from the perspective of an outsider dealing with mental health and drug abuse

11/01/24

SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS EVIL (feat ydm arfa)(prod ydm arfa)

Save Me Ft. BenjermanHBK (Prod. Cl6udy x Jolst)

DESTINATION  [prod.by chikomadeit x lucid1k]

Hide you (wissery)

lyrics:
(okay okay)


Ain’t nobody tell ever tell me life is so amazing
I put a knife right at my throat i start to think of satan
I been trynna feel alive but i feel fuckin caved in
I been trynna live my life my soul stuck in the pavement
Damn
This the life of a nigga
Bittersweet moments turned everything to anger
Consciousness arise as i think of bigger pictures 
This Bitch think she the prize had to hold my damn demeanor 

Damn 
Here we go again 
Damn
Here we go again 
Damn 
Here we go again


I been living all my life committin’ all these sins!!!!!!!!!

here we go again (beatsbyhills)

Thoughts.. in my head 💭

Out Of Body

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LYRICS:
Souless im riding through out of my body im wishin for peace but it just never stop
how would you feel if these people around you turn out to be people they were never not
they feed with lies and gone make you  feel good fuck up the function make me hot
that shit make me hot
YEAH THAT SHIT MAKE ME HOT

Dodgin the walls in my life im immortal
Obsedian
Bitch make a portal
Im smokin on weed, im trynna get all of my niggas from out of the struggle 
I write all my feelings in songs cause bitches just try ti get into my bubble
They never seem to undestand me so i just stop with  the constant rebuttles 

Welcome to the bando
Welcome to the bando
Come get you a stock

Burning and burning i feel like im bobby im burning this wood nd its hot
I come in the villa with 10 deep im creeping with niggas who not scared to pop
She say that drugs be the reason she love me well baby just gone head nd stop


Drownin in this liquor you can see it in my piss
Gravitate my soul and welcome you in my abyss
Killin all these niggas flexin all these counterfeits 
Diamonds on my neck she see my wrist she see it gliss


Im in the field flexin with these burritas
She want my love, i want guap, i cant let ha
Shades on my face so i block out the hattas
They hate me now cause i did them a favor

HOT (prod.jupiter)

came through, it wasn't easy it was painful.
mixed by me

i'm a little bit ungrateful ft. SadBoyProlific

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In My Feelings Ft. Matt Blunts

faultlessness (prod. inkivi)

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