A product of my frustration.

WITH:
@BIV
@NICK-MOSES-11160808
@DISTORTIONTHE1
@MAVOPILLS

PRODUCTION:
@NOVOSK
@NOVAFLED
@LUCYWYNTERS
@NICK-MOSES-11160808
@HOME_LESS
@VERMIN666
@ABORTEDAUDIO
@ZYROM
@KOROSARETA99
@C3OF

MIXING/MASTERING:
@ZYROM

ART:
@C3OF

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
@MFNF
@MERCENARIESCOLLECTIVE
@THE0000 & @DHAELO (For pushing me to create this project and supporting me the entire time both mentally and artistically. I am eternally grateful for the things you've done for me as I would be nowhere without you two. I love yall <3)
@WASTEYUTERAPPER (For being there every step of the way since I first started making music constantly pushing and inspiring me to be the best I could possibly be, am so grateful for your support over the last 6 - 7 years. I couldn't be where I am without our late-night talks. I am proud to call you brother.)
BXRMUDA (bit.ly/2Up5XtU)

Stream/Buy

GOODNIGHT&GOODBYE

Even though the doomsday clock struck twelve, the dreamer wasn't done yet.

Night After is the epilogue to Goodnight&Goodbye. I had a lot of ideas left over that didn't make the cut so I bundled them with two remixes by the always talented Kain & Novosk. I lived in fear I would not be able to release music like this but due to your recent support, I feel more capable than ever. Thank you so much and enjoy this short EP as a gift for your support.

- Saint Sleep

WITH:
@BIV

PRODUCTION:
@DEADFAVE
@WITHLOVEFROMKAIN
@NOVOSK
@KOROSARETA
@C3OF
@ZYROM

MIXING/MASTERING:
@ZYROM

ART:
@C3OF

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
@MFNF
@MERCENARIESCOLLECTIVE
BXRMUDA (bit.ly/2Up5XtU)

NIGHT AFTER

Asked my plumber to replace my water with liquid nitrogen and he gave me the number to his psychiatrist. Shame that when I showed up to my first appointment, she told me that replacing my water system with the coldest liquid known to man is worrying and that I should take some kind of "medication", whatever that means. Turned around and left, what a waste of time. I don't know what her problem is, but I'm perfectly fine with turning myself into a living snow cone.

★☆☆☆☆

Disappointed, will not visit again.

- Saint Sleep's Offical Yelp Account (2029)

PROD: @C3OF & @ZYROM
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[INTRO]X2
It's a cold world out there
Frost on the glass dont need to see clear
It's a cold world out there
Blow hot air in my palms and it bounce off

[VERSE]
Environmental hazards
Baggage so heavy that you weigh me down like an anchor
So cold that I get canker sores on the sides on my mouth
Throw a party in the shadows over innsmouth
It's that time of the month
It's that tip of the iceberg in my guts
Gone with the wind chill
Head like an anvil
Dont need heat cant hang with an arch-vile
Invest in cryogenics
Better blame genetics
Wake me up and feed me antiseptic
Said that you never leave me but it's been about a thousand decades
Ain't no ibuprofen that can cure this endless headache
Blue veins
All pain
No gain
Icicles hanging off my ears
I suppose I'm the only one with glass tears
Take a nap in the cold water and I'll see you in a few years

[OUTRO]
You got me frozen in place
You got me floating away
You cant just ask me to stay
Act like an anchor you are my weight
You got me frozen in place
You got me floating away
You cant just ask me to stay
Act like an anchor you are my weight

I cant take it anymore
No, no more
I cant take it anymore
No, no more

Cryogen Industries Educational Pamphlet

Cryogen Industries Educational Pamphlet [prod. saint sleep & zyrom]

I be all about that big business snorting coke in the bathroom at Dorsia's.

WITH: @HATEORYX
PROD: @JAMESGORCZYCA1
MIX: @HATEORYX
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]X2
Big Business
I be all about that big business
Big business
So much money need to fill ditches
Big business
Cleaning off these big dishes
Big business
I be all about that big business

[SAINT SLEEP]
Doing big business dancing like its grub hub
Raising profit margins while I'm getting back rubs
Trading stocks while I'm smoking PCP like its cruelty squad
Playing need for speed most wanted on the PSP
Couple thousand grand just to have a business meeting with me
Counting up these bills and they extra crispy
Paying for my Patreon whining asking when it's your turn
I be counting all your money just to burn

[BRIDGE]
Big Business
I be all about that big business
Big business
So much money need to fill ditches
Big business
Cleaning off these big dishes
Big business
I be all about that big business

[HOOK]X2
Big Business
I be all about that big business
Big business
So much money need to fill ditches
Big business
Cleaning off these big dishes
Big business
I be all about that big business

[ORYX]
Big business runnin up with big guns
Bitch you gonna see sun, chalk around his body
He cant see nun
Flee uh, stab his right eye, he cant see uh
He ha, I think its funny, psycho me huh?
All you pussies talk a lot
Over the net, disrespect my friends
Imma cut up your neck again,
None of you rappers are my friends
Unless you fuck with me, no clout chase
Shoutout to sleep and me

[HOOK]
Big Business
I be all about that big business
Big business
So much money need to fill ditches
Big business
Cleaning off these big dishes
Big business
I be all about that big business

Big Business ft. Oryx [prod. james gorczyca]

Cops are nice people they like to mow my lawn when I promise to give their service weapon back after stealing it

(づ^ω^)づ (づ^ω^)づ (づ^ω^)づ

www.8toabolition.com/

WITH: @MIGHTBETOXIC & @GULLYSPIT
PROD: [producer didnt want to be credited] 
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Running from the law
Cause they thought that they was God
Bodycams off they cant see me when it's dark
Flashing out your badge tell me what you want
This a routine traffic stop with the handcuffs
No one gonna keep you safe when they instigating always investigating false leads just to put the blame on somebody
Only care about they pension
Cops are nice people acting like your buddy
Study all their moves and end up with a life sentence
Oppress the oppressors
We putting that pressure on top of that wound
I been bleeding from the heart
Another canvas missing art
Another pig with they wings clipped
Wig split lying on the pavement bleeding out
Kick the fuck out of them watch em cough blood from the mouth
Reaching for they taser and they meet the undertaker
Kinda underrated just to put your local cop in a deep grave
6 feet ain't enough so we make it 12

[TOXIC]
Okay this a stick up
Woke up like I’m bishop
Trynna catch a hunnid bodies
Yo man died you put the mid up
Fuck the tweets
I get you hit up
You a bitch
You can’t sit with us
Imma bully
Boy don’t get up
Imma bully
Boy don’t get up
Okay yeah he back with the raps
And he talkin racks again
Heard he hit the cliff to ship the sniff
He hittin smack again
Fuck the money I want murder
Ashes ain’t no accidents
Fuck with me his momma hurtin
Suit and tie the casket and
Drop 6 feet
Nobody gon miss me
I was dead still walk-in
The pond up on shit creek
Saw a body still twitching
They itchin to get me
Saw a body still twitching
They itchin to get me
I was there with a match a bag and a old gas can
Deeper than just 12 I would run up on batman
Trynna end the whole world
With nothing but a back hand
.40 only hold 7
Empty gettin stabbed then

[SAINT SLEEP]
Flashlight in my face cause they dont like my background
Keep your hand on that pistol telling me to back down
I'm the only one who ain't gon leave inside a casket
I dont trust no offers from some officers who look like maggots
Pull up to the court with a hearse and a death wish
They be tryna hit reverse like they ain't gonna get squished
Like the bugs that they be
Tryna bum off of me
Now we got em lying right in the mud by the creek

[GULLYSPiT]
Emptied like a trash can rotting in the city
Empty handed on the dash cam but he ain’t worth ya pity
Yeah they said he was a bad man just heard it on tv
Pledge allegiance to the cop or you guilty by association
10 shots they ain’t scared this is recreation
Exit holes in his stomach fuck an explanation
All these cops still pissed they ended segregation
Fuck a trial force admission thru interrogation
Fuck a trial fuck a judge they get strung up
Running wild , if you budge get yo tongue cut
Let your gun bust, predators and hush funds
Banging drums hear the rhythm of the beast
Hydrolic how that metal getting squeezed
And released
All over the pen pigs riddled with disease
Hang em on the wall just so everybody sees
Screaming fuck em all this is death to police

Cops Are Nice People (Single)

Cops Are Nice People

Cops Are Nice People ft. Toxic & GULLYSPiT

Vehicular homicide is fun! Nothing beats driving 200 mph in a school zone and into people you don't like!

