oh hey i remember this one off one of your sets, sick

oh this is that one beat from the dumfest comp

everything on the dumfest comp was so awesome

taking a step in the wrong direction

additional production @elmovdg @cubemusik

rupt

and i wanna be your one
and ill prolly know me im never done 
dont follow my lead im insane and ill just swallow the pain
cause you look stupid when you sit there and watch me throw it all away

cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
and i think id be lying if my answer was bitter instead
cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
stand back youre not ready for the fact i can do it all
oh whatd i do it for
oh whatd i do it for

so what about it 
chilling w my bitch its a habit
i hope you dont mind me asking cause it's 
nothing i could do 
i'm gonna even the score on you watch out
fuck your bitch when i wanna not a doubt
i want it all today 
watch me throw it all away

cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
and i think id be lying if my answer was bitter instead
cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
stand back youre not ready for the fact i can do it all
oh whatd i do it for
oh whatd i do it for

little feel big pity shit 
new kid big city shit
whats the big deal
big ego reveal 
im gonna break the seal
whats the big deal

bitter

"Im obsessed but this is not about you."

master by @vokafanclub

out on streaming now :)

update: 
ran it through my tape machine (dont know if ill keep it lmk) (streaming is still the og version)

Lyrics:
and my mother said that you just might be the one
and what I know about my mother, shes never wrong
even tho
theres some secrets I've been keeping that make me run
I'm not quite sure if they would push you away

push you away from me
when I slow down

I dont know how to say it
I dont know how to say...

that it's so hard to keep you entertained when I'm not the one giving
and I dont wanna hit a full break cuz I'm scared you'll get caught spinning
so I will just lay down and shut you off
cuz I just might...

push you away from me
when I slow down

when i slow down...

(where i slow down)
(we'll wake up, where i slow down)

this isn't about you

i made beat  this in 2021

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/i-give-up-on-you

i give up on you
our love was untrue
i give up on you
i cant see this through
im done with the pain
theres nothing to say
because your promises faded
my heart feels betrayed

did the night calls mean anything to you
or were you only chasing something new
i gave it all but what did you do
was it real or just a game to you

i see you in my dreams i know i miss you so
but i just cant understand why you let me go
your love was radiant now its barely there
i wish i could rewind but you left me on read
im chasing the past but its fading now
im stuck in my head i cant shut you out
miss the way it felt now its full of doubt
im lost in the moment and i cant find the ground

i give up on you

i give up on you

i got hella weed
we can go to outer space
my life is a fever dream
you can join me any day
all my friends are here with me
but i cant take a step away
dead obsessed with fantasy
i can't escape
love, guns, and i know what im doing
and all my friends are gone
i made a deal with the devil god said go to hell
i'm really here to piss the world off man i wish you well
i loaded up my magazine the one i want just wandered out
my eyes are open but i fell asleep oh come to hell with me
i was in la filled with love and all my fucking friends
i felt like the fucking shit and i had a couple bands
and i didn't even know that i was
coping why did i destroy my pride and man like
i didn't wanna do it but like uh-oh i did it again
swear to god it didn't click all i do is play pretend
but i didn't even know
that i was holding high for my life
and maybe its time for me to take all my losses
cause i just cant stop thinking bout it all
maybe its time for me to change my life
so baby hold my hand
and i can show you right
and lately ive been dying to see
your face when im walking
around this part of town so explain is what up
you're crazy and i can't seem to change your mind
and i just cant wait to run above in the sky

love and guns

produced by @majiasterisk <3 art by poverdon, design by apri

take some more time - take some more time
try and be fine - can't keep-
take some more time - take some more time
will you just stop lie-

Every move you make cuts deeper than the last
But I can't give up - no, cause it's all I have
Every smile of yours kills what is left inside
But I can't let go - in my mind
I don't care bout what you gotta say
Take your knife and carve into my brain
All the words that you said stay with -
stay with - stay with me I hate it

Don't you ever try to talk I want no more of you
Don't you ever call me up - you've got no clue
Don't you ever try come back I can't relax with you
In my head again - try and forget

Every move you make cuts deeper than the last
But I can't give up - no, cause it's all I have
Every smile of yours kills what is left inside
But I can't let go - in my mind
I don't care bout what you gotta say
Take your knife and carve into my brain
All the words that you said stay with -
stay with - stay with me I hate - ate - ate

all i have w/ maji*

prod cli // art by tsumiakira_png
ft. ゆきまめ, co-mixed by stephie

pull me down
under

when I see you
it weighs on my heart
rest against my head
won't you speak again
when I hear you
all I think about
is your hands in mine
for the last time

tomorrow watch me fade away
watch as I cry
tomorrow won't it feel the same
i'll watch your face
please say my name
please give it weight 
please give it

every time you speak I can't stop myself smiling
keep talking i'll be here listening
every time you move I don't know how you got me
locked right into your eyes I-

can you keep your gaze looking straight at me
it weighs on me - please don't you leave
and your hands I feel all of your memories
things left unsaid
it weighs down on me
it weighs down on me

[ゆきまめ]
can you hold me 
just don't leave me without you
I'll try grasping on to your arms again

watch the flowers bloom
won't it be so soon
I'll hold on to the words you said
i won't forget
watch shapes of your mouth
I will figure out
all that you wanted to say
have it weigh on-

me me me don't you 
see see see it
I still remember
said you love me back then
I'll believe
that we'll meet up again
watch our fates intertwine 
with time,I'll hold your hands

just say you'll never leave me again 
I want you till I die
it weighs down on me
and all the things that we left unsaid
i'll say them the next time
to you

it weighs down on me ft. ゆきまめ「cli」

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/someone-like-u

eudaimonia

____________

i've been searching for someone like you

i hope you're not playing with my mind
'cause i believed we weren't wasting time
but now i'm seeing how it is
i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be

okay
wrong shit in front of my eyes
should've known cuz i've been through this twice
burned once and now i'm paying the price
tried to forget but you’re stuck in my mind  
i was fantasizing every touch you gave me 
all because i was...

searching for someone like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
'cause i've been searching like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you

wasted talks and empty nights
lost myself in your eyes
i tried to focus on my path
i tried to care less when you passed 
in my life
need to grow
time alone
in my life
need to heal
make it known
in my life 
something real
no disguise
in my life

someone like u

Soul, Sweat, and Syntax - Boom Bap Type Beat

Dirt Pie

big end theory entails the everything of nothing
King of hyperbounce👑

i made beat this in 2021

c4rbine

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