Lyrics:
Hello, I’m your darkest deepest desire
You ain’t my fellow, when I want it, you can’t deny, you complier
Breath fire, You will do anything to get what I want, I won’t allow ceasefire,
You liar, I know you’ll never tired of me even though you’ll be mortified, I can be your ally, I’m the good guy but you act like I’m the bad guy and giving me a Colombian necktie, wither eye, petrified you’ll lose control of me and I won’t comply
You better listen to me carefully,
You must fulfill all of my request perfectly
I will give you the ultimate recipe
Of living the life to the fullest and to be honest,
You’d choose my way of life rather living painfully
It’s like living in paradise eternally
In this life, epicureanism is remedy
Violence, sex, rock n roll, fearlessly
 
The rule, we must break it, the world is for the taking
You talk about pleasure but ignore the pressure
You fool if you fake it, at the end you’ll regret it
Life contains displeasure cause it’s not all treasure
 
Let’s start over, I tell you this life needs order, disorder
Why would you listen to your drunk thought when you’re sober?
You must control your own life you are the owner, but there is a border that you musn’t cross if you don’t want to get lost
you better listen to me
Cause I won’t repeat it twice
All your do is vice
You want a happy life, there’s a price
You want a peaceful life, you must sacrifice
Maybe I’m as cold as ice
But I won’t wait for your demise
Don’t act surprise surprise
Every deed will come with consequences
Better be ready and come to your senses
You know what you lack? You lack comprehensive
Of understanding what the real meaning of life is
All the pleasures in the world sure is hypnotizing
The moral and code ethics will harmonize it
So enough, don’t you even try to fantasize it
Just follow the rule, change your attitude, revise it
 
You’ll get what you want if You do everything I say
Nuh, there’s a line you musn’t cross, you’ll be a better man, I pray
Everyday you will walk your day like there’s no weight
No way, but there will be a judgment day,
Huh that’s nonsense, don’t pretend, life’s a present, don’t be so tense
Huh It’s commonsense, it’s not self defense, reality is the thing that you can’t bent

The rule, we must break it, the world is for the taking
You talk about pleasure but ignore the pressure
You fool if you fake it, at the end you’ll regret it
Life contains displeasure cause it’s not all treasure
 
All you do is babbling, rambling, maddening
I’m trying hard to balancing, managing, grappling
Don’t you see what’s happening?
Once we lost it, we are crumbling
I don’t even care, I will try to bear, and it rarely makes you aware of the situation
Temptation, dictation, we’re just creations but we create frustration, stagnation, demolition, destruction

DEMO

Freudian's Iceberg (Prod. By FIFTY VINC)

Music provided by Rujay.
Instrumental: "Never Mind" by Luxray.
Video: https://youtu.be/7N8_O9Gdcvs.
Download: http://smarturl.it/Instrumental.

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"Show Me The Way"

I thought my life is over
When I get back up the death is closer
He whispered me the time is near and grabbed my shoulder
He said
 he won’t wait til I get older
How can I control my life when I don’t have the controller
I’m trying to pull my life together only when I’m sober
But my mind always says that I’m a loner
Hangover, I don’t remember what I’ve done,
I want to takeover, yo hold up
Will I see the face of my son and daughter?
Why won’t you listen to what I say?
I know I must pay, but I pray
That I won’t be the death’s prey
I want to live longer to tell story ‘bout my glory day
It’s never clear where this path leads, and I can’t stay
I can’t say, what will I be 5 years from now,
Will I lost it or will I finally make my own way?
I’m afraid I can’t promise you that I will never slip away,
I’m scared that my voice won’t reach you and fade away
So please help me show me the way

Please help me show me the way

Easy for you to say that I’m weak 
Y’all give me some critics and watch me as I bleed
When you know nothing what I feel
You can look me in the eye and say “real recognize real”
My heart ain’t made from steel,
I lose my appetite, everyday I ignore my meal
Everyday I pop my pills
They say I’m sick, I’m very ill
But they do nothing beside standing still
I don’t have my own free will
Life is either kill or be killed
And all I do is getting killed
Mom and pops have wishes for me to fulfill 
I’m sorry, but I can’t fulfill when my heart is empty and no one is willing to fill
And I’m sorry I can’t help you to pay the bill
I don’t want to be the next sybil
Lock up by the stigma of mentally ill
It’s unreal, too watch y’all can say something like that loudly
I know that you can tell your story proudly
All I can do is hiding myself in my room sadly
Will this song be my grand finale?