WITH: @MUGETSU117
PROD: @WASBEATZ
MIX: @NAVVVI
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Riding in that 2 door whip
I'm out my fucking mind
Matte black with the leather jacket feel like ghost rider
Vip membership at the river styx
Hit the highway you get left behind
Ride or die and I'd rather ride
Rpm 5000
Vehicular homicide finna get to plowing
This clown car be way too crowded
Use your skull as a keychain on my rearview mirror
Rims made of silver
Feeling like Jackson in thriller
New paint job with your blood and its shiny like glitter
Boutta be hitting you and you gon splatter
Setting the whip on fire so I can go faster
[You be so slow you be stuck in some plaster]x5

//

[MUGXTSU]
Devastating me
In front of everybody
Dust on my sleeves yo
This mean I leave, fuck
Fast, high speed, the way it is
Slow, the way you are dying
Driving fast, ill probably wont last
This isnt about the road, this is just about your fault
Wow, thats enough
Tell me when im gonna stop
Cause if it goes like this, imma die like this
Fast, high speed, the way it is
Slow, the way you are dying

[BRIDGE]X4
I see
You see
Roadkill on the street

[MUGXTSU]
Devastating me
In front of everybody
Dust on my sleeves yo
This mean I leave, fuck

[SAINT SLEEP]
Imma fucking run you over
Turn you into mincemeat
Leave you flattened on the road
Flames coming from the hot rod
Why you acting like a hotshot
Mercenaries shooting out the whip
I just left hell straight from the dealership
Homie rev his engine he gon have to dip
Imma have to end him imma make him fucking flip
Red skid marks
Leaving red skin marks
Imma have to take you out if you chilling on my radar
Never lost a race but im sure I blew my brains out
Going like 180
All my bitches riding shotty saying

[MUGXTSU]
Fast, high speed, the way it is
Slow, the way you are dying

Hot Rod (Single)

Hot Rod ft. Mugxtsu

Hot Rod ft. Mugxtsu [prod. w a s]

My memories are fading and I can't remember anything anymore but who cares.

Taken off of my album "Black Lotus Emporium", releasing August 20th.

WITH: @DIGITALFACELESS (@DHAELO & @THE0000)
PROD: @PRODBYDISTRO
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

[DHAELO]
I wonder why they all looking at me
Always was a guy at the backseat
And now they all are hella mean
And now I scare 'em off like K-Fee
Every single day has reached a plateau
Too many thoughts and many had to go
They all laugh at me like lmao
My life, I can't keep that shit simple
Lost all of my passion, I'm gettin' psychotic
My life is a comedy
Man, I feel like being inside in a bad sitcom
Can't even think properly
I wonder why they all looking at me
Set up a banquet, for dinner some envy
Try with my life whatever you want
I don't give much of a fuck lately

[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

[SAINT SLEEP]
I don't want to get so sentimental
Every single day that just pass is a burden on my soul
I can't be that guy that you ask for
Staying up all night tryna catch my breath in an oxygen mask
Bottle all the old days up in a flask
Cant even drown what comes with a lifejacket
Lost all my passion
Lost all my chances
Lost in my 20s and I can't find a map
Everything pass by like a blur in a window
Wish I didn't want to take it slow
Mountain on my back and the rocks rolling off
Climbing backwards in a landslide
Cant do this and I can't do that
Won't stop till I meet my standards
I was tryna hold on to a slice of the good old days till the rain made it all soggy

[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

[THEO]
Struggling like a motherfucker
As the days go by I lose track of time
I wanna break a neck and then I'll fuck up a bench
And overflow my tears to drown inside of them
I feel like a burden to everybody
I'm staying on my own, no one to judge
Cause they never gave a fuck about my feelings
I'm laying on my bed just like a corpse now
I won’t get fucked anymore and break their fucking bones
You better watch your back, I'll rip your heart apart
Like you just did with mine, a fucking bloody mess
You crushed it in your hands, I'll rip your head apart
And get my sweet revenge for all these fucking years
I lived inside the fear but now I'm numb
I don’t feel anything
I'm gonna take a nap, please never wake me up

[HOOK]X2
Memories keep playing on the silver screen
All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

Black Lotus Emporium

Vinegar Syndrome ft. D'Haelo & Theo

Vinegar Syndrome ft. D'Haelo & Theo [prod. distro]

Shoutout to @danielsgone, @miyorator, @navvvi, @the0000, @lvstforpain, @ssjcxrpse, @stvrfire & @dhaelo for additional vocals at the end, wouldn't have anyone else help me burn the world down.

WITH: @LVSTFORPAIN & @DANIELSGONE
PROD: @SSJCXRPSE
MIX: @ZYROM & @LVSTFORPAIN
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[LVST]
People make me sick
Always leave me hungry straight sucking
Up on a dick
Always about cuffing ain't fucking with any bitch
I ain't trust no person, no human I won't give in
Always catch me in a bad habit
Like a jackrabbit I be jumping I ain't passive
Molasses knee-deep in acid
They call my ass a faggot
Like damn it, you got me laughing
Yo pussy passive rapping ain't happening pick up the actin
Please pick up the action
Please pick up the action
Killing every faction I fraction the ones that back in
You ain't working hard you be lifting without ya back in
Your mix got hella highs but where the fuck is all the back end
You can catch a backhand
Acting like hoe
You ain't own a pole you super sweet like oreo
You gon hold her hand and take that bimbo fucking home
Get no fucking dome got no respect you brittle boned

[SAINT SLEEP]
I've been steady losing hope
In the people on this planet
I just hope they fucking vanish
Every day that pass I just seem to get a little sadder
People on the street asking why my skin is suffocation blue
Get the fuck up out my face
Had with your ways I just hope you waste away I be counting down till its doomsday
Mark it on your planner and your calendar we playing ding dong ditch on the gates of heaven
Population control blow this mad world into pieces
Worn out places with these worn-out ghosts
Everybody walk off of the cliff looking for a job post
Jaw broke when they took a bite out of what's left of my hope
Push the deadline back close the shop for good we ain't ever selling shit again
Fishing through the bargain bin looking for my soul but I spent all my savings on a pole

[DANIELS GONE]
Picking up the pieces
Corner slang diseases
By the seasons
Niggas wanna stick
But carry no adhesive
Done with preaching to you niggas
I've accepted all the dumb and heartless
How am I gon trust you?
When you filling up your lungs with carbon
Dopamine fiends
High off ya ego
We don't share no commonwealth
Puerto Rico
Sticking needles like mosquito uh
On the social feeding your libido
All these kiddies filling in as a placebo
Shut the fuck up
Homie you was pussy from the jump
Niggas fuck around and flexing fake pumps
Snorting coke
Brain muck
Cancerous
I think I feel a lump
Fuck around and disappear like trump
Sick of feeling shrunk
Sick of being piled with the junk
I don't want them corny niggas in my bunk
Hella chatty when you drunk
Fake woke role-playing as a monk
Everybody got they shit but no spunk
No spunk
No spunk

[OUTRO]
If you wanna see the world burn say ayy ohh
If you wanna break some bones say ayy ohh
If you sick of living brittle say ayy ohh
If you wanna disappear and know nobody cares say ayy ohh

Brittle Bones ft. LVST & daniels gone

Brittle Bones ft. LVST & daniels gone [prod. cxrpse]

22 years on this planet and I've never felt so worthless. One deep step in the waste disposal center of the International Despair Foundation and ill sink into my own waste. Motionless, yet like quicksand. I'm not special. I'll drown just like you.

