chronological order lol

my first time ventilating my brain with music made me overheat and now i need fans or a cooling tank for my brain.
i made the beat on soundtrap.com for free pls dont sue me, i need money for a new car );

can i get rgb fans for my brain?

(zoloft) i take back all my time I lied but i can't go on
Whyd u say those lies to me
i dont wanna push it so hard to go on
I swear that u were the not the one tho
U swear that u were so true
Not everythingis black or blue
($udz) i don’t really care about noth’n no more
ion really care what the day got in store
for me
cuz all i’m really do’n is selling my soul
just to sleep just to live how long can this be?
how long can this be
it’s just like a bad dream
but i can’t wake up
wake up
gotta go
sell your soul again
shit
i should have stayed in bed

check out my friend zoloft here 🤙
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/w7CLrcfkQCb4SJS5A

should've stayed in bed w/zoloft [Prod. @STARBOYROB + BROOKEBEATZ + PRODBYCOLORADO]

lyrics
($udz)bitch im the suds from the shadow realm 
out the sink gonna wash you away way
no sun can burn the clouds hang’n over my head when i’ve had a bad day day  
say all you want like twenty questions 
but  this world i cannot stay stay 
made up my mind or at least what’s left of it
 it started to decay cay

if i knew it’d be like this i would’ve stayed in the womb 
tomb
all im thinking about is doom 
soon
agitated 
ya know you instigated 
this situation 
mass devastation 
reunite pangea 
tear it apart again 
god’s hands
sudz’s will
(MOTHDUSTER)
Averted coped, 
diverted kitchen sins
That bitches whipped cream covered nippled limbs 
Stuck inna loop that runs in my head
Like my downstem 10
I’ll snap till I’m dead,
Wanna cover my face with a hatchetsen 
Gasoline, syrup matchboxes for parents heads 
A cardboard boxer and a metronome to keep my pockets safe 
I’m no fucking saint
Ask behavior health 
They’ll say I did it with a belt
Jack n’ 24 with no more 
Ask me what’s wrong and I don’t know
I do the stick n’ poke
x2 I do the inking you do the bleeding x2


https://soundcloud.com/user-606813790
https://soundcloud.com/mothdusterr

Omen ft. MOTHDUSTERR [Prod. poison pond]

mixed by my friend zoloft. check him out https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic (:

beat prod by sorrow bringer https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ (:

LYRICS:
what’s the point in run’n if the race is rigged
is it insane to keep going on
cuz things are getting bad each day ain’t look’n better
i’m pretty worn down get’n beat from the weather

feel’n suicidal
stress floods in like a tidal..
wave
waves of happiness are short and they wave goodbye only to come back once a blue moon
moon
illuminate my night
give some light for my eyes and my heart
cuz this stress is heavy and it’s burning out my wick
wicked thoughts are all that remain

like blowing out their brains so their screams heal my pain
i’ll frame the stain
i’m done with these charades their fake smiles and parades burst with grenades

shrapnel flying
loved ones dying
mother’s crying
my eyes are shining
hate is blinding
always grinding
my art is smiting
demon’s dining

lap23 [Prod. sorrow bringer]

(zoloft) Take back I dont wanna go out like that
Sitting in the back I got so bad
I was in all black jeans stay strapped
Walk in worn out shoes u can stay mad

I dont need no fake friends stay back cus I'll b playing shows in LA rad
Nd one day ill b on tour with the right pack
Smoking what I need, need some life pacc

($udz) i’m just skate’n
i’m just skate’n
you just hate’n
you just hate’n
for what?
i don’t even know
but you know
i be here
grinding in these streets
got you sweating in your sheets
cuz you see me with the blade getting my own way

still getting paid
making ends meet
like runners on their feet gonna cut to the chase
run up on me
ima make you blue faced
fast forward
 i’m with zoloft erasing your fate



check out my friend zoloft here (: https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic

ep with zoloft coming at the end of the year stay posted B)

black jeans//strapped w/zoloft [Prod. crybabycam x bello]

beat by boyfifty x sorrow bringer
listen to them right now
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ

https://www.youtube.com/c/boyfifty/videos

https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty


that's a clean sock on the mic btw

Wintersolstice Freestyle w/quancher [Prod. boyfifty x sorrow bringer

i don’t know many things
but i know one thing
and that thing is death
and it’s gon’ take everything
no hard feelings
birds will still sing
you see we ain’t shit but manure for the earth to feed
yet we all got so much greed
can’t see or help the people in need
can’t even empathize to that degree
…
it’s so stinky like y’all need a stick of degree ..
enough about that
i’m tryna look past that
get a better view for a better day
focus on the good keep the bad away
keep these vicious demons at bay
for this anger i have to pay
the right answer is clear as day
but it’s constantly night
what’s that see that?
five people shot dead and the sea level’s rising?
personal peace is so small and the world keeps on dying

*interlude mumbo jumbo*

screaming
but
it’s concealed
(can’t hear me nope
wouldn’t want you to anyways
trust me it’s really better of that way)
i want to let it out but i can’t i can’t
(the energy you put out will come back to bite you and im a full plate better eat up don’t choke)
just another poke so it seems
butit's cutting at the seams cutting thin ropes in my sanity
unsanitary thoughts make me dreary think'n bout the day got me weary
survival instincts involuntary
the world is scary
is this hell or purgatory 
caught in the midsts of a fucked up story
footnotes left at the cemetery

occular suffering [prod. poison pond]

[$udz] my mind is fucking bent
in his skull i’ll leave a dent
pitch em up like a tent and wait for the sun
singing burn fucker burn
it’s not quite your turn
feel the flames and cherish it cuz death will be cold
$udz lost his mind again
$udz going off oh well
delving in the empty ocean
drowning is to kind a notion
got the non slips when i’m in the kitchen
shut my ears don’t wanna hear no bitch’n never trip’n i’m steady flip’n
i’m krooked grind’n i’m steady ride’n
lucid dreaming of stabs and screaming
micheal myers, my blade is gleaming
slit throat we got a blood moat and a castle up in the coast
coast’n im coast’n
to my castle i be stroll’n
i see you online just troll’n so i grab my blade and get go’n

[Lil Wes] I'm posted just smokin
Do not come at me with that bullshit
Takin it easy today I'm floating
Cop a body tomorrow I'll be jonesin jonesin
Woundlust on yo cut sprayin wit a fuckin tech bitch
 Keep your homies close and count your fuckin blessings
Boo boo onna opp leave his blood upon the floor
Do not question me cuz you already know bitch
Blood dripping down
Head to my toe
Think it's my time
Ready to go
Fake rapping for to long
Get off yo weak ass flow
Fuck that gala bullshit this is murder she wrote
I'm jokin just smokin
You a pussy ass lame hoe bitch
Yo girlfriend she want me
Cuz I be so God damn cocky
And mean
So fresh and so damn clean
Flows so clean like I'm febreeze take her to eat
Bust down her spleen
Watch what you say boy
Imma hit you with a fuckin beam boy

[chxngii] Windows open the smoke fog setting
Crooked lives hanging on an old threading
Some times passed but we’re living differently
Don’t miss this line this only line
Stay the fuck away from me
Still in the void in the hollow mind set
It’s so clean an orange sunset
But other friends still met
The original story of deadbeats on a low beat (so sorry)
Constant in my poems and memories
Back drop of the show, cut ties
Fear of a life that took care yours and mine

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Postedupinthecastlewatchingthesunset ft. Lil Wes, chxngii [Prod. KoraKazi]

[Lil Wes] Im all on my forbes shit
Goin hard in my focus
I'm inside of my fort
Inside my emotions
When I pull up with smoke
You bitches better be tokin you already know this
I'm running away from everything you say it's in the back of my rear view
All of this dope that I smoke
I can't stay awake it has me chokin
I'm running away from every thing you say it's in the back of my rear view
And all of this dope I smoke I can't stay awake it has me think imma die soon

