aUDIOPHILE

sELF dESTRUCTION

A cover of an old Guns and Roses song about a guy who kills his girlfriend and buries her in his backyard,...the original (and my version) were done "tongue in cheek",.   so if any "social justice warriors" are reading or listening.....calm the f%k down and recognize a joke when one is in your face....

Used to Love Her( guns and roses cover)-by aNTITHISIS

a song i wrote 4 years ago,... the band i was in broke up before i got a chance to do this song with them...i forgot that i wrote this one , so it sat in my notebook for the last few years....i stumbled upon the lyrics last week,..  and here it is.. hope it is enjoyed .  

cARTERIZE

I wrote this one ,...more or less,..in response to the "Pandemic",...its also fair to say that its an overall criticism of US,..collectively(humans)...specifically on how we cant put our "bullshit" aside ,..even if OUR lives depend on it,...so we can forget about preserving civilization.....The "pandemic",..from an observational stand point,...showcased how screwed we actually would be,..if a REAL catastrophy were to befall us,...Not saying "Covid" is fake,..not at all.......just that it rose to the level of the first Gulf War in 1991,...in terms of how many graves it created,...minimal by historical standards....any ways....

tHIN tHE hERD

so,...if you are usually a passive person,...youve likely had a day,..where the frustrations you are normally silent about,...reach the point that you go off on everyone unfortunate enough to be near you....this is how i would describe this song....

BLASPHEMUS

in 1988,..I bought "Dokkens" live album,..they did it in Tokyo(on cassette,..lol)....This song had me hitting the rewind button on my walkman...alot....Now,...this song is about a man "mourning" over a woman he can no longer have,...romantically...thats the only way the lyrics have ever been interpeted...so,...i was my mothers caregiver for 15 years....last week i had to check her into "hospice",.(..for anyone not sure what that is,...its sole reason for existing is for people who are going to die any minute)...Without changing a word of the lyrics ,..my version is coming from the "event" i just mentioned......meaning this songs lyrics can also have a "nonromantic interpetation" without having to alter one sylable...Don Dokken and Jeff Pilson (original writers) should be commended for a song that interchangeable,..
Im kinda dedicating my version to my Mom.....

aLONE aGAIN- (Dokken Cover)

i wrote this one in 2013,...right when my divorce started,....

HOpElEsS

This is a remake of one my older songs from a project from 2014....its basically about my lifelong struggles with mental illness/depression

THE BIPOLAR EXPERIENCE

this song s about being homeless,....i wrote it with the intent of being a cautionary tale.,...and the hope that it might deter someone from making the same mistakes......

BE GLAD YOU AINT ME

An objective look at some of the "dogma" of modern,MAN MADE religion....DISCLAIMER:  if you are a religious fundamentalist,...this song might piss you off...

The 11th Commandment

ever show someone complete loyalty only to find out that you wasted it?....this song is about just that....

nOT aLONE

i remember seeing this video on MTV around 1986ish(back when they actually played music on MTV..lol)...i was 9..ive wanted to do this song ever since,..so i did. Originally done by "Cinderella"..this is my version of "Nobodies Fool"

nOBODIES fOOL(Cinderella Cover)

this song was originally created in 2007 by myself,..and a 17 year old Michael "Spider" Younger,...who i went on to form "Cadaver" with later...
An early version of this ended up on our "album" "Lacerations".
His original performance is still the foundation of the song,...i added a little to the instrumental and re did the vocals,...all in all , id say this is an improvement to the previous version we put out,...and i hope yall agree......

vIOLENT dREAMS

Violent Dreams

aNTITHISIS is the name i started using for my "solo" projects about 15 years ago.  on this "page",..you will find mostly my solo stuff,   originals and covers.... there is also material from my old band "Cadaver",... which is the original reason for creating this page...but since the band is no more...ive decided its time to rename the page......anyway,    .... hope you enjoy it...

aNTITHISIS

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