Freestyled this track when I was on lean thinking about a great white buffalo (the one who got away). Mostly sadness than anger seeped in. 

#feels #trap #juicewrld #greatwhitebuffalo #sad #lean #dirtysprite #singy #freestyle #fuckedup #love #fear #nightmaresanddreams

Retrograde (prod. SOGIMURA x k a e d)

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I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

Lost someone dear to me, so I'm gonna go get wasted,
I had one chance to make it right, but I failed with it,
I look at the old you and it always makes me remember,
That you should've been the most important family member,

You're traveling down the road,
Alcohol ain't your friend, makes you not leave home,
The pain and stress follows you everywhere you go,
It breaks my heart to say, to have to say goodbye,
But you keep drinkin', and it's killin' my heartbroken soul,

My pride, my pain, and sorrows are all in line,
When I see you it's all just false hope,
Don't wanna lose my mother, I guess that's just how life goes,

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

It's time for you to quit (you need to quit)
You gotta do better (you gotta do better)
Example to your kids ('xample to your kids)
I don't know what you're going through, but I think AA is overdue,

I think your husband is the reason that you started to drink,
He's stupid, manipulative, he don't give a damn what you think
The world has beaten you down, call you Titanic, cuz you 'bout to sink,
You say you need it, because you can't handle the strain,

I'm takin' care of the demons, but you won't take care of me,
I want to talk about it, but the pain just delays,
I need better now, I just want to have my head on straight,
I'm sick of dealin' with it, it's like a slap in the face,

I hope better times are comin', no chase, but I'm still runnin'
I gotta take control, and I won't stop for nothin'
Dear, mom, this was my test, promise that I did my best,
Just go along, without me, I'm puttin' my demons to rest,

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

Dear Alcohol ((Remix) feat. Dax)

1930’s appeal prod. by Bearded Skull

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Comet (prod. kxxdo)

Niykee Heaton - Best Thing Ever (OFFICIAL SONG)

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