[$udz] i think ima die here
how’d it get so cold in here
my mind is off limits
beware we don’t want you here
baren wasteland
grasp the sands of time
always trickling through my fingers
cant hold on to it no more

wanna throw it down
watch it bleed
i cannot be
the one who smiles with glee
tactically i’ll hang from a tree
save me the time of this played out life

hanging from a tree i’ll be food for the birds and the bees
it’ll be my contribution
i want out this fucked up constitution
i get so mad i think i need institution
staying away from these fakes i trust my intuition
stay away from me don’t get my message diluted
in the end death is a duty and im eager to serve

[Lil Wes] I'm running away from everything you say it's in the back of my rear view and all of this dope I can't stay awake it's got me choking

Sittin in my ride stuck in my head
Thinking of the days when I was down bad
Bitch I'm still there
But you know I ain't broke
Snap over on this beat so I can make a buck
Getting hella faded and crashing my truck
Big homie telling me to start giving a fuck
But I can't stop
Making these bands
Shawty callin my name
And throw up her hands up

 I'm running away from every thing you say it's in the back of my rear view
I'm all on my forbes bitch
I can't loose my focus
Do not come touch me
I'm high off a potion



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Hourglass ft. Lil Wes [Prod. puhf]

i could never be the one to turn my back
but if you cross me i won’t hesitate to cut you off
cut you off
like cutting off my flesh
it hurts to cut you off

we were friends
what do you mean
what is your scheme
how do you sleep
what is your dream
are you plotting clearly i can see
you are a fake
there’s no mistake
i will not waste
sit by or wait
save you the time and burn this bridge myself

it’s burn’n
your burn’n
i’m burn’n
we’re all burn’n to the floor

pull up to the door with the scythe in my hand
no bell rang but it went according to plan
cut a rat dead and sent his body back to his fam
just another day at work
just another name to forget

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Ballad For The Betrayed [Prod. dexthchrxme]

[chxngii] speaking and singing with the feeling
curing to dropping your breathing
on top of the game being insane

clean exit for reasons for you to believe
i'm lost but well pronounced
entranced by my voice

fuck a Rolls Royce Rolex flexing two faced scumbag
yours truly i'm not here to brag
bronco stealing out back vegas

not a gambler
just a 4 wheel rambler 
torn apart in shame but truly of luck
ask me if i gave a fuck

no really
i need you to ask
i want you to ask because it would give me a good enough reason to tell you what the fucks wrong with you

[$udz]
what the fucks wrong with you
i’m gorgeous like shinobu
you got a wack hair-do
fuck you n your crew
y’all soft like tofu

spit you out
spit it up on your plate
regurgitate
i cannot wait to see you choke
just another bloak
with a sliver spoon spoon
you will see soon soon
the outcome of fate
will sedate
don’t give a fuck bout what’s on your plate 
make sure you eat your greens greens
stay healthy cuz life is mean mean

mean mean
$udz is a gorgeous figure
mean mean
his mind a ugly picture
mean mean
give him the mic n he’ll disfigure
mean mean
he’s off in his own world go figure

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Skyshards And Chaos Emeralds w/chxngii [Prod. yungsobek]

[$udz] i’m gonna get that pay today
fuck what you say
cruisn in my lane
middle fingers to the haters ion fuck with lames
 we ain’t on the same page got no time for your games

[quanch] we dont fuck with any lames
best stay in yo fuckin lane
everybody talkin big till sudz n quanch
step on the stage
im out here n im here to stay
mob these streets like everyday
pourin one out for my bros who resting in
they grave

[$udz] $udz be stunt’n so they blame’n
know he’s hot but cannot tame him
singing expialidocious flow so sick it leaves ya nauseous
makes ya cautious
when i’m creep’n
mind is sleep’n
demon’s scheme’n
 demon got a grip on me
oh no oh no
now im rip’n out their hearts
call it sacrificial art
oh no oh no
wake bitch it’s time to start

[zoloft] Oniscrap when i walk I keep a strap demons haunt in my sleep but theyre all my friends to me uh huh i dont reallt know what to say
But yr a fucking dumbass bitch wish I could wash away pain bloody jeans
And I hate all this shit and I hate mt fucking life but im still grinding hard still going for the top i think I broke her heart but I dont reallt care cause my soul is dark and hers isnt there

