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Lyrics:


Am I running to or running from
Am I letting go or holding on
Like a dog aimlessly chasing
I’ve tried it all but there’s no escaping


I tried to run but that shit too far
I tried to change, but that shit too hard
Ive tried it all, I’ve tried it all
And I’ll probably still be trying by tomorrow


Am I running to or running from
Am I letting go or holding on
Like a dog aimlessly chasing
I’ve tried it all but there’s no escaping


I think I’m running out of motivation
Can’t even name all the drugs I’m taking
Looking to escape, escaping the chase
Say it to my face, cause I’m tired of explaining 


Looking to escape, escaping the chase
Say it to my face, yeah say it to my


Am I running to or running from
Am I letting go or holding on
Like a dog aimlessly chasing
I’ve tried it all but there’s no escaping
Am I running to or running from
Am I letting go or holding on
Like a dog aimlessly chasing
I’ve tried it all but there’s no escaping


I tried to run but that shit too far
I tried to change, but that shit too hard
Ive tried it all, I’ve tried it all
And I’ll probably still be trying by tomorrow












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GETTING NOWHERE FAST

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Music by Caesar, The Martyr
Edit by Caesar, The Martyr
Shot by Eye Melt Productions
VHS Footage by Astral Trap
BTS Photography by Alex Moreno
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Lyrics:

Sick of everything
Sick of everyone
I don’t wanna drink
I don’t wanna fuck
Feel it everywhere
Smell it in the air
I’ve been so in love
And you don’t even care

I’ve been so in love
And you don’t even care
I’ve been so in love
And you don’t even care
I’ve been so in love
And you don’t even care
I’ve been so in love
And you don’t even care

I’ve been throwing up
Spilling out my guts
I’ve been so in love
So in love
I’ve been throwing up
Spilling out my guts
I’ve been so in love
So in love

My minds so over it
My hearts not giving up
Screaming out my feelings
I wish you’d give a fuck
My minds so over it
My hearts not giving up
Screaming out my feelings
I wish you - what?

I wish you,
What? What? What?
I wish you,
What? What? What?
What? What? What?
Screaming out my feelings
I wish you

I’ve been throwing up
Spilling out my guts
I’ve been so in love
So in love
I’ve been throwing up
Spilling out my guts
I’ve been so in love
So in love
I’ve been throwing up
Spilling out my guts
I’ve been so in love
So in love
I’ve been throwing up
Spilling out my guts
I’ve been so in love
So in love

I’ve been so in love
I’ve been so in love
And you don’t even care
I’ve been so in love
And you don’t even care
I’ve been so in love
So in love












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Lyrics:

Build me up,
Tear me down,
Lead me on,
Let go,
Packing up,
Moving out,
Looking for,
My way home,

I admit,
I tried to change,
I tried to quit,
all in vain,
I tried switch,
I’m still the same,
I’m not okay,
I’m not okay!
Back it up,
Turn around,
Try to get
Off the ground,
When I’m down,
Poppin some,
Taking drugs,
Slow
Can I make it past twenty seven years old?

Build me up,
Tear me down,
Lead me on,
Let go,
Packing up,
Moving out,
Looking for,
My way home,

Lead me on let go,
Looking for my way home,
Lead me on let go,
Looking for my way home

Build me up,
Tear me down,
Lead me on,
Let go,
Packing up,
Moving out,
Looking for,
My way home,

Build me up
Tear me down
Moving out

Build me up,
Tear me down,
Lead me on,
Let go,
Packing up,
Moving out,
Looking for,
My way home,

Lead me on let go,
Looking for my way home

BUILD ME UP

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Lyrics:

My friends look so funny
My friends look so funny
Why your face so pale
Why you wrapped up like a mummy
My friends look funny

Why the cold shoulder, blank face
My friends look so funny, so strange
I'll drink alone if you insist
We can sit in silence, My head full of violence
Boy you sure are quiet

My friends look like zombies
They ain't walking, they ain't talking
And when you're falling apart, I'll put you back together
Cause we're best friends forever, remember

My friends look so funny
We ain't laughing
We ain't talking
Why don't you talk to me? Yeah
Why won't you talk to me? Yeah

My friends look funny huh
My friends look funny huh

My friends look so funny
My friends look so funny
Why my cheeks all wet, why my nose all runny
My friends look funny

My friends look so
My friends look so funny
My friends look so
My friends look so funny

