Have you ever just sat up at night wondering how you let someone take advantage of you?


Lyrics:

How was i ever so naive
So convinced I'd never let
A grown man get the best of me
He left me with his mannerisms
And how he makes mac and cheese
Go ahead and mourn everything

Every single night yeah I find it all replaying
Lies haunting me until I'm crying at a phone screen
Up late wondering how could someone do this
I wanna talk but it's really fucking useless

Tell me is it weird to be scared of being naked
In front of someone new, think I'd rather lick a toilet
Funny how I'm chasing the ever-dangling carrot
I wanna talk it through but it's really fucking useless

All the evidence
points to my own name
Thought I heard the last
Of those sick twisted games
As you've come to see
That kind of deceit
Doesn't let go easily

Every single night yeah I find it all replaying
Lies haunting me until I'm crying at a phone screen
Up late wondering how could someone do this
I wanna talk it through but it's really fucking useless

Tell me is it weird to be scared of being naked
In front of someone new, think I'd rather lick a toilet
Funny how I'm chasing the ever-dangling carrot
I wanna talk it through but it's really fucking useless


You knew how it was
all I ever craved was love
You even met my folks
Learned all the ways
I'll never be enough
Now I know you were reading up


Every single night yeah I find it all replaying
Lies haunting me until I'm crying at a phone screen
Up late wondering how could someone do this
I wanna talk it through but it's really fucking useless

Tell me is it weird to be scared of being naked
In front of someone new, think I'd rather lick a toilet
Funny how I'm chasing the ever-dangling carrot
I wanna talk it through but it's really fucking useless



Every single night yeah I find it all replaying
Lies haunting me until I'm crying at a phone screen
Up late wondering how could someone do this
I wanna talk it through but it's really fucking useless

Tell me is it weird to be scared of being naked
In front of someone new, think I'd rather lick a toilet
Funny how I'm chasing the ever-dangling carrot
I wanna talk it through but it's really fucking useless

Useless (Prod. KOBER)

When they can't even meet you a quarter of the way

Lyrics:
I'm dreaming
Of us disappearing
Way down in Eastgate
I'll be your first choice
For a couple of days

Drive back home in silence
We won't talk all summer long
You found love again and he's better
Than what my friendship can offer
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It'd be easier if I was in love with you
At least then I'd understand how delusional
It is to rely on you
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Just another half-baked scheme
To get you halfway in love
With me platonically 
I don't want anything
Except a halfhearted apology
I'm broken and battered
Half-baked and ranting
You took off with all my spare pieces
Blew me up like dynamite
Dynamite
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Just take me back
To the way it was
When you would laugh
Out the sunroof
With your arms up
Now I can't get a word out
Your phone lights up the night
"Think I better get home"
Your words sharper than a knife

I wish I wasn't so attached
Wish I didn't feel like that
But you know damn well
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It'd be easier if I was in love with you
At least then I'd understand how delusional it is
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Just another half-baked scheme
To get you halfway in love
With me platonically 
I don't want anything
Except a halfhearted apology
I'm broken and battered
Half-baked and ranting
(Took me up like)
You took off with all my spare pieces
Blew me up like dynamite
Dynamite

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Stop telling me we're older now
I'll find someone and settle down
Stop making excuses for why you don't come around
I know what happened to every boom town

Stop telling me it'll be alright
By the seat of your pants, taking flight
You'll want my shoulder
when he shows you his bite
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Just another half-baked scheme
To get you halfway in love
With the idea of me
I'll run off without a clue
I don't want anything
Except a halfhearted apology
I'm broken and battered
Half-baked and ranting
Took me up like
All my spare pieces
Blew me up like dynamite
Dynamite

Dynamite (Prod. Trent Hays)

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