MUSIC VIDEO HERE - https://youtu.be/RZDp1OZYxcE

PROD: @SSJCXRPSE
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Just another number
Punch it in your system
Catalog all my issues
Follow everything that me and my sins do
Who gon wake me up from my slumber
Who gon wake me up and tell me what I missed
Who gon pry my eyelids open with a pair of toothpicks
I don't wanna stay asleep they all mock attempts to stay unique
Frankly, I'm not special
Find it hard to breathe when it's stressful
World is so polluted all these gasses all these fumes already had them all
Adderall and opium inside the water
I don't wanna bother staying relevant when this planet dead already
Said that they will fix it if we give them all our money
Then they go and dump it underneath the bridges that we burnt
Wait your turn you ain't even first

[CHORUS]
Used to feeling being watched
Used to wake up in a rush
On the weekend doing misdeeds
I'm not even on the cusp
Had a dream that I turned to slush
It'll never be enough
Tell my momma that I'm sorry
Beginning of the end of the story

[VERSE]
I'm a nobody
Still feel like nothing
I'm an ant with a magnifying glass that be watching
I don't need nobody
Hate the look of my body
Ain't no need to cuddle
Had me hooked
But the memory is foggy
It's been too strong of a pull reel me in and then my will to live atrophy
Ain't no saving anymore please

[CHORUS]
Used to feeling being watched
Used to wake up in a rush
On the weekend doing misdeeds
I'm not even on the cusp
Had a dream that I turned to slush
It'll never be enough
Tell my momma that I'm sorry
Beginning of the end of the story

International Despair Foundation Waste Disposal Service (Single)

International Despair Foundation Waste Disposal Service

International Despair Foundation Waste Disposal Service [prod. cxrpse]

Shit is indeed not working out.

WITH: @SNIPZTEA & @SSJCXRPSE
PROD: @SKOTSKR
MIX: @ZYROM & @SSJCXRPSE
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Shit is not working out
Feel like I'm burning out
I need to feel validated
Sleeping on train tracks I'm getting wasted
Homie boutta get jumped like its outlast
Take all his cash I be seeing broke in your forecast
Overdose in the back of a broadcast
Get interviewed while I die it's a news flash
Chilling with a god complex
Imma snap like it's latex
Lately everybody want me dead on the side on the crossroads
Feel like a girl boss building her empire
Homie gon mess with me imma force feed him amphetamines
Start a new diet only be touching that pcp
Why they all watch like its ccp
Imma get high put leak in your ac

[SNIPZTEA]
You be acting like it working out
Muthafuka we up on yo block our speakers drain you out
We hear you like its ultrasound
Aint nothing to be fearing now
Staring at yo window looking for us it ain't clear enough
Cops looking for us but they don't know where to link
We be stuffing all our funko pops inside the fuckin sink
They think im going left and right I ain't got my blinkers on
They think we going out to fight nah bitch we just in the zone

[CXRPSE]
New crib and I'm still fucked up in it
You flexing bullets im already dumping them
See a pussy boy already slumping em
You talking shit you end up in a trunk with em
My favourite rappers dont mean shit to me
Whether rap or not ill make history
Hand em wet wipes if they get sick of me
Wipe your ass faggot dont bitch at me
See every nigga wanna talk like they tough like
I never shot but I seen me some gun fights
Beat a little nigga like damn you my son right
You tryna talk all im saying is fuck life
I am the overlord im the imposter
Got a whole gang as a family feel like a mobster
Ill never be that nigga sitting right where the cops were
By gods grace I will prosper
Maybe underground im honestly over it
You niggas soft im as cold as the polar get
Im getting older my shoulder get colder and
The bar getting lower you lower it
You dont wanna see me when im out
Either we run it or you shut your fucking mouth
All these little niggas talk shit
But they still want a feature
You not on the team so go sit on the bleachers
All my homies dying or they nothing but tweakers
Niggas think that they drippy im stealing your sneakers

[SNIPZTEA]
You be acting like it working out
Muthafuka we up on yo block our speakers drain you out
We hear you like its ultrasound
Aint nothing to be fearing now
Staring at yo window looking for us it ain't clear enough
Cops looking for us but they don't know where to link
We be stuffing all our funko pops inside the fuckin sink
They think im going left and right I ain't got my blinkers on
They think we going out to fight nah bitch we just in the zone

[SAINT SLEEP]
Im with the homies we watching a snuff flick
Five stars I'm boutta bust quick
So sick
Pick up your innards with chopsticks
Fuck this
Rip off your tongue while you boot lick
Im with the homies we watching a snuff flick
Five stars I'm boutta bust quick
So sick
Pick up your innards with chopsticks
Fuck this
Rip off your tongue while you boot lick I need a snack
The wait is finally here
And we boutta make you disappear
Mfnf we hella weird
Spend my bands on chains they be made from all your tears

Theatre for the Dammed (Single)

Theatre for the Dammed ft. Snipztea & Cxrpse

Theatre for the Dammed ft. Snipztea & Cxrpse [prod. skotskr]

Its not cold enough down here.

PROD: @JAMESGORCZYCA1
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF
NARRATION: @WASTEYUTERAPPER

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Breathing out cold air
Ice crystals in my lungs
Hit it with a pickaxe you can have some fun
Keep all the costs overrun
I'm the power I'm a god
You is lost you a fraud
Got this world in my palms
Imma make the planet look like a snowcone
No no who knows why you so cold
Cryogen
We the industry
I been followed all around by some mini me's
You cant even leave if you wanted to
Filling out forms but you never know when you're due
Brewing underneath the hard rock
Summoning the livestock
Won't stop till this shit look like Lovecraft
Love that you get on your knees and you pray like that
Whisper in your head cant get away like that

[HOOK]x2
I been steady freezing while you fucking wait
Barely breathing while you travel down this way
Cryogen the industry we represent
Welcome to the tour now let us all descent

[VERSE]
Things have never been normal
I can't even take it no more
Colder than the cold war
Fro oh zen on the dance floor
Petty division, you sign up and lose all your limbs now you line up like good little bitches
Peddling frostbites
Pleasantly uptight
Homie be wheezing like bagpipes
I don't make bad decisions
I don't need no supervision
I be smoking antifreeze with jack frost
You be sitting in the car tryna warm-up
Hope that you choke on the fumes of exhaust
Get so hot that you wish that you paid the industry the cost that they ask
Now you crying while you bask in the presence of a god

[HOOK]x2
I been steady freezing while you fucking wait
Barely breathing while you travel down this way
Cryogen the industry we represent
Welcome to the tour now let us all descent

Cryogen Industries

Cryogen Industries Magic Mine Shaft Tour

Cryogen Industries Magic Mine Shaft Tour [prod. james gorczyca]

I see myself in everyone.