How To Scream Without Being Heard

MY FRIENDS LOOK FUNNY

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Music by The Martyr
Mixed and Mastered by Sendai Mike

Lyrics:

I’m just a ghost of the heart I once had,
I felt the most until I went mad,
I hit the road and I’m not coming back,
I’m just a ghost, I’m just a ghost yeah
I’m all alone yeah, and I like it that way,
Every time I meet a friend I wonder how long they'll stay,
I’m all alone yeah, how you lying to my face,
You got some fucking nerve, I don’t know who you tryna play

Why you trying me, got a mouthful of blood
Why you lie to me, I can see through everything, you’re my enemy, 
Got a knife behind your back
And it’s meant for me, You’re my enemy
(2x)

My mind never rests, I remember it all,
I don’t forgive, I keep track of my scars
I know when someone’s lying, I can feel it in my body,
I'm starting to get paranoid like somebody’s behind me,
I see through the smiles, all I see is fangs,
I can see your plans, from a mile away,
Mouthful of blood, face looking strange,
Got a sixth sense, See whats coursing through your veins 

Why you trying me, got a mouthful of blood
Why you lie to me, I can see through everything, you’re my enemy, 
Got a knife behind your back
And it’s meant for me, You’re my enemy yeah

Why you trying me
Why you lie to me
Why you trying me
Why you lie to me

Why you trying me
Why you lie to me
Why you trying me
Why you lie to me

Mouthful Of Blood

MOUTHFUL OF BLOOD

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Mixed and Mastered by Sendai Mike

Lyrics:

I think I have a crush on death
She got me so obsessed
Always on my mind, she got me stressed
I'm soaked in sweat
Staring into the abyss, yeah
And I listen to the wind
This medicine burns my mouth
The fumes fill my house
I watch the world burn down
I watch the world burn down

I drink the poison every night
I don't think I'm cut out for life
I drink the poison every night
I don't think I'm cut out for life
I drink the poison every night
I don't think I'm cut out for life

I lock the door, turn off the lights
Quick swig of poison 
Then I close my eyes
Everyone says
I'm letting life pass me by
But I don’t really care I guess that's fine
Burn my mouth
The fumes fill my house 
I watch the world burn down
I watch the world burn down

I drink the poison every night
I don't think I'm cut out for life
I drink the poison every night
I don't think I'm cut out for life

I drink the poison every night
I don't think I'm cut out for life

I drink the poison
I drink the poison
I drink the poison
I drink the poison
I drink the poison
I drink the poison
I drink the poison
I drink the-

Every night
Out for life

THE POISON

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Mixed and Mastered by Sendai Mike

Lyrics:

OBSESSION

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Mixed and Mastered by Sendai Mike

IN VEIN (INTERLUDE)

RAW FLESH

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Featuring Bvmmer
Mixed and Mastered by Sendai Mike

Lyrics:

NUCLEAR HOMES FT. BVMMER

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Music by The Martyr
Mixed and Mastered by Sendai Mike

Lyrics:

I feel like an idiot, 
Take myself too serious
Idiot, idiot
I feel like an idiot

You said nothing matters
So what's the matter?
My mind is closed off
My lips are sealed

If nothing matters
Then what's the matter?
Stone complexion
And heart of steel

I feel like an idiot, 
Take myself too serious
Idiot, idiot
I feel like an Idiot

No one left to call on
Done getting involved
Never listen at all
And I take it too serious

I feel like an idiot, 
Take myself too serious
Idiot, idiot
I feel like an Idiot
I feel like an Idiot

IDIOT

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Music by The Martyr
Mixed and Mastered by Sendai Mike

Lyrics:
There's nowhere left to turn
And nothing left to fear
I'm ready to burn
To break out the atmosphere

There's nowhere to turn now
I want to burn bright
Before I burn out
There's nowhere
To turn back now
Can I burn bright?
Before I burnout

Pour the gasoline
I really want to soak
Somebody got a match
I could really use a smoke
Yeah

There's nowhere to turn now
I want to burn bright
Before I burn out
There's nowhere
To turn back now
Can I burn bright?
Before I burnout

There's nowhere to turn now
I want to burn bright
Before I burn out
There's nowhere
To turn back now
Can I burn bright?
Before I burnout

BURNOUT

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Music by The Martyr
Mixed and Mastered by Sendai Mike

Lyrics:

