now it doesn't matter FT. CARNENATUM [PROD. OHMYG]

CHAMPAGNE

champagne ft. turtleteck prod. bloodletting

Got my shit together and they still keep laughing.

REMIX: @NOVOSK
WITH: @BIV
MIX: @ZYROM & @BIV
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Chivalry is dead I kicked the chair right out from underneath the noose
I'm falling off and giving into visions like I'm Raoul Duke
A shaky voice leave my ears soaking wet
Whispering "Sleep you so delusional what you want is so impossible" 
Tell me what it's like to mop remains of me out a rustic pressurized tank
My body fat is seeping out the ceiling and your clique is lining up to get a slice
Hunched over digging into organs
Here's a lunch menu welcome to the donor gardens
If you want advice I say you take a bite of my flailing frontal lobe

[HOOK]
I been tryna get my life together
Listen and they laugh like I'm a court jester
Kick me in the chest then kick me once again while I'm down
Frowning at me while I'm dripping like a deep fryer

[SAINT SLEEP & BIV]
I don't owe you shit
All my time get forced a bit
Don't like how you fit
Back pack off my dick
I ain't gonna sugarcoat it 
I ain't gonna gloss it over
But the walls I put up are just leaking through the cracks
Peek between them and our eyes finally make contact
Said my peace,
Please don't feed your pain to me
Life's a bitch with one speed
On her knees
Tryna make that bitch do as I please
It's so curious indeed,
There's so much for you to see
But we burn after we read
So afraid to meet you all and shake your hands
Endless sea of tiny soldiers with a horde of swords
My heart is beating faster than it ever has before
They crawling up my nostril tugging on my vocal cords
Wanting more know they can't be satisfied
Never asked for an opinion, just to fit in
Crowds that never listen, all just fall into addiction
Whether money, power, or prescription
Boy you just a drop inside the mission 
bitch goodbye,
Said what I said, never speakin out of spite
I just know the kind I like, it's ight, it's ight

[HOOK]X2
I been tryna get my life together
Listen and they laugh like I'm a court jester
Kick me in the chest then kick me once again while I'm down
Frowning at me while I'm dripping like a deep fryer

[BIV]
I leave the stains and the stamp
And riddle with my hands
To give me better chance
To get my family they demands
Was taught to be a man
Was taught to be a
Brought the money, made it make some cents
Proud as fuck
Goin be proud of us
Fuck who I was
That pussy never fuckin jumped
Fuck who you know
Bitch where you from
Comin for your blood
Grip the nuts, bitch wassup
Yall goin be the first to ride up on my nuts

Night After

Court Jester Effigy (Novosk RMX)

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Court Jester Effigy ft. Biv [novosk RMX]

I promise this is the last time I say these hurtful words. I promise this is the last time I suck the life out of both of you and relish in it.

PROD: @KOROSARETA99 + @NOVOSK + @C3OF + @ZYROM
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
I was young and afraid wasn't ready yet to turn the page
Start a chapter
With my bleeding heart
Sabotage what's next made you fall apart
Sitting underneath the rafters
Let the rain splash
I'm drenched before the first line is written
Too attached to you but too afraid to just admit it
Sent mixed signals on a freeway made of love
Sorry that I put a brick wall when push came to shove
Treat you like a star then gave you empty space when you needed warmth
I did not preform my parts I left you scared and confused
No excuse made you used can't refuse to admit it but that's the way it always goes
Swallow pride and ego I'm so scared to get this off my chest
My biggest problem is I want you all to like me
Overcompensate and lie to make you happy
Promise me you'll never let this disappointment speak

[HOOK]X2
Promise this the last time
Promise there's no next time
Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again
Promise me you'll never give me one more chance

[VERSE]
Wasted moments could've been something didn't let it happen
Didn't make things clear let you move on
Gave you migraines size of a tumor
Stole from your smile little bit of ill humor
Sorry that I turned my muse to a tool
All I did was write sad songs in my room
Now I got a best friend not a soul mate get so jealous when you live life in a good way
Play my sorry tunes on a glass violin filled with tar
No amount of therapy will make this soul the opposite of charred
No surprise I never listened made you sick
Used your words as instrumentals never cared I'm a narcissist
I hope you're happy
That's all I ever wanted
For both of you
I tried my best I'm sorry
Now promise me you'll go out there and do better than I ever possibly could

[HOOK]X2
Promise this the last time
Promise there's no next time
Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again
Promise me you'll never give me one more chance

Vocal sample taken from "Grim Fandango" (1998)by LucasArts

One Last Promise II

One Last Promise II [prod. korosareta + novosk + saint sleep + zyrom]

Dammed to repeat the same actions you instilled in me at a young age. Cursed to relive the worst days when I look within.

