining down coming through my trumpet harralds doom
so soon the sun will set and $udz breaks loose
loose screw broke driver now he drive’n two hundred kilometers an hour
 in the wrong lain
it’s not enough it’s not enough to stop the pain what wrong with our brain
nothing mang he blowing off steam
i’m having bad dreams
and i can only sleep
when he’s got ahold of me
$u $udz is a lucid dreamer
step in his mind and you will see the terror




check out deadreitre dude is really goated 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1IYMDl_J9vNyzUY0f7vQew

I Got 99 Problems And 3 Belts ft. zoloft, chxngii [Prod DeadRetire]

cant we just unwind
but that anger’s gon’ rewind
watching time fly
i try to resume but i can’t comply
my heart hurts
i’m staring at the wall
thinking bout throwing it all down
the drain the pain
i’ve foreseen it all
no need to live through it all
let’s help save time
don’t need a forecast i  seen the future it’s all played out
when in doubt
please don’t spout that nonsense ‘round me
i’ve been there done that
couldn’t care less
‘bout what you think’n
 if they trip’n they fall’n
i’m laugh’n while they crawl’n
life is hard i won’t be stall’n
cuz death runs up and it do be call’n
reaper call’n my name
couldn’t find my soul
to atone i got stuck up in this world
it’s not purgatory
more like hell
cuz i’m forced to see this wickedness
in the form of human consciousness
pls just tell me why
why does it always rain
misfortune and luck are supposed to be intertwined
instead im just wishing i could fucking leave
cant you tell me it’s just a bad dream
having bad dreams need you by my side to let me know it’s gonna be alright
until then i grip these sheets tight
rigor mortis kicking in face go pale
i guess this is the end
couldn’t really tell
doesn’t really matter
i just really wish you could tuck me in

tucked in [Prod. Yago]

[$udz] with all my anger i stir this stick
mix all the hatred now the potion’s thicc
shed your tears now the mixture is complete
shoot it through your veins all sanity depletes
yuh
you you’re going o off the the deep end
cry’n like $udz please stop this shit
scream’n hell no i won’t let you slip
trickery and misery be the oddities that i have foreseen
think’n that you sly bitch no you aint
i’ve seen it all before and you can’t compete
you’re a washed up loser and i cannot relate
your petty little fits gonna get you erased
[chxngii] Nah
I’m
going
Off
The
Deep
End
Stay awake
theres no room for mistakes
The voices
They’re fuckin’ everywhere
Why aren’t you scared?
You’re the one plotting
Dissolving my insides
for the flesh cult ritual
I’ll have to ditch you though
Put you in the ground
Look my minds made up
My mind isn’t even mine
You’re not of my kind
(I’m dead inside)
[$udz] the ritual left my mind inclined
the ritual left you dead at the shrine
spiritual access now denied
serial killer motives in my mind
[chxngii] HAHA
No need to dwell
No need for drugs
No need for slugs
A knife will do
You’re nothing but a curse
Drugged out pussy
Had a hustle now your dusted
At the end of yo trail
WHY LIE
I LOVE THIS SHIT
GOT YOU AT THE EDGE OF THE SEAT
MEET ME WHERE I GET TO BE
DULL THESE SENSE HOPE I DONT GET TO WAKE UP SOMEDAY
SLEEPLESS NIGHTS ARE MY KIND OF TIME
I REST BEST WHILE THE REST OF YOU LAY IN SILENCE
END THIS FUCKED UP SIANCE
Rather foul you’re life’s a toll
On everyone around you
im sure You’re mother would look down on you and be proud
Go ahead and Wake up someday
Dead at the end of your trail
(Empathy for the worst kind of nature)

scope brother chxngii out https://soundcloud.com/christ-exe

also check majzkluani cuz they goated https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8VWfguCs1-v1DTni79qd4A

maniacal hue w/chxngii [Prod. MAJZKLUANI]

check out brother chxngii https://soundcloud.com/christ-exe
quanch needs to make a sc..
check out yung ripper, they rip. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCh5kc5YaK_Q-A1b15nCkCow