[chxngii] i'm still asleep
my hearts got a feeling
waking up today
got me thinking about the world some way
property manager walking through the door
cheaping on the whip
barely scraping money off the back of the poor
gated off from their busted rental housing scheme
ignorant lines like; "the homeless on the streets bring down the property value and that frustrates me"
clearly never thinking that their human
take a look into their eyes
see a reflection as the drug craving fiend that you were meant to be
where money is the fix but you'll never see your dollar lost value since 2006

[quanch] sitting here thinking why should i care?
fuckit ishouldnt even take another breath
of air
all i hear are demons telling me to sin
saying "always finish something u begin"
but fuck that shit
gotta stay medicated
so i wont hear them 365 24/7

Sacraficial Art w/Quanch, zoloft, chxngii [Prod. Frak Beats]

say some stupid shit and i will send your ass to the shadow realm
i’m not mad i’m just perplexed
how you bark’n like you big but
you a little tyke gimme the mic
you need some training wheels before
you fall off better give up you’re fed up
just stuck up that ego’s too big kid
when you see $udz that ego will deflate
up the intake of humble pie choke it down
hope you die wishing we all could follow
“there’s no hope for a better tomorrow”
so i drown in the sorrow bring’n me the reason to reap the benefits of my anger.  to keep me from the danger
yuh
(stranger)
think’n that we homies but you don’t know me that shit’s like past tense i’m not bent couldn’t care less no sweat off my shoulder time will surely torture i’m chill’n couldn’t give a fuck about what you be doing cuz you on that same shit it’s got me snooz’n fuck it ima kill you anyways patience out the window, gone away time to show you a rainy day lungs collapse at the end of my blade tortured, rest with the shade farewell to your charade


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Dont Talk To Strangers [prod. DeadRetire]

[zoloft] Pullin up I fucked your hoe I got 3 belts not flexing tho I dont need this Im sober whoa
Like everybody hates me tho I dont need you
It's cold its blue like why the fuck would this b true im spitting fire dragon ghost blowin out og smoke

[chxngii] i 'm thinking about all the words im about to say
to put you down into the grave
voice  silver clean but back stage mean
its been a dream
im feeling you yo
ive got norhing to say to you hoe
i know your mental is accidental
same shit as crashing a hyundai rental

[$udz] it’s your choice
don’t be a fool
play it cool
better not rat ya lil tool
when i be casting magic know i got tabs on you
netherwart potions now im bring’n gloom
raining down coming through my trumpet harralds doom
so soon the sun will set and $udz breaks loose
loose screw broke driver now he drive’n two hundred kilometers an hour
 in the wrong lain
it’s not enough it’s not enough to stop the pain what wrong with our brain
nothing mang he blowing off steam
i’m having bad dreams
and i can only sleep
when he’s got ahold of me
$u $udz is a lucid dreamer
step in his mind and you will see the terror




check out deadreitre dude is really goated 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1IYMDl_J9vNyzUY0f7vQew

I Got 99 Problems And 3 Belts ft. zoloft, chxngii [Prod DeadRetire]

check out sorrow bringer here! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ/videos

bruther chung; https://soundcloud.com/chxngii

Burkenstine w/chxngii [prod. sorrow bringer]

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcX9o1uWg9KvXmfpX-7sGwg CHECK OUT GREY!!!!

timeless//vision [prod. GREY]

https://www.youtube.com/c/DLowBeats/videos CHECK OUT D-LOW BEATS!!! SO GOOD Dx

ceiling freckles ft. Mothduster, chxngii [prod. D-Low Beats]

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8VWfguCs1-v1DTni79qd4A SCOPE OUT MAJZKLUANI rn

wicked world [prod. MAJZKLUANI]

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woundlust ft. quanch, chxngii [prod. MAJZKLUANI]

check out majzkluani here! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8VWfguCs1-v1DTni79qd4A

chronological order lol

sudz 🦇