It’s all so sad
I can’t help but laugh
Every step forward 
Another back
I wish I was whole
Instead of cut in half
Cut out the lights
And lament in black

Lament in black
Lament in black

It’s a bad dream
It’s a bad dream

Wrestle with the mirror
I don’t like what I see
All my greatest fears
Play out in my sleep
I can’t shake the feeling
Someone’s watching me
Paranoia cuts deep

Paranoia cuts deep
Paranoia cuts deep

It’s a bad dream
It’s a bad dream
It’s just a nightmare

Don't look back
Lament In Black
Don't look back
Lament In Black

LAMENT IN BLACK

WRITTEN &PERFORMED BY CAES*
PRODUCED BY @AGNOSIAEGC
MASTERED BY AMBROSIA

Lyrics:

So sick of trying for two,
I can try for me, I just can't try for you
I love you, but what the hell's a lover supposed do, when the loved don't see, everything I'd do for you

Find me in my everydays,
Hide myself in golden frames,
Think about the future though I know it won't change,
But I contradict myself, because god damn our love can't stay the same,
Now I'm all alone, don't even matter if I hide the pain,
But today's another day, suppose to say I hope it gets better,
Though I keep finding myself, praying for some storms or bad weather,
Cause only when it's raining, do you need my umbrella,
You know you usually just say, oh well you fell, and it's whateva?
You really prideful, and I know you think you clever,
You tryna burn our ties while I be gripping on my teather,
Guess I can't cast blame, for this lust in love forever,
And I apologize if you just tired of the letters,

You can use me all you want, my only wish is your desire, and what's a lie- if you're in love with the liar,
You keeping me alive, although I'm burning in a fire, try to bury me away, yet you still mine to admire
You can bury me away, you're still my favorite liar

"D E SIRE"

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"CONTRABAND"
WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY CAESAR THE MARTYR
PRODUCED BY CAESAR THE MARTYR
MIXED & MASTERED BY DYLAN RICH


Lyrics:
Spazzing and jazzing
Jamming to Marilyn Manson,
Dancing round the house,
With ghosts, I'm matching
Pale and dark call me the Phantom
Apart the hip hop fandom,
You know I know like every anthem
I'm gassing up on passion never landing tell I'm crashing, saying captain my captain I pray to god they never catch him
Smoking but not ashin
If i get some gold, i'll get it sold, I'm cashing,
stashing, til I'm flashy, on thee
Old hammy down set of keys
analogue,
Pops keep giving me, the monologue
On how I need to get a job,
I rather go and cop a squad,
A sawed off
Get shit popping off
Knock your jaw off
 waiting for the beat drop
So I can top off
With lyrical genius,
I'm never catching feelings
Any beat I'm on, I bring the vision,
I hear the kick and snare,
Let's get it kicking,
Every bar I'm killing its not even a decision,
Mixing drugs with my ambition,
Drinking something close to alcohol,
Drunk while I'm painting on walls,
Should've known I was bound to fall
But you?
You don't know me at all,
So what you doing on my cock and balls?
Don't get hooked, you might get withdrawals,
Catching dirty looks,
While I'm bouncing off the wall,
Lost my lucky eight-
Eight ball
Took it to the face
Aye y'all,
When I was fifteen
Listened to wolf gang
Before the Wu tang,
Now I'm twenty make beats by day, writing rhymes by night,
Wonder what the RZA say if he heard this line,
Motherfucker better think that it's tight,
Alright alright it's time
Grab my katana blade, let's fight


" CONTRABAND " (PROD. THE MARTYR)

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"Divine Intervention"
Written & Performed by Caesar, The Martyr
Produced by Caesar, The Martyr
Mixed & Mastered by Caesar, The Martyr
Martyr Militia ©


Lyrics:

I'm hearing lyrics, everywhere I go,
I feel the spirit, every time I start to flow,
I'm getting near it, I think I'm getting close,
It's like god is in my ear, saying "It's your time to blow"

It's my time to glow, it's my to show,
If the rap game is a poker table, I will never fold,
I got the full house, and I'm never letting go,
Throwing in all of my chips, and I'm going for broke,
I'm going for broke, I'm going for broke,
If life is a bitch, got my hands around her throat,
Around her throat, got her choked,
I never smoke, 'cause I'm already dope

(Hook)

Analyze my rhymes, they golden,
Don't antagonize, the chosen,
You getting high, you smoking,
I'm soaking in the moment,
If you wasting time it's time we cut our ties, and don't believe that I'm joking,
No drugs in the bag I'm holding,
Just a rap sack, that's a backpack full raps that cast wrath when I attack,
I got ten note pads worth, spit my ten thousandth verse,
In rap battle don't ask, I don't care who's going first,
I put any rapper in a hearse, you better put in the work,
For five years I've rehearsed and I'm still learning new words

(Hook)

"DIVINE INTERVENTION" (PROD. THE MARTYR)

HOW YOU GONNA CHASE YOUR DREAMS WHEN YOU'RE RUNNING FOM YOUR FEARS?

