The Heart Wants What It Wants - Selena Gomez (WITH monologue) (Cover)

"Make Me Forget" is a song that I wrote a few months ago, which came to life thanks to poems and diary entries. It's about having someone who loves you. NO. MATTER. WHAT.
You could wake up from the worst nightmare, all covered up in blood, but there's someone sitting on your bed and they feel like a dream. They won't judge you, they won't mind your scars; they just want you to play a song, any song! and hear your voice, your sound, and your essence.

 With love and best wishes, Cadence.

Voice, Sound, Essence

Make Me Forget

𖡎  Would you like to give in to the simple path? Do it the easy way, and the reward is that reassuring feeling that at least you're safe... But you're not. Everything can change in a moment  and you could lose your job, you could lose your career, your friends, everything. In just a moment. 
To me, not being myself is not a price I'm willing to pay. I want to be more clever than that- danger is always going to be here with us, right?

𖤐 I think this song speaks for itself. This song is a girl realising she did the wrong thing and she needs to fix it. Happiness sounds like a sad song now, but soon, it will be a gorgeous melody. "The melody that writes my book, I'll try to change it".

🎧✮ I wrote this song at college, during a class. I was feeling so overwhelmed so I wrote down all of my thoughts. I looked around me and all my classmates were paying attention. They're always paying attention. They're good at things, they're talented, but when it comes to me... no matter how much effort I put, I'm still a failure. "Why?", I asked myself, even though the answer was obvious: this is not what I like, this is not my passion... I wanted to run away because I embarrassed myself so many times. Ugh. It was like standing on a blood puddle, I was standing on my infinite mistakes, while holding a balloon of innocence that told me "you should still fight for your dream". 

 𖦹 Am I delusional? Yeah, probably. But I don't want to conform ever again! I don't want to live a life that doesn't belong to me. When I see my future, all I see is a girl singing on a stage. That is my future, because I say so.

Happiness Is A Sad Song

LYRICS

I can recognize a pretty boy even if he's covered up in blood
I have a few photos of you in some suggestive positions
There's a need inside that tells me to corrupt you, this will be the end of you
I can recognize a pretty boy even if he's covered up in blood

I'm the new psycho
I stay outside your house, looking through your blinds
So does that make me a stalker? Yeah, yeah
I'm the new psycho

You have a girlfriend? I'm getting rid of her
I'm putting something extra in your drink
It tastes just like whiskey, don't worry
I just can't feel guilty anymore

When I see you in my bedroom and you're lying
All vulnerable just like I wanted
You for so long
Dirty little secret, dirty little secret

I'm the new psycho
I stay outside your house, looking through your blinds
So does that make me a stalker? Yeah, yeah
I'm the new psycho

I'm the new psycho
It's the new cycle

I stay outside your house
I stand behind your clouds
You can make me cry
I can make you lie

I stay outside your house
I stand behind your clouds
You can make me cry
I can make you lie

I'm a psycho, oh
Oh, oh
I'm the new psycho, oh
Oh, oh

I'm the new psycho
Oh, oh, oh
I'm the new psycho
Oh, oh, oh

Written by Cady Jurisich

New Psycho

LYRICS

Boy who licks his bass
Girl who kisses her guitar
You don't even know my name, but I trust you with my heart
This boy is a habit I can't get rid of, no

Everyone smokes here
Everyone drinks here, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
You want me to be as reckless as you but I can't 'Cause of the meds, I can't 'cause of the meds

The rockstar life is not for me
I'm the cat the kid is playing with
Boy who licks his bass
Girl who kisses her guitar, call me Miss Big Blue Eyes

Everyone smokes here
Everyone drinks here, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
You want me to be as lonely as you but I can't 'Cause of the meds, I can't kiss off the mess

And this heedless romance will drive me insane
I'm an ignorant, still I can make it rain
No introduction to your stupid friends, I just wanna make music, leave this party

I know I'm supposed to be the leader
But they take the authority away from me
And the smell of whatever shit they're smoking makes me feel small
Like I'm a kid trapped in a 19 year old's body

