Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2AQdgbpkcT8

lyrics:
Get outside my head
I want to hear my thoughts again
I want to hear to ringing, the constant, noise that's in my ears

Don't you understand
I'm not buying this propaganda
The creeping subversion of my sense and mind

Why can we, just like we used to
Embrace the silence?
Why can't we, just like we used to
Embrace the darkness?

If I seem restrained
Well I'm usually self contained
But my blood is boiling
And turns into to the steam that drive me around


Why can we, just like we used to
Embrace the silence?
Why can't we, just like we used to
Embrace the darkness?


Just shut it all down
Maybe just for a minute
Gonna shut it and get away

Get outside my head
I want to hear my thoughts again
I want to hear to ringing, the constant, noise that's in my ears

Just shut it all down
Maybe just for a minute
Gonna shut it down and get away

Just For A Minute

Smoking In Assessment Room

Mastered by Tomás Frazer (@_ostrol_)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Yle2Jk79EA
hq download: https://liontrail.bandcamp.com/track/newfound-state-of-happiness

Newfound State Of Happiness

Let Us Hurt Ourselves

Lyrics:
CQ CQ CQ
This is Whiskey November Seven November
Whiskey November Seven November
Standing by

CQ calling in the middle of the night
Skips and hops if the conditions are right
Adjusting the squelch on my TYT
Silent noise nightmare…
Or a DX dream?
QRZ
QRA
Propagation game

Begin Transmission!
QRO
QRP
QRS
QRT

In the static
A signal is sung
Fading voices
Like ghosts they haunt

CW dits and dahs
Such a pity I never learned morse code
...---...

End of Transmission!
Gatekeepers and angry old men
Maybe I should switch to the citizens band

Idahome

Esoteric Transmission

SSRI Sunshine Sequence

Dictionary/Performer/Personaly

The Same

Actually Ugly

[ VIII ]

- - -

[LYRICS]

[ i wanna be in the middle of your plans...
NOT. JUST. SOAP. SCUM. YOU. CAN'T. GET. DOWN. THE. DRAIN.
i wanna be cool again...
not-
shit...
SHIT.
S H I T . ]

NOW WE'RE GUNNING
FOR KIND OF LOVING THE WAY SICK TASTES
SHIT.
SHIT.
S H I T .
I KEEP RUNNING
BUT LIFE KEEPS COMING TO FUCK MY FACE
SHIT.
SHIT.
S H I T .

i need it-
emesis: a necessity...
YOU'RE NOT THE SON
YOUR MOTHER WANTS

it's alright-
i won't overdose tonight...
IS THERE A WAY
TO COPE WITH TODAY?

little flecks of black nail polish 
dotting my clothes
yeah-
I DON'T MISS THOSE
no-
I DON'T MISS THOSE
phantom streaks of dried blood
splayed across my sheets
WHERE DID THEY COME FROM?
AND WHERE DO THEY GO?

DOWNTOWN:
LAST LINE
NEXT STOP-
WE BRING TO LIFE:
MALIGNANT MISERY

swallow pain
quick-
numb all sense of reality...
ALIGN MY SKULL
HOW MANY TEETH SHOULD I PULL?

i'm not here to make you cry
won't say goodbye tonight
i just-
DON'T GIVE A SHIT
surprise-
I NEVER DID
so, how much can i get inside
before i slip
and lose my mind again?
NOT GONNA CHEER YOU UP
WHO CARES HOW I SEE THE CUP?  [ IT'S. NOT. REAL. ]

[ i  s t i l l  b l a s t  b u l l e t s
b r i n g  m e  y o u r  l o v e ]

[ t h r e e  c h e e r s  s t i l l  s p i n s
t h r a s h  t r a c k  e l e v e n ]

YOU NEED TO SUFFER 
TO FEEL HOW NICE IT IS
TO BE ALIVE, SIS
scratching dopamine hits off the surface...

THEY TRY TO SHAME YOU FOR SUICIDE?
THEN WEAPONIZE WITH GASLIGHT IN YOUR MIND
little tendrils cut off in my time of need...

DEMS - DA
BREAKS - YEAH
DEMSDA
DEMSDA

FUCK. WHAT. YOU. FEEL. 
I DIDN'T ASK TO BE REAL.
BUT I GUESS THAT I WAS.
NOW I'M FUCKING THIS ALL UP.
FUCK. WHAT. I. WAS.
HUMAN IS AS HUMAN DOES.
AND I NEVER FOUND ONE-
CAPABLE OF TRUE LOVE.

DEMS - DA
BREAKS - YEAH
DEMSDA
DEMSDA

DON'T YOU GET IT?
I'M PATHETIC.
ACTUALLY-
I'M NOT A HUMAN BEING.
I WANT TO MAKE A MASTERPIECE OF A DISASTER SCENE.
THEN-
YOU.
CAN.
KILL.
ME.

[ i stay haunting my fantasies
the only things 
that don't get old
find me buried in my dreams
screaming as demons
rape my soul ]

the presets- 
resolve them
then you can kind of play along too
NOTHING REALLY HURTS ANYMORE 
STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM HERE FOR?
with all the novel songs
and sing-alongs
melodic maladies-
may i imbue?
INTO THE BASEMENT OF
OUR CEREBELLUM
LOVE~

someday-
you'll wake up
AND FEEL SEVERED
please-

NEVER FEEL NAUSEA

Never Feel Nausea

For the most part, I write stories and make music to go along with them.

Never Feel Nausea

C

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