I want to live my life to the fullest
Not with gun pointed at my head and loaded with a bullet
One wrong move, and bang bang bang, I am wounded
Dumbfounded, because I grow up then go back home with empty handed
Huh, I have been struggling
 I keep on battling
With my own self

Show Me The Way (Prod. By Luxray)

Delete It (Prod By. Al Kaafii)

"Overflow"
Written & Produce by Iqbal Mabbit

Standing in front of everyone, explaining bit by bit, one by one, and no one can stop me from outrunning all'a you. send my message with a ton of meanings, cleaning every dirt, breathing but hurts as hell like I'm bleeding, hitting the wall, and screaming, nuh. 
I hear every breath, and death keeps running towards me, I'm in 3D, my LED, feels like reality. Fatality! sub zero, took an arrow, ain't no hero, this is what I'm capable of, I'm flying so high up above, to change there's only now not tomorrow, nuh.

Overflow! (flow) welcome to my show!
Overflow! (flow) welcome to my show!
Overflow!

Overflow

Is She Awake Now?
Written & Produced by Iqbal Mabbit

I took you for granted
the feelings were tainted
yuh, hoped our happiness was long lasted
oh god if you're above
I barely can listen what you're saying
so I tried to stand up,
nuh, don't you say I deserve your love?
but all you do was made it tough

without you I was lost, don't you know the cost, the cost of being dependent to your existence? now I decided to live without your assistance, 
how high can you be and how far our distance ?
so why did you forsaken me? so long and goodbye
There's no point in life, killed my friend so the concept should die
breathe in breathe out, I pulled my breath in, and scream it out loud
so how long has it been? you're just toying with life and enjoying the show, no?
I breathe your name in, under you name I take vow, 
I've never seen you came in, and I asked "Is she awake now!?" Nuh

Is She Awake Now?

CxPher
Written & Produced by Iqbal Mabbit

Ruh, Say your prayers and bend your knee
It’s me mabbit m a b b i t
I ain’t no rapper but my verse prove I rap beastly
Don’t believe me? So let’s see
I Need no approval, my rap’s so brutal, my tongue curl up like noodle,
y’all talk like you know the most like google, so we need removal,
cause it will be a fuel to something unusual, my word’s cruel than your step father hit you like a fool,
you’re a tool, healing factor like deadpool, my verse my rule, dragging dead body to my cesspool, Cause I go hard and hit’ em with my pistol, when you hit me it tickles, you’re a simple minded creature, lethal
my verse’s dangerous, it should be illegal, trying to be a legend like the beatles, I’m a dreamer, I ain’t no sleeper and I’ll be the leader of all these underachievers, I’m believer, hard hitter
fire spitter, I spit fire to your body and cause blister,
jack the ripper, I go killing with words I’m a killer,
Don’t mess with me cause you might pull the wrong trigger,
quitter, filler
my flow cut your tongue to pieces like a meat cleaver
I’m so cold and give you the chill, you got fever
Came with hard work, I ain’t like you, a cheater
You know what? This beat will bury you 6 feet under

CxPHR

"SASA (Please Don't Leave Me)"

I got a friend, a friend that taught me bout life
a person I can depend on, told that we live to strive
her name is sasa, always called her bowo
I knew her since I was a coward, move forward
at first things got awkward between me and her
and we were in the same team to make the biggest event in uni work
I think It's hard but it was so damn worth it 
ended up worked happily, we built family, we can't stop actually
thanks to dini who gather us, bowo, maul, rully, and me
so we've made our dream came true haven't we?
twenty twelve twenty thirteen
thought we got plenty of time in between
that time has passed, "so how long has it been?"
"you know, psikoshow it's the memory we cannot unseen"
the four of us graduated from uni
but bowo stayed, she said "imma do me"
we parted ways, focused on our duty
once in a while we gather to watch a movie
"so how's your paper?" a question that made her gloomy
I don't care, you're still important to me
I'm begging you please live no matter how hard, for me
don't you dare to fool me, for real

the last time I saw you, we acted like stranger
you laid down in the old canteen, I complained, I complainer
I hit you in the thigh, you said "I'm sick!", 
I said "I don't care", never knew our last moment would be that conflict
regret it, don't get it, I can't forget it, I've said it, I can't accept it, I felt it
I'm sorry I want to apologise for it, you get it?
it was a news that sends shiver down my spine
I took you for granted, never knew you weren't fine
I prayed I hoped that it wasn't real
because we haven't meet our chance to shine
thought you'll be fine
I sat there until 1 am I prayed 
but there's no such a thing as higher power I'm afraid
got betrayed, a promise it can't repay
so I stayed and said, it will be okay
but the fate has different plan
I don't understand, I will never understand
I thought everything would be in the grasp of my hand
there's so much I want to do with you and
I'd say please don't leave me, man
please don't leave me, man
please don't leave me, man
I'd say please don't leave me, man
I can't understand man
and I demand, you get back here man
please don't leave me man
please don't leave me man
I can't understand man
please don't leave me man
and I demand, you get back here man
please don't leave me man

SASA (Please Don't Leave Me)