Written by Cady Jurisich

Everyone Smokes Here

Ah
I fly when I look in your eyes
And I hide like a rat
What you don't know is that I'm shy
I feel so at home
But I also feel insecure
'Cuz I need you, I need you
A flower for an apple
Two trainers in love
And we create an interesting flavour
I blush when you talk, so can you just not talk?
How about you shut your mouth?
I feel so at home
But I also feel insecure
'Cuz I need you, I need you
Ah
He's the plane in the sky when I look up
So I climb, trying to fly
I end up falling and I feel sad
One fall, two of us crash
And we're leaves saying goodbye
To the tree, 'cuz we're free
A flower for an apple
Two trainers in love
And we create an interesting flavour
I blush when you talk, so can you just not talk?
How about you shut your mouth?
I feel so at home
But I also feel insecure
'Cuz I need you, I need you
We'll never know being sane
Being wild is what we were taught
And she might be a fairytale
But I'm the love of your life
'Cuz I need you, I need you (I need you)
And I feel you, I feel you (I feel you)
Two kids in love
And we create an interesting flavour
You laugh when I talk, and your laugh drives me mad
So maybe I should shut up

A Flower 4 An Apple

I wrote Little Vixen after a session with my psychiatrist, where I felt like she was blaming me for being broken, and I thought, ”I'm not the one who broke me”.

Little Vixen

My First Time is intimate. It talks about how vulnerable you can be when you're experimenting things with someone, and you wonder ”is this love? ... well, I don't even want to know”, 'cause you're so scared.

My First Time

INvOLVEd

I'm Not My Skin

I feel like this is the second part of "Make Me Forget". Again, I was daydreaming about having someone who truly cares about me, like a dad figure.

Daddy's Favourite

MUSIC, LYRICS AND VOCALS: CADENCE JURISICH

PRODUCER: EZEQUIAS LORENZI

RELEASED ON AUGUST 13TH, 2025

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I wrote Little Vixen after a session with my psychiatrist where I felt like she was blaming me for being broken and, I thought "I'm not the one who broke me".

♡

LYRICS:

I followed a moon in the forest and it led me fucking nowhere

Why is it my fault? When they were the ones who broke me

You could've used this money to buy me a pretty dress

Little vixen, hear my hospital heart out


Why, why, why is it my fault?

Why, why, why is it my fault?

I'm not the one who broke me, broke me


Little vixen, run

Run away from the coldness of the doctor's office

From the women who think they know everything

Or the thirsty men who want your cake


Little vixen, run

From the hunters who claim it's an art

Little vixen, run

Run, run


I stopped chasing after promising things

I'm not a puzzle piece, I don't need to fit in

And I'd rather my pain to be a magazine headline instead of a prescription

Hear my popstar heart out


Little vixen, run

Run away from the coldness of the doctor's office

From the women who think they know everything

Or the thirsty men who want your cake


Little vixen, run

From the hunters who claim it's an art

Little vixen, run

Run, run


Who can know how an adult's mind works?

I'm a child, my happiness is writing sad songs

Who can know how an adult's mind works?

I'm a child, if this is forever, then I don't want to live forever


Little vixen, run

Run away from the coldness of the doctor's office

From the women who think they know everything

Or the thirsty men who want your cake


Little vixen, run

From the hunters who claim it's an art

Little vixen, run

Forget about the world until it forgets all about you

Like "A Flower 4 An Apple", I wrote this song about my favourite ship ever: Negaishipping, Iris and Ash from Pokémon. This one is set after Ash has won the Alola league, and he is already a champion.

Oh Negai

I'm a lonely girl, so lonely- but I still believe in magic. I still believe that good things could happen and I never want to stop believing that. I dream a lot, I have a very big dream which means that I also have tons of wishes. This the manifestation of that, this is me showing the world what I have dreamed of since I was a kid. And hopefully, these wishes will one day stop being just that: wishes.

My best friend is a cat. Three cats, actually, and a dog. My only friends are my pets. And I love stickers and posters and everything that I can use to decorate. What makes me me is my passion for everything, I am obsessed with everything I like! I am not a simple person. I am not someone who likes a singer and "that's it". I am someone who likes something and that something  becomes her whole world.

Thank you!

Cadence Wishes

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