detected threat w/ quanch, chxngii [Prod. Yung Ripper]

act up
ima leave you crippled now you picking change up
 always gotta suck up to the hypest
bitch wow
they be spit’n the same shit like they got
dry mouth
need some listerine so you can spit like
$udz does
minty fresh clean
 gonna rinse you out
into the gutter
you dissolve
 like butter
on a warm plate
i smash your fate
 against the wall
cut it with that sweet shit
i know that you are
fake bitch
fuck your pretty please
with a cherry on top
cuz the way you be act’n
got me hella fucked up
im fucked up
you couldn’t belittle
the way im feel’n
a little bewildered
but the vibes get weirder
as space gets bigger
the wind gets chiller
so my heart grows colder
cold to the bone i got ice up in my chest
never gave a damn bout nobody else’s check
nah like really, you do you bro
always on some lame shit
you think that it’s hard today bitch
so you try to flame them
just because you can’t be blame’n
when you point a finger
you got three point’n back at you
 now you in a corner dunce cap think’n what will you do
one: get the fuck out
two: get a job now
three: don’t ever be stepping back to the scene clown
hate to burst your bubble but
 you the one
running with scissors never seeing the harm you’ve done
just an ignorant little shit
 always get’n their own way
but despite the people that pave the way
you still a waste of space
yuh
waste of space
yuh
you are a
waste of space
what
waste of space
you truly are a waste of space
yuh
waste of space
go ahead and kill your self
you can erase

chexk out mxlthael they super goated fr. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC03mjujLZuriZIKuLVpE76g

act up [Prod. MXLTHAEL]

show ikitos some luv https://www.youtube.com/c/ikitosz/featured

idk//pockets ft. quanch [Prod. ikitos]

once upon a time i made ramen but didnt even feel like eating it;


disappear//spicy ramen with zoloft go check him out rn 
https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic

yago is so goated so goSub https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2E3xSksi-ZDjjXkACgXlnA

disappear//spicy ramen2 w/zoloft [Prod. Yago x Thislandis]

fading away i
look for one reason to stay
but my eyes keep rolling back
into the abyss of my mind where all light
dies
sickness and warfare are human nature
reaping the veil spun from money and murder
higher ups thrive while the common man suffer
suffer
sleep
repeat
suffer
living the consequences of the incompetent has made me forget my empathy
i wont atone
making your motives known
unmasking the evil drone
i cannot carry on through this life
watching the evil that plagues us grow
when will we see
when will we care
instead we stare at despair left in the digital daycare
why can’t we see
why can’t we see
this is just a dream where you’ve lost the will to think
shut the fuck up and open your eyes
this is the real world where they’re cheating and killing and hiding their lies
i say cut their tongues out leave them in the mud like swine
kick them till they black out
nothing can stop this i’m karma’s hand
just fucking end it
we are nothing
in the grand scheme of things
why can’t you see
your arbitrary life means nothing


- yago is super goated check em out - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2E3xSksi-ZDjjXkACgXlnA/videos

material world//neverendingcycleofshit [Prod. Yago]

i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains
so it seems the path ahead i cannot change
demons sing to me they say $udz please won’t you stay with me
feel’n forsaken i do not awaken
im stuck in my tomb and my mind it be vacant
i’m casting this madness my smile be tragic
your eyes they be plastic you blind to this magic
 i see what you’ve come for i’m selling my soul
you are twisting these morals it’s starting to show
got resent in my mind and it’s starting to grow
while i carry your burden my heart turns to stone
i’m not okay and the angels won’t help me
so i’m turning to the shadows light’s diminishing
this never was my home always standing at forked roads turning back the darkness comforts me im staying here
gave up on life don’t wanna see a better day that shits the same as yesterday…
pain turns my heart black malice in my brain’s back clouding my vision my soul cracks
i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains

- c0der n No Name Plug aredope go follow them https://www.youtube.com/user/uShUgEbL17qgkkj0T6q2
c0der


https://youtube.com/c/NONAMEPLUG
No Name Plug

hellbound [Prod. c0der x No Name Plug]

life keeps on stab’n at me it’s grab’n for my pockets
always bleeding out these bands 
gotta serve it to the man 
no silver spoon golden plate 
just a salvaged fate
 piece’n together my life
 tryna get it right but these hands are tight 
around my neck 
and i’m really convinced that it ain’t really worth the fight 
survival instincts off and i don’t think twice 
 if i die then i’m dead and i’ll have nothing to dread but instead i tread on a path i misread oh my god cut the rope and im hang’n  by a thread 
get the needle n sew me up 
cant control my feelings im blowing up
i see my demons i say what’s up 
they say 
hey $udz
why you holding back 
i wanna see your anger peak 
i wanna see them bleed 
commit onto them as done to you 
yuh 
what comes around goes around and will come back for you 
you know it’s true i could say it till i’m fucking blue 
but you go act’n how you do it’s got me see’n different hughs 
red blends together with the black in my heart concocting sacrificial art
killing all my feelings there is nothing in me
just a spine chilling memory of who i use to be 
it’s a glimpse from the past but the sunshine won’t last please don’t worry about me cuz i’m already passed

ketsukiyomi//thread [Prod. bughvvl]

im not even tryna live i just go with flow till i turn to a ghost 
necro 
next day commence but i already feel past tense life got the best of me 
fuck off 
i don’t wanna hear it got these sticks n stones n im down to show it 
okay 
gotta cope with pain so i spit on the days that i’m feeling all the rage
visions bleeding out again my brain can’t sense the daze im in 
so i’m scream’n at the world in vain punch 
myself in the face can’t feel the pain 
my heart is in a constant haze i ponder death but am not phased there is no light i can obtain disgraceful life i am a stain 
all my life amounts to is nothing 
all my life i’ve been looking for something 
all my life there has been no feeling
all my life just hang’n from the ceiling 
never 
thought it’d be this way 
reality checks in my mind is caving in 
stress cracks the concrete 
foundation crumbles to the ground
call out to the foreman but he ain’t around 
lights on 
but nobodies home 
just corpse in the room peeking out the window 
looking for a way to escape this limbo 
stagnant in my mind feel the pain in slo-mo

waiting [Prod. bughvvl]

[$udz] stains on these sheets but you know they ain’t yellow they red
saying that dumb shit you better be praying you dead
give me yo life bitch i’m hungry i wann’be fed
lay you up in the grave hoping you like your new bed

[quanch] head full of spite
embrace the night
going thru life with a blade by my side
ending a life
ultimate high
cant help but love the fear in they eyes
im the one you despise
always takes flight
you are the type to jus sit there n cry
gods are lies
accept your demise
blood on the walls its a beautiful sight

[$udz] pulling up i got shadows in my eyes
it’s no surprise
that i be seeing shit through a tainted lens
let’s not pretend
it’s okay no it’s alright whatever helps ya sleep at night
i be living out this blight wanting nothing more than to take your light
im just live’n in spite 
 im not seek’n advice 
im just live’n in spite 
im not seek’n daylight



Follow brother quanch https://soundcloud.com/user-561208870

shoutout lilpaccy for being a dope prod https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3PnKLRebs_LyG0rFrQku0Q

deathgaze ft. Quanch [Prod. Lil Paccy]

fuck all that shit i don’t wanna get big
im just vibe’n it out i be telling no fibs
i dont fuck with no simps cuz they hate’n the pimp so i stick to my clique i ain’t holding a clip
 i ain’t hold’n blick but im ready to flick n
your end will be quick then i’m ready to dip
they be feel’n so sick when they see me equipped there’s no need for a fit im just here for a sip
sip’n up double cup blood cup
feel the cut
watch’n it pour out like a flood im getting hella faded off your blood
slip’n up now ur fucked got no luck
$udz has struck
showing the mercy i’ve been shown
stuck in my trap your cover’s blown
smoke
smoke’n out the rats
choke
choke’n out the rats
fuck your clout n hype im not the type to flaunt some bling material things
we’re all alone what’s an object to me
obviously you cannot see your life’s a tragedy that drip’s a drowned out plea
look at me look at me shut the fuck up
you a fanboy n don’t what’s up
act’n stuck up gonna get you pact out
know you gotta get buck but you can’t level up
step to me step to me get the fuck back
don’t know you n i only bump scrap
only the oni’s the rest are below me no time for no phonies this game or a trophy