PROD: @ESTHETICGLOOM & EVANS (bit.ly/3unlFbq)
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Stuck on these writers blocks
Hammer in my hands
Take a stab but hear the feeble knock
Need some inspiration
Weak and walking to the ballet
Got these tickets just to watch them flay themselves in the name of entertainment
They'll keep on dancing straight through the pestilence
Sedatives pumped in they veins and it's beautiful
They don't feel anything living immovable
Slice off they toes and they still keep the balance
I've never felt sadder but still fall in love with that dancer
Knives in her organs
I just adore it
She call it fun
I call it boring
I see the same thing in everyone

[BRIDGE]
She's so serene
It's all pity
Her blood is pretty
Her moves they speak to me

[CHORUS]
Clap all you want
Laugh all you want
I see myself
Underneath all of that makeup

[BRIDGE]
She's so serene
It's all pity
Her blood is pretty
Her moves they speak to me

[VERSE]
Let's just take a break
Bump into her
Watch her try to put her guts and maggots back inside her reeking flesh
I never noticed that her tutu red
I wanna get her number but she spewing blood
Her figure perfect but it's not enough
I might have slipped a bit and tried to leave a kiss
On her caved in forehead
Break is up usher push me back to showing
Back from the intersession
I can just see that she's stressed out
And it looks like she's panicking
They're bringing out cannonballs
Wait what

[CHORUS]
Clap all you want
Laugh all you want
I see myself
Underneath all of that makeup

[OUTRO]
Sow whats left of her brittle face to my palms to hold forever by my hearts embrace
I never knew her name but I can see that we always felt the same way as one another
Goodnight

Late Night Showing at the Ballet of Deformation

Late Night Showing at the Ballet of Deformation [prod. esthetic gloom & evans]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @SSJCXRPSE I LOVE YOU.

WITH: @SSJCXRPSE
PROD: @LUCYWYNTERS
MIX: @C3OF & @SSJCXRPSE
ART: @MIYORATOR (linktr.ee/miyo) & @C3OF
ADDITIONAL VOCALS: RACHETSREVENGE (https://bit.ly/3IjX8Ho)

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Sell your soul get a crisis loan
Broken pillar cant hold my own
Midas touch I can't drink what's gold
Do whatever they gon call you goat
Psychotic break narcotic weight lose my mind don't wanna wait
I might spend it all inside a single place
I might crash the whip I can't get away
Insides blown it's an inside job get an invite straight out my eyesight
Strain on my limelight way we don't act right
Can't make it past 25 if I keep it up
Run it up run it up pour me another its bottoms up
Falling like dominos swear that I'm breaking
Swear that I'm racing straight to my grave
This be the part where I blame you
This be the part where I say that I hate you
You make me work hard
I need that wockhardt
All of your comments making me vomit
You always treating me like just like a puppet
Cut off my strings and we all getting sick of just watching
Ermmm... okay?
Rick Owens inside the womb
Wrist cold I can't even move
Shawty wanna see my bedroom
We gon fuck twice on the play mat with the little roads
Sniff a bit of blow with my dad's credit cards
While the world watch like a prison guard
I'm gon give it up we gon call it art
Only liking rap if it's dark
You don't have no taste wanna hear me scream
Why yall gon pity me
Please just don't picture me
As a good person
That's so perverted
Bury everything that's important
"Tell me man is this a cry for help?"
Nah bitch!
This a laugh of torment!

[CXRPSE]
Edge a motherfucking aneurysm
I don't give a fuck cuz I don't manage feelings
Mind ya business
Why ya man snitching
Every day I wake I'm stuck up in a prism
Dumping my thoughts in a bottle
I'm tired of speaking I see you tomorrow
And every day wasted cuz that's time we borrow
And just to feel normal the drugs that we swallow
You a weak brain
For pete sake
In a deep state
Eating cheesecake
Whole face getting defaced
Whole style copied and deep faked
We goin up
Why are you stuck
Not gonna cap ima keep it a buck
Keep it a stack
See me at shows
I don't wanna hug
Midas touch but I'm not grabbing the gold
Make a motherfucking habit of goals
Rid the demons that inhabit my soul
Evil energy we trapped in the hole
Bad decision now I'm needing a loan
Get it right before I'm back on my own
Last thing I want to chat with the clones
Backspace taking one to the dome

Infinite Monkey Theorem

Infinite Monkey Theorem ft. Cxrpse

Infinite Monkey Theorem ft. Cxrpse [prod. lucy wynters]

The sunshine glows on my pale skin.

PROD: @NOVOSK
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF
AMBIENT INTRO: @NOVOSK, @C3OF & @ZYROM

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
I'm a houseplant you should never water
Let me wither in the winter world around me dither when I take a step back
Step back to black and I fade to obscurity
Finally giving in to insecurities
Said to be myself but now you're scared of me
Twisting pirouettes on spinning sawblades
A dancer in a gambit made of love
Finally seeing red in all shades of grey
We're not done but we act like we are
Don't know why we try to move on
Past the point of no return
I've failed once and maybe just a few more times
Understand why you don't want to try
Always gon concern myself with what everybody thinks about me
Especially you with your look of disappointment
Know I'm so annoying
Know I can't enjoy shit
Whining mocking birds cry for help stepping on they wings
Singing lovely songs for morbid lovers
Know I'm wrong you don't need to hit the buzzer

[BRIDGE]
Tossing turning can't discren it
Feelings serving certain persons
Verses for my people burning out
I heard you loud and clear 

[VERSE]
Always tryna get away
Please just let me skate away
Till the wheels fall off
Till my heart beat too hard that it stop
I've been bound to these city streets
Let them bend my path into circles can't escape
What a nice day just to melt in the blazing sun
Just like Icarus got a taste of what I truly want 

[OUTRO]X4
Rusted wheels
Wounds they never heal
Gouge them open tell me how it feel 
Nothings real

Goodnight&Goodbye

Sunrise&Sunset

Sunrise&Sunset [prod. novosk]

The dreamer dreams of past mistakes. A liar to themselves. 

PROD: @NOVOSK
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]x2
You're special
You're shining
Im desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie

[VERSE]
Your lips they taste like cleaning products
Kiss them till they gone
Feeling strong to murmur words that don't make any sense
Losing color in my lies I can't tell difference between the black and white
Im telling everyone I'm doing fine
But stay inside
Staying glued to sticky carpets 
I'm too stubborn not to speak in abstract ways
Never vulnerable I spin a yarn of fiction with the ends they splitting into bits
Until my story finished and I finally fizzle out
Brain cells sizzle till it seeping out the snout

[VERSE]
I don't know 
What to do
Without you
You're my muse
You're my love
Someone that I have to compare to when everything is rough
I don't know 
What to do
When I'm stuck
Cause you could care less if I lied about my life
Just a Sprinkle of it flick the lighter and inhale like a cigarette

[HOOK]x2
You're special
You're shining
Im desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie

Vocal sample taken from "BURDEN OF DREAMS" (1982) by Les Blank

Burden of Dreams

Burden of Dreams [prod. novosk]

Bugs in the dirt. I love to step on them.

WITH: @DISTORTIONTHE1 & @MAVOPILLS
PROD: @HOME_LESS
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Walking down a structure made from spirals
Final destination ain't no going backwards now
Grew up loving faceless corporations love to give them power over others
Loyal to the brand millita in the Congos
Squirting oil out my pores to fund another high rise condo in the middle of toronto 
Saddle up the world is worse than what you make it
Running out of options purchasing my happiness from television infomercials
Till I end up blue and purple
Nothing stays the same except the ways we find to celebrate your exploitation
Expectations lower in the human soul I wanna tear it out your body and ingest it
Another piggy with a service weapon covered in his brains 
Barely conscious insomniac I'd rather take my happy pills then get up for another day of being sober
Need my soma
Take it slow and up the dosage
Don't you dare start to hold out on my dopamine and serotonin
Fill me up with meds until my corpse is happy and it's bloated

[LORD DISTORTION]
I been for the streets and I ain't ever caught a love bug 
Smash and then I dash I call it desperado slut fuck 
Said he wanna buy but he ain't ever got enough funds
Aint opposed to getting high depends on what the drug does
You just edgy like inverted crosses 
Sigils drawn & curses talkin 
All about them fantasies 
But evil lurk a different quadrant 
You ain't know reality 
And what it means to be a monster 
You ain't out here kicking no door 
Product  flipped to buy some more 
Them demons fake as fuck 
And truly darkness takes a different form 
These junkies and this money is what really be a wicked source 
No heaven in the sky and only hell the one he wanna snort 
Just for a pay stub fucking my faith up 
One at a time I'm leaving them face up 
End of the day this consciousness is ate up 
Start of the next I'm already laced up