"THOSE TEARS"
Written, Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Caesar, The Martyr
Martyr Militia ©

Lyrics:

You don't like your peers, you don't peer into mirrors,
You can't wipe away tears when they painted to your face,
You can't be cheered, 
You can't fight fears, when you afraid to make a change,
The way you were made, is the way it gon stay, 
But the way you live life, ain't gotta stay the same,
You get up fight, get rid of those types, who like to talk bullshit all night,
You don't know about life, All you know about’s hype,
All you wear is that ice, you aint opened your eyes
You ain't ever seen light, like you got poor sight,
You ain’t ready for the fight, couldn’t bear the long night,
but right here's the premier, of the year,
message clear, never let it disappear,
sun rise on the pier, atmospheric,
can you hear it, I can, it’s the future and it’s near
yeah

But it appears,
For some years,
You been hiding fears
swiping beers,
You been sliding gears,
Tryna steer,
Straight, down memory lane,
But you can't wipe away those tears
Yeah, Those tears, 
You can't wipe away those tears, yeah,
Those tears

Catch a vibe, get a ride, Hit a crash,
Set the tone, in ya dome, Have an asmtha attack,
Ditch ya home, be alone, will you make your way back,
Like I do with the old school, infused with the trap,
I rhyme my tales and travels,
make my way through caves and castles,
It’s a hastle, I tackle, I always find these battles,
Place my name inside these chapels, Once I make it out the dungeon,
I deface these soulless rappers, everytime I bless a function,
Constructing the next anthem for the slayers and the soldiers,
For the prayers and the Warriors,
The creators and destroyers,
For the makers and the painters saying fuck you to the haters,
Make way for the greatest, hope I never see you later


But it appears,
For some years,
You been hiding fears
swiping beers,
You been sliding gears,
Tryna steer,
Straight, down memory lane,
But you can't wipe away those tears
Yeah, Those tears, 
You can't wipe away those tears, yeah,
Those tears

THOSE TEARS (PROD. BY THE MARTYR)

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"CAUGHTUP"
Produced, written, and performed by Caesar, The Martyr
Mixed and mastered by Mike Sendai
Martyr Militia ©


Lyrics:

(Intro)
Leaving, leaving, bleeding, bleeding, yeah
Caught up in each other, caught up caught yeah
Caught up in each other, oh so fucking caught up

(Hook)
Caught up in each other, caught up, caught up
Care for one another, leaving, bleeding
We're caught up in each other but for what fucking reason
We don't care for one another we leave each other bleeding

(Verse 1)
Don’t ask her why she hates me, she has every type of reason,
Don't ask her why she love me, she can’t explain the feeling,
Doesn't matter what she did, somehow we end up close (closer)
Doesn't matter where I've been, I always make it home (yeah)

(Hook)
We're caught up in each other but for what fucking reason
We don't care for one another we leave each other bleeding

(Verse 2)
Why did you run from me, why did I hide,
I needed your company, to ease my mind,
There's no logic or meaning, for the reasons I lie,
My memories bleeding, for my muse has died

(Hook/outro)
We're caught up in each other but for what fucking reason
We don't care for one another we leave each other bleeding
Caught up in each other, caught up, caught up
Care for one another, leaving, bleeding
Caught up in each other, caught up, caught up
Care for one another, leaving, bleeding

02 CAUGHTUP

"WOULDYOUUNDERSTAND"
Written, performed, and produced by Caesar, The Martyr
Mixed and mastered by Mike Sendai
Martyr Militia © 2018

Lyrics:

(Hook)
If the whole world was against me, where would you stand,
Where would you stand, where would you stand.
Would you give me your hand, would you give me your hand,
If the whole world was against me, would you understand

(Instrumental bridge)

(Hook)
If the whole world was against me, where would you stand,
Where would you stand, where would you stand.
Would you give me your hand, would you give me your hand,
If the whole world was against me, would you understand

01 WOULDYOUUNDERSTAND

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"WAIT!" by Caesar, The Martyr
Written, produced, and recorded by @caesarthemartyr
Mixed and Mastered by @sendaimike

Lyrics:
(VERSE)
I SHOT MYSELF IN THE LEG,
COULDN’T KEEP UP THE CHASE,
THOUGH I’M AFRAID WHEN I HEAL, 
I’LL BE RIGHT BACK ON YOUR HEELS,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ES- WAIT!

