This is some of Willow’s early bedroom pop stuff. He called himself “Portable Document Format”.

0:00​ stop kissing in the middle of the hallway
2:04​ my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar
4:12​ lonely boy goes to a rave (cover)
5:26​ I love my computer
7:57​  my favorite aesthetics
9:43​ 最後の曲

XO_willow☆ - stop kissing in the middle of the hallway

11dedgrl - Never Love Again

i know i always seem to
make you mad
but u never
showed up
to that party

i know it’s my fault partly
but i invited u
u said that u would show up
i knew that u wouldn’t show up

u said that i have to grow up
and that i always act so childish

it’s all 
it’s all up to u
and u choose everything that i do
it’s everything that u like
nothing that i do
nothing that i do
seems to impress u

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

u never mention the slits
on my wrists
i asked u for help
and u laughed in my face
like it’s not so serious
yea it’s not so serious 

now that ur blood is on my hands
i loved to see u suffer
wish i could’ve killed u with my own hands

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

im a redpilled loser

you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life

you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life

winter suicide (acoustic demo)

Loser (demo)

bored to death see you later i don't want to let you go
salad days i might just kms and you would never know
you're a kinder whore who left me in the dust
you're the kind of whore that dies for lust

say goodbye see it in your eyes
never knew you till the day you despise me and i
will you love me to the end of time
beach goons in my life
despise your life

bored to death see you later i don't want to let you go
salad days i might just kms and you would never know
you're a kinder whore who left me in the dust
you're the kind of whore that dies for lust

bored to death see you later i don't want to let you go
salad days i might just kms and you would never know
you're a kinder whore who left me in the dust
you're the kind of whore that dies for lust

prod. AKAMII

Bored To Death

Now adays the thought of you

makes me feel

naked in my skin

My heads so fkn empty

and Theres a void behind my ribs

(And its in the shape of you)

I hope every time you look down at that bracelet you think of me

Because I know for damn sure Ill think of you every time I *** till they bleed

I hope every time you look down at that bracelet you think of me

Because I know for damn sure Ill think of you every time I *** till they bleed

naked in my skin

(Re-Upload since I forgot to record a backing guitar in the first cut and it sounded not great)

Hanging out with my pals, goofing off and joking around
I tell them I been thinking lately about putting myself in the ground
They just look around at each other and laugh really loud
I laugh too and we soon forget what we were talking about

After school I'm walking home, talking with my best friend
I look him in the eyes and say "you might not ever see me again"
He just laughs and punches my arm and says "y'know what man"
"You got a sense of humor I just don't understand"

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm only alive on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everybody wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

I'm sitting on the couch with my mom, watching what's on the TV
I ask her if she'd do it all over, and if she'd wanna keep me
She doesn't say anything at all, just looks at me and blinks
Then she says of course but I can tell that she had to think

My little sister calls me up sometimes just to ask me how I am
She tries to empathize and pretend she can understand
I drop some hints here and there about my thoughts of death
She just sighs and says that I should do what I think is best

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm still only on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everyone wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

Everyday the feeling grows and everyone around me knows
No one says anything, they're all ready to see me go
Always used to wonder if my life was meant to be
I don't have to anymore, everybody made it plain to see

Everyone wants me gone and I'm happy to oblige
Frankly speaking I'm tired of seeking love I'll never find
Friends and family all wanna see me underneath the ground six feet
So when I leave don't make a scene and act like you're gonna miss me

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm only alive on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everybody wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

Please Die

xo_willow - my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar

every time shes on my mind
every time i fucking cry 
sometimes i just wanna die 
idc if u lie

why
why
why do i feel like this

every time that i see her
i just wish i could have more
but i cant

everything is in my head 
i think that im going crazy 
all my dreams are imaginary

every single fucking day
every single fucking day
what am i supposed to say

every single fucking day she is on my mind
but now she is gone

you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life

Cabingory

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