[SAINT SLEEP]
Life is hard but I can make it harder
And the tunnel's only getting darker
Sell me holy water
Sawed offs and a lot of saw dust in rotation
Sinking into fog like Harry Mason
Faces on the CRT are haunted by the souls of those who line up just to die with cash in hand
This nation dammed repeat the past
No safety in an anchor or a forecast
Masses wish for safety but the people that they trust are sticking blades inside their back
I've learned I shouldn't care so I never thought to ask

[MAVO]
Nah I never thought to mention it
Caught within the sentence quick as smoke right out my breath again
Method in the madness all so gradual when in the end
See every thing is natural wrath grabbing these passages
I don’t know how it matches this 
The stash inside ya mattresses
Blood through the carpet
Full of hate 
Still starving 
Either way I’m apart of what of I've made 
From the start of this craving falling father away a slave to the way I behave
Cradle graves the day awakens in the rain
We can’t act no more this is actual casual murder inside ya avenue 
Magnifying the masses and battle rules
Every story is tatted I’m seeing this clear 
My exodus not reimagined this is nothing to fear
Bleeding tears in this pen and all I see is what’s real now
And I can’t sit back and let it go
Red or blue don’t matter gonna pop both and end the show

Vocal sample taken from "Werner Herzog Eats His Shoe" (1980) by Les Blank

Wrath of Ford

Wrath of Ford ft. Lord Distortion & Mavo [prod. homele$$]

Keep my heart at the bottom of the ocean. I hope it drowns.

WITH: @NICK-MOSES-11160808
PROD: @NICK-MOSES-11160808
MIX: @ZYROM & @NICK-MOSES-11160808
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[NICK MOSES]
Snatch this pearl I grab out the necklace
Eyes so wide with soul so precious
Truth on stone I inscribe the ashes
Maverick, all is lust im the addict
Touch your lips this might be the last kiss
I paralyze my mind is a match stick
Truth on stone I inscribe the ashes
Maverick, all is lust im the addict

[SAINT SLEEP]
Kept my feelings inside the attic
Open up the lock with the hatchet
Got a loose screw don't need a ratchet
Rather fall off than hear the truth
Told me stop but I stole your jewels
Slipping down a slope made of acid
Bashed your frame down with the hammer
Made of glass and we laugh at glamor
I want it bad ill take it faster
Start the whip getaway with funds
One and done just one more time
Pace myself but sink in sin
Pastries gold but grey within
Want it all and I'm weighing thin
Your love for me the hardest snatch I ever tired
The biggest heist one should never tempt

[CHORUS]X2
Cause bitch I'm a monster
I pray that the gods hurt
My mind cursed
That's straight to my father
Cause bitch I'm a monster
I pray that the gods hurt
Swear that my mind is just getting worse
Straight to my father

Dead Man's Chest

Dead Man's Chest ft. Nick Moses [prod. nick moses]

Laugh it up until I perish. Taken off Goodnight&Goodbye. March 23rd.

WITH: @BIV
PROD: @NOVAFLED
MIX: @ZYROM & @BIV
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Chivalry is dead I kicked the chair right out from underneath the noose
I'm falling off and giving into visions like I'm Raoul Duke
A shaky voice leave my ears soaking wet
Whispering "Sleep you so delusional what you want is so impossible" 
Tell me what it's like to mop remains of me out a rustic pressurized tank
My body fat is seeping out the ceiling and your clique is lining up to get a slice
Hunched over digging into organs
Here's a lunch menu welcome to the donor gardens
If you want advice I say you take a bite of my flailing frontal lobe

[HOOK]
I been tryna get my life together
Listen and they laugh like I'm a court jester
Kick me in the chest then kick me once again while I'm down
Frowning at me while I'm dripping like a deep fryer

[SAINT SLEEP & BIV]
I don't owe you shit
All my time get forced a bit
Don't like how you fit
Back pack off my dick
I ain't gonna sugarcoat it 
I ain't gonna gloss it over
But the walls I put up are just leaking through the cracks
Peek between them and our eyes finally make contact
Said my peace,
Please don't feed your pain to me
Life's a bitch with one speed
On her knees
Tryna make that bitch do as I please
It's so curious indeed,
There's so much for you to see
But we burn after we read
So afraid to meet you all and shake your hands
Endless sea of tiny soldiers with a horde of swords
My heart is beating faster than it ever has before
They crawling up my nostril tugging on my vocal cords
Wanting more know they can't be satisfied
Never asked for an opinion, just to fit in
Crowds that never listen, all just fall into addiction
Whether money, power, or prescription
Boy you just a drop inside the mission 
bitch goodbye,
Said what I said, never speakin out of spite
I just know the kind I like, it's ight, it's ight

[HOOK]X2
I been tryna get my life together
Listen and they laugh like I'm a court jester
Kick me in the chest then kick me once again while I'm down
Frowning at me while I'm dripping like a deep fryer

[BIV]
I leave the stains and the stamp
And riddle with my hands
To give me better chance
To get my family they demands
Was taught to be a man
Was taught to be a
Brought the money, made it make some cents
Proud as fuck
Goin be proud of us
Fuck who I was
That pussy never fuckin jumped
Fuck who you know
Bitch where you from
Comin for your blood
Grip the nuts, bitch wassup
Yall goin be the first to ride up on my nuts

Court Jester Effigy

Court Jester Effigy ft. Biv [prod. novâfled]

Indulge in the Trapezoid of Suffering: A Spa Retreat for Masochists.

Unleash your adventurous spirit at our unique spa, tailored for those who embrace pain. Discover personalized programs, intense treatments like "The Iron Embrace" and the "Fire and Ice Ritual." Savor our gourmet "Painful Delights" menu. Surrender to unforgettable experiences and transform yourself. Book now for a journey of self-discovery.

WITH: @BRUHMANEGODDD
PROD: @NOVAFLED
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Booze cruising in the 4th dimension im about to crash the whip
Infinite blunt rotation with me myself and I
Fuck a pension imma blow it all on PCP
Sorry sweetie but yo daddy need vacation for a hundred weeks
Give no shits
No clip
Through the walls
No polygons
On the slope
No hoes allowed in my crib
Give them blue balls on the first date
Sorry that I was the only winner of the sperm race
Show up the party at the end of the universe
Know you all disgusted I can see it on your face
"Who invited sleep?"
Someone send him far away
Only way I leave is if I'm riding in a hearse
Meet me at the front desk
Checking in to the trapezoid of suffering
A torturous device to seal me in for eternity
Devils in fraternity snorting powder 
Sticking red hot pokers in my ears
Until I hear this stupid track

[HOOK]X2
Trapezoid of suffering
Let me out
I'm trapped within

[BRUHMANEGOD]
Need a buzz, I gotta get my vice up
Trapezoid, a god in my brain, eyes light up
Pressed in the elements, I walk toward the light
Bitch I’m booted up, dmt demons in my sight
Its the human condition, aint shit alright
Grab a stick and a rock, I’ll be eating all night
Best of the best, bitch I feel like all-might
I can look toward the stars cuz the rope grip tight
I’m enclosed in the shapes, yea the rope finna break
Imma open the gates, getting close to the day
Closed in the shade, bitch I’m oceans away
Supernova decay, fashion nova today
On a spinning ball of dirt and it breathe, on god
Feel this shit in my blood, I don't need no god
And it aint none like what the people thought
I don't feel no thoughts, been a week on rocks

[BRIDGE]
I’m in the trapezoid
I’m in the trapezoid
I’m in the trapezoid
I’m in the trap I’m in the trap I’m in the trapezoid
I’m in the trap I’m in the trap I’m in the trap I’m in the trapezoid

[HOOK]X2
Trapezoid of suffering
Let me out
I'm trapped within

Trapezoid of Suffering

Trapezoid of Suffering ft. BRUHMANEGOD [prod. novâfled]

Do you hear the drumming? Catatonic vibrations.