----------------ayeyooooooo--------------->
NetuH is a cracked prod scope em out https://www.youtube.com/c/NetuH

chxngii mixed my vocals be sure to follow the brother n hit him up https://soundcloud.com/chxngii

shout out oniscrap keepn me inspired

rhymes with cvtting//doubleCup  [prod. NetuH]

chxngii https://soundcloud.com/chxngii
quanch https://soundcloud.com/user-561208870
c0der    https://www.youtube.com/user/uShUgEbL17qgkkj0T6q2

spiritomb ft. chxngii quanch [Prod. c0der]

check out the brothers quanch https://soundcloud.com/user-561208870
n Antipotato https://soundcloud.com/tatersss

shout out grey for always killing it  https://www.youtube.com/@greyxvii


have a good day n go read chainsawman

deadendboys//realm of suffering ft. quanch Antipotato [Prod. grey]

much love to my brother quanch for hopping on, check em out 
https://soundcloud.com/user-561208870

shout out guda bbyyazul4k and kuva for proding these dope ass beats be sure to support them
https://www.youtube.com/@gudaa
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6xf9qMMDEF4qyT2Ebh1fTg
https://www.youtube.com/@kuvau

stuck in hell w/quanch [Prod. kuva]

i dont own shit all rights to respectful holders

115 -Elena Siegman cover

check out brother zoloft here https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic



shout out squirl beats for making dope beats https://www.youtube.com/@squirlbeats

work'n 10 w/ zoloft [Prod. squirl beats]

fun times with homies and a venter lol


check out the prods theyre goated
https://www.youtube.com/@yngd333
https://www.youtube.com/@greyxvii
https://www.youtube.com/@sixxnightss

health happiness and peace to all

graveyard shift ft. $llick138, Ambient Aaron [Prod. GREY]

test drive ft. quanch, AntiPotato, Ambient Aaron [Prod. YNGD]

dead retire is dope scope em https://www.youtube.com/@DeadRetiretriplesix

//teaser  [Prod. Dead Retire]

lil ep with my brother quanch hope ya'll have a good halloween 




check out the prods if ya like;
https://www.youtube.com/@prodheks
https://www.youtube.com/@DeadRetiretriplesix
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.ne1ro
https://www.youtube.com/@cryalxtbeats
https://www.youtube.com/@kuvau

gg's

posted in hell [Prod. Kuva]

Abunai, Noriturn [Prod. cryalxt]

@ ur grave [Prod. ne1ro]

lifepacc [Prod. Dead Retire]

coin toss [Prod. Dead Retire]

voices//hwb2d [Prod. HEKS]

i just wanted to do good but it feels so wrong ignoring all this hate
i cant go on like this 
how did i get this way 
i could take a glance 
i could blow all it away and never know why 
i spent my life living in between the lines 
shaking hands living lies this love’s a disguise
 my heart is black my mind is faded after all these years im aggravated 
because of myself this situation 
has grown outta hand and im left here 
wait’n
death your majesty take me away 
im sitting here faithfully just waiting for the word
i’ll be waiting at the crossroads calling your name 
i’ll be waiting for your embrace to save me  the pain 
i just wanted to do good but it feels so wrong ignoring all this hate
i cant go on like this 
i want to pull the plug






dead retire is a goat go scope
https://www.youtube.com/@DeadRetiretriplesix

"bang" [Prod. Dead Retire]

made the beat on OverTune don’t sue me i don’t own the loops i just made this shit during downtime at work n when i put it in fl it hilariously didn’t sound like shit so i got faded thanna jit n tracked some bullshit vocals lol 

this isn’t a promo but if you like the beat check out overtune, hopefully me kissing their ass will make them not be ops n copyright my ass on some corporate bs

sudz 🦇

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