first release on sc as cadnxc (vocals & prod)
so happy to be working with @nyuk_nuu on this one, expect more!

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LYRICS
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 im not a winner
put myself last
im pretty new to this
yeah im something of an outcast
friendship’s a hit or miss

but i guess im fine with it
i dont really wanna b fine with it

faded on the ground
got no one else to be around 

im a bit of a diplomat
when it comes to shit like this
im a copycat
dont wanna pull my result out of a fucking hat
wanna plan that shit so I can act like I knew that

yeah my friends said 
come with me
in my fucking car
it won’t take long but we can go real far

and i dont really know if this lifes for me
might make myself a new one and we’ll fucking see

i wanna take the long way home
cause i wanna spend more time with you
ima keep on sayin youu mean nothing to me
im tryna act like im cool
even though im not
am i really just a fool putting me right on the spot
thats not the way i used to live my life

give me one more chance
you stuck inside my head
maybe im the one who’s wrong
thats why i made my songs

took a lot of nights just to change my perspective
had to go backstage and play detective
i feel like the worlds hiding something from me
my ex girl hates my friends and man I gotta agree

maybe I’m not meant for this world
yeah baby I’m just making a name for myself
and although im stuck in the middle of this shit
i promise i can pull away from it for you

if you could

give me one more chance
you stuck inside my head
maybe im the one who’s wrong
thats why i made my songs

seeurface

i started this like a month ago for a project thing and i finished it today so its up now
this was going to be a collab but then i forgot and did more and its a solo oops

lyrics

I refuse to sit around and watch my life run out
I need to do something more but I’m all burnt out
I’ve been tryna make a difference but the world hurts
But if I sit around all day it only gets worse for me

It only gets worse for me
Feels like my life is counting down like one two three
Relying on ecstasy
I wanna get out I just wanna be free

Its kinda tough for me to open up again
Dont know if its worth it I just want it to end
I dont wanna fuck with metaphors no more
Wanna tell it how it is and stop hurting in my core


I just want it to be done
I’m sick of breathing
I’m just used by everyone
I’m done believing

Its to hard to tell
If its real or if its not
Everything is complicated
I might just sit here in my spot
But

I could be uncomfortable
I could be uncomfortable

Is it real is it not
Im just stuck here in my spot
And while the world keeps moving on
Im just stuck here making songs
You dont know the half of it
I think im nearly done with it
I couldn’t really give a shit


I dont wanna fuck with metaphors no more
Wanna tell it how it is and stop hurting in my core
Wanna
Make use of the tools that ive got and I
Dont want to waste the time that ive got and I
Keep running in circles 
Wasting my time and losing all of my inertia


I dont wanna fuck with metaphors no more
Wanna tell it how it is and stop hurting in my core

I just want it to be done
I’m sick of breathing
I’m just used by everyone
I’m done believing

I just want it to be done
I’m sick of breathing
I’m just used by everyone
I’m done believing

Is it real is it not
Im just stuck here in my spot
And while the world keeps moving on
Im just stuck here making songs
You dont know the half of it
I think im nearly done with it
I couldn’t really give a shit

metaphors

upcoming collab i like how this sounds so its up hi

drums will be mixed better pinky promise

cant be bothered updating lyrics to put in here theyre different from what i wrote and this isnt a full release

cheers

brokenpieces [snippet]

moral of the story is dont drink alcohol tbh

this song is about the same thing as the other snippet except i used up all the good lines i made up in my head on the way back home crying in the car in the other song so i had to sit and make something again but its ok because when i figure out what to put after the punk rock drum beat this song will slap

charisma [snippet]

new collab that will come out eventually (probably very soon)

pitfalls (wip)

prod by me obvs.
had this sitting around for a while kinda goes hard tho
i rushed the end
cheers

pieces

longest song to date (i think)
fist the like button

lyrics;

I could plead ignorance but I knew what I was doing
It was a matter of time until it happened yeah it was always brewing
In the back of my mind

And I dont know if you could feel it but I most certainly did
Drawn in by your charisma
But the charisma’s fucking dead

I made a promise to myself
Not to fall into this fucking trap
I dont remember how it happened
But I let down my guard again

I’m not gonna lie
I left this song for a month
Things have kinda changed
I guess I’m moving on

My minds telling me to just act like its over

But every damn day she’s the first thought on my mind
Her name does laps around my lips
Runs to my eyes and makes me blind
To everyone else all the fish out in the sea
She prolly has someone else but fuck I want it to be me


I made a promise to myself
Not to fall into this fucking trap
I dont remember how it happened
But I let down my guard again 


Your charisma had me by the heart
It wasn’t you it was me
And now we’re back at the start

And I don’t

I don’t care about you anymore
I’ve got options that need to be explored
 

And I dont
I don’t know if you could feel it
but I most certainly did
I was drawn in by your charisma
But the charisma’s fucking dead

I made a promise to myself
Not to fall into this fucking trap
I dont remember how it happened
But I let down my guard again

charisma

made this for a uni assessment
sorry for the shit mixing i had to do it in protools LMAO

The Weeknd - Starboy (cadnxc cover)

worlds greatest song ever
prod. me
vox. finn m

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