PROD: @LUCYWYNTERS
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Coaster prints all around my flat
I haven't cleaned in months the trash is stopping doors from opening
I'm reaching out to figures right behind the keyhole 
But my fingers slice off at like every opportunity
Modern world will exclude then call you parasite
Call me a slacker call me a loser
Why you so jobless go back to college
Utterly thoughtless all I can make is worthless art don't be dishonest
Stop it get some experience
Cannot give any you ain't even serious
I'm on my knees I'm begging to work I'm going delirious
Fearing not being able to eat off a plate

[HOOK]X2
Here's my application how much do you pay?
Junior in the game you need to be prestigious for the lowest wage
Catch 22 to join the 27 club
Reverse internship rob you of the last of all your funds

[VERSE]
Annnnd it's not like I don't try
Runny nose my snotty hands need a bow flex
Cry your little heart out all you want it won't make a change
Depraved of food and water living check to check
Then wonder why we all depressed
Why you even bother?
They won't hire you unless you offer to be chained up as a martyr pulling 90-hour weeks
World wide web corp force you to your knees then sell you very unattainable dreams

[HOOK]X2
Here's my application how much do you pay?
Junior in the game you need to be prestigious for the lowest wage
Catch 22 to join the 27 club
Reverse internship rob you of the last of all your funds

Tinnitus Machine

Tinnitus Machine [prod. lucy wynters]

MULCH EATER CENTRAL - POPULATION: ∞

WITH: @VENTINGPALACE
PROD: @C3OF & @VENTINGPALACE
MIX: @VENTINGPALACE & @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VENTING PALACE]
Pure liquid emotion
Flowing all around inside a pool of commotion
The pool turns to an ocean
Swallows everything and anything that dares disturb it
The veil falls down
Saw something I'd never see
A black hole
Swallowing everything in front of me
God's grace is gone
You are sons of none
I try to run
But there's nowhere to go
You think you've won and maybe so
Just give it time
You're starting the show
You're starting the show

[SAINT SLEEP]
Start the show and lower all the curtains
Not concerned with cleaning up my fucking act
I'm making everybody frown just tell me I'm a burden once again
Even if we dead I know that vp got my back
I'm drying up the well of lyrics
And I got an album but I hope nobody hears it
Need some moisturizer or some vitamins and vicodins I'm taking Benadryl until I'm seeing spiders crawling up my forearm
Isn't it just funny how your lies are flimsy
And I drink until my guts they look like mincemeat

-AWESOME TECHNO BREAKDOWN YEAAAAA!!!-

[SAINT SLEEP]
Hazmat suit gore tex
Gas mask chrome hearts only stop to fucking flex
Know the world is ending but I'll only help myself
I'm not selfish imma let you have a small percentage of my future wealth
Don't know why you act like you wouldn't do the same
I don't care about our morals let them drive us all insane

Paradise of Dirt

Saint Sleep & Venting Palace - Paradise Of Dirt

It's that kind of sinking feeling in your gut you cant seem to shake.

WITH: @THE0000, @LOSTLARINA & @DHAELO
PROD: @OGNAJGOTBEATS
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[THEO]
I've been looking for a way to cope with stress and anger
My head is pure but all fizzy like its sparkling water
Avoiding alcohol and cigs to not worsen my case
Lots of messages and voice mails that I wish to erase
Always thinking bout the next release when I'm about done working like an asshole on an unreleased
My happiness decreased
For every song released
I wanna move on to the next step
I don't care anymore, yep
Pause
I've been way too much inside my fucking head lately
Haven’t been able to produce any smile lately
Haven’t thought about checking on my friends lately
Haven’t called my grandma at all lately
Imma need to stop before I reach the boiling point
But I'm always scared to slow down my pace like I was about to disappoint

[HOOK]
Stuck in this mindset, cant create
Stubbornness, you feel the hate?
Nine to five suck the soul out of me
Art stuck in the dome
Too drained when I get home

[SAINT SLEEP]
Get defeated after 40-hour weeks
Got a taste of all the finer things in life and I'm still bittersweet
Take a seat reload the blooper reel I seal my fate inside a camcorder
Been around long enough to go right out of order right before I even start
(but don't you love to do the things you do?)
Yea but it's very irritating
(sort of seems like you've been acting selfish)
And I swear its always weighing on my weakened mood
Gasoline is guzzling I immolate myself to a city that just never cease to move
Like a needle in the vinyl groove
Needle in my skin I need a trophy for the biggest loser in the room
Assume it's me I've been the champ for a decade and a half
In an interview they ask me how I do it and I laugh it off like it's all an easy task
But my secret is I force myself to stay depressed
I'm a method actor baby I pretend to be a mess

[HOOK]
Stuck in this mindset, cant create
Stubbornness, you feel the hate?
Nine to five suck the soul out of me
Art stuck in the dome
Too drained when I get home

[D'HAELO]
I always find my reasons to feel poor
A bit more than I ever expect from myself or
I ever expect from anybody with teeny tiny decency
Feeling empty despite the brain itching appearing so frequently
This not the type of "Set my life to end" shit
Or the feeling of slitting my arm with the lancet
Or some random voices in my head talking hectic
It's the type of feeling of not being in the credits
It's the type of feeling, eh, fuck, let's go chill
I think I let it all out, I start to feel so ill
Already lying around crippled, we got no will, for real
End of discussion, I got no bank to blow
Or will we know? Maybe but now I have a disease so
Now hit my damn heart deep with sixteen bows, kill me, hoe
Fuck, I gotta delete that shit off my phone

[HOOK]
Stuck in this mindset, cant create
Stubbornness, you feel the hate?
Nine to five suck the soul out of me
Art stuck in the dome
Too drained when I get home

Subasement Metropolis (feat. Larina)

Subasement Metropolis ft. Theo, Larina & D'Haelo [prod. og naj]

These hands were born to create, but all they've done is destroy; the progenitor of mold.

Happy 25th anniversary to Serial Experiments: Lain.

PROD: @C3OF
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Put a firewall between us
System 32 please delete my feelings
Data mine my thoughts I think you know its over
Overclock the fallout nothing left to cross so why you even bother
Pick the rotting clovers count the moldy spots
My room is vacant except the pc covered in its moss
Attached to wires plug me in the cooling system like a swamp
My fingertips are soggy clog the ventilation in this space 
I only hear the clacking of the keys
And sound of overthinking everything
I wish I never tried to think of anything

[HOOK]X8
I wish I no no think of anything-thing t-t-thing

[VERSE]
Always were the one to wait for me
Spinning ball on a blackened screen
Yea I know that's latency
Keep on buffering know you'll wait forever
I'm not getting better
I am the bug
Better squish me now
Power drained fading fast
When I'm gone
Please delete our past
Deceit is so vast
Shell with no ghast
Chicken scratch on this digital epitaph
Said what I said error 404 this love is dead
Hollow feeling in my chest
Tangle wires
Nervous system halt and catch fire
Let the sludge inside perspire worth it when you're all that I desire

[HOOK]X8
I wish I no no think of anything-thing t-t-thing

Year of Mold

Year of Mold [prod. saint sleep]

Got my shit together and they still keep laughing.