(HOOK)
I CANT LET YOU ESCAPE!
WHY WOULD YOU PUSH ME AWAY?
I CANT LET YOU ESCAPE!
WHY WOULD YOU PUSH ME AWAY?

(BRIDGE)
I BEEN SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES AND LOOK WHAT I FOUND,
I FOUND ALL THE WRONG ANSWERS
AND MY FEET KNOCKED OFF THE GROUND

(VERSE)
I SHOT MYSELF IN THE LEG,
COULDN’T KEEP UP THE CHASE,
THOUGH I’M AFRAID WHEN I HEAL, 
I’LL BE RIGHT BACK ON YOUR HEELS,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO.... WAIT!

(HOOK)
I CANT LET YOU ESCAPE!
WHY WOULD YOU PUSH ME AWAY?
I CANT LET YOU ESCAPE!
WHY WOULD YOU PUSH ME AWAY?

WAIT!

"WAIT!"
Written, performed, and produced by Caesar, The Martyr
Mixed and mastered by Mike Sendai
Martyr Militia © 2019

Lyrics:

(VERSE)
I SHOT MYSELF IN THE LEG,
COULDN’T KEEP UP THE CHASE,
THOUGH I’M AFRAID WHEN I HEAL,
I’LL BE RIGHT BACK ON YOUR HEELS,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ES- WAIT!

(HOOK)
I CANT LET YOU ESCAPE!
WHY WOULD YOU PUSH ME AWAY?
I CANT LET YOU ESCAPE!
WHY WOULD YOU PUSH ME AWAY?

(BRIDGE)
I BEEN SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES AND LOOK WHAT I FOUND,
I FOUND ALL THE WRONG ANSWERS
AND MY FEET KNOCKED OFF THE GROUND

(VERSE)
I SHOT MYSELF IN THE LEG,
COULDN’T KEEP UP THE CHASE,
THOUGH I’M AFRAID WHEN I HEAL,
I’LL BE RIGHT BACK ON YOUR HEELS,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE,
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO ESCAPE
PLEASE TAKE THIS TIME TO.... WAIT!

(HOOK)
I CANT LET YOU ESCAPE!
WHY WOULD YOU PUSH ME AWAY?
I CANT LET YOU ESCAPE!
WHY WOULD YOU PUSH ME AWAY?

"FATHER FORGIVE ME"
Written, performed, and produced by Caesar, The Martyr
Mixed and mastered by Mike Sendai
Martyr Militia © 2019

Lyrics:

Feel like I’m tripping, but I ain't going on a trip, (no)
I’m staying at home and I know that I'm losing my shit, (mm)
I wish- I could- leave this- all behind,
Am I forgiven am I living by Gods side

I'm so alone, I'm so alone,
I don't know where to go, (where to go)
I'm so alone, I'm so alone,
I don't know where to go, (where to go)

I'm so alone, I'm so alone,
I don't know where to go, (where to go)
I'm so alone, I'm so alone,
I don't know where to go, (where to go)

FATHER FORGIVE ME

"LONE / BAD BLOOD"
Written, performed, and produced by Caesar, The Martyr
Mixed and mastered by Mike Sendai
Martyr Militia © 2019

Lyrics:

PT I "LONE"

Drastic or romantic, fuck it I don't know the difference,
Think I lost it so I panic but I don't know what is missing,
You're messing with my heart, while I question its existence,
Drown my problems in false confidence, and keep on with the mission, unh yeah
Time's slipping from my grasp, (pass)
Life's kicking my ass, (fast)
I don't want to be left behind I don't want to be last, (last)
Is it easy to spit facts, (facts)
When your hidden by a mask, (mask)
These words are more then empty rhymes, I analyze the past
This is our worlds problems, I look em in the face,
I think everybody's out of line, I put em in they place,
You can hurry up and die, get in line and find your place,
I write the rager's bible, and I'm living in good faith,
Of fuck the system, try to break it, haul you off to prison,
If ya wallets missing, for the ticket, fuck it you in prison,
I didn't sign up for this, I don't remember voting,
When I die you might not give a shit but you'll remember flowing

