SLAVE

arrgh argghie me spongie boy, am a feelin ma bloodclat eardrum a pop

lyrics --

so short tempered. 
so sure i saw, you watch before. 
i lick my lips, im full of it.
i want to cut you out,
i need to cut you out of me.
i want to breathe again,
i need to feel your touch till i fall.

was it worthwhile?
been smiling for a minute, on the bus crawl
up to you, we can talk ive got a loose jaw.
feels different now im pulling on the shortest straw.

pulling on the-
pulling on the shortest straw
pulling on the- 
pulling on the shortest straw

lucy, girl, youve lost your way.
melt my brain, i love your place, 
sunny hills, id sleep for days; 
if it meant id never change.
i love myself more than i love you, still,
puking in the bathroom stall, 
trying to feel real.
ive been in my head too long,
ive eaten my fill, 
buttons on the barbecque, 
smokes all i swill.

i lick my lips, sun is out im feeling it,
feeling you, your skins so pink but im-

so sure i saw, you watch before. 
i lick my lips, im full of it.
i want to cut you out,
i need to cut you out of me.
i want to breathe again,
i need to feel your touch till i fall.
cut- cut- cut- cut- cut- cut-
you out- out- out-
need to- need to- need to-
cut- cut- you out of me.
i- i want to breathe again again- again-
need to feel your touch till i fall. 


lucy (prod. michael harrison)

DO YOU STILL HATE ME

three-way marriage

Sister sober

paper boats

Numb pt 3

songs from various OSTs i made.

on all plats

https://kastrina.bandcamp.com/album/bonus-music

Hell Zone

an original song. from my album [My Art Is Suffering].

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[LYRICS]

just don't get old
[ PROTECT YOUR FLESH FROM THE SUN ]
don't grind your teeth
[ YOU GOTTA BRUSH EVERY SINGLE ONE ]
and never get too attached 
to anything

don't stay up late
[ EIGHT HOURS IS MANDATORY ]
don't stare at the sun
[ NICE SHADES- OAKLEYS FOR ME ]
get your life in order
yeah-
that could be fun...

proofread 
p.s. 
nothing. 
i leave.

you made mistakes
it's plain to see by the wrinkles on your face
i only need
a pack of smokes and some gasoline
to pump out that fire
burn one like before
finally feel more than just tired
let myself feel joy more...

don't bite your nails
[ SNIP, CLIP, THEN YOU FILE- SO CLEAN ]
don't pick your skin
[ LATHER, RINSE, AND REPEAT FOR A NICE SHEEN ]
reach out to a friend
and let them in

show up on time
[ 15 MINUTES EARLY, OR YOU'RE LATE ]
every now and then read
[ OUR BRAINS ARE ROTTING FROM MEDIA MIND-RAPE ]
turn off your cellphone and tv
unplug from that screen

proofread 
p.s. 
nothing. 
i leave.

it's not all bad
appreciate the small things
take wins when you can
maybe you need
to shake up your life
and try doing some new thing
so get out of your home
no real goal in mind
no plan for where you roam
you might just like what you find

make sure you save
[ FAKE RABBIT: THE OTHER KIND OF PROTEIN ] 
watch what you eat
[ ONE-A-DAY VITAMINS, THE BEST FLAVOR: LIMA BEAN ]
no need for most medications 
hydration solves things

don't drink too much
[ KICKFLIP, THEN MARADONA, TO NUTMEG ]
help those in need
[ SELL SCENTED CANDLES OF SQUISH MITTEN TO GET PAID ]
laugh at yourself 
and love unconditionally 

when can i see you again?
got fantasies of you dialed-in...
the frequent coping mechanisms-
i submit...
why do i linger near-
the sad state that got me here?
the constant shit i bring upon myself...

i'm best when:
i'm depressed...

with you...
i'm seventeen again
LINES UP AND DOWN OUR SKIN
clove smoke
and i loved

when you...
would leave a small imprint
DRAW BLOOD FROM FANG-TO-NECK
i hope
that i choke

tonight...
your parents just stay downstairs
TREAT ME THE WAY YOU DO YOUR CARE BEAR
i scream
for a tight squeeze

my throat...
was built to grip and overdose
GUESS A COUPLE OF TIMES I CAME CLOSE?

surprise!

i'm still alive...

proofread your suicide note for mistakes you made

EVERYDAY STRANGERS

eito - 17:00

For the most part, I write stories and make music to go along with them.

proofread your suicide note for mistakes you made

C.M.M.

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