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Lyrics:
I know you look at me and you think of him
You're disappointed
'Cause I don't compare, I get that you're bored of me
Just set me free
So lure me in to look for him inside me
Wear me down 'til I feel like I can't breathe
Pick me apart, pretend it's cause you love me
I know you don't

You come right back to me
Cause I'm always your plan b
And I take it every time
Cause we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy
Do I look like a crutch to you
Play me for a fucking fool
And I know that this can't last
But we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy

And I'll pull thе knife right out of my back and then
Put it in your hand again
You always say you'll change but you'rе never different
At least you're consistent
Does he make you happier than I can
In your thoughts when I'm the one in your bed
You get off by fucking around with my head
Then let me go, but
You come right back to me
Cause I'm always your plan b
And I take it every time
Cause we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy
Do I look like a crutch to you
Play me for a fucking fool
And I know that this can't last
But we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy

Yea, 'cause we're stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy
Are you done fucking around with my head
'Cause we're stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy

'Cause I'm stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy
Are you done fucking around with my head
'Cause I'm stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy

Plan B

plan b

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Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

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Lyrics:
And I know I'm being avoidant
Would like to but I can’t control it
Can’t seem to feel comfortable in my skin
In my skin
Decaying slowly in this gloom
I need to be left alone to
Be swallowed up by the storm in my head
It’s all in my head

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Been gasping for air for so long
Sunk so deep, why should I hold on
The light goes dim, I've found peace in solitude
It's nothing new
It hurts to stare in the mirror
Don't wanna deal with the pressure
So I'll do anything not to face reality
I’d rather run away

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

So much easier to run
Anything so I feel numb
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Erase me, let it go
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Ghost

ghost

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Lyrics:
Hate that I feel this
Trembling for no reason
Cut myself off so nobody's able to see it
Sanity's what I'm seeking
Too bad I'll never keep it
Run all I want but I can't hide from these demons

Fight my throat from closing up on me
Deprived of oxygen, it's getting pretty hard to breathe
Suffocate while I wait to meet my destiny
Contemplate if it's worth living in misery

Stomach tied up in knots
From swallowing my thoughts
Can't seem to make them stop
I'm trapped in my head
Frayed wires in my brain
Chewed up since I was named
There's no winning this game
It's all in my head

Jaw clenched while I sleep
Dreamt I lost all of my teeth
Grind them away as I wake to my racing heartbeat
Guess it's just part of me
Not to discern reality
Let my fixations take over and get the best of me

Fight invasive thoughts out of my mind
Delusions digging away that never know when to draw the line
All this fake shit I blame for killing all my time
What a waste of a life I've got to claim as mine

Stomach tied up in knots
From swallowing my thoughts
Can't seem to make them stop
I'm trapped in my head
Frayed wires in my brain
Chewed up since I was named
There's no winning this game
It's all in my head

In My Head

in my head

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Lyrics:
I honestly tried to fit in
To the life you want to be living
But I could never be enough
And I’ll never be enough
You’d rather throw away your love
Into the heavens above
You tell me that I’m not alone
I got no doubt I’m on my own
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

My picture waits in your closet
As my colours fade, I can’t stop it
Got me blind in thе dark
While I’m searching for the stars
And I’m covеred in dust
Locked up and living with these scars
And if you ever change your mind
Don’t think I’ll ever call you mine
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

Fall

fall

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Lyrics:
Been a while since I've seen you
So far from where we started
I know I've been slow to fulfill what you wanted
Used to be stitched together
Friction wore at the seams
And the pressures of life forced its way in between

And I wanna know
Do you miss me at all

I know it's my fault
I can't help what I'm like
I wish I was better and could do something right
I can't do it alone
I miss you in my arms
I wish you weren't gone
I wish you weren't gone

(I miss you in my arms)

Didn't fit your ideals
Knew that you could do better
Depressivе, I'm not what you need
Girl, I get it
Tried to hide from my problеms
Swept it under the rug
Can't escape who I am so it's pointless to run
But I wanna know
Do you miss me at all

I know it's my fault
I can't help what I'm like
I wish I was better and could do something right
I can't do it alone
I miss you in my arms
I wish you weren't gone
I wish you weren't gone

I miss you in my arms
I wish you weren't gone
I miss you in my arms

Miss U

miss u

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Lyrics:
So won't you leave me alone
I need to be on my own right now
And don't tell me to be careful
Honestly it's not helpful
And I just hope you know
Don't mistake me for ungrateful
I just don't need the mental noise
You're bleeding out your anxiety
Got no space here inside of me
Trying to keep both hands on the wheel

Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven
Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Herе I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
Thеy don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven

Don't want to hear about your thoughts
A lot of trash that you got in my head
You wanna feel in control
I know you're lost, aren't we all
But I can't be here for that
So why don't you just say you love me
Or is it not what you really mean
I'm losing grip on reality
Getting real fucking tired of me
Trying to keep both hands on the wheel

Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven
Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven

⚜cairn⚜

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