unlike this reupload and go like the original.
i only uploaded this because its hard to find the song in search because the original uses the ☆ for 'star'

https://soundcloud.com/internetgirlmusic/popstr-w-angelus

internet girl - popstar (with Angelus)

skytearer (kuru + blackwinterwells) - 80bpm

kurtains & whitetrash - devil cry [p. kurtains]

prod me inspired by @enaturalist

i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i swear im done with this shi i swear
yea ive always been judged 4 tha shit that i wear 
i bet u wont b laughin when i roll up into ur house
hold that stick 2 ur head and make u beg for ur spouse >:(
and i and i im not even lying  
ill take all ur shit idc that ur dying
ill wake up ur parent theyll beg me theyre crying
im sorry that was kind mean i wasnt trying:(

glittr
Im not with her
but i realized 
Im already paralyzed
i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i i i dont care abt nothing anymore 
i hate this song 
i hate this phone 
if i drop off the earth well then what could go wrong
no one checks up on me they dont care
im better off on my own now that they dont care
i dont rlly talk 2 no one 2 be fair
but dont mean i dont like the fresh air

glittr

mix @j9nah

ty for snappin on the verse <3 @xadvoi

on all platforms :)

nintendo! ft xadvoi (p. j6nah)

𝔥8 𝔪𝔢 𝔰𝔲𝔪𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢𝔰 (ಥ_ಥ)
prod @powerdolls
mixing @blackwinterwells

skinz 〚powerdoll 𝑥 wells〛

prod @mynameisvalentine x @underscores x @lunamatic (@thefthproject)

mixed by @p4rkr

art by kittirea on instagram!! <3 https://www.instagram.com/kittirea

<3

1:15 〔fromtheheart〕

blackwinterwells - feedback feat. space, emotionals (nae+4am)

hope u having a good day :D
prod me & @deltooo

[lyrics]
i ask myself if i'm a girl or a guy
im so confused inside my head and i do it all the time
i fucking hate you and ur friends plz get out of my mind
my locals wouldnt understand so i keep quiet all the time

hook:
am i girl? am i guy? i just dont know what sometimes
maybe neither, or maybe im gay, i just dont know what to say
am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
and im scared of what people think and i get sad all the time

i shouldve never trusted you in the first place
id never thought that u would lie straight to my face
i was stupid, i was wrong, i feel dumb, i need some space
my future's bright, im alright, looking forward i cant wait
and god i love my friends, even if they piss me off
and im tired of my fake friends, i guess ill just cut them off
and i get hurt way too fast, maybe its cause im way too soft
im getting attached, i cannot feel, i gotta get away at all cost

hook:
am i girl? am i guy? i just dont know what sometimes
maybe neither, or maybe im gay, i just dont know what to say
am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
and im scared of what people think and i get sad all the time

dysphoria ( delto + angelus )

i just wanna disappear
prod @notlieu

lyrics if u care:
all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

i don't like this place anymore
it's the same way it was before, i don't like that
i thought things would get a little bit better
but they never got better

fuck this
and fuck all of this bullshit
you talk a lot for somebody who is a hypocrite
maybe that's a little personal but i don't give a shit
these pathetic fucking people wanna take me like a bitch

but i'm not that, if anything i'm far from it
i'm a little bit emotional i cry and then they love it
i just want it all to stop, all of the stigma against me
if i shut all down then maybe they will love me

i don't care though, i don't like how they think
they all go after a person if they fuck up anything
nobody's perfect, so why the fuck do we have standards
it just causes lots of stress and causes people to get slandered

why the fuck are we like this
why the fuck are they so pissed
i thought that we addressed the empathy that people wanna give
so why the fuck are they still trying, i just wanna fucking live

all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

(i don't know what i did wrong)
(and i don't know where to start)
(if i can fix it can you tell me)
(cuz i don't want you to hurt, let me know if it's worse)

fuck this
and fuck all of this bullshit
you talk a lot for somebody who is a hypocrite
maybe that's a little personal but i don't give a shit
these pathetic fucking people wanna take me like a bitch

all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

why the fuck are we like this
why the fuck are they so pissed
i thought that we addressed the empathy that people wanna give
so why the fuck are they still trying, i just wanna fucking live

spotify

hatred [lieu]

brought this one back since the original upload got copyright striked, so if ur a new listener i hope u enjoy :) 
p.s thank u to quinn for allowing me to re-release this, go support her new music please
@catmom4
lyrics:


i take that smile up off my face
in a different set of state
even though i hate the thought of this, i think i might just wait
i'm nova goon all year around
you can never lay me down
i got some invincibility, so i'll just hold it down
i'm steady boomin' off the pills
heartbeat lookin' like a hill
yes, i might die sometime tonight, but at least i won't be killed
jk, i'm sober, hella clean
can't nobody fuck with me
i stay inside of my shitty mood but i still fuckin' gleem
i got told to go away, so i went and went away
wasn't found for a few days, hide and seek my favorite game
everybody know my name, but nobody know my face
i stay hidden from the crowd 'cause i feel like a disgrace
people told me not to call 'em but get mad when i don't at all
blocking all their number 'cause i swear they told me not to call
my patience has been tested and my annoyance is off the wall
fuck off with you stupid shit, i do not care at fucking all
but it's okay though
i got those things to keep me occupied all day though
if i get bored, i tend to over think my halos
i get real low and shoot at people, like a pave low
i wish i wasn't so damn dumb in situations
i'll just be quiet and i'll go patrol my stations
i stand together with my conscience, like a nation
i'll take your stuff, thanks for the generous donation, oh
i ain't off them fucking pills
they distract me from reality and get me fucking killed
and they ask me why i did them, it's because of all the thrill
thoughts of possibly dying always filled me up with chills
and my angels watchin' over me, they're proud of what i've done
when i wake up in my bed, i know that i'm the fucking one
i have all control on me, so i've been chillin', worried 'bout nothin'
i have all control on me, so i've been chillin', worried 'bout nothin'

skytearer (kuru + blackwinterwells) - 80bpm

youth

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