REMIX: @NOVOSK
WITH: @BIV
MIX: @ZYROM & @BIV
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Chivalry is dead I kicked the chair right out from underneath the noose
I'm falling off and giving into visions like I'm Raoul Duke
A shaky voice leave my ears soaking wet
Whispering "Sleep you so delusional what you want is so impossible" 
Tell me what it's like to mop remains of me out a rustic pressurized tank
My body fat is seeping out the ceiling and your clique is lining up to get a slice
Hunched over digging into organs
Here's a lunch menu welcome to the donor gardens
If you want advice I say you take a bite of my flailing frontal lobe

[HOOK]
I been tryna get my life together
Listen and they laugh like I'm a court jester
Kick me in the chest then kick me once again while I'm down
Frowning at me while I'm dripping like a deep fryer

[SAINT SLEEP & BIV]
I don't owe you shit
All my time get forced a bit
Don't like how you fit
Back pack off my dick
I ain't gonna sugarcoat it 
I ain't gonna gloss it over
But the walls I put up are just leaking through the cracks
Peek between them and our eyes finally make contact
Said my peace,
Please don't feed your pain to me
Life's a bitch with one speed
On her knees
Tryna make that bitch do as I please
It's so curious indeed,
There's so much for you to see
But we burn after we read
So afraid to meet you all and shake your hands
Endless sea of tiny soldiers with a horde of swords
My heart is beating faster than it ever has before
They crawling up my nostril tugging on my vocal cords
Wanting more know they can't be satisfied
Never asked for an opinion, just to fit in
Crowds that never listen, all just fall into addiction
Whether money, power, or prescription
Boy you just a drop inside the mission 
bitch goodbye,
Said what I said, never speakin out of spite
I just know the kind I like, it's ight, it's ight

[HOOK]X2
I been tryna get my life together
Listen and they laugh like I'm a court jester
Kick me in the chest then kick me once again while I'm down
Frowning at me while I'm dripping like a deep fryer

[BIV]
I leave the stains and the stamp
And riddle with my hands
To give me better chance
To get my family they demands
Was taught to be a man
Was taught to be a
Brought the money, made it make some cents
Proud as fuck
Goin be proud of us
Fuck who I was
That pussy never fuckin jumped
Fuck who you know
Bitch where you from
Comin for your blood
Grip the nuts, bitch wassup
Yall goin be the first to ride up on my nuts

Night After

Court Jester Effigy (Novosk RMX)

Court Jester Effigy ft. Biv [novosk RMX]

I promise this is the last time I say these hurtful words. I promise this is the last time I suck the life out of both of you and relish in it.

PROD: @KOROSARETA99 + @NOVOSK + @C3OF + @ZYROM
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
I was young and afraid wasn't ready yet to turn the page
Start a chapter
With my bleeding heart
Sabotage what's next made you fall apart
Sitting underneath the rafters
Let the rain splash
I'm drenched before the first line is written
Too attached to you but too afraid to just admit it
Sent mixed signals on a freeway made of love
Sorry that I put a brick wall when push came to shove
Treat you like a star then gave you empty space when you needed warmth
I did not preform my parts I left you scared and confused
No excuse made you used can't refuse to admit it but that's the way it always goes
Swallow pride and ego I'm so scared to get this off my chest
My biggest problem is I want you all to like me
Overcompensate and lie to make you happy
Promise me you'll never let this disappointment speak

[HOOK]X2
Promise this the last time
Promise there's no next time
Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again
Promise me you'll never give me one more chance

[VERSE]
Wasted moments could've been something didn't let it happen
Didn't make things clear let you move on
Gave you migraines size of a tumor
Stole from your smile little bit of ill humor
Sorry that I turned my muse to a tool
All I did was write sad songs in my room
Now I got a best friend not a soul mate get so jealous when you live life in a good way
Play my sorry tunes on a glass violin filled with tar
No amount of therapy will make this soul the opposite of charred
No surprise I never listened made you sick
Used your words as instrumentals never cared I'm a narcissist
I hope you're happy
That's all I ever wanted
For both of you
I tried my best I'm sorry
Now promise me you'll go out there and do better than I ever possibly could

[HOOK]X2
Promise this the last time
Promise there's no next time
Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again
Promise me you'll never give me one more chance

Vocal sample taken from "Grim Fandango" (1998)by LucasArts

One Last Promise II

One Last Promise II [prod. korosareta + novosk + saint sleep + zyrom]

Dammed to repeat the same actions you instilled in me at a young age. Cursed to relive the worst days when I look within.

PROD: @DEADFAVE
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]X2
Starry nights and I'm sixteen
Last time that I felt peace
If I disappeared would you miss me?
Gaze to the sky getting sickly

[VERSE]
Def jux in my ears and my board in my hands
Aesop rock labor days is my jam
I would leave if I could but I can't
Bald man in his 40s tattoos on his skin
Said one day imma be just like him
So he push and he step on my dreams till they end
And these kids in these halls they would hate to see you molt
Hit adulthood and I still think it's all my fault

[BRIDGE]X8
This is what I get
What I get
What I get

[HOOK]X2
Starry nights and I'm sixteen
Last time that I felt peace
If I disappeared would you miss me?
Gaze to the sky getting sickly

[VERSE]
There's gotta be more to life than being packed sardines
Heading to a place that you hate
Make me feel like a mirror in a fun house maze
Let comic relief turn to depression
Cosmic coincidence chased like refreshment
Destined repeat the same cycle
Put it on a page for revival
Till I'm middle aged treating future generations
Like they doomed to the same chains doomed to the old ways

[OUTRO]X4
This is what I get
What I get
What I get

Night After [prod. dead fave]

A liar to the world.

REMIX: @WITHLOVEFROMKAIN
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]x4
You're special
You're shining
I'm desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie

[VERSE]
I don't know
What to do
Without you
You're my muse
You're my love
Someone that I have to compare to when everything is rough
I don't know
What to do
When I'm stuck
Cause you could care less if I lied about my life
Just a sprinkle of it flick the lighter and inhale like a cigarette

[HOOK]x6
You're special
You're shining
I'm desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie

Burden of Dreams (Kain RMX)

Burden of Dreams [kain RMX]

Vibed so hard we got a buzz to this one.

WITH: @VENTINGPALACE
PROD: @VENTINGPALACE
ART: @C3OF & @VENTINGPALACE
SPONSORED BY @ABYSSALSOUNDSFR

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
She dont love me
She dont want me
Tell me all about it
I dont love you
I dont want you
I dont really get it
Bathroom wall
Out the mouth
Out the bathroom stall
On my knees
Please just tell me what you want from me

She get blasted I might leave that bitch
Really an addict the way that she glitz
Out for the glamour she might down that shit
Drown in that foil and she gon ask for a kiss

Life ain't been like a movie
Come and give up all your beauty
You can get off debt free
Dead beat just the way that the man in the mirror always gon look at me

[CHORUS]
Give me love
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me love
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough

Give me love
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me love
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down

[VENTING PALACE]
I'm in the club and I start seizing up shawty
Walk in the room and I steal all your energy
Got so much cash I might just bribe the treasury
Deep in the ash I crawl out and cause misery

Feeling demented
Your boys outnumbered not what you expected
Method ineffective

Don't follow directives
Don't see the point in all of your incentives
Bitch give me the sloppy while I do the sedatives

Chrome to the bone now he hurting
I'm certain this vermin will meet his demise
He says that he's fine I see through the disguise

These haters they typin with tears in their eyes
They try and try and try again
But never seem to reach the level
VP, Papa Sleep, lord give em mercy
Flows and rhymes so fuckin dirty

[CHORUS]
Give me love
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me love
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down

Give me love
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me love
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough

Buzz (Single)

Buzz

Saint Sleep & Venting Palace - Buzz

Thank you all for 1.5k followers! Heres a track taken off my debut album "Cytopathic", coming soon.