"Porcelain"
(ft. Avia Athalia)
written by Iqbal Mabbit

I work it hard like a carpenter
It's me in the center
this feelings buries me deep six feet under
this happiness feels so bitter
and leaves me uncovered

about twelve miles away
all the laugh lives faraway, on a highway, uh
our hard work didn't pay off, I took off after my mood off, day off
there's no rest in peaces, no familiar faces that would help me to get my pieces back to my places
it's all white then suddenly grey, I know it's not another day, 
I want you to stay, but I can't say, I'm not okay, 
I've betrayed your trust, trust, to tell you I must, must
Everything is lost, lost, every answer is false
living in lie, can't read between the line, 
all the sequence realigned, despair is waiting for me, it's a sign
I don't know what to do, I set my purpose for you too, it was hard to get through you, but all I did was took you for granted, I thought it was all planted in me long time ago, It got faded, I got distracted, hate it
I feel stuck in reverse, this verse got worse, there's no time to rehearse,
just observe how absurd this situation when it's occurred

A heart made of porcelain
I've been waiting for someone and
give me guidance to help me find it
the things that made me feel this pain
guide me through and take my hand 
cause this heart made of porcelain

15 to 18, it's situation I've seen,
success, failure, in-between,
I was never said count me in,
all of this tragedies was, of course, unforeseen
pray to god this problem will be solved by itself, amen
F to the A to the I to the L to the U to the R to the E
it's not paradise, it's paradox, nuh
it's a drug with lesser dose, uh
I thought It was a treasure box 
but it's my image torn apart, 
and so their trusts fell apart, 
then my death is being called upon
it's leaving, I'm thinking, in the blink of an eye
all my dreams are sinking, the clocks are ticking
"please don't leave me", I'm kneeling and begging, huh
this vision has led me astray, will I be back to my dark days?
people said it was just a phase, it's a sin that keeps replay in mind, 
I gotta find the way out, it got me blinded for what is right so no way out,
mistakes in line and it's not fine, there's no way out
please get me outta here, please get me outta here

Porcelain ft. Avia Athalia

CAIN/ABEL HLCST

R(D)estructure
Written by A.D.O & Cain/Abel
Produced by Cain/Abel

[Verse 1: A.D.O]
hey life, mind if i choose?
I've got no gain and only lose
these past weeks things just went through
gotta start firing in one two

reality, denial in
cancel it, lose sanity
first time is it?
common thing. They said

shall we dry run a company 
before we run all the money
what if it's all just a make-believe
it's not fun, tell me is this how to live

should I go before you let me go
day by day feels like a horror
no guarantee there will be tomorrow
I might go back to working solo

I know life's not all peaches and gravy
there's lemon and worry. bit sour and salty
why do i feel bitter
is it gonna get better?
taste it, will i ever?
the fruits of my labor

you made all the choices that I'm gonna to follow
gotta real about it, we're not playing lotto
you are keen to end it, feeling like it's hollow
it's scary how easy goodbye compare to our hello

[Pre-chorus]
we took it for granted
everyone in this place is busy to survive on their own, I hate it
ignorance is bliss but do we have to survive over their dead body
a formality made at the last second after they all got buried, after they all got buried
they let us stay to rot, do you get it? 
they let us stay to fall, do you get it?
they let us stay to work with all the anxiety and we must fake it,
take it, and let it go, heard it they set this up, over and over again, over and over again

[Chorus]
anxiety wrapping my head yeah
sanity all goes bad yeah yeah
expect me to be okay yeah
Will I be the next one yeah yeah yeah
x2

[Verse 2: Cain/Abel]
24/7 we've been haunted, almost everyday they gon' cut it
all of their contracts and promises through the emails without messages
1-day policy it's common thing? I lost my faith in humanity
decision that made without clarity, it's falsity, it's politics

"hey everyone! gather up gather up! we'll open new offices soon"
"it will be on several cities! so you don't have to worry, look
now you can work remotely and enjoy your time, isn't it good?"
oh my god! it's a trap "duh, what more do you expect, you fool!?"

"Take a trip, arrived, 
open them laptop, inbox
Got the email, read inside, 
shocking, denying, 
can't believe I got kicked out, 
what a joke, insane
I thought this was my second home, 
my anger explode, fire in the hole"

You don't understand it's not about the money, It's not about the glory, 
it's about the moral appreciation you never give, and you should say sorry, 
sorry, the only thing that could hold me, called me, is my colleague, 
you can't force me, you didn't have the power over me, 
so don't bother to think about it, 
oh dear, you got one more thing to listen

[Pre-chorus]
we took it for granted
everyone in this place is busy to survive on their own, I hate it
ignorance is bliss but do we have to survive over their dead body
a formality made at the last second after they all got buried, after they all got buried
they let us stay to rot, do you get it? 
they let us stay to fall, do you get it?
they let us stay to work with all the anxiety and we must fake it,
take it, and let it go, heard it they set this up, over and over again, over and over again

[Chorus]
anxiety wrapping my head yeah
sanity all goes bad yeah yeah
expect me to be okay yeah
Will I be the next one yeah yeah yeah
x2

Cain/Abel

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