PROD: @DEADFAVE
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]X2
Starry nights and I'm sixteen
Last time that I felt peace
If I disappeared would you miss me?
Gaze to the sky getting sickly

[VERSE]
Def jux in my ears and my board in my hands
Aesop rock labor days is my jam
I would leave if I could but I can't
Bald man in his 40s tattoos on his skin
Said one day imma be just like him
So he push and he step on my dreams till they end
And these kids in these halls they would hate to see you molt
Hit adulthood and I still think it's all my fault

[BRIDGE]X8
This is what I get
What I get
What I get

[HOOK]X2
Starry nights and I'm sixteen
Last time that I felt peace
If I disappeared would you miss me?
Gaze to the sky getting sickly

[VERSE]
There's gotta be more to life than being packed sardines
Heading to a place that you hate
Make me feel like a mirror in a fun house maze
Let comic relief turn to depression
Cosmic coincidence chased like refreshment
Destined repeat the same cycle
Put it on a page for revival
Till I'm middle aged treating future generations
Like they doomed to the same chains doomed to the old ways

[OUTRO]X4
This is what I get
What I get
What I get

Night After [prod. dead fave]

BORN IN BLOOD

LuminBeats x Helli - CIGARETTES (Prod. Plasma)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW : https://youtu.be/DahzdJqZtuo

"KINETOSIS"

produced by @the0000
mixed and master by @the0000
vocals mixed and master by @zyrom
art by @the0000

LYRICS:

As the time passes
I hope you feel free

And if you kept me in your thoughts 
Forget about me

I've acted so cold to your feelings 
Wondered about what the deal is
On your whole skin u were peeling 
And till this day I'm still healing

Uh
I think I fell back
Died from the impact
Everything cracked
The world I live in now is abstract 
Cause I lost track

I let myself jump in the sea of doubts
I let myself drown in my own thoughts
I let myself sink in too deep in the abyss
Can someone tell me if I really exist?
The more I think about us
The deeper I sink in my guilt
The blood on my hands will never be clean
I really should have dismissed all of your feelings x2

OUT EVERYWHERE

KINETOSIS [music video in desc.]

prod by @theredrxxm <3
cover art by @the0000 <3

Lyrics:
I been bleedin', hear the screamin' in my head
Wish you'd leave, I'll never see you, fuck your dread
Bitch you thinkin' I ain't shit but where you at?
Fuckin' wrapped inside that swig, it's starin' back

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

MEMORY LOSS

MEMORY LOSS (prod. Red Rxxm)

Hunnids,
Got hunnids,
Got hunnids,
Got hunnids,
Got hunnids and fitties on me,
I don’t care if you left for some nigga cause I swear that nigga not me,
Versace,
Versace,
Versace,
Versace,
Versace that’s all on my jeans,
I told you ya hoe’ll be goin,
Ya hoe’ll be goin on me,
You can catch me down on the east side beating her cheeks down fuckin fa free,
Got grills on my teeth ha glee,
Hangin round,
Hangin round felons round me,
Ima skirt off on the jakes cause they can’t catch me,
Ima run off on that bitch cause she can’t catch me,
For a fact ima really gon pull up,
I got racks ima throw on yo medulla,
Got a ruler like I’m bktherula,
Ion trust you a shoota,
You a snake you a judah,
Put a smile on her face call me papi,
Give it time and these niggas gon copy,
Niggas fake niggas green like they zombie,
I’m a real rockstar rob zombie,
Ima stack this guap like ya,
Getting cake,
Getting cake like damn oh ya,
Making money,
Making money that’s it oh ya,
Shoutout my mom love ha,
Holy shit,
Holy shit mai came with the prozac,
And shit we done found where the hoes at,
Hunnids,
Got hunnids,
Got hunnids,
Got hunnids,
Got hunnids and fitties on me,
I don’t care if you left for some nigga cause I swear that nigga not me,
Versace,
Versace,
Versace,
Versace,
Versace that’s all on my jeans,
I told you ya hoe’ll be goin,
Ya hoe’ll be goin on me,
You can catch me down on the east side beating her cheeks down fuckin fa free,
Got grills on my teeth ha glee,
Hangin round,
Hangin round felons round me,
Ima skirt off on the jakes cause they can’t catch me,
Ima run off on that bitch cause she can’t catch me,
For a fact ima really gon pull up,
I got racks ima throw on yo medulla,
Got a ruler like I’m bktherula,
Ion trust you a shoota,
You a snake you a judah,

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Voi Vitun Vittu

I'm completely normal I swear.

Rip GW, Skevious Tips, Kalpa, Dj Sammy P & 19.Thou$and

banner / pfp by saint sleep & plastic pots

One Last Promise II [prod. korosareta + novosk + saint sleep + zyrom]

Saint Sleep