PT II "BAD BLOOD"

Bad blood, bad blood yeah
Bad blood, bad blood yeah
Bad blood, bad blood yeah
Bad blood, bad blood yeah

The deterioration of a generation, what a downward spiral,
Think my generation is infected and we going viral,
Trend after trend, I hope I don't see the end,
work a full time job but got nothing left to spend,
Whole check, Spent on rent, and my phone bill,
When I check my phone I see someone signed a deal
What the fuck, I'm tired of it,
What's up, you can't even spit,
Get up, before I hit you again,
You slump, from the dumb punk with the pen,
Got lit last night, now I'm drunk again,
You would think there's something that I'm trying to forget,
Aye, But I can't remember it, yeah aye, I can’t remember it,
Must’ve slipped, must’ve tripped, Thought I was sober until this shit,
Last thing I remember, I was fine, Until I blacked out, then I revived,
Three days, afterlife, Freebase, amplify,
Cremate, if I die, Please make, Sacrifice, 
I been tryna find a way to bring hope back into my life,
Spending Sunday's in the church, while I’m staying out at night,
Asking God to fix my problems, but it's my fault that I feel this way,
Death lead me to heavens gates but I know I’ll have hell to pay, yeah

LONE / BAD BLOOD

"THE BOY ON THE FENCE"
Written, performed, and produced by Caesar, The Martyr
Mixed and mastered by Mike Sendai
Martyr Militia © 2019

Lyrics:

(Hook)
I don’t want to lose my life, yeah
I don’t want to kill my pride, yeah
I don’t want to die and feel like,
All I did was fight for my life,
Yeah, and all I did was die
No matter what I tried,
all I did was die,
Yeah

(Verse)
GOD, is everybody suicidal, 
Grab the bottle, down the flask, and hit the vial,
You send angels to my side but every night I still defy you,
Every night I kill my soul but every morning there’s revival,
Blessed, I’m a total mess, you hear these vocals stressed,
I feel like shit, I want to quit but you give one more step,
That’s all I needed every day we gon’ repeat it,
There’s redemption on the other side and you help me to see it,
So I’m reaching, though I can’t do it on my own,
It’s so hard to stay faithful when I’m feeling far from home,
But I got you to pray to and my parents on the phone,
It’s a little less painful now I know I’m not alone,

(Hook)
I don’t want to lose my life, yeah
I don’t want to kill my pride, yeah
I don’t want to die and feel like,
All I did was fight for my life,
Yeah, and all I did was die
No matter what I tried,
all I did was die,
Yeah

THE BOY ON THE FENCE

"WANDER WITH ME"
Written, performed, and produced by Caesar, The Martyr
Mixed and mastered by Mike Sendai
Martyr Militia © 2019

Lyrics:

Got an angel in my bed, lost the halo on my head,
I was born to be a saint, now I got venom in my veins,
(x2)

(Verse 1)
Got an angel in my bed, lost the halo on my head
I was born to be a saint, now I got venom in my veins,
I got daggers on my skin, still repenting for some sins
I got sober, thought it over, now im going in again
I been tryna figure out what Satan wants and do the opposite,
Tho I’m afraid he’ll figure out and start building my confidence
A high followed by lows, yeah
Gravity it pulls, yeah
Afraid I’ve lost control, or sold my soul,
But I don’t know yeah,

Got an angel in my bed, lost the halo on my head,
I was born to be a saint, now I got venom in my veins,
(x2)

(Verse 2)
Don’t follow the rules, I was raised by wolves,
God give me a chance, devil asking to dance,
I only play for bread, at my shows we raise the dead,
I spoke to god last night but I’ve forgotten what he said,
Devil on my shoulders, demons on my back,
Father stretch my hands, while I bless this next track,
With my god sent rhythm, I atone for my condition,
head first into the mission, and there ain’t no going back

WANDER WITH ME

“UNTIL IT'S OVER”
Written, performed, and produced by Caesar, The Martyr
Mixed and mastered by Mike Sendai
Martyr Militia © 2020

THE MARTYR

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