PROD: @ESTHETICGLOOM
MIX: @NAVVVI
ART: @RIPBLUD & @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Gold teeth 
Sinking in the skin
Big bills 
Hold it underneath 
Hold it down with a clip
Round here
We dont it like when you breathe
Eyes fixated on the diamond hand
Watch it shatter into pieces
Put the keys inside turn them to the left
Ruby water pouring out the head 
Black matter on the fingertips
Apocalypse been forming past the curfew
Only with this cash will I ever be important
Sneak preview
Watch the children eat the dirt and now they bleed you
Forgot about the billions was too busy making trillions now we burning down the masoluem fine dining on the corpses for the weekend
Five stars
Five bars
Coughing up that fine tar
Five cars pile up outside the checkpoint
Mama said a check can fix what the heart cant
Red Button aiming at the ones that chant
Say "Goodbye! Please just come again!"

[CHORUS]x2
On and on and on and on
I'm running out of cash
On and on and on and on
We blowing up the middle man

[BRIDGE]x4
On and on and on and on

[VERSE]
Stomping through the mud I cant wait to get back home
Went to war with nothing gaping holes inside our domes
Turn the smile into one big bullet hole
My fat little finger linger on the dud
And now they say they want some more
Weaponize the lies
Wetting up the ties
Cufflinks shine
But the face dirty
No birds just the AC130
Awful quiet round these parts
A missing man picking up the pieces of a missing land

Read it all in the newspaper
Couldnt rest cant trust my new neighbors
Put the shattered pieces of the mirror back together just to step on it until it's one big crater

[CHORUS]x2
On and on and on and on
I'm running out of cash
On and on and on and on
We blowing up the middle man

Cytopathic

Rex '84

Rex '84 [prod. esthetic gloom]

Second single taken off "Cytopathic". Coming next month!

WITH: @GULLYSPIT & @DEPTHSTRIDA
PROD: @KIRAWTHESAVIOR
MIX: @NAVVVI
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
I got that cough so we set it up
Come to your block then I wet it up
Invite the virus inside of your home
Enter veins now you ape shit
Bad to the bone marrow
Black widow tap on your eyelids
Clip rip through your bitch catch her carcass on the floormat

I don't care where you been
I don't care what you seen
Mucus found on the scene

Xanax in the slammer slanging bodies out the cellar
Bet I find your skeleton hanging on the park bench
Car bent out of shape
Face down in the shit stain
Quarantine the whole trap spray the germs off the chain

DESIGNER GET STRIPPED OFF THE BODY PILE
BITCHES SELLING VACCINES ON THE BLOCK I THINK I NEED IT NOW

[BRIDGE]
Nothing left now but a dead scene and a deadlock
Burnt bridges nowhere left to go homie gotta let go
Let go
Let go
Tell me when you let go
Let go
Homie gotta let go

[GULLYSPiT]
Piss out the misery
Coke in my blood if it spill I go surfing
Get with the program or get labelled worthless
It’s not a sickness just rot on the surface
Bio-machinery ticks like a clock
Chase it with lime now the gears met a rock
Invade the middle then go back and bomb all the chalk
I know the air leave you choking but think of the stock

Pinned like an animal, pathogen phoenix
Fuck with yo mental, restructure the helix
Believe in nothing get killed with the heathens
I know it’s hard but you better not fight the adhesion
I know the lesion grows faster, increasing the fracture
With stress it reopens, no treating the cancer
Were hoping it sells

Can’t hear the siren it’s drowning itself
Doc made a promise these pills do me well
Doc made a promise that imma get right
What does he know?
Carried away by the night
I hear the silence it’s grows
I’m at the end of the rope
I know that I gotta go
Gotta let go
Gotta let go

[DEPTH STRIDA]
Peel off the surface that humans call skin
Im the disease theres no way you can win
Creep thru the city they buried me in
And father forgive me cause I commit sins
Bitch I strida walk right through your block
Ay fuck with me you get wet up
Ay they call me the devils blood
Cause I stomp humans to the ground

Ay im a virus
And you gon die from me
Okay, call me the medics
And they will run in fear
(Contagious contagious
I think I caused a plague bitch)x2

Quarantine ft. Gullyspit & Depth Strida

Quarantine ft. GULLYSPiT & Depth Strida [prod. kiraw]

"Wait wait, you mean to tell me its been the apocalypse for like the last 3 years and nobody noticed? Damn dude thats crazy."

MUSIC VIDEO HERE - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNI_y6CnJhs

ADDITIONAL VOCALS: @HAZYDAISYOF
PROD: LLOUIS (bit.ly/2P6Jxuc)
MIX: @C3OF & @NAVVVI
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Pavement crack in the summer heat
Wake up every day just to waste away
Rain couldnt wash it all away
Empty husk looking hollow
Break the bottle that I keep my feelings in
Use it as a shank
Crank the volume up I think I'm going tone deaf
Everything is looking lovely when you're dead
Thrown out my comfort zone
Walked the whole way home
Days been looking numbered
Can I get another loan?

[CHORUS]x2
Leave me now
Up too far to see the ground
Push me around
Cant bear to see you like this now

[VERSE]
Couldnt wait another minute
Couldnt wait until I'm finished
Before you burning down my bridges
Take your time to spit on me
I can tell you're always sick of me
Been in and out your shoes but I'm always glued to your bootprint
I don't wanna go outside when theres nothing left to like
Windows tinted think I'll stay inside
Rain tapping on the glass
Aint no point in coming back to life when you're better off gone from this place

[CHORUS]x2
Leave me now
Up too far to see the ground
Push me around
Cant bear to see you like this now

The Whole World Ended and Nobody Told Me [prod. llouis]

We been in the cut drinking the kool aid and texting goth bitches with a Ouija board I got off some 7,000 year old dude on craigslist lmao

WITH: @XATASHI & @LVSTFORPAIN
PROD: @LUCASINCLAIR
MIX: @NAVVVI & @LVSTFORPAIN
ART: @MIYORATOR (linktr.ee/miyo) & @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]
Motherfucker keep on looking up you better bow down
Bitch I am a king where is my throne?
I need to sit down
Motherfucker keep on talking shit you better calm down
Better have a grip cause you can’t handle all this shit now

Motherfucker keep on looking up you better bow down
Bitch I am a king where is my throne?
I need to sit down
Motherfucker keep on talking shit you better calm down
Looking up to me but I don’t fuck with y’all

[SAINT SLEEP]
Bow down Bow down
Worshiping a thorned crown
Bow down bow down
Worshiping an ancient artifact
Text my goth bitches with a ouija board
Shawty wanna know the real me till I'm walking round in lizard form
Rolling on that cult shit
Life is just a movie just a biopic
Matt Smith portraying me in award winning flicks
Adored by e girls looking for them clicks
Manson ain't got shit on me
LSD and entropy it's a new world order you can keep the old one g
Setting up the trap on a island
Celebrities pay an entry fee with them blood diamonds
Code of conduct
I dont give a fuck
Sacrifice the people I dont like
Write this shit in blood I aint ever had to type
Really had to shove your dreams in a pipe

[LVST]
Life's too fucking tragic to just never keep my glick tucked
Depression on my mind formaldehyde
My code of conduct
Been taking life straight to the face I keep on getting fucked up
The memories just keep on coming back no acid reflex
You can get stuck
Fist fist fist fucked
I came prepared
Dont turn your back
Youll get snuck
You get ripped up
Fuck the system
My god is proud I know hes watching from a distance
Distance
Keep yo distance
Hear the voices listen with precision
Distance
Keep yo distance
Hear the voices listen with precision

[HOOK]
Motherfucker keep on looking up you better bow down
Bitch I am a king where is my throne?
I need to sit down
Motherfucker keep on talking shit you better calm down
Better have a grip cause you can’t handle all this shit now

Motherfucker keep on looking up you better bow down
Bitch I am a king where is my throne?
I need to sit down
Motherfucker keep on talking shit you better calm down
Looking up to me but I don’t fuck with y’all

Code of Conduct ft. XATASHI & LVST [prod. speczdaplug]

The doomsday clock has struck twelve.

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@mfnf

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